Lonely Attack on the Different World

Day 159 Yesterday Night Border Omui City Orphanage

Children who fall in late at night but fall around, stick their heads in the futon and bum their legs...... I can't stop being happy, but I fall into the patterned and futon with shaved tired, exhausted, trounced eyes.

I hear "My brothers aren't back yet" every day, but I didn't say I miss them, I didn't say I was selfish, I didn't say I didn't squeeze them for nothing and I kept waiting.

And everyone and he all face full of happiness because the selfish king is finally back.

The orphans, who have always been good kids, are sweet all around me, noisy and overnight eating until I am happy and exhausted with all my spirits... yet, I can't stop looking at them.

I'm getting zero joy up to that sleeping face...... Damn, it's too late to come back!

Too good to be selfish, but because there's so much grief behind a naive smile.

So I always seem happy, and that's why I try too hard.

We can't do that! I think you're pathetic, you're a good kid, you're trying. Not us.

A selfish king. The orphans sprinkle their happiness all they want, scatter their joy all they want to be selfish, just pity free. Only the best who lives all they want gently wraps their children's hearts. Because that's my role model.

It's not just pity or sympathy but pure praise that the best way to be properly happy is to win. Because those who laugh win, they stir up pride, happiness and joy, because tomorrow it's more fun. I can give my kids heartfelt dreams.

So with a heartfelt smile, a smiling sleeping face blooms, children who easily sleep overflowing with happiness all over their little bodies.

Happy, happy, happy, I'm so wrapped in happiness that I don't need a happy dream with a joyful sleeping face from every face.

It makes me think we were happy and good, that I want you to be happy.

I'm sure only the best of luck is naturally too much like this, and I seriously think it's still not enough at all.

Too obvious of this, kids believe without questioning a happier future, regardless of the past or the present, deciding to be natural... or arrogant who is unwilling to forgive a future that won't, kids can dream because they are arrogant caring motherfuckers who are selflessly deciding to be happier using any mean means.

When I put a futon on you, every face looks happy and smiling sleeping face with a grin I can't wait for tomorrow.

That's because I believe in the future. We, who think that now is a miracle, wish this happiness to continue, can't even think of such a wonderful happiness as a natural and utter yet.

It can only be done by those with extreme greed, ultimate arrogance and unprecedented impatience. 'Cause I don't believe in misfortune, I don't admit tragedy, I don't condone misfortune, I just think and I don't admit that killing out misfortune is completely below what it is right now and the future is more fun. That's something we can't tell you, because I can't even imagine a happier future with now being like a miracle and too happy.

It's only a privilege for kids to dream about the future, because the best you can imagine happiness no one has ever seen before - so it's too late to come back!

We've been wiping the tears of the children who were crying in their sleep at night, not saying selfishly, but putting up with us even if we miss them. And I'll wipe the children's tears this evening, but I don't suppose there's ever been such a happy job.

"You all slept, with a happy face...... hehe"

"Because I was exhausted and I was so happy with my little body."

Because this is an overflowing smiling tear, so I hang my futon around surrounded by angelic happy sleeping faces. So there will be no happier job.

"I'm sure you'll sleep with a happy face tomorrow, you'll sleep well and help"

"I don't know yet, I don't have to be asked yet. You're just tired of waiting all the time."

It's a peaceful sleeping face, that's a sleeping face I know I'll be happy tomorrow. Because the disaster of happiness has finally returned to the border.