M E M O R I Z E
00947 If You Change, One.
Suddenly, when I woke up, my mechanical waist stopped. To be more precise, Han Soyoung was looking at me less than a meter away. With very sad eyes.
How did I look when I was so obsessed with dragonflies that I grabbed her ass? Probably disgusting. I couldn't bear to see Han Soyoung ruined at work, but of course she felt the same way.
Yes, I'm sure you did.
... but I thought...
Seeing Han Soyoung treating me made me think that something was different.
The face that stared at me with an indescribable face was completely different from the one that used to cry like in the past.
I heard that I was thankful and that I was sorry. After that, she kept on talking, but at least she was told enough to comfort me. Thanks to this, I was able to stabilize the chaotic interior.
He also cut off his thighs and stretched to the extreme, and his body became stretched out in a shovel like a soft blanket.
I started talking about it quietly, and it must have come out of my body slowly comforting. I thought that Han Soyoung would understand anything by looking at me and listening to me now.
So 15 years ago, starting with me entering Hall Plain,
I met my brother. I lost my brother.
I met Han So-young. I lost Han So-young.
To defeat the demon and get the zero-code.
“… So the man decided. We can't go back to Earth alone. ”
“Even if I had a decade to repeat, I would change the dark past. ”
“I won't let my brother and Clan Lord die this time. ”
“So…. The man asked for a zero code and turned back the clock. So we started from scratch. ”
Upon finishing a long and long story, I felt like time had stopped. At the same time, my calm chest suddenly began to palpitate.
I'm curious about Han Soyoung's reaction. What does she look like? Or what do you want me to say?
No, do you really believe that?
“That's the guy from Mercenary Road. ”
At the time when many thoughts would become entangled, the gaze of looking at only one place all the time talking about quiet voices turned to itself.
Suddenly, Han Soyoung was very confident. He was looking down at me with a polite expression.
“You've barely said it. ”
Yeah? Yeah.
“I wish you'd told me sooner. ”
“I believe... Are you giving it to me?”
Han So-young nodded without hesitation.
“Yes.”
Surprisingly, I didn't think it would be this easy to accept even if I had a supersensation. However, my brother was confused at first, but he only admitted it after using the True Crystal.
“Maybe if you had told me when we first met, I would have believed you. ”
However, Han So-young smiled faintly as if she meant it. He looks up at the ceiling with his chin bent.
“Of course it took some time.... I felt it the first time I met her. I still remember vividly. The feelings that were unique to other users, only in the Mercenary Road…. ”
He said that, then lowered his head again and stared at me with a heavy gaze.
“Yes, I think I do now. I think I finally understand. ”
“Ah…. ”
“That's what I was to Mercenary Lord. ”
“Ha…. Haha..."
At that moment, I suddenly stopped talking and just laughed. But it was an awkward laugh to hear it for myself.
I don't know.You haven't felt strange in a while. Well, at least once, I thought you'd react.
“How are you feeling? ”
“Yes?”
“I don't know if I'm the first or the second... I wonder what it's like to be so open. ”
“ ……. ”
Now he even asks me how I feel.
Anyway, I'm in the mood. Well, I don't know.
“I don't know.”
I said without thinking.
“Are you happy?”
I shook my head to the next question. The situation is also a situation and I don't feel very happy speaking calmly. Only Han Soyoung's reaction exceeded my expectations, and I was dumbfounded. On the other hand, you didn't have a chill in you.
“So are you sad? ”
I waved my head again. I feel too comfortable for a sad thing. Are you sure you just let it go?
“Do you want to laugh? ”
It's frustrating.
“So do you want to cry? ”
Then, the head that was stirring constantly stops.
I quietly scolded him.
Do you want to cry...?
“ ……. ”
The longer the silence, the more intense the eyes felt, so I turned my head halfway around and avoided my gaze.
I don't know why Han So-young suddenly asks this question. But one thing was clear: I just couldn't say it wasn't.
“I don't know.”
… but I actually wanted to cry. I didn't want to cry in this situation, but I've thought about it from time to time. For once, I really want to shed tears.
‘Is that so... ’
‘Are you already getting beautifully shattered... ’
The conversation with Zero Cod that we had here was incredibly empathetic.
In fact, I felt strange long before I started this round. that some emotions are slowly blurring like a garment in a crotch rain.
I am not genuinely happy, I am genuinely unhappy.
I don't smile purely, and I don't cry purely.
Even expressing feelings at random became awkward unless it was a really irritating situation.
In the end, it's kind of a longing to get it back. Haven't I ever been emotionally enriched?
When was the last time I cried? Haven't you seen Han So-young since she died? So you haven't cried in almost a decade. Maybe the tear glands have dried up during that time.
Han So-young continued.
“Do you want to cry? ”
“… how should I cry? ”
“Yes?”
“No, it's nothing. And how does the Istanbul Low Road feel? ”
I know you're a coward, but I've finally gotten off the topic. I didn't know the intention of Han Soyoung, but I didn't want to talk any more.
“Well…. Me.”
I heard the sound of kicking my tongue as if it were a pity, but I don't think Han Soyoung wants to dig anymore.
“I really want to hug you. ”
“Yes?”
Suddenly, a rumour popped out. When I turned my furious eyes, Han Soyoung was trampled on again. Her face that came into view was stranger than ever.
No, it's not like usual.
When I thought about it, my dusk lips moved again.
“I want to kiss you. ”
I raised an upper body without even knowing it, and then I scratched my head reflexively.
“Haha. I feel like a rainy dog. But you don't have to be so sad.... ”
“Mercenary Road. ”
However, I cut off my voice as if it wasn't worth listening to. My heart is hot. When I look up at her eyes, I can see Han Soo-young looking at me, shining a look of disappointment and compassion.
“That's not it... You know that.”
If it sounded like I was asking you to stop avoiding me, would it be my mistake?
No way.
“I've waited so long. You don't know that. ”
It was not a mistake. It was no different from what he admitted when he thought of the word "the face of loss."
“You said that the other day. I'm not in love. I admire it.”
I mean...
“At that time, I didn't understand a word of the Mercenary Road. I felt genuine, but I just assumed it was an excuse to avoid the situation. … but now I understand. No, I understand. ”
Han So-young can't do that, Han So-young shouldn't.
“I was obviously admired for it. Yeah, maybe. ”
It's the only sanctuary in my heart that I've always thought of.
“But now that you think that I'm being hidden by my past... My heart aches like death, unbearably. ”
He breaks through the sanctuary.
“So.”
No one else.
“Enough, break me out of the past. ”
Han So-young herself.
A word from the woman who asks me to see myself for who I am.
That one word stopped my breath.
Nevertheless, I hesitated. Something I had been patient with was exploding and rushing me with a fast word that had never happened before.
“It's not weird. It's not weird. He kept me quiet for 15 years without saying a word. Is it really so strange that a woman finally learns the truth against that man? What?”
No, it's not weird. It's not weird at all.
“Or is it still because of me? ”
No, it's not because of Han So-young. No, you're right. In the meantime, I've been avoiding everything I know. He thinks he can't, but maybe he's enjoying himself. Yes, I was a coward.
Like this. Like this. Why does my mouth only tingle?
“You don't hate me. You did that because you don't hate it. ”
And why is he now taking a step back? Because I'm afraid of something.
“Don't go... Please…"
My throat is twisted and clogged. I want to stick my fist through my throat if I feel like it.
It was then.
“Ugh...! ”
Han So-young suddenly let out a boiling groan and stood up, grinding her teeth.
Squiggly, squiggly, squiggly, squiggly!
Squiggly, squiggly, squiggly, squiggly!
Then I started waving my arms nervously, chewing on my lips. The grumbling eyes stare at the chain tied around their wrists and shake like they're about to break it somehow.
“Yi, Istantel Low Road! ”
I think my wrist is going to break first if I don't get it right. I can't get close enough.
“Enough...? ”
Suddenly, Han Soyoung turned his head to a broken neck. The two black crystals that have been broken down so far are burning hot as if they were craving something. I felt the intense magic that made the seer unable to sprinkle, even without having to pull it out of his mouth. My head turned white.
“No... Is it?”
“I'm alone.... Are you mistaken? ”
For a moment there.
“Ah…. ”
My left foot took a step forward. Then the right foot took a step.
She tries to bite her feet, but her legs won't listen.
It was a different feeling from the days of Lilith. Completely the opposite. Though reason stands still, instinct demands a woman at hand. The unconsciousness that was in the resemblance seemed to rush out and force me, saying that I couldn't take it anymore.
The distance was narrowed in an instant, since it was not even a meter away.
Every step closer, my bustly chest, the neck pole painting the deep gorge, my fluttering eyelids, and my bitten lips were stepped on my eyes one after the other.
And when I got close to my nose, my eyes slowly narrowed, and I traditionally closed them.
Han So-young pushed out her chin slightly.
I stopped coming in there.
Unless you're an idiot, you know what the opposing Pokémon wants.
“Ugh…. ”
But is it really okay to do this? Am I just acting out of control because I'm drawn to the atmosphere?
Then we should stop here.
Because Han So-young, Han So-young...
It was that moment.
Suddenly, red lips filled my vision. The indentation on the lower lip is clear enough.
For a moment there,
I closed my eyes without knowing it.
It's a little bit of a push.
The scent of a mature adult pierces your nose.
Touching the hot feeling of melting lips.
“ ……! ”
It was done almost simultaneously.
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I will retrieve the flag with Han Soyoung and enter the final stage of Episode 1.
Thank you for always reading._(__)_
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Add (09: 28)
There seems to be someone who misunderstands the review, but the H god of Han Soyoung is scheduled to reverse the dark atmosphere at the end of the final stage (the war), the part where the damage to Episode 1 is decorated. It literally meant that we would only write down the number of flags, the checking of each other's hearts. As you can see from today, that's almost over. The last stage starts no later than the next one. ^ ^;