Love Code at the End of the World

“Lexius, you're right, I didn't lose my memory because I didn't know how to say it, and I didn't dare say it at first..." Memories and separation from my family made me painfully unable to breathe.

I lowered my face and my tears began to fall: “I don't even know why I came here… what I did wrong… let me come to this dark world…" Pretending to be strong is to keep myself from being defeated by reality. Pretend to be strong so you don't run away in this reality.

But I'm just a person, a girl, pretending to be too long... and tired...

I will also have too much confusion and confusion.

Why me?

Why would I come here?

Why, why, why...

“To bring us light…” The softly swallowed words, together with a warm embrace, pulled me back from the constant memory and pain.

I smelled the scent of an orchid on him, just like the last time I was in Harry's arms, just for a moment, and let me lean on it for a little while, so I can calm down. I really held this secret for too long... too long...

I really want to, really miss home...

But I really can't go back, I can't go back...

I don't know how long I've been crying in Lexus's arms. Even if I stop crying, I don't want to leave his warm embrace. I keep leaning in front of him and let go for a while of the strength I've been pretending to be.

How strong is it to survive if you can't face the past?

But today, I can face it. I can finally face it.

I feel that when I tell this secret, when I can face the past, I become stronger, stronger, truly, stronger.

He held me tightly in front of me, and the firmness filled me with peace of mind, like soothing my long-standing anxiety and loneliness, and made me feel the warmth and peace of mind that only my family could give.

Night winds are no longer cold, the surrounding air is stained with Lexius' body temperature and fragrance, and I once again have a comfort and peace of mind at home.

I can finally calm down and face the world again, vis-à-vis Laheus.

I wiped my face and left Lexius's arms, hiding enough, hiding too long would weaken: “Do you want to see the evidence? ”

“Evidence?” He looked very surprised.

I looked up and said, "What, you don't believe me? Think I'm hallucinating? ”

“No, no, no, no.” Les Hughes looked at me in a hurry, and the grey blue eyes also had a little tear, and her eyes wet with tears were particularly clear in the moonlight.

I was a little surprised, but his tears touched my heart: “You're crying...” I stretched out my hand and gently wiped away the crystalline tears from his eyelashes.

He held my hand gently, warm, against the cold at night. He lowered his face and swallowed sadly: “I am heartbroken... I really didn't expect you to go through all this... not to mention that you are from a different world... there is only one person, from a beautiful and magical world to a world where we have nothing..."

I also lowered my face and said this secret, I was finally no longer afraid to recall the past, no longer afraid to recall the face of my parents. Before, all I had to do was deeply seal it in my heart, I dared not touch it, deeply afraid to open Pandora's magic box once it was touched, the pain inside would turn dark and completely swallow me.

He grabbed my other hand gently, and I stood against him, holding my hand tight: "Ice, I will always be there for you in the future, and I will not leave you alone again. ”

His soft words instantly crashed into my heart, causing my last tears to gush out my eyes. I retracted my hands and wiped my tears: “Thank you... Lexius...”

“No crying, little ice...” He swallowed, reaching out and wiping my tears together, "I won't let you cry again. ”

I thankfully nodded, this time with tears of joy.

“By the way, where's your proof? Is that it?” He reached out his hand and pointed at the sandalwood bead on his wrist, and the sound shivered like he was trying to make me happy, "No wonder you had so many good things on you, watermelon and apple. That time you took out the apple, we all went crazy! ”

“...” I wiped my tears dry, raised my face and smiled, "I took you to see the evidence, which is more convincing evidence. ”

He looked at me with trembling eyes. I lifted his hand and ran under the clear moonlight to Noah City. I felt my whole body get lighter. Gently I could fly like little ice...

I dragged Lexius back to my room in one breath.

In the hallway, I stopped and looked across the hall at Harry's room, which was quiet, and when I came back, I didn't see him and Asna, did they already go back to the room?

“What's the matter?” Laheus walked up to me and blocked my eyes.

I looked at him and I said, "I want to tell Harry, too, that you and him are my best friends. ”

Lessius slightly lowered his face, “Yes... you should also tell him...” His voice was a little low and he lost a point.

What happened to him and Harry today? Two people always seem a little lost.

Lexus turned around and looked at Harry's room: "Tomorrow's mission, Harry may be asleep...”

“I'll tell him next time.” I'm a little hesitant too.

Haven't told Harry before, all of a sudden talk to him, but it's a little sudden, I don't know where to start, will it scare him?

Unlike Lexius, who naturally tells the secret, many times it takes some padding and coincidence.

Next time you find a chance to talk to Harry, I'll be with them all the time, some of them.

“Okay.” Lexius' mouth rose slightly, like a nighttime orchid, sweeping away the loneliness of the talent.

I pulled him in the door.

He sat in my bed, looked around at my room, and he hasn't been in my room for a long time.

I took my bag out of the closet again, and I'm going to show him proof that it's not chocolate, Apple. These things, or antiques, are like bead strings on Lexius's hands, not convincing.

I sat next to him with my bag, his body tightened slightly and he was out of a rush, but he wasn't as nervous as he used to be.

He glanced at me slightly and slowly relaxed.

I took my own wallet out of the bag, which is a yellow, vintage kitten wallet.

“This is…” Lexius' eyes were drawn to my wallet.

I let go of the bag, and then slowly opened the wallet in front of him, inside, it was me and Mom's family. Our family stood in front of Guilin Mountain Water and happily talked about eggplant.

“Beautiful...” Lexius took his wallet from me and was deeply attracted by the beautiful Guilin Mountain water in the photo.