Maybe I can't have normal youth
Chapter 21
Zhao Bai An has always been thinking about what to do, she has completely presses the scenes in the dream.
Exact, saying that she is not guessing now, but is definitely, so she is more anxious, and the brain is thinking.
For Zhao Bai'an, Sen Mountain is really important to her. She can't do anything, if she is there, she ... she doesn't want someone to live alone!
Suddenly, her brain sounded the words of Sen Mountain to themselves: Living meaning.
Yes, the meaning of living.
So, what does it mean to live?
Why do you want to live? Why do people live?
Yes, why ... ...?????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Do you say that everything between her and the mountains does not have any meaning? So so many wonderful things have not let him have any hope and embarrassment for life?
She is so ... failure?
Life ... is that so no meaning?
What is the meaning of people ...?
Zhao Bai An suddenly didn't understand, she suddenly didn't understand.
Looking up, Zhao Bai'an did not see anything, her dull eyes did not focus on anything.
Wake up, awake! Need to be awake!
Zhao Bai An suddenly a spirit.
Paper cutter, right, paper cutter! She wants to find a cutter!
"What about the knife? Cutting the knife?" She began to speak for their own words.
Zhao Bai'an fiercely jumped, like uncontrolled, the room was in the room, and she kept all the things that the eyes and all the things that were able to put things all over again, but they did not find what they would find.
Suddenly, she saw something like a bed under her bed.
Zhao Bai'an rushed, I wanted to pick up it on the ground, but I didn't think of the fire three wooden blocks in front of her.
The eyes of the fire, but Zhao Bai An is unfortunately. She only takes care of what I have to find, and I pushed the fire, Sanmu said: "Let's open ... you will open!"
Sanmu, of course, will not let go, she holds the front of Zhao Bai'an: "Little white, you slowly calm down, don't worry, do we want to think about it?"
The fire three-wood stretched his hands to hold the hands of Zhao Bai'an, pulling her chair placed at the corner of the room.
"You are waiting here, don't walk everywhere." Sanmu directly glanced at Zhao Bai'an's eyes and said to her.
It is also very strange that Zhao Bai An is really quiet.
Now this feeling is that Zhao Bai An is just like heard that Sen Mountain is speaking.
Subsequently, she couldn't help but nodded.
Then fire three places out of the room.
After a while, she came back, and her hands were still warm.
Sanshu handed hot water to Zhao Bai'an, and then gentle to her: "Drink this glass of water, you will feel better."
As Zhao Bai, as I just said, I took the water cup over, and I drunk the warm water in a cup.
After the fire, the fire rambles a stool, pulling it to Zhao Bai'an, sitting down, starting with Zhao Bai'an thinking together.
"Little white, in fact, have you ever thought about it, it's better to act as this, it's better to act, don't you confirm what you suspicious?"
Zhao Bai Ann He said straight to the shape and thought of thinking, thinking that he can't taste. Indeed, it is better to see if it is just like this.
But if she wants to confirm, she must go back, which is facing a lot of real problems.
For example, if you have to solve the problem, although the course here is not busy, she has just been coming for two months, and the school is recommended, so she wants to leave here, so she will pass here. Then report with your own alma mater.
In this way, it may take a long time, when you don't say it right away, I am afraid that the decanger is cold.
And she still thinks that if it is really going back, you must also find a good excuse.
This is more difficult to Zhao Bai'an, she is not good at lying, and now there is a chaotic in my head. Now she don't say that I find a perfect excuse, I can't think of the child.
Zhao Bai An hesitated, she did not answer the three-wood of the fire, caught in a deep meditation.
However, the fire of the fire in the side of her mean, she is like a worm inside Zhao Bai'an, I know what she is in her heart.
"Little white, in fact, have you ever thought that the problems you think is not a problem, if you really want to go back, I feel that you can be brave."
Zhao Bai An was smashed, and she said to her with uncertain tone: "Sanmu, I really can't take care of it."
Sanmu looked at her and nodded solemnly. Such a decision is the most suitable for the current Zhao Bai'an.
Through the eyes of the fire, Zhao Bai'an saw something. When she was shocked, she was excited.
Yes! I should do this!
Zhao Bai An decided to go back, and she felt that time is naturally, the better.
Once decided, Zhao Bai Anster did not hesitate to take out the mobile phone and started to find a round-trip flight.
However, when she saw the price list bombed from the airline main page, suddenly pulled back to the reality.
Zhao Bai An realized a very serious problem at this time, at least 20,000 tickets for planes.
And probably roughly calculated that the plane is in the sky, and it is necessary to be in the air fourteen hours.
She has more things that need to be concealed to others.
In the face of heavy reality, Zhao Bai An is somewhat awkward, she suddenly doesn't know how it is good.
Ask for help, Zhao Bai An once again looked at the fire three wood.
The fire is still that a definite look, and once again encouraged her: "Xiaobai, come on, do what you think in your heart."
Zhao Bai An is very helpless: "Sanmu, I am really ... can you do it?"
Sanmu nodded and nodded: "Little white, you think about Sen Mountain, he needs you, or he is looking forward to you."
This sentence, thoroughly poked the heart of Zhao Bai'an, and she had no reason to refuse.
She had to admit that even now she is not strong, no brave, but there is no way to ignore the mountains. Ignore such a little bit, there is no way.
Sen Mountain is like a curse, full of her inner, she can't get rid of it, but there is no way to skip.
The phrase of Sanshui made Zhao Bai'an clear his heart and made her thoroughly clear his thoughts.
She finally understood, everything is not important, only Sen Mountain is the most important.
Although she knows that if she is so regardless of her retreat, the next thing may be a thousand difficulties.
There will be something that she is unexpected, or may encounter the misunderstanding of the teacher and friends.
But all of this is considered, and if you don't change her ideas.
She is going back. High-speed writing hand, maybe I can't have a normal youth chapter list https: //