Maybe I can't have normal youth

Chapter 154

In fact, Zhao Baian hasn't realized that the memories he once buried are being awakened little by little.She was also completely immersed in self-dormancy, immersed in the body's self-protection.

Zhao Baian sat on the bed alone, and the abnormal pain in her heart hit her again. She didn't understand why she had such strong feelings.

She felt more and more strange that the scenes in her dreams did not match her past memories in reality, and even the crying and laughing in her dreams, there were many places where she could not remember her experience.It's just that it was real to cry at the end of the report card, but it was definitely not sad, but relieved.After working hard on myself for so long, a kind of grievance that was finally not in vain and a depressed emotional release that has been held for so long.

And Moriyama was naturally her classmate, and it was absolutely impossible for Oscar to not know him.

But why does her heart hurt so much now?The more she thought about it, the more obvious the feeling of heartache.

Zhao Baian did the same action as in the dream, she put her hand tightly on her chest.

She covered the chest of her pajamas with one hand, and pinched her arm tightly with the other hand, pinching so tightly, pinching tightly, pinching her nails into the flesh.It seems like this, the pain in the body can give her a kind of salvation, as if the pain in her heart would be relieved.

"Xiao'an, you are in a daze again! I'm getting up soon. This afternoon is the day of our girls' physical examination." Gao Yanran's words brought Zhao Bai'an back to reality. She shook her head and quickly jumped off the bed.Gao Yanran adjusted her work and rest specifically because of her recent physical examination, so as not to get bad grades.

After such a reminder, Zhao Baian suddenly remembered that today is indeed a real physical test day in reality. Although this result is not as important as the high school entrance examination, she is still a little nervous.Her heart is really miserable, and she has to run after running in the dream.It seems that I really can't get through with running lately, I'm running all day long.

Zhao Baian recalled that he hadn't been able to exercise since middle school. No, in fact, he didn't have much motivation to exercise anymore.The only exercise was the mandatory training by Huang Han and Yang Zichen some time ago, but it was a nightmare in retrospect.She felt that her stamina had returned to its worst state.

Zhao Baian rushed into the bathroom in a hurry.Yangliu Yiyi happened to be inside, she was shocked when she saw Zhao Baian's appearance, and naturally asked: "Wow Xiaoan, what are you doing!"

Zhao Bai'an was so anxious that he stuttered: "I...I want to wash up quickly, for a while,...

"Hahaha! What the hell!" Yang Liu Yiyi laughed at the side and said, "Xiao'an, what are you kidding? Is the girl's physical examination in the afternoon? We have time, so what time is it!"

Zhao Baian was relieved in an instant. She rushed out of the bathroom and walked to Gao Yanran's side and complained a little: "My sister Gao, our physical test was in the afternoon. Why did you ask me to do so early?"

Gao Yanran was a little dazed to hear, learning Zhao Baian’s way of speaking and replied a bit aggrieved: "My sister Zhao, I didn’t call you, okay? You are sitting there like a wooden stake, that’s why I Said such a sentence."

Zhao Baian was stupid in place. She was indeed like that just now, but now she can't find any words to refute.

Yang Liu Yiyi didn't know when, came out of the bathroom and walked to the two of them to complete the field for them.

"Okay, I'm up anyway, why don't we go for breakfast together!" Yang Liu Yiyi suggested after washing her face.

Zhao Baian and Gao Yanran started to do their own things, and when they finished washing, the three came to the canteen together.

The three picked some snacks together, but because Zhao Baian was so nervous, he only bought a glass of milk.

The three of them were seated, Gao Yanran and Yang Liu Yiyi looked at Zhao Bai'an, and offered two words of comfort: "Don't worry too much. In fact, this exam is really not very important."

As soon as Gao Yanran finished speaking, Yang Liu Yiyi followed up and added: "Xiao'an, Anzhi Lezhi, I believe you will pass it!"

Zhao Baian knew that the two people were comforting himself, so he smiled politely, and then there was no more words, just the superficial silence and the mess in his heart.

After the three people finished their meal, they returned to the dormitory together. Because the whole day was used for physical examinations, and the girls were in the afternoon, it was equivalent to having a vacation in the morning, so they recharged in the dormitory.

At noon, it was still the same. The three of them had a meal together, and Zhao Baian was the one who ate the least. After the meal, they came to the game together.

By the time they arrived, the boys' competition was not over yet, but it was already in the last group.

Zhao Baian habitually looked towards the middle of the race track and found that there was a person running fast, which instantly attracted her attention.Zhao Baian's gaze followed the boy's figure, and after a closer look, he discovered that it was Chen Yudi.

At this time, Zhao Baian was a little surprised. In her heart, Chen Yudi looked like the thinner type.So it shouldn't look like he can run very fast, but the facts are in front of him, his wind-like speed is really enviable.

Zhao Baian watched Chen Yudi rush to the finish line, and she couldn't help but follow it. After all, Chen Yudi had practiced with her for a while, so her original intention was to care about it in the past.

Who knew he was going to die when he arrived at the end.

Zhao Baian hurriedly approached to help him.Chen Yudi panted, rolled his eyes, and just waved his hand at Zhao Baian, but couldn't speak at all.I have to say that his previous image was really ruined.

After the boys' group was over, the playground was temporarily vacated, because the referee teacher also needs to rest and eat, so there is still some time before the girls' group will play.

So everyone is doing their own thing in the playground.

Looking at Chen Yudi's ghostly appearance, Zhao Baian couldn't help but feel funny. She thought about it and suggested to him: "Magic student, can you walk with me on the runway? Maybe I can find the feeling in advance."

Although her original intention was to slow Chen Yudi, after all, she couldn't stop immediately after running, but it would be better to keep walking, but Zhao Baian didn't know why she changed his view.

Chen Yudi nodded immediately, so the two people walked quietly on the runway. Maybe they also mentioned Zhao Bai'an. She also kept watching the structure of the runway and the red runways painted on it. White pressure line.

It's a pity that the tension in her heart didn't feel any relaxation, so she couldn't help but turn her head to Chen Yudi's side.

In fact, at this moment, she hoped to hear him comforting herself as before.

But things went counterproductive, because Chen Yudi was too tired to say a word.

"Wheezes, wheezes ......" Zhaobai An now only heard his panting voice.

Although Zhao Baian felt a little lost in her heart, she could understand it, so she didn't say anything.

The two walked in the silence for most of the circle. Chen Yudi finally took his life back a little bit. He finally spoke: "Ah, classmate Bai'an, call ~ don't be nervous, just press... according to our practice before. The skills I taught you can be used steadily."

I don't know why, Chen Yudi's simple sentence, like magical power, made Zhao Bai'an feel as if he was really less nervous.It seems to be a long-lost sense of peace of mind, although there is only a trace, but Zhao Baian has indeed not felt it for a long time.She couldn't remember exactly how long it was.

"Thank you!" She thanked Chen Yudi.

Chen Yudi looked at Zhao Baian’s smiling face, and was inexplicably happy. He couldn’t help but want to say a few more words: "Ah, right. Student Bai An, in fact, I don’t have much talent, just a thought. I really want to win this game."

"So I shook my legs and feet desperately, and ended up overdrawing myself. You saw how embarrassed I was just now, that's a laugh."

Chen Yudi scratched his head embarrassedly after speaking.

Zhao Baian was actually very surprised after listening. She knew from the very beginning that Chen Yudi's character of not admitting defeat and wanting to win, but it was the first time that she knew he had obsession to such a point.

She saw Chen Yudi's breath still uncomfortable, and it was indeed just as he said.Zhao Baian suddenly felt that he was dragging others to rest, which is actually very unhuman.

Her eyes fell on the chair that ran to the side, so she said naturally: "Let's go over there and have a rest."

Chen Yudi followed her to the chair and sat down.

Recently, somehow, my mood is very bad, and my state is also very bad.In fact, I am constantly doubting myself, so the update speed has slowed down again. I hope I can stick to it.Thank you for your support.

(End of this chapter)