Maybe I can't have normal youth

After smoothly returning to the dormitory, Liu Yiyi immediately climbed onto the bed, skipping brushing his teeth and washing his face.Even if the headlights were still lit in the bedroom, she fell asleep as soon as her head touched the pillow like Gao Yanran.

It seems that a few hours of happy "concert" is indeed too much consumption for her.

Or is it because you are actively changing clothes during the day and you are exhausted?

I can't tell which is more costly to her.

After the shower, I was wearing my nightdress while blowing my hair, thinking about it.

For me, this is a reasonable solution to waiting time.

Emm, it's finally blown dry!After washing, my hair became silky smooth and fragrant. I am very satisfied.You can smell this reassuring fragrance even in your sleep, right?

Although I only sang one song today because of a whim, it might be because I was dragged up by Liu Yiyi early in the morning, and I feel very tired now.

No matter, go to sleep!

I stretched and opened the bathroom door.

A gust of passive wind was blowing towards my face, and all the hair hanging on my chest drifted backward.

The first thing that came into the line of sight outside the bathroom door was the white fence surrounding the city and the marble benches scattered around it.

This is my third time here, right?Although it always caught me off guard, I was much calmer this time.

"Really." I whispered to myself.

I don't know when I started to fall asleep. Is the comfortable hot bath just my dream?

Except for the first time I came to the White Church inexplicably, it can be inferred from these two times that the road to the subconscious temple is a seamless dream that is almost exactly the same as reality.

Hey, fortunately I have all my dreams and memories of reality here, otherwise I will fall into self-doubt every time I arrive here.

I walked forward without looking back, and took the bathroom door by the way.

The milky white door slowly closed behind me, while isolating the heat from the shower, and my nightdress was naturally replaced with white singles and shorts.

Huh?

why……

Why does this happen here?

Everything is broken and suspended, only the circle of white railings and the bench I first saw through the bathroom door frame are on the same plane as me.

The floors, walls, and domes of the subconscious hall... all fell apart, split into pieces of varying sizes, floating in the air at different angles randomly.

I used to wonder what was outside of this subconscious hall, but now it seems to be just a blank piece of white.

Above the dome and below the cracked floor a few steps away from me, there was a vast expanse like dense fog.

According to this inference, the temple of the subconscious should be suspended in the void like this, and these two doors can help me lead to other places.

Emm, but now I am completely stuck?I looked at the void ahead, but it was three steps away from me.

The milky white door still has the white painted metal branches and leaves coiling upwards.It's just that all the white leaves and the white petals on top are all scattered around where they should be.Inside the two marble door panels there are still faint but not very real reliefs.

I pushed the door and didn't move.

I grabbed the metal branches and continued to push and pull harder.

"Crack—" The door didn't move at all, but a crack appeared.

Hey, it seems that if I continue to push down hard, this door will probably fall apart like the floor and the wall.

What a dilemma!I don't know what to do.

"Huh...?" A familiar voice came from a position above the back.

When I turned my head, I saw a figure sitting up on a marble bench that was suspended with my back facing me, not far from the white fence.

"Xiao Bai, you are finally here! I waited until you waited until I fell asleep." On the bench, it was Miki who looked like the Red Queen with sleepy eyes.

The fiery red noble dress that I have become so familiar with on Red Heart Island has become so eye-catching here where it is all white.

Although the bench is tilted almost 60°, Miki still seems to be able to sit at the same angle as the chair without sliding down.

"Come here, Xiaobai. Where are you stupidly doing?" Miki put one hand on the back of the chair and beckoned with the other.

"How do I come here?" As long as I take a step forward, I will fall into this endless white.

"How did you come here? Of course you came here." Miki was puzzled by my question.

"But... this can't go, all this is broken!"

"Broken?" Miki didn't seem to understand what I meant.

"Yes, this white church..." I carefully described the appearance of the subconscious temple in my eyes to Miki.

"It's weird, in my eyes this is exactly the same as before."

"Let's do this, I'll take you to try it." Miki stood up from the bench, and the whole person was directly at a 30° angle with the horizontal ground where I was, feeling that it would be almost stuck to the horizontal surface.

But she seemed to be truly unaffected by this shattering, walking calmly all the way, as if walking on the ground.After stepping out of the edge of the previous fragment, she teleported to the fragment where she should have stepped on the ground before breaking.Miki walked to me so easily and naturally.

"Look." Miki shrugged. "I'll just say nothing has changed."

But in my eyes, it is indeed an earth-shaking change.For her, it seemed so simple.

Looking at Miki's calm appearance, I deeply realized that this seemed to be my own problem.

"Come on." She held out a hand to me, "Let's sit there."

"Emm, can you change it and just sit on that chair?" I pointed my finger at the only marble bench that was on the same plane as me now. I was afraid that I would sit on the bench before Miki. I feel that the whole person is crooked.

"Okay." Miki took my right hand and walked forward.

As my foot stepped into nothingness, all the fragments in my field of vision changed one hundred and eighty degrees.

Ah, I looked at the soles of my feet.Unconsciously, I teleported to the next fragment just like when Miki came.

The piece where I was before has been completely turned over, and the white metal flower that originally bloomed on the top seems to be within reach.

No, it's not right.I finally realized that it was not that they had converted one hundred and eighty degrees, but that I was standing on a piece of floor that was almost completely turned over.

If you look at me from the position just now, it should be in an upside-down state.

It seems that I deliberately changed a position to be unnecessary. As long as I stand on which piece of debris, that piece of debris represents a level in my opinion.

Miki took me and continued to walk forward, as when she came, we passed countless fragments.Although my sight is always level, the surrounding scenery and space still make me feel dizzy and nauseous.

"Here." Miki let go of my hand.

The milky white door directly in front of the field of vision was restored to its original level.

An extremely easy distance for Miki, but a long and difficult journey for me, a layer of fine cold sweat already oozes from my forehead.

"Huh~" I sighed deeply, suppressing the nausea, closed my eyes and rubbed my temples with my hands and collapsed on the bench.