M E M O R I Z E

How long have I been wrong? Where did I go wrong?

One thing is for sure, we didn't do this in the first place.

The world of Hall Plain measures and appraises human value with user information. Among them, I was able to have a decent level of user information with high potential.

- I heard that user is the head of this user's academy. What's your name?

They say the clans already have eyes on them. That 'd be great.

Yes, when I first entered Hall Plain, I was clearly a paying attention user.

But it didn't last long. It all went away with one mistake.

Who do we blame for that? Me or the assailant?

The right answer was me, my fault for trusting people so carelessly, and my fault for making the wrong choice.

With that one false choice, the world I lived in was forced from user side to vagrant.

I couldn't believe it at first. No, I couldn't believe it.

‘Traitor’ Lee Gangsan.

The first time I saw him, he smiled more comfortably than anyone else.

When I was at the user academy, he said it would be very difficult at first, and he was annoying enough to take care of me.

- At the end of this user academy, I intend to create a new clan.

- Da Eun Ah, won't you come with me? I would really love it if you would join me.

I said I would.

At that time, he was the only sanctuary I could rely on in this crude world.

… No. I thought so.

After the user academy graduation ceremony, my expectations were thoroughly missed. As soon as my colleagues realized that they were "vagabonds," the sanctuary quickly turned to hell.

And subsequent threats and threats.

- Do you know what I'm saying out there? He said he was a traitor.

- So are you. Why don't you just give up and accept your fate? The vagrant remains. Kuhahaha!

The vagrants had to suffer all sorts of embarrassments that were hard to put in their mouths. As the day went by, I could feel my body and mind deteriorating as well.

At first, he denied the reality.

Next time, I begged him to let me go.

After that, he decided not to.

At the end, I surrendered and accepted.

He decided to give up the user and accept the vagrant's fate.

But I didn't give up very much. I made a deep commitment to repay all the insults I received, that I would one day give the same head.

To do that, I had to raise my strength first.

After that, I became a thorough vagrant. Of course, it was just smoke everywhere. I pretended to obey and follow the outside, but I always sharpened a cool blade in my heart.

A year passed, and time passed.

Do you think I gave up? At some point, the doubts of the vagrants about me began to diminish.

At the same time, the vagrant training was conducted. Skilled people began to teach me and experienced the practice. When I really gripped it and improved my skills, my life around me improved and my treatment gradually improved.

Not only that, I also received a secret class‘ sword after sword ’excavated from the ruins, and a sword called' snow '.

It was around that time that the user who was sacrificed in the large executive breeding plan realized that it was me.

It wasn't until then that I realized a few things.

The first is that there is a severe egg among vagrants.

Second, Mount Lee Kang tried to make me a vagrant.

And the third one was to turn me into a big executive and try to use me for something.

Time has passed.

One day, I felt the opportunity to wait. Longstanding surveillance was loosened, and one ‘command’ was dropped on Mount Lee Kang at the same time.

- It's a top-secret mission. We need to move as far as possible. You're coming with us.

Soon after, five people, including me and Mt. Lee, went on a mission. And when I thought I had some distance with the rest of the vagrants, I was able to pick up a knife that had been sharpened in my heart for years.

If there is one thing I regret, it was that I did not kill Lee Gangsan at that time.

It was okay, though he didn't kill Mount Lee, but the user's city was right in front of him. I had a good memory when I was in the city, so I was sure that I would be able to go back to the beginning again.

Until I cut the heads off of the murdered vagrants and went into the city, I thought so.

But it was my mistake.

Once the drifters were beheaded, they were able to return to the city in recognition.

However.

- Who was that user? You look familiar.

- Ah, stay. I hear you're a secret class swordsman.

- Ahh. The traitor?

- A traitor?

He graduated user academy and disappeared with Traitor Lee Gangsan. By the way, should I call you the traitor's concubine?

You mean you fought a hundred percent vagabond? What the hell are you doing back here?

The city was not as warm as I thought.

In the city, Mount Lee Kang was called a ‘renegade’. I was also no exception. The gaze of 'users’ looking at me was not so different from the gaze of Lee Gangsan Mountain.

It was okay though. If I tried hard, I was sure I could take this tag off one day. That's why I ignored the messenger to come back as a vagrant and killed the spy who delivered the messenger. It was a willingness to never go back.

However, taking off the ‘traitor’ tag was not as easy as I thought.

- Have you heard the rumors? That guy... Doesn't it make you nervous?

- Why are you acting alone? Do you have any other plans?

Strange rumors began to circulate at some point. Rumors began that I was a vagrant spy. Word of disguise spread unnoticed, user and clan, and everyone began to be wary of me.

I could intuit that a vagrant had leaked information about me. It was a ploy to make users mistrust me and at the same time take away my place.

Of course, as long as I had a secret class called 'After the sword,' there was a place that sometimes reached out to me.

The man I met that day about joining the clan is still vivid to my memory.

- We accept your information…. Honestly, it's true that the rumors surrounding the sword are bad. Inside, there's a lot of opposition. I don't know... What should I do about this...

- Well, if you insist, there's not a whole lot we can do. How about that, post-sword? Would you trust me?

The horse is spinning, but the man's eyes burn uglily. It resembled the eyes that revealed to me after Mount Lee Gangang revealed its true colors.

At that moment, I recalled the previously miserable memories, but the man in front of me felt unending disgust. The emotions that were barely buried, or tried to bury, burst into the city.

Suddenly, I thought that. Though I am far from a vagrant, I still think I am a vagrant. Influenced by vagrants, I can't forget when I was a vagrant, and even users see me as a vagrant.

As a result, I was able to enter a clan somehow. But when I found out somewhere that it was a clan that was rushing to spy on me, I just had a laugh.

I felt the same. Nothing has changed here or there. I barely made it back to the user, but I was also under surveillance over here.

Then regret came to me later.

It was too soon. I should have waited a little longer and come out. Being an executive would have given me more valuable information about the vagrant. Even if I knew the list of spies mixed between minimum users, I wouldn't be so tied up.

The vagrants are persistent and persistent. The spies restricted their activities by spreading rumors about me and did not slow their gaze. After being denied a request to participate in the 'Wanderer's Extermination Plan’, which I thought was my last chance, I made a decision.

"Seclusion."

In fact, there was no alternative. There was nothing I could do in that situation, and I didn't want to go back to being dead.

Still... We can't keep living like this, so let's stay quiet and take another chance. That's how I began my life in seclusion, avoiding the vagrants' surveillance.

Opportunity came sooner than I thought.

One day, when the North continent was buzzing with war news. I heard that White Seo-yeon, one of the vagrants and executives, was taken captive.

I also received a new request. I was sent to join the Eastern Faction before the war against the Western Continent and the Vagabond Alliance. After entering the city, there was an opportunity that I did not look forward to.

Later, when I moved to the Eastern Faction, I could only see what was going on. A confession of the White Seo-yeon revealed the details of 'spies’ that were mixed among the users. Then the "spies" who received orders about me threw some out with their side legs.

Of course, it didn't reveal his innocence completely. The placenta was still seen by users with suspicious eyes. I get it. Anyway, when I was there, they also knew I was a complete vagrant.

However, the "mole" was spotted so much that everything was better than before. They are no longer monitored and no longer limited by their actions. Though prejudice has remained, the path to change the minimum perception is open. I was satisfied with that fact alone.

Honestly, I was confused at first. When I woke up one morning, the situation surrounding me was completely resolved.

At the same time, curiosity arose. Who was it? Who could have done something so simple, no matter how hard I tried?

Who the hell got me out of this hellhole?

I think it was then.

I became interested in the users of the Mercenary Clan Road, Kim Soo-hyun.

*

“Honestly, when I first saw it, it was really strange. Every time I saw men before, I didn't feel the slightest bit of disgust that was happening. ”

“What was I like? ”

“That's... How about..."

A cool breeze passes through the end of the nose. Excellent, the garden twists its left eye to hear the sound of grass rubbing against each other.

“I felt a sense of compassion. ”

“Compassion?”

“Yes, compassion. Deep wounds, deep sadness in the eyes. That's exactly how he looked at me. I've never seen it before, but it looked familiar to me. ”

I mean, am I a user with similar injuries and grief to the rest of us? '

The rest of you turned to look at me. And I raised my serious eyes indefinitely and quietly opened my mouth.

“Soo-hyun probably thought it was strange. When I saw her in Princica, I kept staring at her. ”

When you first met, you meant the Control Room of the Clan. He definitely looked at me at that time.

“Actually, I wanted to say thank you... I was strangely speechless. And one question came to my mind. What the hell is he doing with those eyes? ”

“I didn't think you'd think so. I thought I was interested in me. Haha.”

It was a joke to prevent the atmosphere from escalating forever. However, the rest nodded slowly as if I was right. Then he folds his chin in one hand and smiles softly.

“Yes, that's right. ”

“… Oh really? ”

“I was curious. I was curious. I wanted to learn more about the user, Su-hyun Kim, who is called Mercenary Road. So I did some undercover research. I wouldn't have done it if I wasn't interested. ”

I touched my mouth. This mouth has always been the problem. Why does it sometimes go a little differently than I intended? I thought it was better to just let it flow.

“The thing that impressed Su-hyun the most was at the user academy. He took the top spot and received numerous offers from the clans, but he took the kids he met during the rite of passage and went out into the world. ”

“That's …. ”

“Whatever Soo-hyun thought, it seemed really cool to me. If I was one of them, I'd be very happy. Because that was the dream I wanted when I first walked into the hall plane. ”

The rest were still smiling. I've been smiling ever since I told you that you look beautiful. To tell you about your past, and now.

“During the war, I tested Su-hyun with a special assistant for the same reason. I wanted to talk to him once, but he had a good excuse. ”

“I remember the struggle. ”

“Me, too. It was ridiculous. The first time the user of the Year 0 swapped me for power, and I almost lost him. ”

“Haha…. ”

“And I can't believe I lost. It's not just that.Suddenly, Seohyun is staring at Soo-hyun. Do you know how embarrassed I was? ”

“The man you were interested in suddenly turned into a strange man. ”

The other nodded his head, "How do you know so well?" At that moment, me and her burst into laughter at the same time.

“Ah-ha-ha!”

“Hahaha!”

A smile passes, and I feel my head touching my shoulders. But I'm not as nervous as I was before. Maybe it's because I've heard a lot from others. Now only a feeling of comfort has spread throughout the body.

“I was very confused at first. Why do I keep looking at this guy? The emotion that started with simple attention, later on, became so complicated that you didn't even know to ask yourself, ”

“Is that why you started avoiding eye contact? ”

“Yes. It's going to be complicated, but Sula kept vibrating from standing in front of it. ”

“What about now?" Still complicated, not sure? ”

Bold words you wouldn't normally say. But it's different now. I feel like I'm drinking because I'm calm. Suddenly, the uncomfortable energy disappeared, and a strange stream of air hides between the rest.

The rest shakes Dory's head.

“No, not now. because there was a way that I could figure out what I was feeling. ”

“If it's a chance.... ”

“Barbara, it was Barbara. ”

Soon, I could feel the head leaning against my shoulder slowly falling. And as he tried to take a deep breath, the rest took a deep breath.

“Hoo. You met Soo-hyun after the meeting, right? ”

“I did.”

“At that time, when Istantel Low Road said that she would recruit me in front of Su-hyun. I felt weird about it. ”

“… it seemed that way. ”

“And when Soo-hyun told me that she would welcome me to the merchandise. At that time, I felt happy in reverse. I didn't lie, I felt really good. It's only after feeling so contradictory.... ”

At that moment, he stopped speaking. And only then did she look back at me. The gentle look in his eyes seemed like he was about to say something important.

I paused for a moment, but soon I nodded slowly. It was a sign that you could say something.

“Later in the siege, I continued to ponder the emotions of that day. And I was sure.”

“… maybe it's just a favor? ”

The rest stirs his head and opens his mouth in a quiet tone.

“I'm sure you're out of favor. because there's one more thing. ”

There is one more thing. Soon, her lips painted a soft wire.

Suddenly, I felt breathless.

A garden where the moonlight faintly shines. Suddenly, the darkness of the earth spider settles, but the reflection that flows along the waves shimmers around the pond.

In a dark garden, in a brightly lit space.

“So... ”

Finally, he opened his mouth.

“My head hurts.”

And I asked, dazed.

“The biceps.... Yo?”

The other nods loudly and calmly grabs my hand and leads it to his chest. I didn't resist. You pull your arm out and pull her as she wishes.

Suddenly, I could feel the soft breasts that touched my fingers.

Biceps.

A faint vibration transmitted in the palm of your hand at the same time.

“My biceps, my heart beat when I was told to come to the machine. ”

Biceps, biceps.

Yes. This palpitation was definitely the sound of a beating heart.

“Since then, whenever I see Soo-hyun, whenever I listen to Soo-hyun, whenever I'm next to Soo-hyun. Every time I do that, my heart beats like this, my biceps, my biceps. ”

“User…. Remaining.”

“Why did you choose a machine? That's my answer. Clan Lord, and Soo-hyun. ”

After the rest of the confession, I suddenly had no thoughts in my mind. I felt like I was just white paper in my first experience in the whole hall plane 1 and 2 times.

This strange feeling that I never felt when I was with Hayeon and Goyeon. Yeah, I'm definitely excited right now.

I stared away at the rest. She smiles once more.

“How's Soo-hyun? When Soo-hyun looks at me, does she have a biceps? ”

I hold up one of my remaining arms, and I feel my hands on my left chest.

Biceps.

And little by little, little by little.

Biceps, biceps!

I felt the beating of my heart gradually accelerating. The pulsations felt in the left hand began to be similar in speed to the pulsations felt in the right hand.

“It wasn't like this before. ”

Swallow the saliva and join the horses.

“I think I started pounding a little while ago. Strangely, it keeps speeding up. ”

“It's not weird at all. It's very natural. ”

“… is that so? ”

“Of course. It's also a phenomenon that delights me. ”

The rest approaches me again and puts a face to the right shoulder. I was blinded by the suction.

“Thank you, Soo-hyun. ”

“Thank you…. Ginyo.”

I removed my reflective hand from my chest and raised her chin instead. Very, very little.

At the same time, I lift my slender head and close my eyes. Thin, elongated eyelashes, pretty nostrils, and tight, curly lips were trampled on my eyes.

Gently secure the raised chin with your thumb and index finger. And as I felt fascinated, I slowly started pushing in my face. Shut your lips and close your eyes.

Later, with each other's breath mixed, I felt a warm touch on my lips. Soft, sweet contact. My lips start to tremble with the crazy sweetness that spreads throughout my body. Likewise, her lips are trembling.

It was then.

Chirping...!

A faint noise echoes from one side. As soon as I opened my eyes, I could see what remained of the rabbit's eyes were open.

Within a short while, we looked at the four floors of the main hall, where there was a noise.

“Ah-ha-ha. Guys... Did you turn it on?”

The awkward sound of the rest flows.

*

Bang.

Imhan quickly closed the door. Then I turned around and leaned against the wall.

“Ha, ha. ”

I'm out of breath. My whole body trembles like a thorn bush and my hands are wet for no reason. And I don't know what I'm looking for. Imhanna sits down, wrapped around her face with both hands.

“I…. Come on... ”

A self-help voice flows through the lips.

Soon, the woman leaning against the window slowly closes her eyes.

A few months ago, Im Hannah confessed her heart and kissed Kim Soo-hyun.

However, that was it. Since then, the relationship has not progressed at all.

Imhanna tried to understand. He's always busy. Maybe he'll find you when he has time. So I pressed and waited just in case, but I didn't even notice that I was going to bring it up.

Eventually, I got tired of waiting, so I decided to bring it up first. When the festival was about to take place, he decided to look for this opportunity.

But was it a joke of fate?

“Can you spare some time for this festival?” or “Can I talk to you for a second?”

I wanted to tell you, but every time I tried to tell you, I was lost. It's just a few words. How hard can it be to get it out?

Then during the festival, I thought I had barely had a chance, but I came up to see... It was Kim Soo-hyun who kissed another woman. There was also an aggressive response from Kim Soo-hyun, not a unilateral kiss from the woman like anyone else.

When Imhanna tried to kiss her mouth in the bathtub, it was very contrasting with what she had received trembling.

Recalling the sights again, Im Hannah smiled bitterly.

Are you avoiding me on purpose? '

And then, I smiled sadly.

In fact, Imhan knew. It's better if you play Jeongyeon or Goon. What I just saw had nothing to do with me. Because I haven't had any relationship with Kim Soo-hyun yet.

'Well, I'm a bitch, too.'

In addition, it was difficult to see that he was in a good position. There was already Jeongyeon and Gojeon next to Kim Soo-hyun. And she tried to dig into it. From their point of view, I had nothing to say.

But nevertheless, why does it feel so sad and sad?

“Huyu.”

Imhan sighed deeply. He turns his head to look out the window. I couldn't see anyone around the pond. The man and woman had already left there.

“Let's get rid of it.... ”

Imhanna rises up on Juju Island. On the terrace, broken bottle pieces and spilled liquid were all over the floor.

Trespassing is also a clear example, but I'm sure Kim Soo-hyun who likes clean things will hate it. Hannah takes off her laughter, thinking like that. She has no strength to go down to the first floor to get a cloth.

Sweet.

Whee! Whee!

After opening the door and stepping out onto the terrace, the flesh freezes violently. Soon, she sat quietly on her knees, and began to wipe the floor with her soft folded clothes.

Shhh... Shhh...

After collecting the pieces and using my hands, I soaked them in purple in a shovel in clean clothes. I felt small pieces piercing my skin in the middle, but it didn't hurt.

Imhan focused on cleaning and cleaning without thinking.

And then, at some point,

Tuck.

“Er... ”

On the top of my clothes, which had not yet been filled with liquid, a tiny drop of water fell and made a stain.

Tsk, tsk, tsk.

“Huh...? ”

The stain continued to grow. One to two, two to three, three to four. And on and on.

Imhanna only realized that she was crying.

“Ha, ha ha…. Hahaha... * Sobbing * ”

Once again, a cold wind blew over my whole body. She shivers and turns her clothes upside down. And he placed his hand on the surface of the liquid and the piece.

“Ugh... * Sobbing * ”

I started mopping carefully again, killing the screams of Killserra.

It was then.

Cock, cock!

The terrace door opens and someone walks in.

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Hi, I'm Royujin.

First of all, I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. Another failed dose control. T

Somehow I decided to end up inside today, but it didn't work out.

In my defense, it was about staying. While watching the comments, there were some people who felt inadequate about what was left, and I thought I should put in a process. But I had no idea that the story would be so long.

Honestly, I was just trying to wrap things up a little bit and get it over with. But instead of going all the way over there, I wanted to finish the beauty of the species. I wanted to give it my own meaning.

So, I'm not going to tell you when this is going to end. Obviously, the foreign exchange is almost at the end, but we can't help but fail to keep our promises.

Time is running out, but I'm in a hurry, and I can't get it right. Last time, some of you felt distracted. I want to write more comfortably.

He kept saying he was going to end the war, but I'm sorry he couldn't finish it, and for those of you who are waiting for Part Two, I apologize again deeply. However, I am also struggling to finish as quickly as possible, so thank you for your patience.

I'll go to the next round right away. I'll be back before the feast is over.

PS.

1. We will not include any warnings in the body in the future. If you don't want to, just read through them and move on.

2. I got a call from Joara. I received a sincere reinstatement award. I would like to express my deepest gratitude to our readers._(__)_

3. I can't reply to this message right now. I will reply in bulk when the war is over.