Maybe I can't have normal youth

I have always wondered if I did something in my previous life that hurt the world and was cursed in this life.

Since I was young, I have always been possessed by the gods of decay. I have almost never encountered any good things, especially bad luck.

It is said that after I was born, the best maternal and child hospital in our city was stolen for the first time in history.And it was not something else that stole, it was just a batch of newborn babies, and I was among them.

When the case was finally solved and I returned to my biological parents, it was already five months later.Perhaps, I can return to my parents again, it is actually a lucky thing that I survived.

But these five months of displacement have long caused me to be overnourished.

The same batch of stolen babies, both male and female, almost found their next home in a short period of time and became the darling of another family.But I don't know why. At that time, no family was willing to buy me, causing traffickers to dislike me.I think they thought it might be better if they couldn't sell it.

By the time I was retrieved, many of my organs had failed.Although from my current state, my recovery is pretty good.But after all, many sequelae were left behind.

When it rains, my joints always feel faintly painful like an elderly person; the smog in winter will be fine even if others don’t wear a mask. If I take good care of protection, I will still get pneumonia and be hospitalized; every time I switch During the seasons, I always have severe allergies and go to the hospital for injections. For others, it is a flower that represents beauty and emotion. In my eyes, it has become a poison that makes me burst into tears.

Except for such large-scale unlucky events that stretch over a long period of time, at other times in my life, I never seem to get the slightest favor of Goddess of Luck.

People who pass by me with water will always have a great chance of spilling water on me.Although no one is deliberate; buying things will always buy defective products; when I was young, I learned that people around me collected cards and stickers together, and almost nine out of ten times would be exactly the same; if in the class, you want By drawing lots to decide certain things that everyone doesn't want to do, such as staying in school to clean up, I will always be the one who is drawn.

Fortunately, since I was young, not many people bullied me because I was particularly unlucky.What is malicious to me is only life itself.

For so many years now, I have accepted my fate.For me, the only good news is that my bad luck will not spread to others.It won't hurt my family and friends, it's only me who is unlucky.Although I don't go to school because of my poor physique, I don't have many friends.

The body is weak, so I often get sick.But if I went for a check-up, the doctor couldn't find out what was wrong with me.So in the end, I couldn't escape the nightmare of high school entrance examination for sports.

How could I get good grades when I was so physically weak that I didn't even reach the city's average score in the end.Because of this, I was one point short of my dream high school.

I'm here... I'm sitting in the auditorium of this high school playground now... I stepped on the back of the front row of chairs and looked aimlessly at the football field surrounded by the track.

Anyway, during the first days of school, I missed the best time to make friends for some reasons. As a result, I still don’t know the classmates in the class, let alone any friends to chat with...

I don't know if everything would have changed now if I didn't help that old grandma.

If I didn't help that old grandma, then I wouldn't be allergic to pollen because the flower pinned to her left chest should be the gardenia I bought at the entrance of the subway station.

If I did not go to the hospital for a suspension injection because of my severe allergic face swollen into a pig's head, then I wouldn't be discharged from the hospital on the day when my parents did not have time to pick me up.

If it weren't for the exact day, I wouldn't have been drenched in a sudden downpour on the road.Then, as always, slipped on the sidewalk until he fell and turned on his back.

If I hadn't slipped in that place, of course I wouldn't have seen a dying black cat in the grass.

If I didn't want to move the little black cat in the rain to a safe place where it would not be exposed to rain, I would not cross that road.

If I don't pass that road, I won't be slammed by the grumpy old driver in the rainstorm.

If the driver didn't whistle at me, the kitten would naturally not be frightened, so it bit me and grabbed a few.

If the kitten did not bite me and scratch me, then I would naturally not have to get a rabies vaccine, nor would I be hospitalized for observation for a period of time because of some allergic reactions to the vaccine.

If I had not been hospitalized for the second allergy, then I would not miss the golden time to make friends in the first month of school...

Oh, but I really thought too much, I shook my head.With a hapless physique like me, how could there be any change even if that old grandma didn't help.In another timeline, I should be where I am from the current situation.

"Zhao Bai'an." As I shook my head and smiled bitterly, a gentle male voice came into my ears, and someone sat next to me.

Ah, it turned out to be the boy I liked at a glance on the first day of military training.White and tall, it caught my eye.Only at that moment I seemed to think it was okay to pass the exam by one point.

"Zhao Bai'an...Bai'an..." His call brought my thoughts back.

The slightly affectionate name makes me a little uncomfortable.

It's a pity that I don't have any intersection with him, and I don't know what happened to him when he ran over.

"Well, I like you very much... Would you like to be my girlfriend?"

what?What are you kidding?

"Truth or dare?" Everything came too abruptly, besides, how could someone so unlucky to me actually meet someone else confess this kind of thing.

What's more, it just happens to be the boy you like, which really hurts me.

"No, no, no. I really like you... I have been observing you for a long time, and I feel that now is a good time."

"Actually, I think you might not believe it so much... Actually, I have been following you for a long time." The boy continued, "Originally, I just wanted to thank you."

"Thank me?"

"Yes, you helped my grandma that day, and you sent her home. My grandma herself has a slight Alzheimer's syndrome. In fact, there was a slight episode that day. Fortunately you sent her home. Otherwise, we may spend a lot of effort to find it."

I remembered the child-like happy smiling face of Grandma who was wearing Gardenia. Since the address posted on her back is not far away, and seeing that she was almost hit by a motorcycle again, it would be better for me to send Grandma home directly.

"Although you didn't tell my grandma your name, but your school uniform and your school badge. Because it is the same as mine, she remembers this very well."

"Then you have no way to determine that I am that classmate." I shrugged, after all, just now I was wondering if I did the right thing.

The boy smiled brilliantly when he heard my words, and pointed to the top of his left head, "Because my grandma still remembers very firmly-that kind girl has a love card here. We are not number one in military training. Did you take a group photo? Your characteristic is not weak."

"As a result, your military training didn't come the next day. Originally, I wanted to wait for you to go to the classroom to thank you. As a result, you never came again after the first month of school. If it weren't for the head teacher to tell me that you were hospitalized, I I almost thought you dropped out."

"Then I want to come to the hospital altogether, come to thank you and condolences you by the way."

"Then you are so kind." It's all trivial to me, and there is no need for such a lot of trouble.

"As a result, when I arrived at the hospital that day, I happened to see you coming out of the hospital. I originally wanted to catch up with you and thank you, but after thinking about it, it would be too abrupt."

"I walked behind you for a while because I was in the right direction. I didn't expect it to rain suddenly! I don't know why, obviously the weather forecast that day did not say it would rain."

I smiled helplessly, really embarrassed.

"There happens to be no place on the roadside to hide from the rain. But I don't think you care too much."

Yes, after all, I'm basically used to it.

"Anyway, you will continue walking calmly. As a result, I saw you suddenly fell again!"

"Okay, it's okay. You don't need to help me remember." I helped my forehead helplessly.

"Ah sorry Bai An, I didn't mean that. I just want to thank you again for saving Little Briquettes' life."

"Little briquettes?" Which one is this?

"Yeah, that's the little black cat you rescued on the day of the heavy rain. I adopted it after you left."

"Then you don't have to thank me. In the end, it was you, not me, who really saved it." I waved my hand and pushed aside.

"But if it weren't for you, no one would have found that kitten. It might have died silently after the heavy rain."

"So you like me because of these two things?" Neither of these two things are too big for me.

"It can be said that this is a reason for me to pay attention to you." The boy scratched his head. The feeling he gave me was different from those I had met before. He was confident and calm.Perhaps this is the reason why I have a good impression of him at first sight.

"You really like helping others. You take the initiative to take part in the cleaning work every week. You have a really good temper. Every time someone knocks something on your table to the ground or spills a colored drink on your clothes, I have never seen you angry."

"That's because I'm used to it. You won't be angry about it if you experience it too many times." I shrugged again.

"You can say that, but when I found out that I have been paying attention to you, I can no longer look away from me." The boy looked at me seriously, his dark eyes were very deep."I was thinking, maybe this is why God gave me one more point, so that I can just enter this school."

"what did you say?"

"Ah, I said..."

"No, don't repeat it." I waved my hand, I was just a little shocked."Emm... Then I think... Maybe we start with friends first?"

People with physique like me will naturally not believe that good luck is coming.But, in that case, it is precisely because I am a person of such a constitution, what reason is there to not believe in this damn fate?

If he can bring me good luck, then maybe I have to use all the luck I have before in exchange for meeting him.But if this is another joke given to me by God, then what?Just smile and respond.