Maybe I can't have normal youth

Chapter 169 The Most Familiar Stranger

Zhao Baian saw this familiar face, she slowly approached step by step, and gradually walked in the direction of Senshan.

As the distance shortens, the tornado gets weaker and Moriyama's face becomes clearer.Zhao Baian walked to the front of Moriyama, and almost closed his nose close to him. Moriyama's face became completely clear, as if the previous mask was slowly and slowly failing.

Staring at Moriyama's eyes as deep as if there is no starlight, Zhao Baian felt a shock in her heart. An uncontrollable pain spread, and she did not quite understand why Moriyama appeared here.

She twitched the corners of her mouth slightly and asked Moriyama, "Mori...Moriyama, why are you here? When did you come? Why did you come here suddenly? How did you know this place?"

Moriyama did not answer her question, but looked at her straight and calmly.

Zhao Baian has a feeling of being left out. She doesn't like Moriyama's state, which makes her feel very alienated.

She told Moriyama how she felt: "Why do you... why didn't you answer my question?"

Zhao Baian felt very disappointed at the moment.She was a little cautious and a little strange, feeling like the most familiar stranger.

Moriyama remained unchanged, he still looked at her calmly, Zhao Baian sighed lightly, and she was helpless about this, so she had to sit next to Moriyama slowly.

In comparison, the feelings in Zhao Baian's heart still overcome the little bit of dissatisfaction just now. The feelings between the two have appeared little by little, and the feelings in her heart are waking up little by little. .All dusty memories are being awakened and opened.

Zhao Baian suddenly ushered in a strong headache. The pain was as if the intracranial pressure suddenly increased, and then something wanted to tear her head and rushed out. She hugged her head in her hands and leaked from the bench. Going down, squatting on the ground, all the images of the past began to play back in his mind.

"Ah!" The sudden unbearable pain caused her to raise her head and shout loudly.

After a hoarse scream, she had to face reality again, and Moriyama was as real as her eyes.

Zhao Baian took a deep breath, and bravely faced Moriyama once again.He looked up, but his expression remained unchanged.

This made Zhao Baian couldn't help wondering if all this was an illusion.She couldn't help raising her hand to touch Moriyama.

A hesitant and trembling hand lightly patted Moriyama's face.A real touch, smooth with a little rough skin texture, completely overturned Zhao Bai'an's suspicion and imagination just now. Moriyama is really by his side.

But Zhao Baian really didn't understand, why didn't he talk to himself?Why is it sitting there strangely like a wax figure.Just keep this one state, one expression, look at yourself like that.

Zhao Baian instantly felt as uncomfortable in his heart as if he had overturned a five-flavored bottle. The familiarity of reuniting after a long time was accompanied by the bit of pain and unhappiness.Everything was like a new layer of skin and flesh was torn off her already good scar, allowing her to see clearly the past and the sadness and pain she didn't want to remember.

She was a little gloomy, and after another sigh, she sat back in the chair.She is not far from Moriyama, but not too close.

"Where have you been these years? How are you?"

Zhao Baian was very worried about Moriyama, but now they seemed to be separated by a long-lost reunion, so there was an inexplicable embarrassment.

Zhao Baian thought for a long time in her heart, and finally chose a not-so-smart opening remark, which can be regarded as an interpretation of her care and attention to the relationship between the two for so many years.

She was still a little confused at this moment, and Zhao Baian didn't know how to face Moriyama properly.There are too many pasts and too many stories between the two, many of which are pains that Zhao Baian cannot bear. In fact, deep down in her heart, she has always wanted to ask Moriyama why people changed later.

She was once entangled in love and hatred, and she was once exiled and closed herself.But at this moment, when she was unexpectedly pulled back to reality, she suddenly felt a little overwhelmed.

Moriyama did not respond to what Zhao Baian said. He still sat still as quietly, only the blinking of his eyes and the slightly undulating chest showed that he was not a dummy.

Zhao Baian still did not give up, she chose to continue singing her one-man show.She is not eager to express, but she really cares about him in her heart: "Moriyama, how have you been in the past few years? What fun experience have you met with new friends? You have nothing to say to me here. ?"

Moriyama still did not answer, his eyes were not looking at Zhao Bai'an at this time, but seemed to be staring at a certain place ahead.

Zhao Baian discovered this, and she looked in the direction Senshan was looking at and looked over.I found a vase in the very center of the church, that is, in the railing, with a pure white flower in it.

Zhao Baian has never seen such a living thing in a white church, and there was nothing in the railing when she just passed by, so she now has a feeling of surprise and joy. She stood up and stared at the flowers and walked over, fearing a It will disappear if you are not careful.

The white flower was blooming beautifully, but I don't know why even the leaves and branches are white, which makes this living life seem not so real.

Zhao Baian cautiously stepped over the extremely cold railing, and couldn't help but reach out to touch the white flower, but before her hand touched the petal, it actually withered like that.

Zhao Baian's heart tightened suddenly, and he turned back quickly.Fortunately, Moriyama is still there, his figure is so real, sitting in the same position calmly and silently.

Zhao Baian, who changed his angle of view, suddenly calmed down in an instant. If her mood was like a waterfall on a mountain just now, it would be like flowing water entering a valley, flowing quietly, without a trace. .

Zhao Baian felt that this flower was a pity, and planned to pick it up.Only when her hand touched the stem, the whole flower and the vase were completely shattered and dissipated in the air without leaving a trace.

Zhao Baian stood up, walked to Sen Shan again, and sat back beside him.

Although she knew that she might not get a response, she still said to herself: "Moriyama, we haven't seen each other for several years, right? Where are you now?"

"Oh, by the way, I went to Haichuan University, and I did make a lot of new friends. I don't know what university you got into?"

"Moriyama, are you doing well? Have you made new friends over the years? Is life happy?"

Moriyama still didn't answer, and just sat quietly.Zhao Baian didn't want to ask him any more, and the two of them looked forward quietly.I don't know what I'm looking at, but in this white church, I quietly settled my mood.

The surroundings are abnormally quiet, and Zhao Baian's heart is also abnormally calm.

Everything seems to return to the original, and everything is right.

Images of the past flowed quietly in Zhao Bai'an's head, although those images were somewhat cruel to her.

But the strange thing is that she seemed to be able to accept it safely at this moment.

She seemed to be relieved, her body and mind were completely calm, and she achieved a kind of peace of mind that she had never had before.

Well, the sixth volume is over here.Tomorrow will be the seventh volume. What kind of story will happen next to Zhao Baian?Thanks for subscribing and supporting

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