M E M O R I Z E

00442 Hatred, and conflict.

When I opened my eyes again, I saw a gray world with a faint vision.

Where is this place?

Why I'm here.

What you're doing here.

I still don't know anything, but I'm not curious anymore. Only in my heart, I felt the dark despair settled.

Sasha, sasha!

because I've seen this landscape dozens, hundreds of times. Up until now, I've been repeating this situation countless times.

'No.'

I desperately cried out in my heart.... Actually, I already knew. As much as I hate it, the man who manipulated this situation is not going to stop.

Sasha, sasha!

I knew it.

As if I was right, after a while, the sister-in-law called her neck felt a tapered feeling. My body then slowly rises into the air, regardless of my will. Starting to choke with a steady tightening of the throat.

Now I'm gonna suffer for a long time, and then I'm gonna pass out again. And when you open your eyes again, you will face a world of gray.

Gurgle!

At that moment, the sight of the coming pain suddenly stops as I try to close my eyes without any thought. Due to this, my neck pressure was loosened by the shaking, and I opened my eyes unexpectedly.

There's no way you're stopping already. '

Later, when I turned my eyes around, I was shocked to death. Because someone was approaching the place where I was suspended. I closed my eyes to this incredible situation.

I thought it was over. I thought no one would come. I thought I was going to die from this kind of pain. However, I began to hear a heartbeat in my chest that I had never felt before.

Could it be a dream?

After a while, I opened my eyes and looked down. And then I found him standing downstairs.

Brother!

It was him! I didn't see his face in detail, but it was definitely him.

No, not just you, but a lot of colleagues. The moment I checked it, my mind was filled with speechless joy.

You can now be rescued soon. We can get out of this situation tens and hundreds of times.

Suddenly, tears seemed to pour down. With only pain and despair left, the thought of disappearing began to build up gradually.

Heave-ho!

At that moment, the pressure on my neck, which had been loosened for a while, suddenly tightened. In my suffocating pain, I tried to look at him again. And when I could barely get my eyes on it, I suddenly felt a strange camouflage.

'Sir...?'

My stomach sank for no reason. I hope you get it soon. I want to be relieved of this repetitive pain as soon as possible. Then, why did he stay still?

No, before that, he doesn't even look at me. Then, I couldn't even see his face. The appearance was definitely the shape of the older brother, but he was not facing me, but just staring quietly ahead.

'No way...'

Immediately I came up with an idea, but I denied it immediately. Nevertheless, there was no denying that the hope of a slight stretch of hope had broken.

It was then.

Finally, the older brother slowly lifted his head and began to look up at me.

Thoughts crossed my mind, but now I have no choice. While I was constantly tightening my neck, I lowered my eyes as hard as I could to face his gaze.

At some point, I saw it. The face of the grave brother.

'That... He's not my brother...'

Suddenly, his eyes seemed to pop out. My skin twists and rots away. You tear your mouth open and shed dark red blood.

Yeah, it wasn't you looking up at me. That was the deserter who had been torturing me all along. In other words, this situation was also manipulated by a deserter.

'… ha.'

How long has it been?

The deserter who laughed at me for a long time began to slowly walk away. Their backside, which soon disappeared to one side, appeared to the rest of their comrades.

An elongated smile leaked from my heart. Even though I knew it wasn't, even though I knew it was a manipulation. Nevertheless, why do we think about them as they leave?

'Ha…. Hahaha... Hahaha...'

Suddenly, when the appearance completely disappeared, a single tear fell from the bowl. At the same time, I could feel something that had barely continued until now. Hardly alive hope was trampled on thoroughly, and I felt like I was going crazy.

'…….'

I don't think of anything anymore. All I could think about was putting everything down and wanting to die.

- Are you sure?

That moment, the moment I gave up everything, a whisper flowed into my head. At the same time, one figure appeared in front of the eye. It was a terrifying figure, but it was neither frightening nor surprising anymore.

I stared at the dazed figure. Whatever was good, I wanted to stop giving up and be comfortable.

'Okay, stop killing me. Please.'

- Hee-hee! Hee-hee! Heeheeheehee! That's it, that's it!

At that moment, the man's tearing mouth opens, and he starts to come at me like he's trying to swallow me. Okay? What the hell is going on?

I wondered for a moment, but soon I stopped thinking. And I closed my eyes quietly. You only have to endure it once. Soon the dead will devour you, and then you will open your eyes again. I won't have to repeat myself.

'Now…. It's over...'

I waited for it to be over. I waited, waited, waited.

'…….'

But the pain that I thought would never come. I thought it would be painful, but I can't feel anything.

Is it over already? So what happens to me now? Would it happen again if I opened my eyes?

Several complex ideas came to my mind. But I just shook my head. If you open your eyes again, if it's the same situation all over again, it's because you weren't really confident that you would survive...?

“Huh?"

I can't feel the neck pressure. I hear voices. I shook my head a moment ago. The restrained body regained its freedom.

And then, at that moment,

- Queek, queek!

“Phew, you're one step behind. Thank goodness."

Low and quiet tone. The voice, which I thought I would never hear again, clearly flowed into my ears.

It's almost over! It was right around the corner! Unfair!

“Shut up, man. ”

Da-da! Da-da!

Later, you hear the dead man scream with a shriek. At the same time, I felt the soft feel of sweeping the hair lightly. This feeling....

“Ansol! New Jae Ryong! ”

I immediately opened my eyes. Then I could see the world shining, not grey anymore.

There was another me.

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“Wow…. ”

“Oh…. ”

Ansol and Bian burst their weak elasticity. It seems strange what's happening in front of you. In fact, it's not that surprising. I was just trying to find the missing half and get into it. It's a process that brings the two of them together.

'By the way... You don't look so good.'

“Mmmm... ”

A faint groan came out of my mouth. I looked back at the grain lying on the floor, not worrying about the words. Your eyes look a little crooked, even in plain sight.

“Hanil, are you awake? ”

“Huff-puff!”

I was about to get close, but my eyes opened wide. Then he screams in panic. I think he was trying to get away from me without knowing that he was twisting his head to the other side.

The well tilts its sides and slaps its cheeks.

“What's wrong with him? Innocent! ”

“Poetry, no! Don't come! Don't come! ”

“Oh, look at him. I came as far as I could... Answer me, what the hell happened? And where's An-hyun? ”

“No... No... No... No... If you're going to keep doing this... Kill it! Kill it! ”

The meaningless reaction continued to make the well's Ami frown. The rest of the clan feels strange, but they get a little closer to checking in.

However, I couldn't do this or that with a face that I didn't know what to do. Finally, I bent over with my eyes closed. He was trying to defend himself. The new Jae Dragon, who was watching quietly, lets out a faint breath and shakes his head.

“I don't think she's right. I think I got confused by something big.... It's a shame. Let's try to treat it for now. ”

“… I don't think we can treat it with a divine spell. ”

“If it's caused by external stimuli, yes. I hate to think.... It's most likely mental illness. What you can do now is remove external stimuli and restore your health. and absolute mental stability. If you think about the activities of the United Nations later on in Hall Plain, it might be very dangerous right now. Clan Load. Remember your beneficiaries. ”

“Hmm.”

The tone of the new Jae Ryong was impetuous. It made perfect sense, and I also felt that it wasn't a small thing.

So, I quietly pondered the words.

No, don't come. If you're gonna keep doing this. I'd rather kill him.

'It's not awkward. It leads to one.'

Well, let's go back one by one.

If you're gonna keep doing this, you better kill me.

It is speculated that the dead have done something to him, and he eventually told him not to tolerate it and to kill him.

And no, don't come.

If you just connect that to a guess, it's most likely what you said to the dead man. If so, I don't know why, but they think we are now deserters.

'It's really embarrassing.... But we can't rest here. We have to find An-hyun.'

I honestly didn't think he was going to be healthy, but his condition was much worse than I expected. If we're lucky enough to be unhappy, we're only in the beginning. However, according to New Jae Ryong, how to stabilize the grain now will also have an impact on future activities.

I've got an idea. I told Ansol and the new dragon to prepare a healing spell, then calmly approached.

“Ugh... Ugh..."

The waves that were still shaking were now in tears. I look down and carefully bend one knee for a moment. Then he placed his hand gently on his fine trembling head.

“Ever.”

“Please…. Please…"

“Hanil, it's your brother. Bro. I'm here to save you. Open your eyes. ”

“Don't lie.... No... I won't be fooled anymore... ”

I tried to speak elongation but I didn't listen to anything I said. It was a sign of massive mental deterioration. No matter what the deserter did, he must have suffered unimaginably while alone.

If so, it is important to make sure you face reality as much as possible. I stood on the side of my head. And I slowly got up and forced them to open their eyes.

“Watch this. ”

Wherever I looked, there was a man whose face was split in half.

“Huff! Huff! ”

“Hold on. Look at me. The dead man who tortured you is dead, and you are rescued. It's not a dream. It's reality. ”

“You're lying.... I'm not fooled... ”

“Why do you think it's a lie? What are you fooling me about? ”

As I kept calming and signalling, Ansol and New Jae Dragon, who were preparing, approached and touched the body.

“Angelus, lead the wanderer into the light.... ”

“ ─ ─ ─. ─ ─ ─. ─ ─ ─. Targeted user integrity. Unnormal State, Recovery! ”

Ansol casts an Angelus spell, and the new Dragon casts a healing spell. Soon after I saw each white and yellow light flow in, I raised the power of empathy through the hands on my head. I was thinking of smoothing out the flow of magic and refining the interior.

“Ugh... Ugh..."

Did it work a little? I heard that the feeling of relief gradually subsided.

And after a while, Han looked up at me with wet eyes. His eyes were still filled with disbelief, but he did not deny reality as before. When I received three treatments at the same time, I felt a little bit sober.

I took my lips off with a difficult face.

“… Brother? ”

“Yes. Are you awake now? ”

“Brother... Brother...! I'm sorry... I, I... I'm sorry...!"

“... you have nothing to be sorry about. ”

I shaken my head with a face that was fine.

Honestly, I was very angry when I first heard the story from Hayeon, but I don't like it until this situation. In addition, she was almost innocent because she was only swayed by Hayeon and Ahn.

Above all, good judgment here is a waste of time. In addition, the structure is only half done. I was able to salvage it somehow, but I didn't see Ahn Hyun around.

I glanced at her and opened my mouth quietly.

“Ever.”

“Tongue, brother. If you ask me what happened... ”

“No, no. I already know the situation. As I said before, you got rid of the dead, and you got rescued. You can relax now. I won't ask you anything right now.... Huh?”

“... Hehe. ”

“Okay, but tell me one thing. I thought An-hyun was with you, but I can't see her around right now. Do you know where he is? Or can you tell me what happened to An-hyun? ”

I couldn't answer straight away. My mouth was just tingling with dazed eyes.

“Oh, this is so frustrating! Hey..."

Then, I kept stuttering, and the well kept screaming. However, as soon as I looked at it, I was silent.

“User reason. ”

“No, that's... I don't see An-hyun. ”

“Quiet. So we're trying to find him. Remember what you said in the conference room. ”

“I'm sorry... ”

I exhaled briefly. Of course, I was also a little abrupt, but my current condition is very unstable. There is a very high likelihood of mental sequelae if you leave it like this. So it was the best way to keep them as stable as possible and to open their mouths.

I sent a signal to stay put and then said in a low voice.

“It's okay, think about it slowly. ”

After 10 seconds, my eyes grew big as a flashlight glass. One day, I tried to get up, but I fell straight ahead.

“Tongue, Hyung! ”

“Do you remember?”

“Uh, where are you? No way?”

“Nothing. You're the only one I've found here. ”

I answered quickly. Suddenly, the healing spell of Ansol and Shin Jae Dragon was over. But I still managed to hold on to the power of peace. I don't know if that's what this is, but I don't see any more confusion. It's complicated in my head, but I feel like I'm trying to understand the situation and accept what I'm saying.

“Tell me about it. What happened to An-hyun? ”

“I'm sorry... We ran away together... I got lost... ”

“It's okay. So you don't know where it is? ”

“Yes... ”

At the same time, Shimrook nodded his head.

“Okay, well, can you tell me what happened here as soon as you think about it? Anything you want to say. ”

I flinched a little, but eventually I nodded my head. Then, after a moment, he opens his mouth in a bad voice.

“So... Entering the sleeping mountain range of the dragon... ”

“Coming in?”

“Go in... Keep going in... Ah! Go, at the intersection...! ”

“Wait. A fork in the road? ”

It was a fairly prominent horse, but for now it's good. I stopped him immediately. He shakes his head with a slight distortion in his glabella.

“Yes, yes. The fork in the road... It looked something special. ”

'A fork in the road... Tsk.'

I take a moment to look back at the clan members and place my face on their ears. Then the last whispered.

“Are you talking about the place where there's a tree that's bigger, drier, twisted than any other tree? ”

“Er... Y-yes...! ”

“… damn it. He went left, he went right. ”

“Oh, right. Yeah, it's definitely the right one. ”

Going to the right meant that he eventually went in. At that moment, the bath soared to the end of my throat, but I could hardly bear it. I once studied the dragon sleeping mountains, because I know what the fork in the road looks like now.

'Bastards... How the hell... What should I do...?'

I slowly got up.

I also wondered how I got there, but even more so if I went into the fork in the road. This is because An-hyun's disappearance is confirmed.

Because, that fork in the road....

“We'd better get back on the road. It's not good to be in one place for long. … the rear party asks for a united front. ”

It was a fork in the branch area, just before entering the site where the ruins were.

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Haha. You're much later than I expected. Sorry, you're in a lot of bad shape. I had a drink, and I had two cakes upside-down, and I had two tomans. I'm still a little queasy. Ah... Those ignorant bastards... blah blah blah blah blah. I ordered a second Chinese house from a friend's house, because I ordered a three-way sleepover. However, without unpacking, I was ridiculed by pouring the fennel sauce. Heh heh. Damn it.

This concludes the rescue part. But…. was a state of unity. It's 7: 29 in the morning to write a review. The morning sun rises. But I'm very proud that I didn't punk out today. Hahaha. Oh, sorry. I'm losing my mind, like I'm doing right now. I don't think there's a lot to talk about. So let's take a nap and see you next time.

The next subtitle is the subtitle that contains the word "hate." When I was thinking about conflict, I decided that hatred was better for me. Please pay attention to the branch! Ladies and gentlemen, Alabama Saw Mercy! I'm in a good mood. Then spike.