Master of Trading Star Card Game

[Lin Xiaofan Outside - 13]

Chen Xiao turned around and walked down to the door of his room on the second floor. He stopped to laugh, but when he bent his mouth, he found himself unable to laugh at all.

Those who love Chen Qianlin's past, like the waves, keep pouring down their hearts. He finally decided to give up. He didn't understand why Chen Qianlin had to throw a bomb in his heart at this time, as if he was playing with him, but he became a dog running around with a bone. If the owner waved, even if he had just been kicked, he would jump his ass and grab the bone.

If he really is a puppy, maybe he won't know the pain, even if Chen Qianlin explicitly refused twice, now Chen Qianlin's attitude is softened to say "Let's start over”, he will jump over with joy and bite this tempting fleshbone.

Yet he is a man, and he possesses the most elementary dignity of man.

Twice rejected, he didn't want to try again with hope, and then got hurt for the third time - that way he was not only a fool, he was simply retarded.

He can't afford to lose. Now he just wants to make up his mind to stay away from Chen Qianlin. He can't shake because his brother somehow said a few soft words. If this shakes, then what does he become? Is it true that Chen Qianlin's trick is to come and wave to a dog?

Chen Xiao took a deep breath and forced the sour taste back into his eyes. When he returned to the living room, he regained a smile on his face. Qin Shulan asked worried: "Ao, your brother he...”

Chen Xiao shook his hand and said, "It's okay, I just thought my decision was too hasty, but I've thought about it carefully. ”

Zhengyang saw that he was not quite right, and he said, “Uncle and aunt, it's late, we should go back too.” Just pull Chen Xiao up. Chen Xiao cooperated with the tunnel: “Dad, Mom, let's go first. ”

Qin Shulan was somewhat disappointed: “Aren't you staying at home for one night? ”

"'No,' said Chen Xiao. 'We'll have to pack when we get back. We'll leave the day after tomorrow. ”

The two of them had to stop him. Chen Xiaoyang and Zhengyang turned around and went out. Chen Qianlin did not go downstairs. He stood in front of the window on the third floor and watched Chen Xiaoyang's back disappear at the door of the community.

Chen Qianlin's heart felt a little sad. He was really a novice in dealing with emotional issues, had no experience, and was not sure whether his approach was right or wrong. He could only explore in a pitch-black night like a blind man and slowly find a way out.

But apparently today's confession failed, and that hug stabbed Chen Xiao instead.

Chen Qianlin's headache cracked, I don't know what to do next.

When he returned to the room, he tidied up his bookcase. There were some birthday gifts that Chen Xiao gave him, such as a greeting card made by himself when he was eight years old; a mechanical model assembled with parts when he was nine years old; when he was ten years old, knowing that his brother liked plants, Chen Xiao collected many leaves of plants, dried them, and made a large specimen for Chen Qianlin...

Chen Jia is very rich. Chen Xiao's money was given by his adoptive mother, so he didn't pay for the gift for his brother, but made it himself - in every gift, Chen Xiao's feelings for his brother were hidden.

The child actually knows very well. Since childhood, he has been so attentive to his brother, but why has he ignored it for so many years?

Looking at these simple but careful little gifts, for the first time Chen Qianlin had an orbital tenderness. He saved Chen Xiao's gifts well and then rushed to the address of Nirvana Studio overnight.

Chen Xiao returned today to Chen Jia's old house, also where Chen Xiao lived as a child, then Chen Xiaosheng Junior High School, because of the distance to school, Chen Qianlin was ready to go to the game, parents simply bought a house opposite Tidu University for their brothers, close to both Sanctuary Club and Chen Xiao's school.

The two brothers lived in the new house for several years. After Chen Xiao confessed at the age of 18, Chen Qianlin left the house and left the small duplex to Chen Xiao. Chen Xiao later converted it into a proxy studio, with a games hall on the ground floor and a staff dormitory on the second floor, but his brother's room was kept and cleaned regularly. The plants on the balcony were also very lush, and the vines of Green Lotus circled the walls.

Chen Qianlin opened the door and entered the house. Equipment such as rotating chairs, helmets, etc. on the ground floor have been moved to the new Nirvana base, which looks empty. Chen Qianlin walked up the stairs to the second floor, surprisingly, the plants on the balcony were still very good, apparently Chen Xiaolin invited people to water them regularly.

After five years of careful care by Chen Xiao, the plants were vibrant under the warm light of the house, with a soft glow on the green leaves - Chen Xiao was so attentive to the plants left behind by his brother, how passionate should he have been before? He lived in this memorable place and must have missed his brother every night for five years.

The more Chen Qianlin thinks about it, the more he feels uncomfortable. His heart is like it is wrapped and wrapped tightly by the plant vines on the balcony. It is obvious that a large number of green plants will freshen the air, but Chen Qianlin feels very depressed. It seems that the oxygen around him is withdrawn. Every time he breathes, his chest will be bored for a while.

He looked at the plants he had bought himself, but had been carefully raised by Chen Xiao. He could not say a word for a long time.

He thought that Chen Xiao had been secretly in love with him for many years, and that Chen Xiao would accept it as long as he showed his attitude. But in confession today, Chen Xiao pushed him away very decisively, and Chen Xiao's face did not even have the slightest joy.

Perhaps it was deeply injured and refused thoroughly enough, so Chen Xiao's otherwise hot heart has cooled completely.

In the past, Chen Xiao's heart was full of brothers, and his eyes were full of admiration when he looked at him. But now, Chen Xiao's heart has no place left for Chen Qian Lin, and he doesn't even want to see Chen Qian Lin anymore.

All this transformation was done by one's own hands.

Chen Qianlin frowned and looked at the plants in front of him. For a moment of silence, he turned to find the kettle, grabbed some water, and a basin slowly poured down. His eyes seemed to flash through a picture. Over the past five years, Chen Qiao had also bowed down to the plants once and seriously watered them. He could almost feel Chen Qiao's mood while taking care of the plants.

In the past, Chen Xiao took care of the plants left behind by his brother and missed him.

Now, he waters these plants, and his brain is filled with Chen Xiao.

What a circle of karma.

The feeling of missing a person turns out to be this, the image of Chen Xiao kept shaking in his head, the cute boy when he was a kid, the hot blooded teenager when he grew up, the handsome young man who was angry when he won the competition, the wolf look with red eyes and trembling voice when he was injured... Chen Qianlin sat on the lounge chair on the balcony, remembering a piece about Chen Xiao, his indifferent face gradually emerged a little tender.

* * *

At this time, Chen Xiao was drinking at the bar, accompanied by Zheng Yang and Zheng Yi, two good brothers.

It was Chen Xiao's idea to find Zhengyang to pretend to be a couple, so Zhengyang also knew about Chen Xiaoyi's brother. After returning to Chen's house today, Chen Qianlin called Chen Xiao upstairs to talk, and Zheng Yang snuck up to listen to the corner of the wall.

When Chen Xiao drank wine, Zhengyang couldn't help but say: “It's not like he said a few soft words to you today, are you shaking? Chen Xiao, if you just throw it back into his arms, I'll pretend I'm not a soft friend like you! ”

“Don't be ridiculous. I have a thick face, but I have a face too.” Chen Rolled laughed and drank all the wine in his hand, saying: “Twice rejected, I no longer have any hope. My only thought now is to finish the season, leave Nirvana and live my life. I can afford it, I can put it down. ”

“That's how strong it should be.” Zheng is also someone who knows what's inside him, so he's very supportive of Chen Xiao's decision. At that time, Chen Xiaogao's fever and coma were so bad, he might have died long ago if he hadn't called a doctor in time. Where was Chen Qianlin? He wounded his brother like that, didn't smell it, came to deliver medicine every other day, and now he turns back and says, "Start over. What is Chen Xiao?"

Even if you hurt and maimed the dog in the house, kick it open, and then use the bones another day, is that still human practice?

Both good brothers are complaining about Chen Xiao.

Chen Xiao himself was quite calm and said as he drank: “This season I have received a lot of endorsements, plus the club dividends, and the money saved before, to repay Tang Muzhou's debt. I still have some savings on hand, and I figured, taking this money to open a small shop near the school, selling cartoons around or something, it's not a problem to feed myself. ”

Zheng also glanced: “The shops near the school, the business is good, I think Kao has a good idea. ”

Zheng Yang also agreed: “Brother Xiao, maybe you are a business genius who was delayed by the game, haha. ”

Chen Xiao raised his glass with a smile and looked at the two people: "Come on, cheers, thank you. ”

He drank a lot that night, but he wasn't drunk.

He stayed at Zheng Yi's house for one night and left the next day to travel and have a good time.

Chen Xiao spent the entire holiday outside playing. He was so free to travel. He slept until as many hours as he wanted, and ate as many meals as he wanted. He found that, in fact, without Chen Qianlin's life, he was doing well as usual. He didn't have to worry too much, he didn't have to move to suffer. He had a relaxed and relaxing life, which was also quite good.

It's just that sometimes I dream about that person. After all, after many years of love, people can't even control their dreams.

* * *

Before the competition began in the second half of the year, Chen Xiao returned to Nirvana Club.

After a tour, he got a little tanned, but his complexion looked healthier and handsome.

He didn't sign up this year because he won the seasonal championship last time, this time Archer signed up, and he knew he couldn't win the championship, and he needed more time to train new recruits.

But the Pair, his combination with Archer, was the highlight of Nirvana. Chen Xiao has always been able to carry things clearly. Since he influenced Cheol, after the start of the competition, he committed himself to the preparation of the battle, never dragging Cheol's back legs.

It was inevitable to meet Chen Qianlin at the club. However, Chen Xiao stopped greeting him with a smile and called his brother as he had done before. Instead, he was kind enough to call him “the coach”. Chen Qianlin stopped wanting to talk, but before every mention of personal feelings, Chen Xiao would use the competition related topics to switch. The club was crowded, Chen Xiao deliberately hid, and Chen Qianlin had difficulty finding a chance to be alone with his brother.

Moreover, Chen Qianlin himself is busy, not only to assist the group of two to develop tactics, but also to supervise the training of new recruits in the training camp.

Time passes day by day, and it soon arrives in mid-October.

The battle for the Doubles program became more intense, with Chen Xiao and Xie Mingzhe becoming one of the strongest combinations in the Doubles.

Old Nie retired this season, Nie Lan's pair of BOSS is gone, Tang Muzhou also did not sign up for the double race, as a result, Chen Group became the strongest BOSS in the double group - they went through the cut off, eliminated Pei Jingshan Ye Bamboo in four quarters and defeated the semi-finals to Sui Rui Liu Jingxu, and killed all the way to the final!

In the final, they met the Rain of Frost City, Brother Joe Creek.

The water system has a lot of control, the rhythm is slow, Chen Xiao and Xie Mingzhe played very hard every step of the way, but the tactical layout before Chen Qian Lin Xai was excellent, and the ratio between the two sides was bitten tightly, from 1: 1 to 2: 2, to reach the final.

In the final round, Xie Mingzhe relieved Chen Xiao of his command.

Chen Xiao precisely directed and cooperated with Xie Mingjie, first killed all the jellyfish cards in Qiaoxi with a life-for-life method, then sieged the rain of the two sides - although the number of cards was equal, the square rain could be one dozen and two, plus the dead speech cards without teammates, it was difficult to play strength, eventually defeated helplessly.

Chen Xiao and Xie Mingzhe won the twelfth season for two!

The two hugged each other excitedly, and the Nirvana newcomers watching the backstage jumped excitedly. Chen Qianlin and others congratulated them in the backstage hallway. Xie Mingzhe took the initiative to hug Master, but Chen Xiao smiled at him and then bypassed him, turning around and hugging the new people.

Chen Qianlin was left hanging in place and his face looked a little ugly.

Before, Chen Xiaolin took the initiative to hug his brother after each match, but now Chen Xiaolin bypasses Chen Qianlin as he reaches out his hand to hold him. The motion revealed disgust, causing Chen Qianlin's heart to sting for a moment.

Xie Mingzhe was a little embarrassed and had to touch his nose to play the roundabout: “Cough, today is really a happy day, we won the championship in the double race, Brother Chen is just on his 24th birthday. Ying said to prepare the feast in advance, Master, go back. ”

The crisp voice of the pool also came from the corridor: "The car is waiting outside, let's go before the reporters stop us! ”

Everyone immediately followed the leader, Chen Xiao walked ahead, Chen Qianlin walked at the end, and the whole team of Nirvana was separated in the middle.

Ji Ying brought everyone to a pre-booked restaurant. She prepared birthday cake for Chen Xiao. Everyone sang birthday songs together. Ji Ying represented the club and gave Chen Xiao a gift.

Chen Xiao, wearing a birthday hat, was surrounded by everyone. His cheeks fluttered red and he looked very happy.

Chen Qianlin voluntarily walked over and took out two beautifully packaged boxes. He looked gently at his brother and said: “This is for your birthday... Chen Xiao, happy birthday. ”

At first glance, that box is Chen Xiao's favorite cartoon perimeter. Since he was a kid, he's been chasing a comic book on the subject of Star Machine A, and now there are thousands of episodes, and the lead group is about to rule the universe, which is also the most popular hot comic book in the country.

Chen Qianlin bought the 20th Anniversary version of the mechanical model, limited to 2,000 copies nationwide, not to mention the expensive price. Just queuing to rob this, you have to squeeze your head. Chen Qianlin didn't know what to do. Not only did he rob it, but he also robbed two...

The club had newcomers who recognized the model and couldn't help but envy: "Is it the 20th anniversary limited edition? I queued all night last month, didn't get it, Lin Shen is amazing!” “Does Brother Chan like this too? This is my favorite anime protagonist! ”

Looking at Chen Qianlin reach out in front of himself with long and beautiful hands, Chen Xiaolin's color is complicated.

When he was a kid, he just looked at the model with envy, and Chen Qianlin went to buy it and give it to him. It was the first time he felt loved.

Now, the same model, the 20th Anniversary Limited Edition, is the most beautiful version officially made, he also went to the queue to rob, until 24: 00 a.m., and it turns out that the refreshing page actually shows “the merchandise is sold out”, pissed off that he didn't sleep well all night.

Chen Qianlin actually remembered, and helped him grab two...

Chen Xiao's eyes had a slight fever and ignored the matter of going to bed. Chen Qianlin was actually very nice to him. He had spoiled him since childhood. However, that kind of brotherly affection was not what he wanted.

Too many people around, he couldn't just refuse the gift from the coach and had to take the box rigidly with his fingers: “Thank you. ”

Chen Qianlin smiled: “If you like it. ”

Team members: “??? ”

The coach's voice today was very gentle and gentle. Everyone's backs became cold. Everyone immediately spread out knowingly and went to the self-service food area to find food. Within 10 meters around Chen Qianlin, a natural vacuum isolation zone was formed.

Chen Xiao looked down at the gift and coughed lightly: “How did you get it? ”

Chen Qianlin explained: "Officially limited to sales, I can't find my connections all over the circle of friends privately, so the night the model was launched, I borrowed my friends' registered account and opened 10 optical computers to rob at the same time. Lucky for us, we got two of them. ”

Chen Xiao: “..."

I can't imagine Chen Qian Lin grabbing the surrounding images with ten light brains open at the same time.

Chen Xiao's corner of the mouth slightly twitched: “For this, you bought another 9 optical brains? It's not necessary.”

"'Because you like it,' said Chen Qianlin. ”

Chen Xiaolin glanced up at Chen Qianlin. Brother's eyes have been as cool and indifferent as the autumn lake surface, but at this moment, there seems to be more warmth in his eyes, as if a warm wind has blown through, with a silky ripple.

Chen Qianlin looked at Chen Xiaolin and went on to say: “I remember you liked these since you were a child. I've never given anyone a birthday present, I don't know what to send. That's all I can think of, at least you won't hate. ”

Chen Xiao: “…”

If he had, he might have jumped over to hold Chen Qianlin excitedly by now.

But now, he just feels bad. It was like the bottom of a dead heart, Chen Qianlin lit another small flame, but unfortunately the fuel around him had been emptied, the flame was blown by the wind, trembling, will not be extinguished, and his heart was also slightly trembling.

Chen Xiao took a deep breath and said: "Eat first, I think you're hungry too.” Just turn around to get food, the back is obviously a little stiff, but all Nirvana is here today, Chen Xiao quickly covered up his good mood and talked to a group of new people about the competition.

Chen Qianlin knew that his brother was not that easy to shake, but at least the gift was sent out, and he didn't waste his time. Lined up to rob the perimeter, this childish move he wouldn't have thought of before, but now that the gift Chen Xiao has been taken, he thinks he did the right thing. Perhaps this is what the legend tells you... that you would be happy to give something to someone you like?

Chen Qianlin had no happy expression on his face, but his eyebrows widened and his appetite improved.

Birthday banquet and celebration banquet were put together, everyone didn't go back until late. Because Chen Xiao was a birthday star, he also won the double championship. Everyone took turns to toast him. Chen Xiao drank a lot, but remained awake because he feared losing his temper after drunkenness.

When he returned to the dormitory, he lined up the two models that his brother had given him and looked at them for a moment.

When he was a kid, Chen Qianlin sent him the armor model for the first time. He happily took the model downstairs and went for a run. At the time, he just thought, why is Brother so good? He must have met the best brother in the world.

But now, the more precious limited edition model, given by the same person, that feeling of happiness has become long and blurred. He grew up and although he still loved the robe, he was not as obsessed as he was when he was a kid.

Kids are simple, and when they receive a gift, they think they're a good person. But he's grown up, he can't forget the heartbreak the night his brother attacked him, he can't forget to take his injuries to the cafe to see Chen Qianlin, and Chen Qianlin indifferently said: “It's impossible between us, find another boyfriend. ”

Though Chen Qilin's attitude has really eased somewhat now, he cares about him, and has prepared a birthday present for him according to his preferences, but Chen Qilin is really scared of this brother - he is afraid that Chen Qilin is just a momentary rise, said to start over with him, in case he promises to be with Chen Qilin, after a year or two, Chen Qilin said, “I still feel better to be alone, go find another boyfriend”, how will he be there?! Does he still have a face?

He hit a broken head of blood in front of Chen Qianlin's ice wall, and he didn't want to try it again.

Chen Xiao took a deep breath, carefully retracted the two mechanical models into the box, opened the optical brain, downloaded a "Athlete Retirement Application Form" on the official website of the professional league, and completed it one by one as required.

* * *

After the doubles, the individual race will follow, Chen Xiao will not participate, and focus on bringing new recruits to the team.

Chul signed up this year. Last season, Xie Mingzhe's personal abstention caused a lot of controversy. This season, Xie Mingzhe finally showed super strength and won the finals in a row, eventually winning the championship!

Next, there was the final team battle, with Chen Xiao taking part in every game, but this year, because most clubs studied Nirvana's team fighting methods, Nirvana ended up taking only the seasonal army in the team project.

Overall, however, Nirvana has had a great season - the individual Champion of Xie Mingtze, the double Champion of Xie Portfolio, the seasonal champion of the regiment, three medals in the books and arrogance among the Alliance's strong teams.

On the day of the award ceremony, Chen Xiao sent the completed retirement application to the Alliance.

Chen Qianlin received a call the next day from the president of the coalition, who questioned him: "What happened to Chen Xiao? Suddenly send the retirement application form to the Alliance, can't be wrong? ”

Chen Qianlin shrugged and frowned: “Chairman, please don't give Chen Xiao discharge formalities. We have problems inside the club, I will find a way to convince him, okay? ”

The chairman rubbed his eyebrows with a headache: "You are his brother and coach of Nirvana, persuade him well. He's in such good shape. It's not a problem at all to fight for three or five years. What's the rush to retire? Look, Old Nie and Old Zheng retired in their 30s, Chen Xiao is only 24 years old, and the popularity is so high, the future is unlimited! ”

“I know, I'll persuade him. ”

Immediately after the call, Chen Qianlin sent a message to Chen Xiao, but never received a response. At this time, Ji Ying suddenly came to the office. “Coach, Brother Chen left early in the morning with his luggage and left a box at the reception desk saying it was for you..."

A small carton, sealed with clear tape. Chen Qianlin opened and looked at it. It was Chen Xiaoyuan's birthday that he gave it to himself. The 20th Anniversary version of the mechanical model was actually returned unchanged by Chen Xiaoyuan.

Chen Qianlin's face instantly became extremely ugly. He hurried to call his mother to ask if Chen Xiao had ever gone back. Qin Shulan smiled and said: “Axiao did just come by and packed up some things. I wanted to leave him for lunch. He said he had an appointment with his boyfriend and left. ”

Chen Qianlin's eyes were cold and immediately drove home.

By the time he arrived home, Chen Qianlin had left. Chen Qianlin discovered Chen Xiao's room on the second floor, where all the clothes, toys, books, etc. his family had bought for him had been neatly placed, but Chen Xiao's personal belongings had been emptied.

Realizing what Chen Xaolin was going to do, Chen Qianlin's heart suddenly burst with a hint of chill. He drove ugly to the duplex where the two brothers lived.

The house was where the two brothers later lived, so Chen Xiao's house had a lot of things he earned for himself. Today, the house was only left with empty beds and empty wardrobes, but the plants on the balcony didn't move at all.

There was a bank card, a key, and a note on the table.

“Brother, give me back the keys to this house. The card you left me back then, I haven't moved a single penny of the money in it, and it belongs to the original owner. As you said, I'm a grown man and I should have my own life. ”

“Chen Xiao has been around you for the past few years. College entrance exams, games, all I want to do is chase your footsteps and be there for you. After all these years, I'm tired too. From now on, I just want to live for myself. ”

“I'll go around the world and see the scenery outside. The world is vast and wonderful, and I shouldn't look at just one person. Not to say goodbye, Chen Xiaopen. ”

“…" Chen Qianlin squeezed the paper tightly, his hands shaking uncontrollably.

He finally cut his body to the pain of Chen Xiao's time.

That year, when Chen Qianlin, 18 years old, woke up, he left him a key, a card with a deposit card, and then left a sentence saying, "You're grown up, we'll go our separate ways later” and turned around and left.

Young Chen Xiao, how desperate and sad should he be?

The most important person in life, completely out of his senses, is as if his heart had been suddenly emptied.

Today, Chen Xiao also left him a key, as well as a savings card that never moved a penny.

Chen Qianlin reached out and pressed his hand against the chest on the left side. The area of his heart caused a spasmodic pain. His gaze became blurred and he could not see the words on Chen Xuan's note.

The green vines on the balcony, when he first bought them five years ago, were all little seedlings, and they were now extremely lush, laughing at him like a monster with teeth and claws.

He stayed in the warm decorative house where the two of them had lived together, but felt cold all around. I wonder if the air-conditioning is too low, and the chills go all the way through the skin.

Chen Xiao walked resolutely this time, took everything away, and disappeared from Chen Qianlin's world neatly.

It may have been too bad, and even if the wound had gradually healed, he would no longer believe the man who had seriously injured him.

It is an animal's instinct to avoid danger, even if Chen Qianlin's attitude is moderated and wants to reconnect with him, but he does not believe that he is afraid of getting hurt again, so he would rather leave than try again.

Chen Xiao's choice is reasonable.

But never again, never again...

This ending is unacceptable and unacceptable to Chen Qianlin.

When Chen Qianlin left, Chen Xiao waited for him for five years.

Now that Chen Xiao has left, he can also wait for Chen Xiao to change his mind no matter how long.

He'll let Chen Xiao know —— this time, his brother is ready to spend the rest of his life with you.

It's been a long life and he can wait.

Both people are the only ones in their hearts. Brotherhood is locked up and irreversible.

It's been a long time since I wrote about dog-blooded romance, and it's been great. It's not easy for me to write like this:)

The next chapter is sweetened.