Maouyome

137 Goddess's Dedication 1

Inside some limp ruins.

Slightly, I feel like I'm going to get shivering.

A mossy smell mixes in the damp air. Glowing demonic stones characteristic of the labyrinth. As the slightest light lit up, Mr. Orolena exhaled softly and switched the atmosphere.

"For some reason, I haven't been comfortable with women's flirty clothes for a long time. I was wearing a man's clothes with strange eyes in Ladalest."

I shrug my shoulders like trouble and feel sad laughing at myself.

... I often notice you look like this when I think about it. A blurry making laugh, like giving up something.

Perhaps it was because of the drama that the trick felt somewhere.

"Whether a woman is a woman or a man is a man. Behave as the goddess has ordained... I wonder if you've been angry a lot. But I don't like things I don't like. Every time I get angry and depressed, I remember my sister comforting me."

... shouldn't it look good on you?

Is that different from what it is again?

That's what one of the goddess doctrines told me when I said that so as not to block the story.

... What the hell.

Like a woman? Is the man manly?

That's how the goddess made it, so do it right?

You're kidding.

It doesn't matter how you behave, your gender changes.

A woman is a woman, and a man is with her.

I can't believe it doesn't seem like it, it's an image problem, and it's nothing more or less.

... I don't know, goddess.

Something, after all, isn't going to make me like it very much.

Apart from me indignant on my own, Mr. Orolena narrowed his eyes powerlessly and looked at the blurred hollow.

"In order to improve relations with the Virgin Church,... but I guess it's true that a sister who has become a pope doesn't deserve a bad sister. The engagement of me, the Pope's sister, to Alistair's brave men, was decided before I knew it."

"... Mr. Orolena, was that a good idea?

"I'm not. I've never met him before, but he's a brave man. I only thought that it would be nice to leave Ladalest with dignity... Rather, he pushed me like this and thought the brave ones were pathetic."

I feel lonely saying it somewhere else like HR.

I feel like I shouldn't deny something, and still, even though it's about me.

...... hmm.

Moratorium.

"Half went to Alistair as a duty. It was me, but I was surprised by the difference between Alistair and Ladalest's air.... I also felt that Alistair was overflowing with freedom and confidence in life that Ladalest didn't have. You were lightly shocked. Because until now I thought Ladalest was the center of faith in the world. And that's what the brave man said to me."

Close your eyes gently once you separate words.

Slightly loosening his mouth, Mr. Orolena spun the words in a gentle and calm manner.

"He said he was right to try to be himself..."

When I said that as if to get a sigh, I narrowed my eyes distantly and nostalgically thinking about that time.

"... I've never been told that before. I've been told to be a woman, to make mistakes right. I felt like I could be who I think I am... and I felt like I was allowed to be there."

"... there's nothing to forgive. Olorena didn't do anything wrong, did she?

Even if it was against doctrine, it just seems to me that doctrine is wrong in the first place.

"... even if I say it without faith, it's not convincing."

"Even I can't follow the doctrine, it's the same thing. But it's not about doctrine or the voices around you. The last thing I could forgive for being like me was actually myself... and that was the first time they even noticed me."

Put your hands gently on your chest and think deeply.

"I thank you for meeting me. Though it was unsolicited, I deeply appreciated the fact that my fiancée was Fascias the Brave. I thought I found a place to live. I want to be with this guy. Tell him where to find us.... Well, if you blabbed me, you fell in love with me, this is it. Not even in the pattern."

... I feel painful laughing in the light.

I can't watch and I lay my eyes down softly.

...... Mr. Orolena.

"Fascias the Brave and Sophia the Virgin are familiar young people born and raised in the same village, they say. That's what you told me about the other three people who stayed in the village, who were bound by strong trust."

"... three?

"I don't like watching it on the side, but there are things I can tell. The brave Fascias had his thoughts on the Virgin Sophia. I don't have to tell anyone that. But the Virgin is not allowed to marry because of her role.... while you're the Virgin. So Fascias didn't tell Sophia his thoughts, and he gave up for a while.... It was really different. Virgin Sophia was passionate about the other young man left in the village."

"... you have a lot to say about it. Sounds tough."

Rumor has it, is he the legendary square?

You have it somewhere, like a romantic pattern.

"That's what I said, I'm still good. Because you don't have to abandon your thoughts. You can keep it that way, but still, you want me on your side. Fascias took my thoughts seriously, bewildered.... I guess the roots are of a serious nature. Because you can't do such an indecent thing, you want me to cut off my thoughts, cut off my thoughts, and turn to you seriously. … that's how I made the promise."

... you're a man. Prior generations brave.

"The people of Alistair, including the Virgin Sophia, are happy to accept me. For me too, the Holy City has become an irreplaceable place.... Well, there was just one guy who couldn't help but be unhappy that I was the fiancée of the brave. He's like a brave disciple. He's my age, and even in the middle of summer, he's wearing a red leather coat, like he's sweating. I don't know if I've been poked around a lot."

……

……

I have one person in mind.

No way,...... right?

"Crimson Red Eye......"

"... that? Oh, my God, I knew. I never thought he'd be the next brave man."

... Dear brave man.

You were hanging in there. Once upon a time.

"I can't believe you let such fascias go to Sunra, the Demon King, alone with Sophia... and there's no hassle I can do. If we pull the army by saying that Ladalest is a goddess' temple, the nations will have to follow it too. Abandoning Alistair, who was isolated and forced to confront the Demon King's army only in one country... there's no way I can go back."

"So the brave men and the Virgin of the earlier generations to Sunra the Demon King..."

There's no way I can go back.

Even if it were me, I would never go back.

I guess Mr. Olorena was the same.

So......, I stayed in Alistair.

"The demon king's army, which defeated the brave man and the Virgin, stopped the invasion there and turned back. It's like saying from the beginning that the only purpose was to kill the brave and the Virgin. As a result, countries escaped the invasion of the Demon King's Army at the sole expense of one nation, Alistair.... thanks to the goddess"

"... I don't think that's the right thing to do."

Protect something else at the expense of something.

That's true, there may be times when I have to, but... it's not even like I'm honestly convinced.

If what you carry is different, will it be different again?

But... I don't want to think so.

Mr Orolena nodded softly back at me showing anger.

"I managed to survive the fierce battle, and I went right back to Radarest. I had to go back to Radarest and hit my sister, the pope, with no place to go.... I didn't know. You have to obey the goddess's divinity. No matter what it was, there was no choice for my sister.... Still, I had to blame my sister. Because if I didn't blame you, I couldn't keep myself. But if I didn't, I would have been crushed with sadness and regret and helplessness and I would have been unable to move... I was sweet on my sister. As a pope, my sister doesn't even think deeply about what she thinks."

I nod shallow back at the way I show deep remorse.

What does Pope Lydia of Goddess think......

"I think that's probably the time. My sister was starting to wonder about the goddess's trust there. I wonder if it is really right to blindly obey the divine divinity... As a matter of fact, both Demon King Sunra and Demon King's Army remain intact. If the Demon King's Army invades again soon enough, Alistair of Haz, who stands on the arrow and fights, is worn out, because it's like daring to kill the brave man and the Virgin who need it. If this is what the goddess wanted, is this really a good idea?"

"A goddess pope doubts the will of the goddess…,"

I also remember the Virgin who said that while she was the head of the Virgin Church, sects were good either way... but I also wonder if it's different from that again.

I can't wipe the image of goddess absolutely as a goddess against flexible virginity somewhere.

The pope doubts the will of the goddess.

I'm a little surprised.

"Now it was just the following year that Alistair received the news that the consignment had descended. He said Alistair, who had suffered devastating damage in the battle against the demon king Sunra, lacked talent, and it was the elderly ex-law who received the temple at the central temple. Despite his old age and hiding, he still lacked a high priest so much that he couldn't help pulling it off. … and the content of it was the 'gospel' that was sent down hundreds of years ago."

...... my heart bounces up with dodginess.

That 'gospel', maybe not,... it's about me, isn't it?

"The" Virgin of the Gospel ", indicated in the Temple, was shortly thereafter welcomed into the central temple of Alistair. Along with the new brave. Maybe Mr. Lephia knows, but that's Mariel, now the Virgin, and Eusis the Brave."

I know. Because I'm a friend.

People who used to be red are now hairy.

"To the selection of the new Virgin and the Brave, the nations clearly showed the colour of relief. They all had some sort of hindsight for the death of their predecessors, the Virgin and Brave. I raised my voice to celebrate the fact that the vacant seat was filled. In a deliberately silly and bright atmosphere, only my sister was in a different shape. In the midst of all of us talking about relief, my sister was more distressed and suffering than anyone else. Without telling anyone about it, right?... My sister had already received another new trust from the goddess by then."

"... another trustee, is it?

"The Virgin Mariel is not the Virgin of the Gospel. Kill the Virgin Mariel immediately and welcome the true Virgin of the Gospel. … and"

"... be!?

... what the hell!?

What, the goddess's trust?

The goddess is commissioned, you want me to kill the Virgin?

No, wait. Wait a minute.

What is it? What is it, it...

"And after her distress and suffering, her sister, ready for one thing, made her decision"

Speaking with powerless remorse, Mr. Orolena inhaled deeply.

"Your sister refused to obey the trust..."