Maybe I can't have normal youth
Chapter 38
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Through the reflection of the female student’s eyes, Zhao Bai’an had never seen such a cold smile before, and then the clown said unabashedly, “Hey, it’s not just a sin, it’s a sin worthy of death! Such a beautiful body, this Good things should not be filled with such a dirty soul."
Zhao Baian felt all this passively. She couldn't read the clown's memory, but could only feel his emotions. So at this moment, she was aroused great curiosity. She was really curious about what the girl did.
Why on earth did the clown and the girl say that she was sinful?
She felt what was right in the clown's heart, and she was deeply confused.
At this time, the clown again approached the female student. Through the female student’s calm eyes, Zhao Baian watched as the clown raised the knife again and pierced it on the female student’s left shoulder.
Unexpectedly, but it seemed reasonable. The female student accepted it willingly. She didn't yell at the beginning, but just snorted when the knife penetrated the body.
"Uh, uh!" After this short sound, the female student expressed her gratitude to the clown this time, "Thank you...thank you!"
The clown was also taken aback, then released the hand holding the handle of the knife and left the knife on the female student's body.
And Zhao Baian, who felt the same feeling with the clown, was even more surprised. She was even more confused and more curious.
She wondered what the unforgivable thing the female student did, and why she was willing to bear it all. She was a little anxious to know the truth.
Just as Zhao Baian was puzzled, the female student personally pulled out the sharp knife from her body again, and blood rushed out suddenly, even if the moonlight dimmed a bit, the female student's face turned whiter.
And the clown watched so cold-blooded the whole time, Zhao Baian doubted whether the clown had found the wrong person this time, because she didn't look at the female student like a heinous bad person.
After all, she is still a student. What unforgivable things will she do?This is incredible.
Zhao Baian gave birth to compassion in an instant. She wanted to get out of the clown's body and wanted to stand up and stop all of this.But no matter how hard she tried, she just couldn't leave. She was like an illusory soul. At this time, she didn't find the host, but was directly imprisoned.
But after this moment, Zhao Baian fully felt the kind of determination in the clown's heart, the kind of assurance that he would never find the wrong person, and at the same time the discomfort and anxiety formed by the confusion of beauty and ugliness.
But Zhao Bai'an's suspicion and anxiety were calm.
The female student's weak voice sounded again: "Yes, I am dirty, I am so dirty! I bullied others in junior high school. Although I only found it fun at the time, I learned later that it was called bullying..."
"She...she died, I only found out later."
When the female student talked about this, her calm mood suddenly surged.
She abruptly stood up from the ground, and then fell to the ground because of exhaustion, but she still yelled at the clown: "I didn't know that it would cause such harm to people. I really don't know, I really It is playful."
"But...this is indeed caused by me, and I will admit it no matter what. I have always regretted it and blamed myself, huh...but I don't say anything if it is not?"
After the female student finished speaking, she began to laugh presumptuously: "Hahahaha...hahahaha! I know, I should lose my life, this is the time!"
She seems to be crazy, but at the same time she is trying to cover up something, making it difficult to figure out what she wants to do.She doesn't seem to be afraid of death, but longing for a long time.
And Zhao Baian in the clown's body felt nervous inexplicably, but this feeling was not spontaneous, she knew clearly that it came from the clown's autonomous consciousness.
The clown yelled at the female student: "You shut up!"
The voice just fell,
"I am the product of being raped. I know what abandonment is and what despair is. I see too much ugliness, so I yearn for beauty, and I can't stand the combination of good things and dirty."
"I really think your soul is dirty because you are bullying others. I tell you, it is not called jokes, regardless of age, object, or time, what you do is unforgivable. Your life is indeed owed. Right."
The clown narrated everything calmly, which seemed to be something he had never done before.After speaking, the clown picked up the knife from the ground that had just been thrown on the ground by the female student. The blood on the knife surface had dried up, and the female student's shoulder was still flowing red liquid because of her shaking.
The clown raised the knife high, and the female student calmly raised her head and closed her eyes.
The moonlight completely escaped from the clouds again, and the cold light flashed by, and with a sound, the girl student's clothes were torn from top to bottom, but she opened her eyes because of confusion.
No pain...
Unexpected pain hits...
The clown only cut through the girl student's clothes with a knife.
"You have remorse, so your soul is not that dirty. Although your sin deserves to die,... perhaps living is a more serious punishment for you than death."
After the clown finished speaking, he turned his head and left.
Zhao Baian was extremely surprised. After summing up the previous two events, she did not expect things to turn around like this.
She also didn't expect that female students could escape a little like this.
However, after she was surprised, she was still very happy for the female students, and at the same time felt fortunate for them.
On the one hand, I was fortunate that the clown gave up killing the female students, and on the other hand, I was thankful that I finally didn't have to face those terrible scenes.
The heart that Zhao Baian was hanging just now also released, and her whole consciousness slowly relaxed.
Just then something strange happened and she fell out of the clown's body.
Zhao Baian happily touched his body and looked up and down.
It happened so suddenly, she seemed a little flustered, she inadvertently glanced at where she stood just now while she was happy.
She suddenly discovered that the clown did not know when he actually came back.
Her heart trembled, Zhao Baian became nervous this time, and she wondered in her heart, did the clown regret it?Did you come back and kill the female students?
She thought about it, but the clown, like an arbiter, said condescendingly to the female student: "The reason why I came back is to help you. Although you know your mistakes, the filth you once still exists. It’s impossible to pass it so easily. Although I don’t kill you, I want to help you wash the filthy soul."
"What are you going to do?" The female student showed a strange look, but her expression and tone remained calm, "Why kill me?"
The clown lowered his head and did not speak. He squatted down in front of the female student and looked at her.The female student met the clown's eyes and seemed to understand something. She stopped her words of constant begging for death.
The clown stretched out his hand and slammed open the female student's clothes that had just been torn, and then pulled hard, the female student's clothes fell in response, she trembled and screamed, and then the clown left.
The female student huddled her hands around her chest, huddled on the ground, her body trembling uncontrollably.
Zhao Bai'an couldn't bear to see the appearance of the female student.Seeing the female student seemed to be muttering something, she couldn't help but get closer.
"So...Is that how you feel..." said the female student.
Zhao Baian understood in an instant, and her heart became cold and firm in this instant.
It didn't make any sense to stay here at this time, she got up and caught up with the clown.