Maybe I can't have normal youth
Chapter 50 whispering
My mother looked at it, and my heart was like a knife. At the end, she is still a daughter, I am thrown.
She put the bowl of the squat on the side, then reached into the clothes pocket and put Zhao Bai An gave her mobile phone.
Zhao Bai'an saw the mobile phone at the moment, and then she didn't understand the mother.
"Hey!" Mom was helpless again sighed again, and then he did not leave a sentence.
Zhao Bai'an looked at the mother's back, the mind is complicated, and it is difficult to return for a long time. When she took her mobile phone, she always felt heavy, for some things happened recently, she always felt that the heart was like a big stone, and she was exhausted.
She doesn't know where to go, in fact, at this moment, she wants to call Sen Mountain again, but my mother is still in the ear. In addition, she remembered many days before she had a very unpleasant photo, and she felt something awkward.
Tangled for a while, and finally Zhao Bai'an still took a relatively conservative way, she didn't call, but found the avatar of Sen Mountain in the chat tool.
After you open, she sent a message in Senam in the way.
- Sen Mountain, I know that you will be uncomfortable, but please give me a chance, let me do something, please give me a chance, let me stay with you.
After that, Zhao Bai'an began to wait quietly. In the process of waiting, he will flip the mobile phone from time to time, I hope that Sen Mountain can reply to himself.
Every time the result is not human, gradually, and she is not too much to stare at the mobile phone.
Her nest was in the bed, which was in a wave of emotions.
In this way, Zhao Bai An has been in this disappointment, waiting, and helpless, quietly spent only the days left.
And during this period, Sen Mountain is like sudden disappearance, which has evaporated from the world.
Zhao Bai An no matter how to communicate with him, it is still like the original laden.
Between the blink of an eye, we have ushered in the first day of school. According to the practice, Zhao Bai An is going to go home to new high school to report.
On the evening of the beginning, because of the loss and unwilling, Zhao Bai An once again tried to contact Sen Mountain.
Just apparently, this time she still got the disappointment result, as I put the stone into the wetlands,
There is no ripple to be a response, and there is no one.
Zhao Bai is completely gave up, and there is no way, she has consumed all the hopes all, she has already entered the desperation.
This should be facing a new life, but Zhao Bai An does not have any positive attitude.
She is now like a hollow shell being hollowed out, the thoughts are not there, the emotions are not there, the soul is not there. Nowadays, it is not enough to make her feel that she is still alive, and even she has already lost normal feelings and behavior.
Zhao Bai An is so stunned. It doesn't move. When I sit in the middle of the night, I haven't cleaned up what I have to take it tomorrow. She is helpless, she is sinking.
Originally, these heavy emotions have made her difficult to let her feel, but Zhao Bai An actually saw her mobile phone screen in the occasion, it seems to be a call.
She did not turn it, but the voice of the phone is still not in anant to the ear of Zhao Bai'an.
"You have a fox, you have a funeral, you have harmed him! You will go now, you have a good school, your good school is not him! You step on him, you will climb it up, you this snake heart intestine People, you must not report, you must not report! "
Zhao Bai An is holding his ear, but it is useless. Such a voice even becomes more loud, it is like ... Just like it seems that the source of sound is from its own brain.
"He is originally learning very well, because he is with you, he is because of learning, you are dragging him!"
"It is not good to learn, dragging, and even tired of him now, you should not get this result, you should fall!"
Zhao Bai An, I remember it, and every step in you will be, what is your back. Don't forget, who has become your stepping stone, like you, a deep woman, morning and evening Will be retribution! "
The sound of the ear said a big pass, Zhao Bai An from the most painful pain, to the current quiet, there is not much feeling because she is already used to it.
In fact, she has always been spent in such a day since she knew the results of the exam.
Although she never came from the middle, but it can also be said that she is already unsure, this has already been so satisfied with these words.
She didn't answer any of her heard, she didn't make sense. She listened to the soul, listening to the sound of the ear. Just as if you have to respond, there is always a feeling of swallowing flies, let the voice feel that it is too cheap to Zhao Bai An.
"I tell you, although you win, but in your feelings, you will always be able to pick it up."
"You can't see Sen Mountain in this life, two of your two are destined to be parallel lines that are impossible to intersection."
"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha!"
The sound of the ear suddenly started laughing, nor did you know what is laughing, because ... you can't listen to any trace of smile.
Zhao Bai'an listened there, was still difficult to have the word beaded in the ear, she laughed with her cold and smiled coldly.
Laughing and smiling ... A hard pain that is difficult to control is full, and the pain is spread all over the whole body.
It can be followed ... This seems miraculous to let her sleep again again.
The laughter stopped, and Zhao Bai An saw his inner heart at this moment, she even cleared himself what I want.
She also understands a truth, that is, she is absolutely impossible to let Sen Mountain disappear from her life, she crashed! She will not be able to stand!
She didn't want to live alone from the future, she was alone in her ear, and she laughed there, and she took the mobile phone and immediately tried to contact Sen Mountain again.
When she didn't care, Zhao Bai'an has been thinking about it. No matter what this Sen Mountain is not answering the phone, I have to get the Senushan news today, otherwise she will go to him! No matter where you want to go, you have to find him! As long as he exists in the world, she will definitely find him in any corner!
Zhao Bai'an no longer took the fear of the heart, no longer got that trembles uneasy, she must get a result today, she must hear the sound of Sen Mountain.
Otherwise, she is impossible to make a good break, this is not the heart of the heart, but she has always hidden in the heart.