Maybe I can't have normal youth

It feels like going to Red Heart Island twice is a pleasant dream.No loss is the place I created myself, and it is indeed a reassuring place like my dream home.

Dreaming every day these days, all kinds of strange and all kinds.Let me gradually learn more about my dreams.

Generally speaking, when I am in a dream, I generally do not realize that I am in a dream.No matter how weird or unreasonable the world is, for me in my dreams, some are taken for granted, and some can find reasonable explanations.

I always suddenly appear in a certain scene in my dream, but the necessary information I need to know has been naturally formed in my mind.As for what I need to do and what mission I have, I usually have a vague hunch.

The me in the dream is usually myself, with a better sense of self, that is, I am Zhao Baian.People familiar in real life will also appear in dreams for a long time.

But there are some dreams that I will forget the real me, become other characters, and experience some wonderful stories that only this character can experience.

And Miki is really a magical person.What she said in the Red Castle really had a different meaning.Apart from me, she is definitely the most different being in the dream world.

Miki often appears in my different dream stories, sometimes as a like-minded travel partner, sometimes saving me from danger, and sometimes just a passerby who passes me by.It is tall and short, young and old, and looks completely different every time.Only those hot eyes like flames have never changed.

But on Red Heart Island, it will still look like the Red Queen.

correct!One thing still surprised me.

This time I visited Red Heart Island for the second time, and I have all the memories of the first visit.

How is this possible?

Logically speaking, all my dream information can only be extracted and integrated after returning to reality.I thought that the dream story immediately drifted away from waking up from the beginning, but now it has been a big growth to be able to memorize it in reality.

The continuous memory in the dream made me think more about my special physique that suddenly seemed to be resuscitated.

I dress differently in each dream, but even if I have not looked in a mirror, I believe that in my own dream, my image is always the same-a sorrel long hair of 1.65 meters. Girl, don't wear the red heart card that the soldier gave me.

and many more?

I closed my eyes and carefully recalled all the dream-related details that I could remember so far. The red-heart issuing card turned out to be an immutable thing that accompanied me every night!

what is this?

Isn't this supposed to belong only to Heart Island that night?

Damn, I should have realized this when I dreamed of eating curry rice with Ji Qiu!After all, is it really because the curry rice has attracted me too much attention!!I'm not going to eat so much, am I?!

Obviously, before this dream of revisiting the island of Red Heart, some things were already in sight, but it was a pity that I didn't begin to think about the possible mechanism behind it until the dream was too obvious this time.

Perhaps it is because the Red Heart Island is too important to me, so I can remember the memories related to it no matter in my dream or outside of my dream.

Thinking.

Perhaps it was because the card issued by the playing card soldiers went deep into my heart, and directly branded this beautiful love in my subconscious personal image.

Indeed, I can often feel in reality that I seem to have my hairpin pinned, although of course only smooth hair remains when I reach out and touch it.

Thinking.

According to this logic, maybe I think about certain things frequently before falling asleep, maybe I can bring them into the dream of that night?But this assumption may just be my over-speculation.

Thinking.

Last night, not only did I have the continuous memory of going to Heart Island for the first time in a dream, but it was also the first time I repeatedly arrived at a place I had been to in a previous dream!

Well.wrong!

According to Miki's previous ambiguous explanation and the attitude of everyone on Red Heart Island towards me, I used to often go there to play.Ah, but the lack of childhood memory is indeed normal. I don't think anyone can have a clear and perfect memory of his experience when he was seven or eight years old.Even the sporadic flashing moments that appear occasionally will be regarded as just a childhood whimsy.

I don't know when I left Red Heart Island at that time.

just.

Natural forgetting brought about by growth.

Plus.

Some memory burials to escape pain.

They have been waiting for me long enough!

So, maybe it's just because Red Heart Island is so special that I can have such a special situation?

or.

In fact, each dream is like a small room. As long as I have the correct key, I can enter it repeatedly at different times.And the memories in each small room are coherent.

Or is the memory of the entire dream world going to be coherent someday?

Well.How is that different from reality?

Forget it, we can no longer infer.Until there is no further proof of facts, excessive inference will only lead to random thinking.

Maybe it won’t be long before, as the nights of dreaming become more and more, I will learn more about the rules of this special world.

But no matter what, no matter how tiring, chasing, playing, flying, running, no matter how tiring it is; Miki, Rose, Mr. Rabbit, poker soldier, no matter how much they love, these are all illusory things.

"It's all jokes after all!" (Note: This sentence pays tribute to Nishio Restoration's joke series.)