Maybe I can't have normal youth

Chapter 16: Need Help

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I returned to reality from a dream, holding my head in thought.

Now that I have confirmed the authenticity of the dreams of Ayton Girls' High School before, and then think of the information Gao Yanran helped me find, this time, it must be a terrible fact.

Although this is not the first time I have seen the appearance of a real corpse, I still panic in my heart.

As long as I close my eyes, Siqing's pale face, struggling to breathe the last breath, will appear before my eyes.

Is this how you feel?Zi Chen.

But why?

Why does Siqing want to commit suicide?

I have a hunch that I dreamed that these were not for no reason, but the dream wanted me to discover or solve something through these.

But why is this?

Si Qing clearly has a bright future.Get along well with classmates and have diverse talents.Can it be said that it is trapped by love?

But that's not enough. Although I only have a short drawing class with her, Siqing doesn't seem to be such a person who can't think of it.

And Sili...Although the two sisters are alike, they have completely different temperaments.If you have to compare, she seems to be the one who would choose this path among the two sisters.Personality is gloomy and dull, and it is not good to get along with classmates.But she also has talents beyond the reach of others. Although Teacher Fang was fierce and weird, I felt uncomfortable again when I recalled the night when I was scolded with Silly.But he is also a very capable teacher, and it seems that he actually values ​​Sili very much.

This is...

I really can't understand Siqing's death.

What I did not expect was that Zi Chen turned out to be the first discoverer of Siqing's body.I was shocked in my dreams. How sad she should have experienced all this in reality!

I will dream of these, the big reason is that these are related to Zichen.

She must have the same confusion as me.However, even though she must know more than what I have spied on, I can't go to uncover her scars in this way.

I don't know who to discuss with and analyze it. I don't think there is such a suitable candidate.

Yep?

I took a look at the itinerary that I arranged for myself today.

"The reasoning club activities..." I read the last item.This is the name I reported last week, who loves reading mystery books.

perhaps!The activities of the Reasoning Club can give me some inspiration!If you have a chance, you can use it as a little reasoning puzzle to ask others. It will not be abrupt at all. It's great!

The club activities of the Reasoning Club took place in the evening, and there were about 20 or 30 people present. It was so lively!Most of the people who came to this event were newcomers, and there were several familiar faces in them, most of which were seen repeatedly during the days of military training.

"Hey, isn't this classmate magician~" After I picked a seat casually and sat down, I found this classmate next to me was very familiar.

"Oh, hello, that...mysterious classmate?"

"Haha don't be cautious, my name is Zhao Bai'an, Bai'an from the White Peaceful Land."

"Ah hello, classmate Zhao Bai'an, this is Chen Yudi."

"Chen what?" I was taken aback for a moment, "Just call me Zhao Bai'an or Bai'an or something, no need to add classmates. What kind of jade flute is your jade flute?"

"Oh, okay, student Bai An." The magician student is still so cautious, "These two characters are not very common. Yu is the upper day and the lower one, and Di is the beginning of the grass and Di Renjie."

I made a few gestures in the palm of my hand according to what he said, "Oh! It's bright... waterweed... What does it mean?" This explanation was too strange and I couldn't be sure.

"Ah yes, that's almost what it means. Di is an aquatic plant like a reed. I don't know why my parents gave me such a strange name.

"Okay, classmate Magician." Yudi and Yudi are not as straightforward as classmate Magician.

"Are you also interested in reasoning?" I then asked him.

"Ah, yes, otherwise I won't come to participate in club activities." The answer to geography is of course, "And you are also a reasoning lover at first glance. From your previous military training, you can see how it broke us."

"Have a sense! What type or author do you generally like to see?"

"Ah, I generally prefer the original style, such as Shoji Shimada and Poe, but I have seen a lot of Keigo Higashino."

"It really feels very original. I am on the contrary to you. I have read all the authors you mentioned, but they feel too serious. Personally, I still prefer social reasoning, like the Dongye you mentioned. Keigo, it's a representative of the social reasoning school. I have read many books written by him."

"But I think, Dongye's book system is weak in reasoning, and he pays more attention to the psychological description of the characters."

"Yes! That's right! I feel this way too, so he writes books about social contradictions, even if there is basically no reasoning element." I gestured "YES" to the magician classmate, " But Benge's words are still a bit serious in general. I also like the easy and pleasant campus reasoning."

"Ah campus reasoning... I think it's the rigor of this style that attracts me very much, and I like this kind of logical thing better.

"Well, sometimes when I look at one category, it will be a bit tired if I look at it too much. On the contrary, it will feel fresh when I look at it. But anyway, we are all inferential likes~"

"Ah yes, you are right."

"Okay~ school boys and girls! Welcome everyone to participate in today's event~" During the chatter with the magician classmates, it seemed that the time for the club activities to begin.

"Today's activity is divided into several small reasoning activities. In each small activity, every student participating in the small activity will get a score. The last activity is a team activity, so the team scores, and then evenly distributed to each team member." The president of the club ceremoniously introduced the rules, and even made a very straight ppt for this, and the black and white characters were displayed on the big TV screen in the event venue.

"Of course, if there are points, there will be rewards. Whoever has the highest points will win the grand prize!"

"You are very curious about what the award is! It is the excellent work of many authors carefully selected by me~ There are nine books in total, but only the student with the highest score can get it!"

Sure enough, everyone was eager to try when they heard that there was a prize, but I didn't have a particularly strong ambition since I was little, and I always pursued the best results to become second.So let me be the denominator this time.

As a result, I looked aside, the magician student actually took out a pen and paper, "Hey, don't you need to be so serious?"

"Ah, I just want to write down some key information or rules later, so it's clearer."

"Then it's easier to win, right?"

"Ahaha, yes."

"You really have a strong heart to win, you can tell from that dragon boat race."

"Ah no no, I am actually a very gentle person."

"You are gentle and can win by any means?" I teased him.

"Of course not. I follow the rules very much. I must abide by the rules, otherwise everything will be meaningless. Only by following the rules can we guarantee the orderly development of everything. Only winning within the rules is considered a good win. Besides," the magician classmate defended himself again and again, "It is completely in line with the rules for me to win the dragon boat race."

"Yes, yes, I totally admit this. I also admire that you can see the hidden rules hidden under the rules all at once." I stuck out my tongue, "but what if the rules themselves are very problematic? "

"Ah, this..." The magician was stunned for a moment. It seemed that I didn't expect me to ask him such a question. "I personally think it depends on the specific situation. Generally speaking, a better rule leaves room for modification. , When we agree to the rules, we should also agree to the way to modify the rules. If this is the case, if the rules are not good, we should make step-by-step amendments in accordance with the amendments agreed by both parties. If the situation is..."

"Haha, okay, okay, I can understand your point of view, but let's not say it yet." Magician classmates looked shy at other times, once it comes to this kind of logic and similar debate-related topics it seems to become special Seriously, "It seems that the president is about to introduce the first rule. If you go on, you feel that you will miss a good time to take notes haha."

"But next time I have a chance, I can listen carefully to your point of view." lest he misunderstand that I am talking too much.

"Ah, yes, yes, you make sense." The magician student raised his head and glanced at the ppt, and looked serious as if he was in class instead of participating in leisure activities.

"However, if we can be grouped in the last team activity, I will try to help you." Anyway, I am not interested in scores and winning prizes. If these activities can give me some inspiration for Siqing's death Enough.