Maybe I can't have normal youth

Chapter 104

Zhao Baian looked at the members of the drama club who were slowly dispersing, their heads were still in a misty state, and the whole thoughts were like scattered fragments floating in her head.

She must admit that her mental state is not good at all today, and she shook her head between this unreal half-dream and half-waking.

I don't know when Chen Yudi and Huang Han looked at her at the same time. Zhao Bai'an inadvertently raised his head and met their eyes.

"What are you two looking at?" The two people showed the same look, and she couldn't help but ask.

"I want to ask you what's wrong? Why do you look so bad and uncomfortable? It was pretty bad when I first came here, it got better halfway, but it's not so good now." Huang Han said rushingly, watching She had very little observation of Zhao Baian's state.

"Oh, I'm fine!" Zhao Baian dealt with it casually, then turned his head and wanted to go out from the door, but Huang Han did not expect to add something after her today.

"Student Chen Yudi, then please send Xiao'an off."

Zhao Baian looked back at Huang Han in amazement. Her sudden sentence made people feel a bit confused by Monk Zhang Er.Logically speaking, isn't it more reasonable to send it to Huang Han?

Huang Han seemed to see Zhao Baian's question and explained: "I still have something to do, so I won't go in the direction of the bedroom."

After that, Huang Han walked quickly into Zhao Bai'an, and whispered in her ear: "Silently give your college life more color."

Before Zhao Baian could react, Huang Han walked towards the door in a stride, and the speed was too fast, causing her mouth to open and he could only stare at the back that Huang Han left her.

"Student Bai An, let's go, I will take you back to the bedroom."

Zhao Baian turned her head to look at the source of the sound. For some reason she suddenly felt that Chen Yudi seemed to have been picked up by Huang Han. She was a little embarrassed, and she felt that she had deliberately avoided her eyes.

"Cough, cough," Zhao Baian gave a lightly awkward cough, and then politely refused, "No, thank you magician classmate."

Chen Yudi looked at Zhao Bai'an blankly. He seemed to have unexpectedly thought of her attitude.I don't know if it was Zhao Bai'an's illusion, there was a sense of loss in the corner of his eyes inexplicably, but it was only a moment, fleeting.

Zhao Baian even suspected that she was thinking too much, but she explained: "I want to go to the school library later to find some materials, so I won't go back to the bedroom."

This is a truth. She really wants to go to the library. There are a lot of books in the library of Haichuan University. Zhao Bai'an wants to find a book dedicated to dreams and reality.

Naturally, she has often been tortured in dreams recently, and it cannot be said that she has been tortured, after all, there are good and bad things.It's just that from the day of the school opening ceremony, dreams different from ordinary people have never stopped.

Naturally, it is impossible for Zhao Baian to tell this to others, so she wanted to find some knowledge she didn't know from books, hoping to help herself.

"Ah, well, if you have any physical discomfort, don't force yourself to go skating. We can discuss going to other places." Chen Yudi expressed understanding, smiled at Zhao Baian, and then turned his head after an order. go away.

And Zhao Baian didn't hesitate anymore, turning his head and following his feet and feet to leave the theater activity venue, and strode towards the library.

Coming to the library, Zhao Baian found the name of the relevant book on the machine according to the previous plan, and then began to search for the book about dreams, but it was strange that no matter how she searched, she didn’t find it. She read all of her bookshelves.

It suddenly occurred to her that she might be able to ask the librarian, but foolishly looking for it by herself was not the answer.

Thinking like this, Zhao Baian slowly walked towards the entrance of the library when he came.

"Hello, may I find a book on Mystery of Dreams in our library. I want to know where it is."

"Oh, good classmate, let me see for you."

The librarian was very polite, and Zhao Baian was waiting patiently. The librarian handed her a list of books for a while, and Zhao Baian looked at the librarian inexplicably.

"Student, we only purchased one copy of that book. It seems to be quite popular recently. I was borrowed by this classmate a few days ago."

After the administrator finished speaking, his right hand clicked on one of the names again. Zhao Baian looked down, and a few large characters appeared before her eyes-Chen Yudi.

She was stunned. At this moment, she was a little bit dumbfounded, but also felt very confused. Why did Chen Yudi want to borrow this book?Is it just a coincidence?

"Hey..." She sighed helplessly, and finally gave up.

But sooner or later, they will be borrowed. Zhao Baian left the mobile phone number with the librarian so that when Chen Yudi returns a book, she will be notified.Then she strode out of the library and walked bored along the tree-lined path on the campus. At this time, the branches were basically bare.And the cool and slightly bitter air regained her spirit little by little.

Zhao Baian sat down on a clean bench and quietly felt the breeze blowing on his face. It was not the soft breeze of spring, but under the sunshine, the blowing wind began to bring some warm breath.Her body leaned back gently against the back of the chair, her stretched arms touched the tree trunk beside her, leaving a rough touch on her fingertips.In such an environment, it really relaxes people.

She couldn't help closing her eyes, thinking about taking a short break, but she didn't expect her consciousness to begin to lose a little bit, and finally became more and more confused.

I don't know how long it took, and there was a burst of laughter in my ear.

"Hahaha! Haha~"

Zhao Baian opened her eyes abruptly, only to find that she was in this winding and rugged alley, and a group of children were playing games not far in front.

A group of children were chasing a child running and playing, and the little girl who was being chased kept dodging.

At first, Zhao Baian didn't care, thinking it was just a very ordinary game, but preferring coincidences, the little girl suddenly ran behind her.

At the same time, the little girl quietly grasped the corner of her clothes tightly.

Zhao Baian looked down at the little girl, and shook her little hand with her backhand, her hands were dripping with sweat, and the little girl's eyes flashed with panic.

As soon as Zhao Baian wanted to lower his head and ask what was going on with the little girl, the other children ran up to her and started to pull the little girl up.

Out of a mentality to protect the weak, Zhao Baian naturally couldn't stand idly by and couldn't help but help the little girl.

She separated the little girl from the group of children who seemed to be bullying.The children basically only reached her waist, and even the tallest one only reached her chest.Zhao Baian is equivalent to an adult to them, so he didn't dare to rely too much.

Zhao Baian stood in between them, the little girl didn't say anything, and the group of children began to question her a little displeased: "Sister, why are you protecting a murderer?"

"What?" Zhao Bai'an was completely confused by the children's words.

"Sister, I'm not a murderer, they are talking nonsense!! Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu in her voice, as if she was afraid that Zhao Baian would hand her over.

The chaotic voices of the group of children sounded again: "Don't be sophistry! You are a murderer, your father killed someone, so you are a murderer too!"

Zhao Bai'an was a little bit troubled by the group of children. Although she didn't understand the situation at all, she didn't like the accusation of sitting like this very much, so she yelled: "Okay, you guys don't have any more trouble, get out!"

The group of children looked at Zhao Baian's uncompromising posture, and made a grimace at her and the little girl behind me: "Lululu..." Then they ran away quickly.

And the little girl kept crying behind Zhao Bai'an: "Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

Zhao Baian looked back at the little girl, tears constantly rolling out of her big eyes.

Zhao Baian couldn't help but stretched out his hand and wiped off the fragile tear marks remaining on the girl's cheeks. The young face and trembling shoulders made her feel very uncomfortable.

For a moment, Zhao Baian had a strong voice in her heart telling her to hurry up and hug the little girl into her arms, but in the end, because of the initial sense of alienation, she didn't do that.Just squatted down and took the little girl's hand.

But no matter what, Zhao Baian should be comforted.So she racked her brains to search for what she thought was appropriate: "Little sister, don’t cry. My sister told you that tears are for the weak. If you cry like this, it will only make those who have bullied you feel You are very bullied."

The little girl looked up at Zhao Bai'an, her eyes full of confusion.

(End of this chapter)