Love Code at the End of the World

“Ah!" I grabbed his little hand in panic, but didn't dare to push hard. His little hand was soft, too, and I was afraid of hurting him.

At this time, the second sister came, she held the little prince and sat by the sink, then pulled her collar open, revealing her huge breasts, and the little prince closed his eyes and accurately contained the beginning to suck and suck.

Turns out the little prince hasn't broken his milk yet. He was just looking for milk to drink.

I stared blushly at Second Sister breastfeeding because Second Sister breastfeeds like a painting. It's a warm image that instantly gives your mind unprecedented peace.

I don't know how long I've been watching it, Second Sister put the little prince in my arms again. I stared at her, and I saw she had something to say to me, but she flew away alone.

I stood quietly by the sink with my sleeping little prince and watched her fly away. I seemed to understand what Second Sister thought. She hoped that during this time I would be with the little prince so that she could learn from me how to be human.

I held the little prince back to the star river bed, gently dropped the little prince, the little prince stretched his limbs comfortably, lay down on the bed, “snoring” snoring, snoring quite loud.

The Corpse Guard sits on one side and stares closely at the Little Prince and Starling River.

“Sister...” Suddenly, a vague whisper came from Xingchuan. I looked over and saw Xingchuan's face turn red.

I ran to the water bed, knelt down beside him, reached over his forehead, and I had a fever!

“Sister...” his eyebrows tightly twisted, his face was a look of pain and sadness that he had never seen before when he was awake, "Don't... Sister Elena... Sister... Don't...” His head shook, his body began to tremble lightly, tears came out of his eyes, slipped down his cheek and stained the water bed below.

Elena... is the young lady he loved.

I remember him mentioning Elena's death as plain, cold, as if he didn't care about Elena's death at all.

But now he's sadly like losing a mother and a child...

What happened at the time, when the stars of sorrow and fear were sealed in his heart, completely disguised themselves with a mask without feelings.

Disguise… is also a protection.

Starling River is trying to protect itself.

So this is the real star that he's been burying at the bottom of his heart, the star that's afraid of loneliness, afraid of darkness, afraid of losing loved ones, without a sense of security.

Starling River, is that why you're so dependent on me?

I seem to be beginning to understand your heart.

“The old monster... the old monster...” he cried vaguely, tears gushing.

I saw the fragile side of Starling River that never existed. He was crying, scared, in pain...

He's actually... more afraid of loneliness than I am...

I turned around and got out of bed to the side of the supply compartment, took out the anti-inflammatory mask, took out the insulation blanket, returned to him in the painful dream of Starling River, put the mask on his face, the anti-inflammatory fog immediately created and entered his nose.

He started to calm down, but the tears still slipped under the mask.

I removed the mask, the tears in his corner dried up, his pale lips moved slightly, and he spoke powerless words: “Lobing... don't leave me... don't...” His hand reached for the air.

My heart ached because of that powerless hand and the tears on his pillow, and I threw my eyebrows down on his hand and covered him with a blanket.

I lay next to the little prince and couldn't sleep for a long time.

My heart is always pressed against a boulder and I can't breathe.

Those nasty words he said, echoed back in my ear, those that once disgusted me, betrayed his most true desire.

He said my body was warm.

Because... he longed for warmth, and he missed Elena as warm as her mother...

He said he wanted to go deep into me...

Because... he yearns for a loved one who belongs only to him and will only be with him...

He said he was going to fall in love with me...

Because... he really wants to be loved...

It's a heart attack, the man who took Elena, and planted the dark spores in his heart.

That image must have been horrible and terrible.

The 13-year-old Xingchuan watched his dearest and beloved at the time, being consumed, smoking out in front of him, that feeling of powerlessness, that hatred, buried deep into his heart, turned into a nightmare at midnight, making him unable to sleep...

That's why he needs someone to sleep beside him...

I turned the other way, I couldn't sleep, I sat up, and I looked at the flying corpse monster: "Would you please bring the man's clothes? ”

One of them immediately walked out of the palace and flew out through it.

Oriental grew white and the curtains completely covered the palace's balcony, as beautiful as natural glass, as magical as living in a curtain cave.

I also saw a heated button by the water bed, but now there's no energy.

My eyes fell again on Xingchuan's sleeping face, his eyebrows still stretched and he still had trouble sleeping even if he had a fever.

Starling River always said I was strong and gave him a sense of security.

I didn't understand it at the time, it felt weird.

Now I realize he's not lying, he really needs to feel safe.

It's just a long-standing disguise, forcing him to become numb and indifferent to his fears. Nor will he acknowledge the fragility of his heart. 'Cause he's Starling River, His Highness of Silver Moon City. How could he have a fragile side?

He really needs my strong share to make him feel safe enough to sleep peacefully.

His domination and monopoly of me should also come from this...

I am even more afraid of losing me because I yearn for this sense of security from me and I am alone in this sense of security. Xingchuan's monopoly on me should be primitive, the child's monopoly on mother.

I seem to find the reason for all this, but I still don't know how to face the stars or cure them.

Because I couldn't possibly be with Starling River because of this, and I wouldn't be doing it for him, leaving Harry, leaving Lexius, leaving the people I love.

Moreover, Xingchuan's monopoly on me is too strong, so strong that every time you love me with me, how can I give in?!

He's pathetic, but I can't give him the love he wants...

Suddenly, the little prince started to roll over and over, his wings changed shape as he rolled over and over. I was so worried that his wings had been crushed by him. When I wanted to tap him lightly, he stood up, rubbed his eyes, rushed out of bed and ran to the pool.

I went right after him, and then I saw him standing by the pool, lit up the bird, and started peeing!

I just swam in there last night!