Maybe I can't have normal youth

Zhao Bai An is so hard because there is a course, so she returns to the classroom again.

I have tasted the lesson this time, she is quiet, but the mind is difficult to calm.

She is still the same as before, I will feel inexplicable when I am in class, and I will inexplicably want to get angry to people around, but I have been forcibly suppressed by her.

So she has almost no gains all day, but only in a confused, I have finished walking this day.

One day's course is finally ended, Yang Ziyi is waiting Zhao Bai An, I want to talk to her, but Zhao Bai An refuses.

She is tired, I don't want to say anything, there is nothing to say, just close it yourself.

After that, she cuts off the more contacts of usual and friends, and puts themselves in a differential space.

Although it lives in the world, it can be a feeling of cultivating the fairy.

Zhao Bai An except for class every day, it is returned to the residence, or it is to indent himself, and the quilt is wrapped out.

However, when she is really boring, I will put myself in the Internet and put the social network.

She did this, just because she always did not come by the uncontrolled collapse, the feeling of life without life will suddenly cover her.

Such a situation is definitely not exposed to people who care, Zhao Bai'an will only find some people who don't know. But it will definitely say anything you are familiar with it. If there is, it is just some intimate words.

She twisted himself in distorted life, no one can comfort her, and she doesn't want anyone to persuade himself. Zhao Bai'an has been indulging, so that it is more intensified, so that this will affect the realism.

When you walk on the road, suddenly the heart will be very painful, and you can't control the eyes. When cooking, when I took a shower, or when I was in a daze, I didn't come by the hit, so that I couldn't live in tears. When I was serious, I couldn't even stand it seriously.

However, these are not the most serious, the most serious is that even her dreams of dreams have also been completely collapsed, Zhao Bai An insomnia, she is more serious than before, she can't fall asleep one day.

Under this situation, Zhao Bai'an is in the midst of every day, she can't distinguish the reality, and I can't divide what is dream, and I can't even know where she is. Even in the real world, but it is aware of awareness of free.

At the time of day,

Zhao Bai An felt that his body was fluttering, as he had become a soul, and in the end, she would be inexplicably fainted several times, and after waking up, I won't get any improvement.

Her body is getting worse, the whole man is equipped with the bullish, the two eyes are like a thick smoky makeup every day, the students began to have more unsuspects to her, but she didn't care, she still repeated past That kind of death cycle.

Of course, she doesn't have a good one, but only when the body is on the verge of the limit, it will fall into a short sleep when the body is not supported, but only a pity is probably not more than half of each section. Hour.

And even for half an hour, it was not calm and abnormal. After the past, the scene of the scene was returned, and her brain was not stopped.

Dreams are chaotic and broken. Every short-lived sleep Zhao Bai An will go to the white temple, and is closed in the railing, suffering countless questions.

A lot of yourself like the current students around him, is facing her point to finger, saying that some she is unbearable.

Later, those words seem to have an entity, and the unnecessary stack is on the railing of Zhao Bai'an. Slowly, the fence of the ice is seems to be higher and higher, Zhao Bai An is even more

And just half an hour you can't sleep, you can let her sweat every time.

Zhao Bai An is still a little time, and how many times, her situation has not improved, and I heard the illusory and mild self-disabling.

She often hurts her own, but it has always been accompanied by fire, giving her comfort and suggestion.

Moreover, as the fire flows to reality, Sen Mountain seems to be more frequent with Zhao Bai'an, and even when there will be some increasing words to increase Zhao Bai'an confidence.

These seem to be fantasy, just Zhao Bai'an is unclear and reality, she can't divide it, as long as she needs, the Sen Mountain that appears is true. It is still when she takes the initiative, and then the Sen Mountain will be true.

But everything doesn't seem to don't matter, she now feels that such a life is not bad, she is used to it.

Gradually, Zhao Bai'an didn't even feel that he was alone. She will often talk to the fire three-wood, and the fire will also comfort and accompany Zhao Bai An, and even sometimes some little intensive behaviors will be advised.

In the invisible, Sanmu seems to be the only spiritual pillar of Zhao Bai'an. She often discusses what, self-doubting, panic, entanglement, etc.

And the fire three places will always give her a response, at any time.

Sanmu told Zhao Bai'an, she will always accompany Zhao Bai'an, at least this point she can guarantee. So, please don't panic too much, don't be afraid of loneliness, because she will always be there.

In this way, I don't know the true and false Sen Mountain in the mobile phone and the spending of the fire in front of the real and false fire, Zhao Bai An Han is a day, one week, one week, one month.

Zhao Bai'an seems to have gradually checked, and her daily behavior seems to be gradually returned to normal. She seems to have learned how to act, in order to integrate himself into the surrounding environment.

And she is also finally going to end international students, ushered in the days of going home.

She looked at the room that had been cleaned up, sitting on the chair, eyesight, looked at the three woods that leaned against the wall. Zhao Bai opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say, and finally just gave a bitter smile.

Although she is chaos, although thinking is hit by a fragment, she is also awake, she has always known that she is always her own, never abandon her.

That fire is three wood ... it is her own.

However, this kind of awake has made Zhao Bai An feels uncomfortable, she doesn't want someone, she doesn't want someone!

So after those who are awake, she will always press them back. Although there is a feeling of self-deception, how can she still?

In today's day, it is the last day at the school, many students go to the carnival, find some memories that can be taken back. Only she has always hit the habit since these months, sitting here, this is a place to carry her most of their lives, sitting in the room that is now empty, and is opposite the fire.

"Little White ..." Three wood leaning against the wall suddenly called her, and then came toward Zhao Bai'an.

Step by step, step, step ...

Looking at the three-wood gorgeous white figure, Zhao Bai An is a god, and the scene in front of me has changed.

Very strange, Zhao Bai An has never returned to Red Heart Island since then from the Red Heart Island.

Today, she immediately stood at the door of the Red Heart Island, but I was inexplicably confused.

Everything seems to be so calm, but the eyes of the small animal small people in the eyes are frightened, but it is panicked. They rushed quietly; they panic quietly; they struggled in peace.

Everything seems to be so violated, Zhao Bai An is silent.

She came to the Red Castle along the road that has been almost buried. The castle is clearly not declined, but it seems that it doesn't seem to be so angry. There is no flower on the road around the road, which is originally filled with a small flower, and the empty is also, only a dry soil remains.

Fortunately, the playing card soldiers who have given their own love cards are still in that corner. Zhao Bai An is in front, but the soldiers suddenly bowed to her, and then opened the door directly.

A calm and dignified fire three woods stepped out, the snow hovered in the sky, followed by her, is a mighty light chicken egg, and their hands are holding firewood and torches.

Zhao Bai An, I wanted to go up, but suddenly there was a sudden smile: "Hahaha ... hahaha ... !!! ..."

I laughed and smiled, but she cried in the name of the Red Queen.

The light chicken egg family after the body, a huge toroidal, just in front of Zhao Bai'an, the fire took the fire, holding highlights, and then looked behind the wood pile.

The flare is up, and the ignition of the eggs of the light chicken egg is burned in an instant, and the Red Heart Island is surrounded by flames between the blink of an eye.

It is strange that Zhao Bai An does not participate in this time, but becomes a bystander. Although the fire in front of her is violent, it can be ridiculous from her side.

Take all the things in the flame, twisted but calm, it seems to be the end of yourself.

Zhao Bai Anxin flashed for a while, and finally, he wanted to pull the fire three wood to escape.

She no matter that he is not involved, just madly fire Miki ran past, she wants to pull the fire Miki's hand, but the fire but Miki just shook her head, then smiled, turned into so fire them.

Eyes suddenly flames rising again, blocking the pace of progress Zhaobai An all.

Zhaobai An helplessly standing, watching, sigh with, but eventually had to recognize this reality.

Miki watched the fire and the fire disappeared on the way together, watching the red castle collapsed in the fire, watching the quiet forest becomes charred in the fire, she could do nothing, can do nothing.

She was suffering a loss, I want to save as much as possible, you want everything kind enough before, but now it is not up.

Her tears are blurred, and finally finally recognize reality, after struggling a while, everything seems to be the over.

Everything around all burned out, in front of nothing, she saw a rabbit and dog Cheshire bowed to her at the boundaries of the forest, like a farewell, then also turned into flames.

Zhaobai An suddenly as the dying man is so deep breath woke up, she found herself still sitting in a chair in the empty room.

No immediate fire Miki figure, and on the occasion of her disappointed God, but also know after himself no longer dreaming.

Red Island, the scene still fresh in everyone's farewell also reflected eyes.

The Zhaobai An Hune is not chaos, she clearly understood that all dreams are over.

She knew she was no longer worthy to have weird dreams, own the grown up, fairy tale or something, never be true.

In the evening, Zhaobai An leave home, get on the plane home.

Woodenly, she took out a pen and paper, on the plane began to draft his own complete set Acknowledgments - her thesis on this're just one step.

She thanked the fire Miki, A mushroom, rabbit ...... ...... there Moriyama

She does not know how to call, she did not know how to call Moriyama.

Thought to want to, she finally decided to use the "love" word.

Although this is a very complete set of wonderful thanks, but Zhaobai An knows that this is an account of her own four years of university.

......

The plane landed, Zhaobai An enormous dragging luggage out of the checkpoint, she has come back to himself when told the news Moriyama.

Although Sen Mountain did not reply before the plane took off, Zhao Bai An knew that he would take her.

I don't know why, she knows.

Zhao Bai'an slowly walked out of the airport, she took hope, but she did not see Sen Mountain in the crowd.

But this time she doesn't panic.

Zhao Bai'an just took the luggage, sat in the edge of the flower bed, so sitting so.

No, she is waiting.

She repeatedly opened her mobile phone, and only her monologue is only a monologue, and there is no reply.

But she is waiting, waiting quietly, it seems that I am worried.

The crowd in the airport has been in a hurry, playing another encounter with others, Zhao Bai An is like a statue, sitting, sitting in this place she thinks that it is an eye.

I don't know how long, a shadow is sprinkled from the top of the head.

Looking up, it is the one who is a very worryable person.

"You are coming." Zhao Bai said, as if everything is so successful.

I don't know how long I didn't have this kind of laughter, Zhao Bai'an just felt happy.

"Well, let's go." Sen Mountain responded, took hands to the suitcase around Zhao Bai'an, as if all everything is.

Zhao Bai'an tired body seems to be full of vitality, she bounces.

Well? Three wood?

A red sight appeared in the field of view, but turned away.

Don't worry, I will live well, don't worry, three wood.

Zhao Bai An in the heart of the heart, then smashed the head, and immediately followed the back of the front.

--over--