Maybe I can't have normal youth

Just when I realized that I was determined to find Miki’s purpose, a pink figure came into my eyes——

It is still the familiar shape of the Red Queen, but it seems that all the red areas have become pink and tender, which is really suitable.

The peach-pink red queen version of Miki looks much cuter than before. Thanks to the blessing of the color, the high cold air of the old queen disappeared today. Miki rushed over to me and gave it as it did in this hall. I am a bear hug.

"Xiaobai, you are here!" Miki hugged me tightly. This time I didn't push her away, but instead put my hands around her back.Her peach-pink hair rubbed against my neck, itchy and fragrant, which made me very happy.

"Xiao Bai, is there anything you came to see for me today?" She looked at me like the Red Queen with her round eyes.

But before I could answer her question, Miki took me to let me go out with her: "Xiaobai, you go out with me for a walk. Nice pink, it's a pity not to go out, let's talk while walking. ."

Listening to Miki's happy tone, I didn't say much, letting her drag me forward.

From what was only observed in the hall, the internal structure of the Red Castle has not changed much. To be precise, it seems that today’s Red Heart Island is nothing more than a color change, but everyone takes it for granted. I didn't say much.

I remember that Miki once told me that this place exists because of me. Perhaps all these changes today are also due to my own subjective thoughts.

The journey from the castle is not too long. Miki, who was wrapped in pink along the way, was very excited, sharing with me recent interesting events on the island, and chatting nonstop.Listening to and responding to Miki, we unknowingly walked back to the entrance of the playground.

Naturally, the merry-go-round is exclusively for us. When Miki and I walked here, the colorful trojan horses began to rotate slowly, accompanied by very soft music, which sounded very comfortable.

Miki took the brunt of choosing a big white horse she was satisfied with and jumped up. Due to wearing the heavy and complicated noble dress, she could only sit on the horse back sideways.With the pink atmosphere and the playground, the image of Empress Miki has long since disappeared, but she looks like a noble little princess.

"Xiao Bai, come up soon." Miki urged me.

I also sat on the horseback next to her and chose to sit on the side like her, so that we were face to face.

"I've been here so many times, this is the first time I really played in the amusement park. And today it's all pink atmosphere, it feels very special." I can't help sighing.

As soon as the merry-go-round went up and down, the sights of Miki and I were side by side, and sometimes high and low.

"In fact, this is not the first time, but it is also a rare opportunity. I have to take advantage of this rare pink island and get out more and feel it."

Miki explained her good mood to me, but heard different points in my ears: "Huh? Have you had it many times before?"

"It only appeared once, but it was a long, long time ago. It's normal for you to forget it. There was no playground at that time. This is a big lawn."

"So..."

"Do you have no idea what this is because of?"

"Perhaps." I can only give an ambiguous answer, knowing that all these changes should have come from my own feelings, but I don't know why.

"Then why did you come to Heart Island this time? I feel that this time you are not the same as the previous few times, you have a purpose."

"Indeed," I nodded affirming Miki's feelings, "My friend has encountered some emotional problems, and I want to hear your opinion."

"Oh? Just like this?" Miki narrowed his eyes.

"Ah...maybe there are some personal emotions." Under her gaze, I had to admit it again.

I added: "But, how can I put it, everything is too hazy. It is clearly my own business, but it is more vague than the experience of everyone else."

It sounds really ridiculous and helpless.

Miki understood that I was telling the truth, but she shrugged and said, "Xiaobai, the vague experience may naturally have its vague truth. I don't think you have to make something clear again."

"When I was drinking tea with the rabbit before, he told me a strange talk. I don’t know who told him again. He said that a friend of a friend of his friend had a bad memory, and then that person experienced After all the hardships, he finally obtained the potion that erased all his memories. He drank it without hesitation, and finally resumed life like a piece of white paper."

Miki paused, took a look at me, and continued: "But it didn't take long for him to realize through some clues that he seemed to have amnesia. He didn't remember anything. He was too curious about his previous experience. , Even imagined that he actually suffered a retaliatory blow from the enemy to become like this. In order to retrieve his memory, he finally found the potion to restore his memory through all the hardships, and drank it again. ..."

"Emm..." I frowned, this is really a mixed story.

"The strange talk hasn't finished yet," Miki leaned his head towards me slightly. "This person is very regretful after recovering his memory. He wrote all kinds of notes to himself, saying, "Don't find my memory" on it. Warning. Do you know what happened next?"

"It will backfire instead?"

"Yes, the note I wrote made the man believe in the conspiracy theory even more. No matter what the man thought of, he failed to stop himself who wanted to find the answer. So just like this time and time again The cycle goes back and forth. It is said that he is more than a thousand years old now, and he is still unable to get out of the cycle.

After Miki finished speaking, he sat up straight on horseback again.

This is really a...I don't know what good talk to say.

There was such silence between me and Miki, spinning the carousel round and round.

"Then...what do you think about my friend?" In the end, I broke the atmosphere.

"Well, you know everything in your heart, don't you?" The pink Miki felt back to the calm Red Queen this time. She tilted her head and smiled at me.

"Emm..." I don't know how to respond.

"Xiaobai, in fact, you are the same as before. Be a listener. It's good to keep you true." Miki continued after all. "You know everything, don't you? The difficulty is not just making decisions, but you too. There is no right to make decisions for others. How each person chooses each path is actually up to her, and only the person involved can have a delicate experience in emotional matters. You can't know this more clearly. "

Yeah, I couldn't be clearer.

The merry-go-round did not know when it had stopped.It seemed that it was time to leave.

"Sure enough, you know me best..." I jumped off my horse and stretched out my hand to help Miki down.

"Xiao Bai, I had a great time today." She handed me her hand.