Maybe I can't have normal youth

Since the last time we chose the script, we are still in a decision-making stage in a short period of time.

Every day is just going to school as usual. In the almost three-point-one-line cycle of going back and forth between dormitories, round tables, and classrooms, life becomes a little boring.

The first semester is coming to an end, and the knowledge of the professors has gradually become profound.Especially in my college general physics class, it was pure and lovely when it started, and now it has begun to show its fangs.I really don't know what it will look like in the next semester.

Perhaps because of being a little busy, I have fewer opportunities to meet Miki in my dreams, and in the past few days I have rarely dreamed of strong connections with surrounding things.

With the gradual deepening of the course, the three people will spend more time studying at the round table every day, no longer chatting idly like at the beginning, but have more vocabulary meaning of the word "self-study" itself .

Because the directions of the three of us are different, although we can't have a good and deep understanding of each other's work, as an outsider, sometimes we can give some ideas to escape the logical framework.

Such a boring ordinary life until this day when I met Huang Han and Zi Chen for self-study, I didn't realize that there seemed to be anything unusual.

Zi Chen, who chose to study chemistry because of his fever, was able to persist until now, which actually surprised me a bit.

But it's just the beginning, everything always has a icing coating at the beginning.In the current initial stage, the colorful flame reaction has made Zi Chen, who is immersed in the world of chemical experiments every day, more interested in this subject.

I always smile silently every time I listen to her and us at the round table describe what an amazing experiment today is.I really don’t know that after she licked all the icing clean, the insides of tedious separation and extraction, organic experiments requiring top-level gas masks, and synthetic reactions that would burn and explode if you were not careful, were in her mouth. What will it taste like?

Don't ask how I knew it, it was all bitter tears.

But after all, in this respect, everyone feels different. Some people hear "crossing the pillars" talking about tigers, while others are fascinated by the deeper and wonderful world.At this stage, I still can't feel whether Zi Chen is three minutes hot or not.

Of course, in the chemical world, in addition to experiments, mathematics is also indispensable.It is science after all, and the equivalent calculation of reaction products is very important. At the same time, theoretical electron migration, energy changes caused by orbital changes, spectral analysis, crystal field theory, etc., contain a lot of mathematical elements.

Zi Chen had always been in liberal arts before, so even if she was smarter, she still felt a little strenuous when she first started to calculate these numbers.

But even so, when we study together every day, Zi Chen will still chat with us about interesting things every day.If she didn't speak, she would be silently immersed in the world of problem solving, and would not rest until all the problems were solved.Seeing her serious look, I knew what she said was not nonsense at the beginning of the course selection, and I no longer make any jokes about her choice, but hope she can continue to study and explore.

It's just that today...

Zi Chen looked different, with a slight abnormality.

No, it is abnormal.

She did not immerse herself in the question, nor did she talk to us, but kept her head down, resting her head against the edge of the table, not knowing what she was doing.The question book that greeted her was placed in front of her, but the place where the answer should have been filled in was completely unrecognizable by her. The question book reluctantly showed a pitiful look, but she never thought that Zi Chen would ignore it. Its pitiful appearance.

"Zi Chen, what's the matter with you?" Huang Han looked at Zi Chen's soul not guarding the house.

Zi Chen, who didn't know what he was thinking just now, came back to his senses.She opened her eyes wide, and the mole at the corner of her eye looked even more pitiful now.If it weren't for us already very familiar with her, I'm afraid we would really think that she is the kind of weak and weak girl who has a special flavor.But compared to the way I am now, I naturally like her who was once warm, lively and cheerful.

"Zi Chen, what's the matter with you? What happened?" I also noticed that there was something wrong with Zi Chen just now, but just because I was a little busy, I always forgot the words.After staring at her several times, I stopped working.

Looking at Zi Chen today, we are very uninterested in the things I am interested in. Huang Han and I frowned.

In the impression, Zi Chen has always maintained an extremely optimistic attitude towards what is happening around him, and there has never been such a state of despair, which is really worrying now.

Recalling that when she came to the round table today, she did not seem to have the same energetic greetings as before.Damn, why didn't I notice it sooner!

Although the two of us asked like this, Zi Chen didn't intend to say anything.After looking at us for a while, she pursed her lips and shook her head to signal that she was fine.

"Really all right?" Huang Han shook Zi Chen's hand.

"It's okay." Zi Chen gave us a smile instead, "I will tell you something big!"

She herself said it was okay, but Huang Han and I didn't think so.The more Zi Chen is like this, the more I feel that she must be hiding something from us. She doesn't tell me now, I'm really afraid that this matter is not a trivial matter.

But since Zi Chen shook his head at us now, let's put the matter of asking her aside.Besides, I am a person who likes to go with the flow. I don't care if the other party is willing to tell me if it is not particularly critical.I will listen carefully if I am willing to say it, I will not force myself if I am not willing to say it.In any case, she will not run away, and the matter will not be solved out of thin air. If there are really any troubles, Zi Chen will certainly speak when the time is right. As friends, we will naturally help her.

"Anything can come to us to discuss." After all, I ordered it all.

"Alright! Thank you Xiaoan and Huang Han, I will do the question first~"

After I asked Zi Chen with Huang Han and brought her back to reality, Zi Chen finally started to pay attention to the question book that no one cares about.

Everything around seemed to be calm again. Huang Han was still looking down at her "The Old Man and the Sea". In the impression, this seemed to be the second time she had read the book from the beginning, and Zi Chen had fiddled with her. With curly hair, I lowered my head and struggled in the exercises while playing with my fingers. After seeing this scene, I was relieved and started to lower my head and continue to be busy with the drama club.

Since the last time I came up with inspiration and completed "The Meaning of My Existence", in fact, I have not been very sure in my heart.Now that we have passed with the advantage of more votes, from the selection of actors to the selection of props, there may be many problems we need to face.

I studied the following facts. Although in the previous dream, I had been to the drama club where Zichen High School was located, but it was limited to this.Things about drama clubs seem to be a brand new world to me, and everything I know is limited to information searched on the Internet.

The appearance of Zi Chen’s unsuccessful soul in the past few days has made me very worried. I originally wanted to rely on the vice president more. Now I only ask her to worry about things that don’t affect her too much. Don’t let anything appear in the preparations of the theater. trouble.Otherwise, this drama club may not be officially established.

Because the three of us chose different courses at the beginning of semester, Zi Chen still has a course schedule in the future, so we prepared to leave the round table for self-study, and wander around the campus together for a while, and we should also relax.