Maybe I can't have normal youth
Chapter 19 Family Affairs
Chapter 119
Zhao Baian immediately stood up from the stool and walked to the side of the beverage vending machine. There was no steel jumper beside him and he had to scan the code, and then quickly returned to Yang Liu Yiyi with a bottle of beverage.
She gave Zhao Baian a grateful look, then picked up the drink, unscrewed it, and poured it into her mouth.
After the cool liquid slipped into her mouth, Zhao Baian watched her throat move slightly, and the flushed face slowly became calmer.
Yangliu Yiyi screwed on the cap, then slowly put down the drink in his hand, staring at Zhao Baian in a daze.
"What's wrong with you? Why are you so overreacting?" Zhao Baian asked specifically, actually he wanted to test her.
Yang Liu Yiyi was a little puzzled: "Hey~ Classmate Xiaoan, why are you so weird today? Before Liu Yiyi Liu Yiyi screamed so smoothly, why do you want to change it?"
"It's not because after thinking about calling you Liu Yiyi, I didn't get your consent. Maybe you actually don't like our call like that? So if you don't like it, you can change it?" Zhao Bai'an was sloppy. , Deliberately or unintentionally continue to test.
"Come on, you, how can anyone specifically confirm whether I like a nickname? People Xiaoan called you, haven't you asked?"
"Emm...it seems to be the same." Feeling that the temptation is about to fail, Yang Liu Yiyi's rebuttal is very reasonable.
Zhao Baian originally thought that the topic was over, but Yang Liuyiyi took it on herself: "Then why are you calling this fairy Liu Yiyi?"
Zhao Baian scratched his head, and replied a little embarrassedly: "Oh, it was not convenient at first, Yangliu Yiyi is too long!"
"Hmph! You are all yelling Liu Yiyi Liu Yiyi, why don't you think Chang is called Yang Liuyi!"
"What's the matter? You really don't like this nickname? Yangliuyiyi, Liuyiyi, Yangliuyi, Xiaoyi...all you can choose."
"Alright! Stop talking about this! The name is so annoying!" Yang Liu Yiyi was obviously avoiding Zhao Bai'an's words, and there seemed to be a slight anger in the eyes at this moment, which made Zhao Bai'an stop talking immediately.
She looked at Yang Liu Yiyi in a daze. She wanted to say something to change the topic, but for a while, her elm head was filled with dreams about Xiaoyi.
But Yang Liu Yiyi just bowed his head and continued to eat, the scene suddenly became a bit embarrassing, and Zhao Baian suddenly felt that he had nowhere to rest.
After a long time, perhaps it was because of Zhao Baian's stunned eyes that Yang Liu Yiyi realized something.
She put down the bowls and chopsticks in her hands, raised her head to face Zhao Bai'an, "Xiao'an, I didn't mean to target you."
Her tone changed from the excitement and exaggeration of the past, and became calmer. At the same time, she also changed the "people" that she was talking about into "me", which made Zhao Bai'an a little unaccustomed.
Yangliu Yiyi opened his mouth as if trying to explain to Zhao Baian, but couldn't say anything.
In fact, Zhao Baian was not angry, so I wanted to relieve the embarrassment between the two of them through Yang Liu Yiyi's words: "Did I just say something wrong? If something is wrong with me, I apologize to you."
Zhao Baian saw Yang Liu Yiyi sway his head a few times, then lowered his head and pulled a few mouthfuls of meat, feeling hesitated to say something, or perhaps sorting it out.Her face was a bit unsightly at first, and there was obvious rejection on her face. Compared with just now, she was more obvious now.But then it became calm and relieved.
The atmosphere became relaxed again, so Zhao Baian also waited silently while eating the food.
"Xiao'an, in fact, you just accidentally touched some of my bad memories..."
Yang Liu Yiyi's attitude changed drastically. She lost her previous resistance and opened her heart to Zhao Bai'an: "Xiao'an, the two of us are good friends. I don't mind telling you about my family affairs and the past. It's just a momentary memory of me. It stunned his head."
The appearance of Yangliu Yiyi made Zhao Bai'an unbearable, and she suddenly felt that she was too selfish.
Zhao Baian, Zhao Baian, in order to satisfy his curiosity, went so far as to touch others' sad things.Zhao Baian criticized himself in his heart.
Yu Qing and Li Zhao Bai'an felt a bit unreasonable. She was a little disappointed in herself. The curiosity about dreams just disappeared suddenly, so she hurriedly declined: "Yang Liu Yiyi, if you don't want to say it, don't say it. I will never say it again. Don't ask, let's eat well!"
"No, Xiaoan, I want to tell you that you are the first person to trust me so much, and I want to tell you everything in my heart." Yang Liu Yiyi put down his chopsticks and smiled at Zhao Baian.
Facing Yang Liu Yiyi’s trust, Zhao Bai’an was really grateful, but seeing that she became so unlike her usual Yang Liu Yiyi, Zhao Bai’an felt a vague and bad feeling in her heart. If she had guessed a lot before, then Now she is 100% sure that the person in front of her is the same Xiaoyi back then!
Destiny is really good at making fun of people. The accident that year happened unexpectedly. Years later, they should have been enemies. Two people who were not opposed were actually arranged in the same school.They are even in the same club, but they have never known each other.So he also became friends.
Zhao Baian suddenly felt that the world was unpredictable, sometimes even a little ridiculous.
She didn't dare to imagine these two people who were already friends, what would they be like if they really opened up what happened back then.
Her head went into conjecture somehow, and she seemed to see an inevitable war.
The two are good friends of Zhao Baian's right and left hands. They tore and pull each other, causing her to feel a heart-piercing feeling in the middle.
no, I can not.Zhao Baian shook his head.Huang Han and Yang Liu Yiyi, no matter how they usually behave, they are both very sensible in nature.They must all understand that it was not the other party's fault that caused this tragedy, and the battle she had imagined before would never happen.
But... it hurts too much. For both people, this past hurts too much.Understanding and releasing before letting go are three separate things. Maybe they can shake hands and make peace, but Zhao Baian definitely does not believe that the current friendship can be maintained without a trace.
People say that time is the happiest in school, and the friends they make at school are also the most sincere.
And Zhao Bai'an feels the same for both of them now, neither wants to lose.She didn't want them to lose each other.
Perhaps it was a selfish mentality. Zhao Baian began to regret the unpredictable truth that he shouldn't touch slowly.No matter what, absolutely, absolutely cannot let this matter be exposed.
"Xiao An, Xiao An... Xiao An!" Yang Liu Yiyi's call called Zhao Baian back from his imagination.
Zhao Baian looked at Yang Liu Yiyi's puzzled eyes and explained: "Sorry, I was so touched by your words just now!"
Yangliu Yiyi smiled, retracted the look on Zhao Bai'an, and started a self-remembering narrative.
"Xiao'an, my name was actually Liu Yiyi, but my surname was Liu, but my father died. Later, my mother remarried to my father. My father's surname was Yang, so I later changed my name to Yang Liu Yiyi."
This result was already known to Zhao Bai'an, so she didn't have too much expression. Yang Liu Yiyi went on to continue down and said: "I thought it was already a low period... I didn't expect to fall all the way and get out of control. When my father died, our family was truly at the lowest point."
The first half of Yang Liu Yiyi's speech was ambiguous, and he passed it through in a low tone, but there were some details Zhao Baian might know better than she knew, so he nodded to signal her to continue.
"At that time, many rascals often came to collect debts. My mother and I lived in extreme fear every day. Even when we were sleeping at night, we could hear someone smashing the door!"
She didn't finish her words, her eyes paused, and Zhao Baian could obviously see Yang Liu Yiyi's body trembling slightly, she put her hands on her head, showing an extremely painful appearance.
Seeing her like that, Zhao Baian was really not in the mood to listen any more, so he hurriedly stopped: "If Yang Liu Yiyi is uncomfortable, stop talking!"
"No, Xiaoan, listen to me!" Yang Liu Yiyi gave Zhao Baian a helpless but complicated smile that seemed to contain a little joy, "The bad things are gone."
"Later, my mom met my current dad, and with the help of my dad, we gradually came out of the underestimation at the time. My dad was very good to my mom and really good to me, as if he was the one. Like my real father, I gradually forgot all the hurt my biological father gave me."
"At that time, my mother thought for a long time and felt that my father was a life-long person, so I married him later. I didn't expect my father's financial strength to be very good. Although he did not reveal before the marriage, he took all the property after the marriage. Give it to my mother and pay off the debt for us!"
Speaking of this, Yang Liu Yiyi's face is no longer unspeakable but full of happiness. Zhao Bai'an looked at it, and he could clearly feel how satisfied Yang Liu Yiyi is with his current father and life.
"Xiao'an, do you know? After my father and my mother got married, he spoiled me very much, because they have no children, they are their jewels!"
Yang Liu Yiyi finally returned to his usual appearance at the end, and Zhao Baian's mood became happy with her rising tone.
(End of this chapter)