Maybe I can't have normal youth

Zhao Baian blushed and raised her head, she bravely looked into Senshan's eyes, and the result!How is this...

Zhao Baian was surprised to find that Sen Shan's face turned into Chen Yudi.

The memories in the brain continue to connect, and some memories have gradually become unrecognized.

Zhao Baian was completely messed up at this moment, with unspeakable feelings in his heart, and at the same time unspeakable chaos.She only felt that the appearance of the person in front of her changed from clear to fuzzy, and then the surrounding environment began to slowly change.

Every nerve in her body was filled with a whirlwind and uncontrollable discomfort.Zhao Baian only felt that she was about to collapse. She felt that the surrounding environment was constantly squeezing and collapsing, and she herself was infected by this environment.

She felt uncontrollable nausea, as if she was about to vomit out her stomach in the next second, and she felt that she was about to faint, and she was plunged into darkness and unable to wake up.

Gradually, she became a little bit weak and unbearable, and she fell directly to the ground heavily.

Without any consciousness in the brain, Zhao Baian once again traveled through time and space and returned to Chen Yudi when the first inference agency activity ended. She is now lying on the ground under the podium.

Zhao Baian's head was dull and heavy, and she slowly stood up while rubbing her head.The different space was stretched and transformed as before, and finally fixed at a certain time, in a very familiar memory that once loomed in her mind.

In her memory, the scene of this place did not change in any way, the only difference was that the surrounding time and space seemed to be static.Only Chen Yudi and herself are mobile.

Chen Yudi smiled and approached him, and also took out three books in his hand, and also gave them to Zhao Baian.

Zhao Baian looked down and saw that the three books given by Chen Yudi were originally prizes from the Reasoning Club and were all mystery novels.They are Keigo Higashino's "The Clone", Shoji Shimada's "Fantasy Sky Action" and Quinn's "The Tragedy of X".

Zhao Baian's mood is still the nervousness and a little trembling.She liked the three books very much, but this sudden change made her feel a little uncomfortable. She opened her eyes wide and stared at everything in front of her closely.

Zhao Baian was really afraid that everything in front of her suddenly disappeared like just now, she was really a little confused at this moment.

She lightly opened Zhu's lips with a slightly questioning and trembling voice, and asked Chen Yudi who was standing in front of her eyes: "Are you you?"

Chen Yudi showed a slight smile, and he responded to Zhao Baian: "Why are you so strange? I am not who I am? Of course I am me, what's wrong with you?"

Zhao Baian only felt that she was flashing, and she responded casually: "It's all right!"

Then she remembered that in this scene she should have said something for the occasion, so she quickly added: "Thank you, classmate Magician!"

Chen Yudi didn't feel strange about Zhao Baian's sudden gratitude. He responded with a smile: "You are welcome."

Zhao Baian suddenly woke up from her dream. She unconsciously looked at the surrounding environment. The surroundings were pitch black. This was one of the few times she woke up before daylight came.She was very, very awake, as if she had never fallen asleep.

The roommates in the dormitory are still asleep, Zhao Bai'an's biological clock is a bit confused, she strangely recalled the scene in her dream just now in her mind.She didn't understand why Moriyama in her dream turned into Chen Yudi in the end.

This question was intertwined in her mind, and she couldn't think of any clues, so gradually she couldn't sit still in bed.

Zhao Baian crawled out of the bed, and the scene in the dream led her to the bookshelf in the bedroom.

She stopped and looked at the books on both sides of the bookshelf, her eyes moving in between, looking over the spine of each book.On one side is a book from Chen Yudi, and on the other side is a book from Moriyama.

No matter how many dormitories are changed, Zhao Baian will always keep these three books by his side.

Zhao Baian didn't know why, so he couldn't help taking out the book Moriyama gave her, including her favorite one.Her palm rubbed the book cover that was almost torn by her, and she thought to herself.

She kept asking herself over and over again in her heart, why on earth?Why is this something that I will never leave no matter where I move.Why did I watch it so many times, even if I already knew what was said in it, I still want to watch it again.

Zhao Bai'an was interested, since he is so clear now, it is better to read it again.She pulled the three books out of the shelf, sat down at the desk, and turned them over one by one.

She read the name on the cover in a low voice. Moriyama's books are Zhang Xiaofeng's "Rebirth Fate", Zhou Guoping's "Watching Distance" and McCullough's "Thorn Bird".

Zhao Baian studied these books carefully. She liked them all, whether it was the cover, the content, or what they wanted to express.

Zhao Bai'an was caught in a wave of memories of junior high school. Gradually, she began to let off her knowledge and emotions, and her thoughts drifted away.

She remembered that when Moriyama was in junior high school, he was the representative of the class's Chinese class, and that Moriyama in her memory was always like learning rich five cars.She remembers that every time she wrote her composition, Moriyama was rated as an excellent composition for the class or even the grade.Not only that, he knows almost everything, no matter what Zhao Baian later talked to, he could understand and talk freely.Whether it is chemical physics, astronomy and geography, railway operation, animation and music.As long as you can think of topics, he knows almost everything.

Zhao Baian remembered that he really admired Moriyama at that time, and his memories were like gears of time, slowly getting closer.

To this day, Zhao Baian still feels that these books are very high-quality, and she really likes them, so she has always brought them with her to this day.

Zhao Baian looked at these books, picked out the "Rebirth Fate" from the middle, and read it carefully.

There are two sentences in the book, she has always liked them very much.

——Like the two banks, because there is a reckless river constantly flowing between us.We love the river so much, so much, so much that we turn ourselves into a shore...I'm swimming towards you, I'm meeting you, swimming towards me.We met in Hexin...

——To love someone is when I suddenly don’t know what to say when I dial the phone, I realize that I just want to hear the familiar voice, but I just want to dial the string in my heart...

These few words flashed and drifted slowly in the depths of Zhao Baian's heart like a gust of breeze.It was like a willow, soothing the wisp of emotion in her heart that she didn't know how to place.

These two sentences in the book are said by Zhang Xiaofeng. She really likes Zhang Xiaofeng. Since opening this book for the first time, she has fallen in love with her words that can soothe people’s hearts. Afterwards, Zhao Baian read almost all of Zhang Xiaofeng's prose.Zhang Xiaofeng's words can always soothe her soul.

Just like now, Zhao Baian felt emotionally chaotic a second ago, but now he found peace at once, his turbulent heart suddenly calmed down, and the chaotic emotions found their belongings.

Zhao Bai'an began to examine her feelings, and all the past, like a kite with a broken wire, drifted around in her consciousness space.

Perhaps because the dim night is intoxicating, her brain recalled everything she and Chen Yudi had so far uncontrollably, very clearly.

Even every expression and every action of Chen Yudi that she didn't pay attention to, at this moment, gradually became a part of the memory.

There was a warm current flowing in her heart, which was intertwined with her hot heart.

Zhao Baian suddenly understood what her heart was going for, and she also knew what the small throbbing in her heart was for.

It turns out that I unknowingly fell in love with Chen Yudi.