Maybe I can't have normal youth

Zhao Bai'an's sigh caught the boy's attention. He looked up at her with a look of sorrow. He seemed to want to say something, but he didn't say anything.

But although he did not speak, his expression was dim and lonely.

Zhao Baian sorted out his emotions and asked: "What's wrong with you?"

The boy responded faintly: "Sister, do you also think that I am a stranger, or you think that being with me is particularly depressing, you don't actually have to force yourself."

Zhao Baian was surprised secretly. Listening to the boy's expression and tone, he felt that his heart was not so sensitive. While she felt sorry for the boy, she felt that the boy's character really needed to be changed if he wanted friends.

But she really didn't know how to persuade the boy.The boy lowered his head lonely again, and Zhao Baian began to meditate, somehow her mood also began to depressed.

Both people fell into silence, and the lively playground around them was in sharp contrast with the two.

Suddenly a ball flew towards the two of them suddenly, Zhao Baian instinctively wanted to avoid it, she raised her hand to protect her face.At that moment there was a huge noise in her ear: "Boom--"

Zhao Baian didn't open her eyes, she just felt that the sky was spinning around in an instant, as if she was falling rapidly into hell.

It wasn't until the dizziness felt a little lighter that she opened her eyes violently, only to realize that she was in a dream again.

Zhao Baian looked at the familiar surroundings, and she found that the dormitory seemed particularly quiet today, and Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran were not in the dormitory.

Zhao Baian sat up from the bed in confusion, she subconsciously turned over and got out of the bed, went to the door of the dormitory, opened the door of the dormitory and looked around, but did not see the two people.

She was even more strange in her heart, turned and closed the door, returned to the desk and sat in a chair.

Suddenly she found a note held on the desk in front of her. She held the note in her hand, and a line of delicate words appeared before her eyes.

——"Xiao'an, Liu Yiyi and I went to the small round table to study together. In view of what you said before, we two express our absolute support and agreement. Don't worry about us at all. I wish you a good time."

Zhao Baian looked at the words on the note, and suddenly her head became clear. She was so dazed that she had forgotten the things she and Chen Yudi were going to study with yesterday.

She hurriedly glanced at the piggy alarm clock on the table, and now the pointer had reached ten o'clock in the morning.

She secretly rejoiced. Fortunately, there was no class this morning. She checked her mobile phone and found that there had been two missed calls.It seems that she slept really dead last night, and the experience of not waking up on the phone was the first time for her.

She opened the call log, and it was indeed Chen Yudi who called, and she quickly called back.

Chen Yudi's voice sounded slightly anxiously over there: "Bai An, what time should we go to the study room! Why don't we call you!"

He really waited anxiously to come, otherwise he wouldn't speak so fast.Zhao Baian was a little embarrassed about her sleeping like this, but she thought about it secretly, and she remembered that she didn't actually agree a meeting time with Chen Yudi today. No wonder he was so anxious early in the morning, but she thought about it this way. Zhao Baian's anxiety just now also eased a bit.

She secretly calculated how long it would take to get out of the dormitory when she started to clean up now.

After the calculation, she gave herself some redundancy and responded to Chen Yudi on the phone: "In an hour, we will see you in the study room."

Chen Yudi simply replied: "Okay."

Zhao Baian hung up the phone, and then hurriedly began to pick up herself. She slapped her on the cheek vigorously, pulling herself completely away from her dream.

Then she climbed back into the bed, and after finishing the quilt and bed in just a few minutes, she began to wash her face and brush her teeth, and gently painted some light makeup on her face.

In fact, she can't say why, maybe it is because of the longing for love that makes her feel a little bit uncontrollable, or it's just that she is in a good mood today.

After everything was cleaned up, Zhao Baian quickly picked up the book for his study and quickly walked out of the bedroom.

As she expected, Chen Yudi had already been waiting quietly.

Zhao Baian waved to Chen Yudi from a distance, and then quickly ran to him: "Yudi, you have been waiting for a long time."

Chen Yudi naturally took the book in her hand, and then smiled and said, "Ah, it's okay, there are still ten minutes from what you said. So I should wait."

Zhao Baian smiled and nodded. The two walked towards the study room. When approaching the entrance of the study room, Chen Yudi suddenly stopped.

Zhao Baian looked back and asked strangely: "What's the matter? Why don't you go in."

Chen Yudi pointed to her schoolbag as if suddenly thinking of something, but Zhao Baian didn't react, she looked at it in wonder.

Chen Yudi returned the book in his hand to Zhao Bai'an, then took off his schoolbag and opened it in front of Zhao Bai'an.

He reached into his schoolbag, rummaged through it, took out a thick and wrapped sandwich and handed it to Zhao Bai'an.

When Zhao Baian took it over, she realized that the sandwich was still hot, and she was moved.It seems that after talking to her, he went to the supermarket to buy it.

Zhao Baian originally wanted to say thank you, but she didn't think it was enough to express her feelings at this time. It was too common, so she stopped again when the words reached her lips.

But Chen Yudi was not the case. He saw Zhao Bai'an in a daze, and quickly reminded him: "Bai An, eat quickly, or it will be cold for a while."

Zhao Bai'an nodded heavily, and then thought of something: "Huh? Can't we bring it in for food?"

Zhao Baian wanted to put the food in the bag and walked in.

"Ah no!" Chen Yudi grabbed Zhao Bai'an by the arm, "You can't eat in the study room."

"But we are in the cubicle and won't disturb others." Zhao Baian was a little puzzled, after all, it is not her habit to stand on the street and eat.

"No, the study room stipulates that you can't eat." Chen Yudi looked serious, and he valued the rules very much.

But Zhao Baian felt that there was nothing, after all, the rules were made by people.The reason behind this rule is obviously to keep people from dirtying the study room, and Zhao Baian thinks that as long as she eats carefully and cleans up at the end, it will achieve the essential purpose behind the rule, so it must be no problem.

But looking at Chen Yudi’s persistence, Zhao Baian didn’t want to say what he was thinking about at this time. After all, there was no need, let alone the truth, that was all by Chen Yudi’s side. If a formal debate were to begin, Zhao Baian would definitely lose. that one.

Instead of this, it is better to listen to him.So Zhao Baian looked around, then sat down on the edge of the flowerbed not far from the study room, opened the sandwich wrapper, and ate it with big mouthfuls.When she was halfway through the meal, she suddenly felt a bit dry in her mouth.

Her throat seemed to be blocked, and she coughed a little uncomfortably: "Cough, cough, cough, cough!"

Chen Yudi patted her on the back distressedly, and gently smoothed her a few strokes: "Okay, eat slowly, no one will grab it from you. I still have it in my bag. We can do it when we are hungry. Come out and eat."

Zhao Baian's eyes widened again. One was that she was surprised that Chen Yudi still had something to eat; the other was that she was surprised that she had to wait to come out to eat again.But this is indeed very consistent with the character of the Chen Yudi she knew. Zhao Baian looked up at the person sitting next to her a little bit dumbfounded.

Chen Yudi still had that sunny smile on his face, and then as if by magic, he took out a cup of warm tea from his bag that resembled a treasure bag and handed it to Zhao Baian.

Zhao Baian's mood now is like riding a roller coaster, swaying back and forth between her inner complaints, touch and surprise, making her seem at a loss.

She didn't take the milk tea right away, but adjusted her messy mood, and then praised Chen Yudi from the bottom of her heart: "Wow, you are a magician, it seems that I picked up a big deal. My boyfriend is by my side, I have a blessing!"

This is the first time that Zhao Baian has spoken to Chen Yudi in such a name. Chen Yudi heard the words "boyfriend", his ears suddenly turned red, and even his cheeks began to become rouge.As if fireworks popped out of his head, he was extremely excited.

He even wanted to pick up Zhao Baian from the ground at this moment, and turn around a few times in place, but when he saw that she was still holding something in her hand, that thought stopped.

But when a person feels uncomfortable, even if one thought is suppressed by reason, another will appear.