Maybe I can't have normal youth

Maybe this sakura forest is the sacred place to witness this pair of lovers. Even if spring passes and autumn comes, the cherry blossoms have already fallen without a trace. The leaves of the cherry blossoms have been yellowed and stained with traces of time. The figure of the individual has not changed.

It is still the couple, but in this season of rustling and fruitful autumn, the girl’s long skirt has long turned into an autumn coat, and the boy and girl walk hand in hand in the cherry blossom forest.

But I can feel the emotions that I had foreseen the girl in the young man's heart, and he still seemed to be thinking about something.But because they are lovers in love, even if they are still obsessed with something, there are still many romantic moments between the two.

The young girl seemed to understand what was thinking in the young man’s heart. After she whispered something in the boy’s ear, she trot away shyly. The pink face looked so cute that people could not help but want to hold it in her hand. .

In fact, the boy’s current condition is not very good. After the girl ran away, he did not follow in her footsteps. He was just stunned in the cherry blossom forest. The autumn wind blew the windbreaker jacket he didn’t wear. The face also has a pink outer packaging because of the girl's whisper just now.

It's really an enviable pair!Looking at such a wonderful scene, I sighed in my heart.

But I did not expect that I only got half of it, but not the other half.It turns out that there are many fairy tales that seem particularly perfect, and there will always be some extremely unbearable endings...Even if the ending that we thought was perfect, there are always follow-up stories we don't know.

In the winter, the cherry blossom forest had no vitality, and the cherry blossom trees just stood there. After a snowstorm, they changed into white snow clothes and waited for the two of them to arrive.

Time seemed to have passed for a long time, and the originally immature faces of the teenagers and girls gradually became more mature.

Although I don't know what is truly mature, it seems to me that it is.

The girl took the boy's arm, and the two wandered through the cherry blossom forest as they did in the past.Naturally, there are no other witnesses besides me, and there is no other scenery besides two series of footprints behind them.

The scene of heavy snowfall no longer exists, and the two people have been walking in this way, walking step by step, even the frequency is very synchronized.I can't help but think that they may have already stepped into the palace of marriage, but I don't know if it is just my cranky thinking.

As I thought about it, as the two people moved forward, the surrounding scenes changed again.

especially--

This time it was not in the cherry blossom forest.

This seems to be really related to marriage?

Snow white skirt, lace skirt yarn.Looking at the dress on the girl, I realized that this is a bridal shop!

This is really the first time I have come to a bridal shop. Weddings are really too far away for me. Maybe someday I will really come into contact with these things, but who knows?

But speaking, the story of the two of them is really like a drama.It's just that time moves so fast, if you really want to write a drama, you might really not know how many scenes there will be.

While I was thinking about this, the originally immature teenager has now become more mature and stable.He wore a black suit and came to the woman's side. Yes, this was the shy girl in the cherry blossom forest, and this was also the teenager who was full of thinking.They both smiled at each other, their faces full of sweetness.

Looking at the two of them like this, I think I might understand what the honey-like breath that I felt at the beginning indicates.

But they didn’t give me much time to think,

The pictures around me changed again, but there were no teenagers, girls, or cherry blossom trees. I seemed to be locked in a projection room.

At this moment, there is a remote control beside my hand, and there are no other buttons besides a play button. It seems to help me alleviate the trouble of learning to use, but it seems to force me to watch something. Something like.

I don't know who this means, or maybe the person who wants me to do this is myself.

Forget it, no matter who it is.After I picked up the remote control, I naturally pressed the play button.

After waiting quietly for a while, the screen in front of my eyes lit up, and I was really familiar with the scenes that were played at the beginning. That was all the love development that I had just witnessed.The screen is full, and the screen is full of sweetness. Apart from the sweetness, I don't see any other factors.

But how can there be only honey in love?

This thought only appeared for a moment, but the player beside me seemed to have read my thoughts in an instant. A fast forward button appeared, and the play button no longer existed.

I followed the change of the button and pressed it again. As I expected at that moment, the originally seemingly sweet love, indeed other stories happened.

As I have always realized in my mind, all fairy tales will not be forever sweet. We will always find that everything around us has long since changed.

After the teenager and the girl are ready to step into the marriage palace, when they walk through the cherry blossom forest again, they lose the sweetness of the past. It seems that walking with the girl is more of a pleasure for the teenager. , But a programming requirement.

He is like a robot that has been arranged. Apart from thinking all day long, he just stands blankly beside the girl with a cold face, walking in the cherry blossom forest, performing from another angle. What kind of obligation is it.

Is the love at this time really fading?

The girl’s joyful face gradually dimmed when she saw the boy every day. She originally had a little hope for the boy, but as time passed by, the girl’s face did not even show any hope. Over.

There are always people who say that there are stars hidden in the eyes of people in love, and they will shine at some point.

I have seen it in the eyes of a young girl before. At that time, she was just an innocent girl. After experiencing all this, it seems that everything has changed.I don't know whether it is the relationship of the teenager that has changed, or that all of us have changed with the increase of experience.

Naturally, I don't know the specific reasons, but looking at the appearance of the two of them, I will inevitably feel a little uncomfortable.It was like the first time I saw the girl turned around and saw the expression that no one responded and was extremely disappointed, the sorrow and sorrow in her heart was not at all false, but she didn't understand where it came from.

The starlight in the girl's eyes gradually dimmed, and the light on the projection screen gradually dimmed.

When I thought that everything would end in such a dull way, everything changed again...

A room appeared on the screen, which looked like a girl’s room.

The girl was hiding in the house alone and sobbing, but I could only watch her sad.

If I'm in that environment, maybe I still have a chance to come to her, comfort her softly, and listen to the distress in her heart.It's a pity that I'm just in a projection room somewhere. Apart from seeing these scenes, I have nothing else I can do.I can only wait and see, but feel the emotions of her.

This feeling is like a knife cut.

Very uncomfortable.

In front of the girl, there was a notebook that was torn off by somebody, which seemed to be a wedding invitation.

Although I didn't see the name in the wedding invitation, my instinct told me it should belong to a girl's wedding.

Isn't that her wedding to the boy?

But for some reason, has the wedding been cancelled?

why?

I do not know.

"XX, you open the door! Let's have a good talk."

The sound of knocking on the door came into my ears, and I still couldn't know the names of the girl and the boy. Even their faces were not so clear, but the emotions of both sides kept knocking on my heart.

Although the voice sounds a little changed, I can be sure that it must be the voice of the boy.

Although it is not so immature now, the deep feeling has not changed. Some feelings will not change no matter how long in the past, maybe it is just like the yearning for love between them both...

If so, I hope so.

"You go."

After finishing her emotions, the girl turned and walked towards the door.Although there were still a few lines of tears on her face, the girl was already refreshed. Apart from her bloated eyes and tears that had just dried out, her tightly pressed lips and firm eyes made me understand that she had made up her mind.

The girl opened a trace of the bedroom door, and did not let the boy in, she just left a small gap, so that the two could hear the voice of each other very clearly.

The girl's voice was calm, serious and determined, it was a feeling that she had taken everything down.It seemed that no matter what the boy had to respond to next, it had nothing to do with her.

Although I also hope that the boy can say something, it is a pity that the boy left without saying anything.

After hearing the footsteps of the teenager leaving, the girl once again shed tears, and her sadness cannot be changed.

Seeing this scene, my heart is also very uncomfortable.I don't know who this girl is, but I have a familiar feeling.

However, this is just my feeling, no matter how I say it, I still hope that this girl can usher in her own happiness.I believe that the end I see is only part of her forward movement, not the real end.

During the period when I was sad and sighed, everything went back to the original point again.I once again came to the scene where the cherry blossom forest was. The cherry blossom forest was still there, the sweet laughter was still there, the spring breeze was still blowing, and the surrounding air was still so sweet.

Maybe this is the so-called feeling. It may be sweet at the beginning, but as time goes by, with a little bit of enthusiasm melting, even the honey will sooner or later dissolve.

Although I returned to the starting point, I never saw anyone again.The laughter is still there, floating in the sky, but I am like the lost boy, no trace of the girl can be found no matter how I look for it...