Maybe I can't have normal youth

Open the door and stretch as usual, filling the nose and mouth with the air that smells of morning dew.

Huh?

A blue-purple appeared in the corner of the eye.

"Wow, Xiaobai, the morning glory that has been waiting for a long time finally blooms." I happily said to the white Samoyed beside me.

"Because it is blue-violet, you can see it too, right?"

It sticks its tongue and wagging its tail happily at me.

I am the last human in this city.I'm not sure about other areas. I only know that after I woke up one day, the world became so quiet.

So naturally I don't need to have a name. I gave my name to this big white dog that I can't remember when I met on the roadside.

"Okay! Let's start, the daily battle to find supplies!" I don't know when I started, I developed this habit of talking to myself.

I remember that it was emphasized in the books in middle school that people are social animals.But since all the humans around me disappeared, I had no urge or thought to look for other people who survived like me.

As for my parents and friends, if they survived, they would definitely call me or post something on the chat software. After all, all the facilities were still functioning intact during the time when humans disappeared.Since I didn't receive any calls at the time, I naturally didn't need to verify my ideas.

On the first day when mankind disappeared, I was puzzled and curious. After spending a whole day and night, I walked many places and finally realized that I was not dreaming.

On the second day after the disappearance of human beings, I went to many places I had never been to before. I opened the wine cabinets in high-end restaurants and only drank one sip per bottle; shuttled through the sculptures in the art museum and gave them the forbidden touch; Looking down from the tallest building in the city, this lonely city belongs to me...I feel very comfortable.

On the third day of the disappearance of mankind, after eating a breakfast full of fruits, I opened the first car in my life.While the network navigation was still operating, I drove without a license to four police stations and took all the pistols I could find.Anyway, no matter how big the gun is, it is too heavy and it is cumbersome to carry it.

Then he drove to the zoo on the outskirts of the city and released all the animals.

Sure enough, as I expected, only humans disappeared.

After opening the door of the herbivore first, then all the doors of the freezer compartment, and finally removing the locks on the iron door of the carnivores, the sky is almost completely dark.It took too long to find the key.

As for whether these animals that have lost some of their foraging skills can survive smoothly, it has nothing to do with me.I have done what I can.

Fortunately, there are not a single creature that might be killed by me on the road.So I drove the car that came with peace of mind, and awkwardly returned to the city center with the densest high-rise buildings. This should be the most unlikely place for beasts to come. I found the most prosperous hotel and I lived in.

Although none of the bullets of the pistols found in the end were shot out, it can be said that I was very lucky, but I still kept two at my waist.

In the initial stage, I still charge my mobile phone every day, and the above time will change with the network.

It’s just that all the dynamic updates, whether it’s web page editing, news, space, or circle of friends, are all in a stagnant state.So it didn't take long for me to stop charging my phone, and it seemed cumbersome to carry it every day. The phone is not as useful as a brick, at least bricks can be used for self-defense.

Apart from finding food every day, life is so carefree.

Since the whole city belongs to me, I don't have to worry about food or clothes. What I have to consider every day may only be estimated according to the degree of decay of the food, and what to eat every day.I need to find some food to eat quickly,

An entire city supports one person.Even if I am a thousand-year-old vampire, the resources are more than enough.

I live where I want to live, wear what I want to wear, I sing when I want to sing on the road, and I lie in the middle of the road when I am tired, looking up at the sky.

No one will criticize me because I don't dress in fashion.No one would cover their mouths and laugh because of the out-of-tune.There is no need to deal with interpersonal relationships, no struggle for the future, no work, no postgraduate entrance examinations, no blind dates, and no way of being pointed out because of the Buddhist attitude.

You might think my life is lonely?

No, I don't think so.

Although the power system of the entire city was completely paralyzed about a few months ago, I can still find a lot of entertainment.

However, if it was a few months, in fact, it was probably many days ago, but my feelings were not very long, long ago.Since I'm the only one, the relativity of time has lost its meaning. I can't remember the days or deliberately. After all, knowing my exact age is of no use to me personally.

I know that once the most majestic urban buildings lack human maintenance, they will collapse just around the corner.

Rust and corrosion can't wait for the game at all. As long as a small amount of dust accumulates, it can mess up all kinds of instruments.

So in the early days when the power system was still perfect, I moved in ps4 and Xbox, and played all the console games that I wanted to play but had no time before and were too expensive day and night.

Later, for a period of time, I turned on all the lights around me that I had access to, both in the dark and in the day.I know there will be no electricity one day, and I want to enjoy it as much as possible until then.

Until one day suddenly, my road on the way back became dark, and no building was greeted with bright light to greet me when I returned.

I simply lay on the park bench passing by.The starry sky without artificial light is so bright and full of life.Then I found out how stupid I was that I was living by myself. It was ridiculously stupid.

Originally thought he was free, but he locked himself in the belly of this steel beast.

Since that day, I have moved to this wooden house near the lake.The night without electricity always comes very fast and very long, but I still like to read in the circle of yellow light swaying by candlelight, and read slowly.From Zen and the art of motorcycle maintenance to the handbook of flower and plant breeding to the biography of Dostoevsky, there is no rejection.

These dazzling human cultural crystallizations, but I waited so long...after no one continued to produce them before I realized their beauty.

But what about it?

Since leaving the Internet and electronic products, the day has become longer.Living near the lake, fishing, and improving food; sitting on the back of the tree, pruning their branches, and drinking under the bonfire at night.Occasionally, on some special days, a few deer will come into my field of vision. I don’t know if it was the ones I helped escape.

Fortunately, large creatures are the only kind of beautiful herbivores that appear in front of me, and they won't come close to me.I didn’t know where the guns I prepared at the time would go.

As a human being, blend into nature without losing yourself.

This is what the whole starry sky told me that day.

"Okay, the memory will end here!" Staring at the long-awaited morning glory, unconsciously fell into the whirlpool of memories.

I stood up from the door rail and patted the dust on my butt.

"Let's go, Xiaobai, I finished reading the book yesterday, so let's go shopping for some spiritual food today!"

"Wow!"