M E M O R I Z E

She's not weak. But now I was showing weakness in front of me. I also had a lot of things to say to her. But for now, it was better to listen to her. I didn't want to meet like this and talk about it a little early, but I also felt it was okay to talk about it sooner anyway.

With a sign of acceptance, she nods once and smiles slightly.

“I want to ask you a question first. How do you usually see me? ”

The intention of Jungyeon's question was unclear. But I didn't think much about it. Just as I told her the truth about a part of me through, she was now also trying to reveal herself to me. Suddenly, in the laboratory of ruins, she revealed her reaction to the Golden Lion clan.

“I think you're a clever and skilled wizard. ”

“And?”

“I like to stay calm and do things in a logical way. It's true that you have your own foundation, but it seems to have some flexibility. ”

“Yes. And? ”

“… my voice is clear. ”

“Kick. And? ”

I kept my mouth shut and stared at her with a slick face. Jungyeon's face seemed to be smiling as a whole. However, when I looked closely, there was a thin curtain just hanging from my mouth, and my eyes were deeply silent. I didn't open my mouth anymore.

“… everyone has an outside face, and everyone has an inside face that only they know. ”

“Some people match their insides. ”

“No, I didn't believe there was anyone like that. They thought there was someone like them, but they weren't exactly the same. But for the first time since I met you, my faith has been broken. ”

“ ……. ”

I shed a tear. Of course I also agree with what she says. I used to think so. In some ways, I felt a little sad. What is it about you that makes you so disappointed in yourself and everyone else?

“I have no doubt. I am so aware of the benefits of the Crystal of Truth, and your sincerity is no less false. A person who matches the behavior of the outside world with the inside. It's amazing that someone like this is in the world. ”

I felt a bit tingly for a moment, but I quickly cleared up. I don't think I'm sorry. At least with the fact that my heart was genuine about my brother and Han Soyoung, I was confident that I could bear all the embarrassment.

Once again, Jung Yeon filled the cup with wine. After slightly soaking her lips with her tongue, she said.

“I've told you this before. If there are any corners that are not sharp, I will definitely get over it. This is my motto of living the hall plane. Do you have any idea why this cold horse was used as a creed? ”

“I don't know.”

“I was a clan member of the Golden Lion a year ago. ”

I immediately took out the horse without any preparation. Yes, this is Jung Yeon. I wanted to finally get to the point where I focused even more on what she said. She closes her eyes for a moment and seems to clear her mind, then opens her eyes with a polite, clear voice.

“You're not surprised. Okay, I thought you might have noticed at the time. Anyway, when they told me that you had rejected the Golden Lion Clan, it felt... unique. ”

“Being in a clan with no future like that is crazy. ”

“A future clan... Who can say that? But I agree with your opinion. ”

She pauses and gives you a shy look. A face that recalls memories. It didn't take long for her to talk again.

“The Golden Lion Clan is a traditional clan. Clan Lord, who was eight years old at the time of the attack on Barbara, died, so it's 12 years old this year. Given that there are no users left in the Hole Plane for more than a decade, the configuration is a union. Yeah, I don't know what it was like back then, but... they changed. ever since we took Barbara down, settled down, and started getting reinforced. Of course, I wasn't there at the time, but I think I deserve to be judged that way. ”

“ ……. ”

“I came into Hall Plain with my brother two years ago. in the prime of the Golden Lion Clan. I was in college at the time, and I didn't even know what language I was in, and I entered the Hall Plane. I was afraid that after I fell into a place called rites and passes, I wouldn't be able to meet the monsters I'd only seen in the movies, threaten my life, and go home. At that time, I met a user who had fallen apart in the rites of passage. ”

I wanted to say anything because Jung Yeon's words felt so sad. But she shook her head and stopped me. In response, I sighed and kept my mouth halfway open.

“That user was really great. He's handsome, he's tall, he's fit, he's got ears. who fit the imagination of a dream college girl at the time. Not only that, I became the leader of those who fell apart at the time, and I led them to escape their infernal rites of passage. And I couldn't help but fall in love with it. because he was great at the time, and he lacked nothing. I'm especially good with bows, but I can white-haired with a single shot. He was literally a white horse on a hundred-horse horse horse. ”

Then it's the same second year. And he's good with bows. I recalled a few users, but none of them matched her exact words. Not one or two archer users of the Golden Lion Clan, and those with fame, I honestly don't remember much less than Sung Yoon on the River.

“So I escaped the rite of passage, and together I entered the user academy. And even there, he stood out. It wasn't easy being the head of the user academy for a career as an archer. Until then, I've been practicing again and again, believing that I will continue to be with him. I didn't want to grab his ankle. And the day of the big graduation. He was jealous of all the new users and took the Golden Lion Clan's offer. And at the same time, my dream came true. ”

“What if it's a dream? ”

“Stay with him. On the day of graduation, he came up to me with everyone's eyes and held my hand and said, I want to go with you. I want to be with you. I think he asked the Golden Lion Clan to let me take one more. My grades weren't bad at the time, but frankly, they weren't bad enough to join the clan. Nevertheless, the Golden Lion Clan scouts gladly nodded. Yes. I was just a beginner at the time, but I followed him, maybe that was the beginning of everything... hah. ”

Jungyeon paused for a short sigh. I quickly poured the drink into an empty glass. And last of all, the bottle is completely empty. She drank my drink in a heartbeat. She wets her lips with her tongue, her throat slightly dampened, and laughs in vain.

“At that time, I didn't get involved with the users who came out with the rites of passage. Other users have said they haven't spoken much since they first entered the user academy. But I understood. No, I was happy. I worked hard to get along with him. You didn't get to choose him because you were incompetent. Of course, he took a little bit of time, but the delay was considerate of me. I entered the Golden Lion Clan with him, feeling like a princess. I loved that he treated me like a special person, and I was so excited. ”

I could recall charisma, a unique ability at the moment. Is that how seduced the user is by her callousness? If you are a charismatic user… No. Maybe she didn't have the sensibility she does now. I put thoughts in every corner of my head. Her words continue.

“... That was a long speech. I'll be done soon, and I'll tell you, life in that clan has never been happier. All new users who came in purely skilled were jealous of me, like the look in their eyes. At that time, I gave myself to him and went in for it... I even heard that he was called a whore behind my back. At the top and at the bottom. There was no one on my side. ”

“Didn't he take your side? ”

In my question, she bit her teeth. I could clearly hear the sound of his teeth. For a while, she chews her lips, sighing loudly again. She lowers her head, looks down, and opens her mouth.

“It was one night. I was trying to sleep with my body and mind that day, but people who used the same listing didn't come in that day. I thought it was strange, but I couldn't afford to care more about it at the time. After a while, you hear a call. I was already in bed and I thought I was the same person, so I closed my eyes. And at that moment, the user came into my bed and he literally put his weight on me. ”

“No way... ”

“Surprised, I tried to get up, but the person who came in tore my clothes badly. I rebelled like crazy. I'm not usually like that, but either I was cautious or I was lucky enough to succeed. The vaginal flutter that I was working on to improve my skills at the time was really a fluke. The perpetrator went out with a loud bang. Then I woke up and looked up, and the guy who attacked me was bleeding all over me. He was a scout from an old user academy. He was furious as soon as he saw me. ”

“You're angry? ”

“Yes. Rather, I was angry, but I was speechless. And one of the things he said at the time was, What are you, talking to him? ”

The moment I heard her last words, I frowned. It seemed to give a good idea of what was going on before and after. She smiled at my reaction. However, the smile was too worn and too lonely.

“Yeah, that's what you'd imagine. The Golden Lion Clan was turned upside down that day. I've done nothing wrong with my fingernails. because I did what the Clan told me to do, and I did what they told me to do. You couldn't blame me if you didn't do anything flawless except for the rumors. And that was it. Over time, they said, let's just keep the job buried and leave it up there quietly. Luckily for me, I didn't get kicked out, full of nuances like that. And the day I decided to bury it. The man who brought me to the clan, along with the rites of passage, called me. ”

Now I know what it would have been like two years ago. You've clearly failed the great expedition, but you didn't feel that it collapsed too easily after that. Two years later, we would have known how much the insides were rotting without seeing and hearing.

“But I wanted to be comforted because I thought I was on my only side. And when he came to me with a sad face, he looked at me and he said something cool. ”

“... I said something. ”

“Stupid bitch. I thought you were smart, but you're an idiot. ”

“Yes, stop it. You can stop talking now. I know what's going on before and after. ”

This is clear. I raised my hand to stop Jung Yeon's words, thinking this is the right line. But she shook her head ferociously despite my consideration. Shiny, short hair is beautifully shiny from side to side. Seeing my determination to keep talking, I had no choice but to lower my hand.

“We had a really bad fight. For the first time since I've been with him, I've been roughing it up. Conventionally, he used to ask me how I could do that in a crying voice, but he blamed me in a cold voice. You made me look like a scout. Do you know how strong he is here? It would be foolish to guard the tide in Hall Plain. We have to do whatever it takes to survive. Why don't you know my heart... He's been persuading and preaching for a while. He just sat there crying and left me there. I'm going to say that scooter again, and that was all you were throwing at me to stop looking at reality. ”

“Jeong Yeon.”

“Almost done. Just a little bit, just a little bit more. I don't really remember how I got back to my room after that, and I spent three days and three nights crying and weeping. But I still hadn't seen the reality of it. It's not what he says it is, it's what I see. There was a desire to trust him. So, after a long period of public time, I decided to accept the man's words. Obviously, there were some women around, and the Hole Plane is a little bit less orthodox than the modern world. I imagined it. It's all for my own good, and I'll be able to accept it again when I get a seat. And with self-rationalization that was just a delusion, I got my mind together and woke up. ”

“Fool.”

She was straightforward and accepting of my criticism.

“Yes. Admit it. It was stupid to think about it now. I'm not proud of it, but I've never accepted a man before. So there was a vision of the beginning. I want to do it with someone I love. So I got up from there and I made myself look as pretty as I could. Then I snuck out of his room and went to his room, waiting for the night to come. At least if you give him the first one, he thinks he can comfort himself in the pain of his future life. So I took a firm mind and went to his lodging door. And I put my hand on the doorknob. But…”

Jung Yeon's lips trembled in agony as she recalled the memories of that time. My hands were trembling and my eyes were shaking. I felt like I was going to shed tears, but I felt like I was holding on tight. She clears her throat with one or two deep breaths.

“The moment I stood at the door, I heard a faint sound in the room. Yeah, that was the groaning of men and women. I put my hand on the doorknob, and I was motionless, holding my trembling hand. And I opened the door slightly, feeling like I was drawn to something. And in that room -- as expected, he and a woman were coveting each other's bodies. And the moment it opens. ”

At that moment, Jung Yeon's eyes stopped talking, and there was a sudden flame burning in her eyes. I swallowed her next words without even knowing it because of her outburst.

“I laid down and met a female user who was receiving the man. ”

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Hi, I'm Royujin.

Yes, I'm sure many of you will be surprised today.:)

If you attended a meeting on February 28 and you attended more than 3 meetings in total, including the 28th of February, you will not be required to attend the course on March 1-2 per night. I would love to participate, but all the people who participated more than three times were not very good at it, so I did a little riding. And I was feeling sick, and I didn't want to go there and get stressed out, so I thought, you know, maybe I should just take a break at home and write.

Thanks to you, tomorrow will be a little more relaxing.

I want you to stroke your head as long as you keep your promise of participation when you have time.:)

P.S. Don't hate her too much. He is a child with a story. T

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1. Congrats: 1st place, 2nd place in a row 1st place! Is this the birth of a new hero?! Hahaha. What happened to Su-hyun's eyes?

2. Crying Soul: It's OK! Comments can hurt your fingers! It really is!)

3. Amish: I... I was just used... T

4. GradeRown: Yes. And anyway, this is the setting, and it's going to come out next time for a different reason than to seduce you unconditionally. Hahaha. The innkeeper was one of the users on the river, a power giant who rebelled against the protagonist in the first round.

5. Sugar Dragon: Not too obvious, but I think it will be sexy enough. I don't know if I can do this, because I've never done this before. T

6. Kid Chasing the Moon: Ah. You have ambiguous standards. I'm worried. Phew.

7. MARAMANE: Shout it! Eroyu Jin! EE... I'm joking. OTL (computer science)

8. 9597: Writer checks summoning status. You have enough Catalyst. Respond to 9597's Combined Summon Skill. Shhh!

9. Idriyan: ……. I just stared at the comment for a moment. T

10. Defeat Monsters: Haha. I don't think it's going to be easy to get to the chapter. But it's imperative to clear your name... Oh, no. Hmm. Hmm.

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