"You know, Alisa."
I will also talk to Radica.
"Alisa may have such a choice because she is strong, but they are weak.If you're weak, you have no choice but to kill your enemies in battle. "
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I lie down and shut up.
My predecessors took it for granted not to kill, not to have war, to be peaceful.I understand very well that the world today assumes that war is the middle of the day.When I was young, the Kingdom of Wistaria had a fierce war with Crowe, so I've been taught that wars must be avoided, but when they are needed, wars are a last resort.So I proposed war to Valgis as a way to defeat the Kingdom of Wistaria.
But when you actually come to the battlefield, the story changes.I met people who actually killed people, and they told me a vivid story.I was on the back lines, rescuing people who had been sent to Belia, but there were 200 people who couldn't be helped.I was convinced that the wars I had imagined in my head were completely different from the real ones.
Battlefield is not a game.It is not a place to come with a light feeling.Nor is it a place to peacefully persuade others.It's a place where living people kill each other.If you actually come there and talk to Nat, you can see how empty theory and aesthetics are.I think I can tighten my chest.
"... Then I won't kill you.Don't kill anyone, I'll finish this war. I'm strong. "
What I was telling myself in my head translates into words that come out of my mouth.It was a resolute, heavy voice.
But the sodium reaction was pretty light.
Tesperk is good. It's so powerful that we can do that kind of thing. "
Atashi agrees. Mountains don't want to kill people, but it's hard to do it in war.Well, why don't you try it? "
Not only sodium, but also radicals.
Two words stimulate my frustration.
I'll tell these two.
How to fight without killing anyone.
And when that happens, let General Matthew and Vargis use me more to create a peaceful war where no one will ever die.
It's okay, I can do anything because I'm strong.to be confident.
That's how you make a grip to arouse yourself.
"Uchi, you've never killed anyone.So I don't know what it's like to kill someone, but I kind of know how it feels. "
That's how the hagis cut out. Hagis puts the freshly fed bread on the plate and continues.
"You can't kill people in everyday life.It's a crime, but... common sense can change on the battlefield.But if you don't, you'll have to kill yourself. "
I shrug anxiously when I say so.
Hagis on this day was ordered by General Matthew, who gave Valgis his life, to look at the state of war from above the Great Wall.Not only have we watched the murders, but we have seen people being rescued from the sky to Belia, and the rescue falling to the ground in time and dying.
"We're strong, but we're powerless before the war.I was watching the battle today, and I thought so. "
"Hagis..."
Say that Natori made up his mind.
"The seniors at school said that everybody carries a cross on the battlefield.There are countless sins: the crime of killing a person, the crime of not helping a person die, and countless sins.Instead of surviving, you have to carry that cross and live forever. "
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It's a cross.
Certainly I have a cross that couldn't help 200 people either.Could those people have been saved if I had done everything I could?It is also true that the falling point of a person is quite wide, and I cannot cover a wide area by myself.I was able to save the lives of more than 200 soldiers by protecting the place where the most people fell, but I regret the spillover.
I can't let anyone die in a war, but I'll never kill anyone directly.
Shortly before I took a nap for the night raid, I watched the sunset and decided so hard.
Alisa, you're not asleep yet.
A big man walks in from behind, so I look back. It was General Matthew.
General Matthew, it's time to go to bed.
"I see." Yes, I've already told Luna, but I'll tell you directly.In today's night raid, I'll give you a hundred soldiers.I want you to be the commander of that unit and fight. "
What?
"You're strong. You want some fighting skills, don't you?Become a death squad and defeat Belia.If you were there, you wouldn't be a death squad or anything, but don't do everything you can, fight with all your might. "
"Okay."
I'm counting on you.
That's what General Matthew said, and he punched me in the shoulder before he left.I hold the tongari hat by the collar and hide my face.
Quickly. Let's show those General Matthew and Nat Radhika how to fight peacefully to catch them alive in the night raid tonight.
I was so determined.
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Demon King Castle. Vargis finds a busy administration room, leaves the main hall and enters our room.
With the door quietly open, Vargis notices Mae kneeling towards the window in the middle of the room and praying with her hands together.Around May, there are golden magical formations.
"Prayer?"
When Vargis called, May let go of her combined hands.The Magic Faction disappears.
May looks back and acknowledges the appearance of Vargis and stands up.
"Yes, Alisa and the others prayed to God not to let anyone die.Doesn't the Demon King pray for Alisa and Hagis? "
Vargis sighs.
"I'm happy, but everyone dies someday.There will be a word for destiny. "
That's how Vargis walks to the window and looks up at the sky.
"I don't want to deny your prayers.I'm sure Alisa will be glad to hear your prayers when they come back.But after all, praying is only the self-satisfaction of the prayer side.Praying doesn't change the outcome, it just accepts the facts as they are.That's why my concubine doesn't pray much. "
"I know some people have that feeling.But I want to pray so that I don't get a little anxious. That's why I pray. "
I see.
Vargis answers briefly and approaches May.
"No, what?"
Vargis pushes Mei's shoulder slightly upright with weak force.
Ah...
May's body collapses lightly, and she puts a butt mochi on the ground.
Vargis then reaches out to May.
"You've been praying all morning.What about lunch? "
"Ah, no, I didn't."
"You're gonna die."
"But those who go to war are more dangerous."
May's voice is weaker than before.
"Alisa and the others will be sad when you die.That's the end of the line. Get some rest today. "
Uh-huh.
That's how May nods without strength.