Maybe I can't have normal youth

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Zhao Baian followed the clown step by step. At this time, the clown lost his previous madness and paranoia. This convergent arrogance made him seem to be an ordinary person. The clown said to himself like a female student just now: " Obviously the perfect body has been stabbed twice and it is not good, but why do I feel more beautiful? Why, why?"

The tip of the clown's red nose pointed to the ground, and the forcibly drawn laughter makeup was pulled into a distorted pattern because of the corners of his own drooping mouth.

"Why is this? It turns out that all things are not only perfect as beautiful? Is it possible for an ugly soul to move closer to beauty?"

After the clown said these words, he started to groan out of control.

"Ah...uh..."

He seemed to be in pain.

Zhao Baian stood by and watched his changes. At this time, she could no longer empathize with the clown, so she could only observe and guess.

Although she was not afraid, she couldn't care about him. She didn't know what the female student would be like in the end, nor where the clown wanted to go.She felt that she was very helpless and chaotic. Black and white were intertwined, but it was not gray, but indistinguishable. The colorful but at the same time represented the beautiful and dangerous colors of the world.

Zhao Bai'an felt a sense of sight in the cycle of reality, and another kind of space began to appear inexplicably before her eyes. As she walked, she deviated from the direction of the clown's advancement and trot towards that space.

Then a scene that confuses her and is familiar to her appeared in front of her eyes-the hotel room, its display is exactly the same as her and Oscar's rooms.

Thinking of this, Zhao Baian glanced to the side, and saw Oscar sleeping soundly beside him.

She woke up suddenly, and then realized that she was just in a dream just now. The so-called space travel was just an accidental shaking of God when she was in the dream and reality.

This time, Zhao Baian didn’t have the tiredness and fear he had before, so her mental state was particularly relaxed. She sat up on the bed. After staying for a while, Zhao Baian felt bored, so she went to the window and thought Enjoy the scenery outside.

But when she opened the heavy light curtains, she realized that it seemed that it was still early, and it seemed that it was still dark.

Zhao Baian returned to the bed and took out his mobile phone, squinted at the time, only then found out that it was a little over four in the morning.

She looked at the silent environment around her, looking helpless.

Although she is not sleepy anymore, she does not want to disturb others, so she can only go back to the bed.

She lay quietly, her thoughts flashing in her mind, she suddenly remembered that today is the last day of their trip, and at four o'clock in the afternoon, they will leave Lushan and return home.

Zhao Baian had no regrets thinking of this. In fact, she was quite happy. Thinking of sharing what she saw and heard about the journey with her parents after returning home, her nerves became inexplicably excited, and she experienced everything just now. , So Zhao Baian can't sleep at all now.

After tossing about in bed for a long time, she felt a little stuffy in the room, so she just got up and quietly left the room.

Considering it was early and she had nowhere to go, she decided to sit on the balcony after thinking about it.

She got behind the curtain, quietly opened the glass door to the balcony, and sat on a bamboo chair that could be shaken.Zhao Baian looked down through the balcony railings. At this time, no one appeared on the street. Except for the fixed environment, there were some birds who didn't know whether they got up early or stayed up late were chatting in her ears.

In the darkness, there is a trace of coolness, which drives away the heat that belongs to August. Zhao Baian enjoys it very much.

Her mind kept playing back the dreams of the past few days, especially the last one.

What the clown said to the schoolgirl and the emotions she felt when she was a clown made her thoughts fly.

When she came back to her senses, there was already some morning light on the horizon, and Zhao Baian saw the sunrise on the balcony, which was very, very beautiful.

The sunrise cleared her chaotic thoughts and gave her a day's vitality.

Zhao Baian stood up from the bamboo chair. At this moment, she suddenly heard her stomach and screamed twice.

She subconsciously returned to the interior of the room, walked over to Oscar's bed and glanced at her.The original idea was to tell her to eat together, but now Zhao Baian saw Oscar sleeping like that piggy, she really didn't know where to start.

Zhao Baian smiled at Oscar next to the bed, and then went to eat breakfast alone. On the way through the hall, her gaze drifted across the corridor junction and saw the door all the way. For some reason, she always felt something was wrong.

There is something wrong with the gate that comes in and out every day.

A scene recurred in her mind, not the injured female student, but the clown constantly raising the knife.Using the clown's sight as his own perspective, Zhao Baian clearly saw a strange birthmark on the clown's right hand!

It is a birthmark similar to a gourd.

She was stunned, and then rushed down the stairs like crazy, ran to the edge of the gate at the fastest speed she could, and saw the picture of the wall that she saw when she entered the door on the first day, and Zhao Baian instantly understood Everything, but was shocked for a moment.

Zhao Baian suddenly had a bold idea in her heart. Her sixth sense told her that the truth of the matter was by her side, and it was something she had always ignored.

Zhao Baian entered a state of forgetting everything but thinking. She started to connect all the clues in her brain continuously and automatically.She stayed in place completely, and it wasn't until her belly began to grumble again that she remembered what she was doing now.

She continued to walk towards the restaurant, and when she reached the restaurant, she took breakfast and tea and started eating and drinking.After all, people are iron rice or steel, so you panic if you don't eat a meal.Moreover, the operation of the brain is completely dependent on sugar. If you don't eat enough, even thinking will be slower.

So while eating breakfast, Zhao Baian slowly calmed down and sorted out his mood.

She chose to put everything in her heart first, not thinking about it or exploring it for the time being.She kept telling herself in her heart to enjoy her eyes first.

Zhao Baian began to concentrate on eating, and soon emptied the breakfast on his plate.

After eating, she followed the clues in her heart to the front of the bar.

Zhao Baian looked at the waiter in the bar and said sincerely: "Hello, I want to see the boss,"

The clerk was in a moment of sorrow. She leaked a surprised expression and chuckled: "Hello, do you have any dissatisfaction or special needs? You can tell me."

Zhao Baian hurriedly waved his hand in response: "No, you misunderstood. I'm sorry, I didn't make it clear. I asked your boss for something that I wanted to talk to him alone. It is a very important thing, so it is not convenient to disclose it for the time being. "

The waiter looked at Zhao Baian’s sincere eyes and made trouble for a while, because her boss has always had a rule that no one will be seen in the morning, so she had to respond to Zhao Bai’an and said: "Our boss is all sitting in meditation time at this time, and we don’t see foreigners. I'm really sorry."

Zhao Baian was a little disappointed when he heard the waiter say this. At the same time, she was very unwilling. She immediately asked the waiter: "When can your boss pick up foreign customers?"

The waiter thought about it carefully. She originally wanted to shirk, but now she saw that the person who wanted to see the boss was a little reluctant, and she had nothing to do.She thought about her boss’s work and rest time, and finally was forced to say helplessly: "Our boss usually meets guests after the afternoon."

When Zhao Baian heard this, she started to feel a little anxious. She didn't have so much time. They had to return in the afternoon, so there was no delay.

She decided to fight quickly, and Zhao Baian quickly started to think of a solution in her mind. After a while, she asked for paper and pen from the waiter, folded a few lines on the paper and gave it to the clerk.

The clerk asked strangely: "What is this?"

Zhao Baian did not answer her directly, but sincerely asked the waiter in the store: "Please show it to your boss."

The clerk wanted to refuse, but after thinking about it carefully, it was just a note. What's wrong?Besides, since she can write a note to the boss, it means that she is likely to know the boss.

Therefore, as a clerk, she must not offend the boss's friend. She agreed, took the note, and then turned around and walked into the inner hall.