Maybe I can't have normal youth
Chapter 5 The Red Queen
"Do you remember this place?" Following all the way, all the way up, I followed the Red Emperor to the highest point of the castle, which should be an observation deck.Here, I can see the entire playground, perhaps not just the playground, but the whole picture of the entire board.
On the left front of the castle is the entire playground. The layout is about a triangle, not very big, but contains many small projects.The parallel left side of the castle, which is the upper right corner that I did not explore after entering the playground, is a forest, which is not dense. You can clearly see a lovely wooden house located there.
On the whole, this is a heart-shaped area. The gate of the playground is the sharp corner of the heart. The castle and the hut are located on the top of the heart on both sides.
Here again, this inexplicable familiar feeling.
It seems to help me dispel the confusion, but it actually increases my confusion.
"Do you remember anything?"
"Well, I feel a little familiar, as if I've been here before." But it's just a feeling, I can only answer ambiguously.
"Nonsense! Of course you have been here! What is a bit familiar!! It should be familiar and familiar! Stupid!" The Red Queen became the same as when she first met. After hearing my answer, I even felt she was angry The beautiful red hair is about to stand up.Although not.
"Stupid! Big idiot!!" The Red Queen stomped her feet, her speech speeded up because of her anger. She pointed to the hut in the forest in the distance, "Over there! Look over there! White Rabbit's house! It's you too! Home! The place you carefully built! The place where you stayed for the longest time! You can't remember it!"
Puff through.It seemed that something hit my heart.
"Indifferent idiot! I don't remember anything, so it's better not to come back! Thanks to the amusement park I built for you!"
"Huh? Give it to me. Made it?" Puffed.
The atmosphere stagnated for two or three seconds.
"Sorry, what was just now was an angry word." The Red Queen changed into a high-cold mode without warning.
"Why are you. You were so angry just now?"
"I'm out of anger now."
This anger is inexplicable, and the anger is also fast.It seems that the Red Queen is indeed a queen when she is calm.
"Is this the legendary dual personality?"
"No, I'm all alone." Cold and calm.
"Otherwise, it's a dual character."
"Don't deviate from the topic." The Red Queen ignored me, "Just now it was angry. I, or all of us here. Not all creatures, objects, and land are looking forward to your return. I am very happy, you are now it's here."
The Red Queen smiled at me."At the same time, there is one more thing I want to correct. The wooden house over there is indeed your home, but this is also your home. Any place on this loving land is your home."
"I think your lack of memory may not be accidental. As for why you haven't been here for so long, I don't know, but maybe it's your reason." The Red Queen approached me."It's not necessary to remember everything completely, maybe it's good as a new starting point."
The Red Queen stretched out her hand to me, "Recognize again, I am Huo Miki."
"Puff." It's a lie, this name is a bit too funny.
I shook the hand of the Red Queen, "Fire is a good match for you, but Miki feels too incompatible with this place! And it's not like a queen at all. On the contrary, it looks like a name owned by an outsider like Zhao Baian. ."
"Oh, I have emphasized it many times. This is your home and your destination. No outsiders say anything." She paused, "Besides, I am not the Red Queen."
"Huh?" Is it my mindset?Impossible, this is not the Red Queen. Who is it?So red, so empressive (except when emotionally, of course),
"Or put it this way, I'm not all the Red Queen. By analogy, you have always been Zhao Bai'an, but you are still Ai Li here, and you may have other titles at other times, but you are always Zhao Bai'an. This is not wrong. In the same way, I am Huo Miki. Here you ask anyone who the Red Queen is, it must be me. But if you ask me, who I am, my answer must be Huo Miki, no matter it is here, Or somewhere else, I’m Huo Miki.” She paused, and smiled at me as if she knew she hadn’t fully explained it. “Understand?”
"Well, it feels like understanding! You are Miki." She raised her eyebrows, seemingly glad I called her."However, no matter what, there is still a little bit like a boy's name, or I can't feel it is a girl's name at all." I muttered softly.
"Oh ha ha ha." Miki trembling shoulders, as if I said something funny."I never said that I was a girl."
"Wow! But you. You. You. You are obviously like a girl! Such a posture, such a voice, and wearing a skirt!" Miki's words startled me.
"No one has stipulated that skirts are the privilege of girls." Miki smiled slyly, "Also, I am like this now because you want me to be like this."
"What? I turned out to be a big pervert who likes to make other people dress up!"
"Puff ha ha ha ha, no, no, you got it wrong."
"what?"
"First of all, what kind of clothes to wear has nothing to do with gender. Boys can also like to wear skirts, and girls can naturally wear undershirts or tank tops. Besides..." Miki paused, "I am not a girl, yes, but I I’m not a boy, I’m genderless.”
"Huh?!" Because it was too unexpected, I took a breath.
"And what you hope I said is not what you understand." Miki continued to explain."It's your inner thoughts and wishes. It feels like it's not very clear to say that."
Miki tapped his head with his right index finger."How should I say, not only me, this island of Red Heart has become like this because of your preferences and wishes, such as the situation that resembles Alice, the things sold in the store, etc."
Red Heart Island.It turns out that this is an island. It really is the name of the island.
"Hmm. I feel like I understand a little bit, but how is this possible? There is no logic at all."
"Really, I don't think it's you who is illogical." Miki looked at me with a suspicious look at my "han" who is amnestic, unclear about the situation, and can only ask questions."But I don't fully understand the reasons for some things. It's just like this from the time I can remember. Maybe it's some rules of this world."
"Okay." I decided not to go further."Then what happened to the "other places" you just mentioned?"
"Oh, it seems that you listen to me very seriously."
Of course, I'm still very sensitive to the hidden information in the words. What's more, I'm still in a state where I don't know anything very well. Even if some are not very clear, I can hear every word very clearly.
"About this, I think you will understand it soon. Instead of making me bother with you here, it's better for you to understand it yourself."
Hey, you are so lazy as an interpreter!