Maybe I can't have normal youth

Zhao Baian didn't know why she suddenly felt sad. She looked at Chen Yudi, who had been bowing her head, and felt sad for him to change herself in such a way to meet the world.

"Chen Yudi!" Zhao Baian shouted out his full name sadly, "It's not like that. In fact, you completely misunderstood the meaning of being in a group. You can have your own ideas. This is your usual behavior. Don't be too prominent. Up."

"As long as you don't make them think you are different, it's okay. As long as... don't be too indifferent to people, don't be aggressive...you can...very ordinary..."

As Zhao Baian was talking, he felt more sad.She just wanted to tell him to be herself, but the more she talked, the more crooked.Why?Why is the world so harsh on "different" people?He is just clever, just a little colder on things. Is this wrong?Is he going to be so marginalized?

And he is still teaching him something to make him fit in. Is it right to do so by himself?He has nothing wrong, why should he stifle his character like this?Zhao Baian blamed herself very much in her heart, and she felt painful for her helplessness and compromise.

However, Chen Yudi asked Zhao Bai'an sincerely after hearing this: "Really?"

Zhao Baian looked at him. Before she could answer the question, Chen Yudi's eyes changed instantly.

What Zhao Baian saw was not the black and white eyes full of expectation, but many circles that kept spinning.

She felt like she was hypnotized, and she fainted uncontrollably.

When she woke up again, she still saw the chaos of the bedroom all morning.

Zhao Baian sat up slowly, such a dream made her feel a bit headache, and the uncomfortable feeling in her heart still lingered.

She turned over and got out of bed and wanted to say hello to the two roommates, but found that they were packing.

Zhao Baian fell into confusion for a while: "What are you doing?"

Yang Liu Yiyi looked back and looked at Zhao Bai'an strangely and said, "What's wrong with you Xiaoan? Sleeping? It's the end of the semester. Let's pack our bags and go home!"

Zhao Baian finally got out of the sequelae of the dream. She gave a sharp shot, and then rushed to the calendar to check the date.

Sure enough, she had already marked it on the calendar. Today is the day to go home.

Zhao Baian was secretly distressed, she didn't prepare anything, she was a little anxious watching both of her roommates packed their luggage.

But there is no way to be anxious, her interior is too messy, and now she has a lot of clothes to be taken home to change, let alone she hasn't packed her daily necessities.But fortunately, she is a local, so she doesn't need to take a plane or high-speed rail to go home. You just need to arrange the bus and transfer to the subway.

After Yang Liu Yiyi and Gao Yanran finished cleaning up, they said goodbye to her.

"By the way, Xiaoran." Zhao Baian suddenly thought of something when his roommate arrived and left. "Is this the first time you have come home since your freshman year?"

Gao Yanran was stunned for a moment. She didn't expect Zhao Bai'an to ask about this. She didn't know what she thought of, her face changed slightly, and then she replied a little hastily: "Nothing, just go back and come back next week. "

Then she slammed the bedroom door and hurriedly left. Zhao Bai'an and Yang Liu Yiyi didn't know why they didn't know what switch Gao Yanran was triggered. It didn't seem like she would do it normally.

"Ahhh! Car!" But Yang Liu Yiyi didn't have time to think about it. After glancing at the time on the phone, she yelled and walked away.

Maybe Gao Yanran was in a hurry just now. Zhao Baian didn't think about it anymore, but looked at the empty dormitory scene with a little distress, she didn't waste anymore, and quickly started to clean up.

"Buzzing...buzzing..." The phone rang suddenly.

Zhao Baian picked it up and saw that it was her mother's phone number. She suddenly had an expectation in her heart.

Sure enough, as soon as the phone was connected, my mother's impatient voice rang from the phone: "Baby Zhao, when will I be back today? Anything you want to eat?"

Zhao Baian looked at the time. She was sorting out the speed. If she had to go home today, it might have been midnight and the subway was out of service.

But she didn't dare to tell her mother that she had forgotten that today was the end of the semester, so she had to make up an excuse: "Mom, there is still something to do in my school today. It is a dinner for classmates. I will go back tomorrow!"

Mother's voice paused, and then weakened by a degree: "I haven't seen you for more than a month. Your classmates are together every day, why do you still have dinner together?"

Zhao Baian didn’t go home often because there were a lot of things on weekends at school, but she didn’t want to hear her mother continue to talk, maybe because she felt uncomfortable because of conscious lying, so she quickly found a reason and hung up: "Okay, Mom, I won't tell you anymore, the things haven't been packed yet!"

She hung up the phone in a hurry, and then concentrated on cleaning up her housework, until in the afternoon, her things were finally half packed.After all the busy work, it was really exhausting, so she planned to make half of it at night.

She was a little lonely lying on the bed with her mobile phone, and the atmosphere in the dormitory building seemed to change, becoming quieter and deserted. Everyone left one after another, only a few left-behind "children".The whole building seems to have only one empty shell.

Chen Yudi's phone call came in suddenly, Zhao Baian was startled by the shock, and quickly picked up the phone.

Daily care came from the phone: "Bai An, what are you doing? You should be home soon, right?"

Zhao Baian complained to himself silently: "Oh, I'm still in the bedroom."

"Ah what?" Chen Yudi seemed surprised.

Zhao Baian explained: "I haven't finished all my things yet."

Chen Yudi was silent on the phone, and Zhao Baian was playing with the phone strangely. When the phone screen turned on, she realized that the other party had hung up the phone.

Zhao Bai'an was a little unhappy, she didn't like other people hanging up her phone so suddenly, it was really confusing.

She wanted to call back again, but Chen Yudi took a step ahead and called back.

Zhao Baian wanted to ask a few words after answering the phone, but before she could speak, Chen Yudi preemptively said: "Bai An, come out, I will wait for you at the door of the bedroom."

Zhao Baian was taken aback. She quickly turned over and got out of bed, quickly dressed up, and immediately ran to the door of the bedroom building after getting on the fast and empty elevator.

Chen Yudi was really there waiting for her, Zhao Baian was very surprised: "Why didn't you go home?"

Chen Yudi scratched her head and said with a prevarication: "Ah, I have something else today, so I didn't go home."

In fact, he was waiting for Zhao Bai'an specially, he had already walked to the school gate with his luggage, and followed the large group on the journey home.

But when he walked to the subway station, he ran into Yang Liu Yiyi. Yang Liu Yiyi told him that Zhao Baian was not right in the morning.

He then returned to the dormitory again, put his luggage in the dormitory, and then called Zhao Bai'an, so he ran over to accompany Zhao Bai'an in time.

And the reason why he didn't tell the truth was because he was afraid that Zhao Baian would feel embarrassed because he stayed here to wait for her.

So he thought it was better to tell a white lie, and he did have his own careful thinking, he didn't want to be separated from Zhao Bai'an, so naturally he couldn't let this god-given opportunity pass.

Zhao Baian looked at Chen Yudi, the initial surprise slowly turned into surprise. She was feeling lonely. He suddenly appeared like timely rain. She couldn't help but smile, and then grabbed Chen Yudi's arm and said, "Great, thank you for it. There is something, so that I have a companion to accompany."

Chen Yudi looked at the smile on Zhao Baian's face and felt that everything he did was worthwhile. He offered to suggest: "Then we should go out and go shopping together?"

Zhao Baian felt that it was still early anyway, and stayed alone, so he agreed without thinking.

The two people's casual shopping together made the feeling of being alone gradually wear off. She now only has joy and relaxation in front of her.

As the evening approached, they felt a little tired, so they found an elegant place to have dinner together.

When the two were happy, suddenly the corner of their eyes suddenly saw Yang Zichen and Wang Yichuan.

The four people were slightly surprised at this encounter, but they were soon replaced by greetings to each other, and several people sat together.

Yang Zichen made no secret of saying that she and Wang Yichuan actually left late on purpose. After all, the two of them couldn't be seen during holidays, and they wanted to play again.

At the same time, she also asked Zhao Baian and Chen Yudi intentionally.

Chen Yudi didn't speak, but Zhao Baian recounted what he was alone.Although Yang Zichen expressed belief on the face, her expression was a bit complicated, but Zhao Baian obviously didn't care, she shrugged and did not continue to say anything.

However, Yang Zichen seemed very active, and they had been lingering in her heart about the Disney trip.Her eyes were filled with the girl's expectation of this, and she immediately reiterated the old thing: "Don't say anything else, how do we go to Disney?"

Zhao Baian thought about it in her heart that she must go home tomorrow. After all, there are still a lot of luggage and things. At the same time, she believes that if other people don't go back, their parents might be rushed.

Fortunately, Wang Yichuan and Yang Zichen are both locals. Although Chen Yudi is out of town, they are very close. The one-way trip only takes two hours.So it's better for everyone to stay at home for two or three days, then contact each other and find a reason to come out and play.

Zhao Bai'an said his thoughts, and the other three people thought it made sense after careful consideration, so they agreed to meet again in seven days.