I sat on my bed in my room all the time after the war with Belia.
My mouth was on my knees, and I've been thinking about how Belia wouldn't have died.
"What's the matter? If you do that, you'll be depressed."
May hits me on the back, but I can't react.
I couldn't think of anything, I was helpless before the war, and I didn't know what to do.Loss deprives me of health.
When eating and bathing, you just leave the room, but otherwise you stay in the room all the time.Language schools are now closed, and they no longer study with Vargis or Natori.
I spent a few days like that.
"... is he still here?"
One day, after completing his administration and getting off the throne, Vargis asks Natri, who was standing nearby.
After the war, things got a little easier, but we haven't finished after the war.Although it was decided to pay the soldiers in Hanois, the adjustment of how much they would pay has not been completed, and discussions have been held on how to compensate the families of the deceased soldiers.There's a lot to do. But Valgis is finally able to make time after dinner.This is where I wanted to be alone with you for the first time in a long time.
"Oh, the Natoris are in trouble because they can't get their hands on it."
Sodium also shakes his neck.
"Do you have any idea?"
"Oh, yes, there is. There was an incident with General Matthew."
When I hear that, Vargis looks around.General Matthew was just leaving, so I'll call him back.
I will then listen to the two of you slowly.The fact that Natori killed people, Alisa's reaction when she talked about it at dinner, and why Alisa didn't give it up.Vargis sighs.
"Ah, don't you want to get your hands dirty while saying that you should destroy this country? He's selfish."
"What are we gonna do? You're calling Tesperk here?"
Soto asks, Vargis turns his back on the two of them and walks to the exit of the hall.
My concubine's coming to talk to me.
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I was alone in a room, watching the sky turn red from the top of the bed.
My cheeks were wet with tears.
Indeed, I told Vargis that we needed a war.
But it was really a war.On the battlefield, I was scared to see the bodies actually rolling and to see the soda killing people up close.
Even the enemy generals I tried to help committed suicide on the run.
It's a clean, uninterrupted place.Whose life should I save in such a place?
The sunlight swells like a mosaic with tears.
Inserting it through the window, it gradually diminished the light, still illuminating me.
"Are you alone in this room, Alisa?"
Close the door and Vargis enters the room.Slowly, I walk to my bed.
"Valgis"
I return it with a small voice.Here, I realize that I've been sleeping all morning.
"Get dressed. Alisa has something to show you."
"Did you show me?"
Vargis says that, opens the jar in a mess, removes his underwear, chooses and removes from the closet suitable clothing, like a dirty jersey for exercise, and throws it together into my bed.
Get dressed in five minutes.
"Eh... yeah, I got it!"
"My concubine is waiting outside."
Vargis has left the room, so I hurry to change.
My body didn't move as I thought because I had been blocking it for days, but I managed to get dressed.I didn't have time for makeup or hair conditioning, so I have some sleeping habits left.
I've changed!
When I leave the room, Vargis, who was waiting for me there, walks fast.
Tell me about your concubine.
"Okay."
I'll chase it with my quick feet.
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Behind Vargis, I also run horses through the city of King's Landing.
Our horses go out to a relatively calm residential area, and the fields begin to grow little by little, and then pass through the Great Wall ahead of the fields and out of King Wenguis.
"Remember here?"
Vargis asks me while running a horse.
"Yeah, I remember, there was a war last time."
"Hmm. It's where a lot of people died."
"Ah..."
I stop looking around and lie down.That's the speed of the horse, and I'm slightly pulled away from Vargis.
What's wrong?
Vargis notices me and stops the horse.I hesitated a little, but I chewed on my lips and must have raised my face.
"Yeah, it's nothing."
Well then, hurry up, before sundown.
"Okay."
Then we rush through the wilderness, and when we realize it, we reach a place where a lot of debris is scattered.
There was a thick piece of cloth wrapped around the curtain house.There are burning marks everywhere, where the ground turns black.There is a lot of wood on the ground of various lengths, ranging from only the tip being burned, to the whole being burned to black.
What is this...?
"Don't you understand if I don't tell you?The Belgian army. "
"Is this what you showed me?"
"What I want to show you is up ahead. Follow me."
Me and Vargis let the horse walk, slowly approaching the place.
"Ah..."
There was a big hole in the ground.Around the hole, a large group of Demon soldiers are gathered and carrying something into the hole.Are the soldiers taking care of this formation?
The demons were carrying a large number of human carcasses.
The smell is outrageous and covers my nose.
Ugh...
I hold my mouth with my hands and turn away from the hole.
"Don't look away. Get off the horse."
Vargis ordered me to get off the horse, but I refuse to see my body still in the hole.
Still, Vargis knocked me on the back, whipped me, and urged me to look slowly into the hole.
Burned bodies of human soldiers are piling up.Some of them were killed with arrows and spears, and many of the bodies were black with blood.
"These are enemies, but they fought for their country."
"..."
Vargis stands next to me, grasping my shoulders.
"Do you know why they gave their lives for the war?"
Eh... for the country?
I have been taught that way in the Kingdom of Wistaria.So everyone was fighting with a vague feeling of protecting the country?
"No, they have a family and a place to go."
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"Protecting the country means protecting their families and protecting their places of return and everyday life.Parents, wives and children risked their lives and sacrificed themselves in order to live in peace.Their daily lives in the kingdom of Wistaria are built on their sacrifices. "
"..."
I notice tears flowing from my eyes again.
Vargis' speech continues.
"These people have risked their lives trying to keep up with their routine.Then we should do our best to respond.War has no rules. It's a war that saves lives, nobody dies, but it's rude to the enemy, don't you think? "
As I realized, you were still trying to persuade me.
But why? Each day comes to mind when you look at the faces of the soldiers gathered in the hole.
Some soldiers were burned and their faces turned black.Some soldiers didn't hold onto the prototype.Some soldiers had their necks away from their torso.
I feel like all of them are desperately insisting that they have a family and that they want to keep their daily routine.
"They had something to protect.So he's dead. Is there anything you want to protect? "
Vargis now looks at me and says:
"What do I want to protect... what do you want to protect?"
"What my concubine wants to protect is peace.It will also bring lasting peace not only to the demons, but also to humans.There is no alternative to a small sacrifice for peace.You said that before, but now I believe in my concubine. "
Vargis also overlooks the mountains of soldiers' bodies.