M E M O R I Z E
00731 Flowers Blooming in Blood.
I tried to endure it, but it kept leaking out. After a while, she ran away crying, hiding her face. The intestinal airflow became strange at the time of the shovel. Like a cold water group, the atmosphere of joy subsided. He looked around with an awkward look. However, after one person left, they were only looking at each other.
Eventually, I decided to leave. The event doesn't have to stay anymore. He doesn't like to be in noisy places for long. The clans looked at me in embarrassment, but I advised them to continue enjoying the festival with a smile. Then I start talking about my loss with a relieved face, whether I thought I was going to Reason Jung.
I was really worried about going for a moment... I just decided not to. I'm not very good at comforting people, but I didn't think a good word would come out of me right now. You should have said something cliché.
So I walked up the stairs and into the office on the fourth floor. The liver takes a table and a chair out onto the terrace, but I realize I didn't bring any food or alcohol until then. Of course, one tap on the attendance will solve the problem.... Hey, maybe you should just get some air and get some sleep.
I sat on a chair, my head bent. The stars in the Siren Night sky display beautiful colors like hundreds and thousands of jewels scattered around. A cool night breeze blows, but it doesn't feel very cold. Rather, I even felt a slight warmth.
Hmm... Suddenly I feel bad. Seems like a pretty good place to watch a drink. Can I ask you a question for the beginning of the year?
Queek...
“Huh?"
Suddenly, I hear the door open slowly, as soon as I put my hand in my chest thinking like that.
“Hanbyol?”
I wanted to turn around and Kim Hanbyol came into the room. Grab a drink and a glass in both hands. There was something strange about the robe, but it looked neat and cool. Suddenly, an open door was stepped on by my eyes.
“Just…. Seeing you go up there with your bare hands... ”
Shrug, dear, scratches the carpet with your feet and says in a crawling voice.
I tried to tell him to close the door, but suddenly I felt awkward and scratched my head.
“Then…. Is that why you came up here? ”
Kim Hanbyol shakes Dory's head.
“And…. ”
“ ……? ”
“Answer…. Now I want to hear... ”
“Answer?”
At the moment of greeting, Kim Hanbyol opened his axe's eyes.
“Ah, ah. The answer? Haha.”
I could barely remember. He said he would give me an answer when I returned to the human world, but I had forgotten all about it. I'm so busy... Oh, this is an excuse.
“Come in first. ”
Even though he had said so, Gimhanbyol had already said so. He thumps his feet on the terrace and looks around. I brought only one chair. When I lightly slapped my thighs, meaning to come and sit down, my cold eyes were furious.
“What are you so surprised about? They want you to come and sit down, or are you just gonna stand there? ”
“Oh, no... There..."
“Why? No? ”
“ ……. ”
Kim Han-sul flinches when he pranks. Maybe he thought he was mocking me, "You don't think I can do that? ’I turned around, coughing loudly. The next moment I saw the buttocks slouching, I straightened my index finger and straightened it to the center of my thigh. Width.
“Quench!”
At the same time, Kim Han-suh jumps up and down. He grabbed me by the boat and laughed. It was because the scream was too different from what I had expected.
“Wha...! You pervert! Filthy!”
Kim Hanbyol cursed me with all kinds of words, alternately slapping me with jars and glasses. After being shuddered for a while, the barely true Kim Hanbyol lowered his bottle hard enough to let out a thump. While holding the rattling table, he drags the couch and struggles to settle down.
“Sorry.”
“Forty thousand de Grêvres. (Try that one more time. What?”
Kim Hanbyol stared at me with this grinding sound, sighing and turning the bottle over nervously. Following the sound of carbonation, the liquid flows into the glass. It looks cool even if you pretend to have a light blue bubble.
Gimhanbyol let out a cup and sighed again.
“Phew. I don't want to hear any more answers today. ”
He spoke to me like he was talking to himself, but he told me to listen.
I grabbed the glass lightly.
“Why do you think that is? ”
“Why? It happened before, and you must be in a bad mood. Honestly, before I got here, the well was thinking about you. ”
... That's right. Kim Han-sung came to think about it.
I smiled bitterly.
“Take care of her today. It's complicated in my head. ”
“I get it, and I get it. I woke up the atmosphere with all this weird stuff.... ”
Kim Hanbyol grumbled in a strange tone. Then he pours a drink into his glass and opens his mouth.
“But why did you do that to her? ”
“Huh? Ah. You fought hard, but you're angry because you lost. ”
“Mmmm... ”
“Suddenly what? ”
The last sound stopped. Then I heard the sound of putting the bottle down and felt the stare.
“I'll change the question. Why did you do this? ”
“… why like this? ”
As I turned my gaze, I saw the cup in front of my eyes. I raise the cup slowly. Chang, the sound of crystals and crystals colliding followed by a curious voice.
“You know, actually... I hate to admit it, but didn't you get used to it at first? ”
“Hmm."
“Well, if Hyun listens to you, he said that he was the fastest learner at the beginning of the play. He secretly felt competing psychology. You always learn faster than you do. ”
“Yes, I did. ”
Suddenly, I remember the days when I used to gather at the Inn of Pentecost. At that time, it was fast to learn for chicks. In the original rites of passage, I was the first to adapt like Kim Hanbyol.
“But now... ”
Kim Hanbyol cautiously blurred the end.
I smiled blankly.
“Hey, don't make me look so bad. I don't know what you think.... Well, he's a decent user. And a good man, of course. ”
“She's a good user, a good person? ”
Kim Hanbyol argued as if he could not be trusted. He looks ridiculous. Maybe he's focusing on being a good person. He deserves to say this.
“It seems to me. I don't know about you at the beginning.... ”
I closed my eyes as I touched the cup. As I stubbed my head calmly, I slowly began to recall memories from three or four years ago. The reason at that time.... The reason....
“So... First time out of town? Ah. I encountered a horde of Lenga in the dungeon. ”
Suddenly, I kicked and laughed. It was certainly surprising at that time. In a lot of ways.
“She was talented, but she was fearless. It's just a chick thing. I made him do it, but he's only in the first year of his life, and he just walks in between monsters. And it starts going crazy. ”
“… that's not necessarily a good thing. ”
“That's right. There will come a time of danger. But that's funny, too. You're either gonna get out of here before I tell you, or you're gonna end up getting hurt. Can you believe it? It's a girl who hasn't taken off her modern T-shirt yet. Don't hesitate to calculate against monsters bigger than yourself. Oh, I'm just gonna take this off. Ah. This way we can win. Obviously it's a dead end, but the fighting senses that come out of it are no joke. ”
“ ……. ”
“And he laughs. I don't cry because I can't do it like anyone else, and I don't have a lot of compassion in my hands. When the battle is over, the first thing you do is look at the wounds, the loot. But if I find a good result, I always smile lively and bright while my brother is around. That's why you're a true user. Haha.”
“But…. Now why... ”
In the end, it was the same question.
Why is it like this now?
Suddenly, I felt like my throat was burning. I took a sip of the cup with all my might. Liquid that flows like a waterfall plummets down the esophagus. After looking at the eyes that had been closed, Gimhanbyol stared at me.
I put the lotus candle out of my mouth and lit it on fire. The smoke that was exhaled slowly disappeared into the night sky.
“I don't understand. I get it. The event today was a real shock. I'm not the only one doing this, everybody feels the same way. ”
Kim Hanbyol kept looking at me and said as if he was making excuses.
“You're so talented, you're adaptable, and that doesn't mean you didn't push me. And you've been following me constantly, haven't you? Every time something happens. ”
“... I did. ”
“But today's battle... Of course, the user, Seungyun Ha, was stronger than I imagined.... How can you be so overwhelming.... ”
“ ……. ”
I wonder if the silence that followed was too much. Kim Hanbyol raised his glass slightly and began to spin. The whirl that arose in the liquid felt as if it were my own.
Then suddenly Gimhanbyol stopped his hand.
“Or…. Is there something else going on? ”
Leaning against the couch, take the cup to the mouth and ask.
It's something else.
I don't know. It's not a problem...
“Maybe…. ”
I had a deep thought for a moment.
And...
“Maybe it's me. ”
I took out the words that were in my heart.
*
It was that moment.
Kim Han-star frowned with his eyes. The glass just tilted back down. A weak cough pops out of your mouth. I was surprised and surprised by Kim Soo-hyun's words.
However, it was not just Gimhanbyol who was surprised.
“ ……! ”
Outside the door, the redhead closes her mouth with her eyes wide open just the same.
Yes, there was a reason for standing outside the half-open door.
I didn't come here for a specific purpose. I just ran away from the square and wandered around, and I just stumbled upon my dizziness. And it was instinctively the office on the fourth floor. By the time such a reason arrived, Kim Soo-hyun and Kim Han-suh had just started talking.
The first time I looked in the room, I almost ran away. There was no one else, there was Kim Han-suh, and talking to each other about Dorado burned with jealousy. However, when I listened to him, I realized that he was telling his story at some point. So far, I've been eavesdropping on stories from beginning to end.
And now, the reason is in chaos.
I was closing my eyes just when I heard about Ha Seung Yoon. No matter what I heard, I felt like I was going to get stabbed in the chest.
But because of you?
So it's because of Kim Soo-hyun that you became weak?
It doesn't make any sense. He looked unbelievable. You shrug your body and lift your head to look over the terrace.
“Brother... Because?"
Finally, Gimhanbyol, who was barely conscious, asked in a curious voice.
At that moment, Kim Soo-hyun suddenly flashed a tired look. Then something inexplicable began to happen. His face was still the same, but he seemed to see someone else. Like the time around Kim Su-hyun, at least 10 years seemed to be older. It was the first time I saw him.
After a while.
“Do you know what they used to call it when you were in the North? ”
Kim Soo-hyun opened his mouth a little abruptly. The reason for standing outside with Kim Han-suh was naturally focused.
Kim Su-hyun continued.
“Crazy bitch. Bloody bitch. I was called a light-year.”
After saying that, he smiles at himself to see how crazy he is.
“Haha…. A bright kid like that is a blood-mad bitch. That's ridiculous. ”
“ ……. ”
“... But the funny thing is, it was somewhat true. ”
“Actually... Yo?”
Kim Hanbyol cautiously asked.
Kim Soo-hyun nodded his head with a short breath.
“When was it? Was it a cave of groans? I'm fighting a bloody monster, and he's fighting me 'cause he's excited. I took care of it okay. And he keeps stabbing the collapsing corpse with a smile on his face... ”
Yijeong was listening while swallowing an elongated saliva. Concentrate the nerves in your hearing with your back against the wall, as if you don't want to miss a word.
“But you know what happened? Suddenly he sees the blood oozing out and closes his eyes.... He didn't seem to want to avoid it. There I saw it clearly. In spilled blood, the reason was smiling. ”
Unfortunately, Gimhanbyol's neck pole also painted a small heifer.
“Are you a murderer? ”
“It could be. or the impact of user information. ”
Kim Su-hyun said something completely. But only then can I scratch my chin again, thinking about whether my palate is bitter or bitter. In fact, that was when Kim Soo-hyun recognized the special ability of reason.
“So I started managing. Break the blade, squeal, and squeeze a chaste headband. And yet the result is a bloody bitch. Haha.”
“You were worried about yourself. ”
Kim Hanbyol said in a voice that comforted him unknowingly. It was because I felt like the last smile of Kim Soo-hyun was somehow self-supporting.
Kim Soo-hyun swiped her hair and began turning her neck around. His face was still tired.
“Yes, that was the problem. ”
I hear a voice that has subsided. It was a voice that seemed to sink endlessly into the sea.
“You know, in order for a user to be strong, it takes a number of unknown elements. They need to be good, they need to refine their skills for the class, they need to care about their specialized skills. Ah, of course, it's also important to gain experience. After all, it's only through deep research and harmony that you get into a real rebellion. As soon as one of us gets out of here, it's only half. ”
I mean, there was definitely a way to grow stronger.
The clever Kim Hanbyol immediately understood Kim Soo-hyun's words. In other words, Kim Soo-hyun was forcibly limiting the room for the reason to grow. As a matter of fact, it did. It certainly succeeded in protecting the spirit of reason, but it resulted in a major deviation from the most important special abilities.
“Then…. If my brother didn't stop me and my sister grew up... ”
Kim Soo-hyun shrugged.
“At least it didn't turn out like this. No, I'm sure he's gotten stronger. Even if it means being a killer. ”
“It might be a bit much, but... Wouldn't it be okay if you were around? Even if you're really inclined to do that, you listen to your brother. For example, if you can control it while staying close to your sister... ”
Then Kim Soo-hyun paused and kept his mouth shut. Then he looks like he's thinking about something and tilts his head. Kim Hanbyol stared at Kim Soo-hyun in a nervous mood without a reason. It was the same for a reason. In fact, in the meantime, 'Why did you take An-hyun instead of yourself?’ was a curious part of the dimension.
Soon, Kim Soo-hyun burst out a grin.
“Huh-huh. You're talking nonsense. No, he's too good for me. ”
“It fits well...? So you can't? ”
“No. If I take him around, what will he learn from me? Queek, how can I be more cruel? How can I kill more efficiently? Maybe this much. The worse it gets, the worse it'll never get. ”
“ ……. ”
Kim Soo-hyun said so, shaking her head vigorously.
“Yes. If someone like me decided to raise him... Rather, it's his way of screwing up. ”
Speaking as if confirming once more, he rests his head with his clasped hands and buries himself on the chair.
“Come on, a few throwaway tools wouldn't be so bad. I've actually thought about just raising them.... But I've changed my mind a little. ”
“ ……. ”
“Actually, I don't really care. Because I think it's too late. But it's not a reason yet. Just watching things change strangely... He's such a waste. As a person, as a user. ”
“ ……. ”
Suddenly, Gimhanbyol was keeping silence. I prayed because I had nothing to say, but on the one hand I felt a bit strange.
I preached a little. I can't pinch it, but I think it's too late. ’I could not feel the camouflage. As if he is predicting his future….
After a while.
Kim Soo-hyun slowly lowered her head. Half closed eyes stare at the black night sky without fail. Kim Hanbyol carefully looked into Kim Soo-hyun's eyes while trying to raise his gaze. It was the eyes that looked empty.
Soon, the slightly opened mouth moves powerlessly.
“… Well, I don't know. I don't know if I've been doing very well, or if I've been doing very well. ”
Suddenly, Kim Soo-hyun trembles and suddenly turns his head toward the room. Eyes are looking right out the door.
“Hey, who's there? ”
“ ……! ”
At that moment, the reason swallowed my breath without a sound. Reflexively, you still stand in the same spot. Suddenly, my hands slowly climbed up and pressed down on my closed chest. It was only after he was discovered that his heart was pounding.
After listening to Kim Soo-hyun's sincerity, the suffocating weight seemed to be pressing my chest heavily.
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Rule. Rule. Rule.
I like the silver melody, like a dream, like a bay.
Stop, chubby, between the needle and the needle.
Sal, gold, gold. Someone's coming.
Why is my heart beating like this?
Hear a kind word, silver, like, this.
Moon, don't wake up.
Moon, Night, Moon Light Sweety!