Monster no Goshujin-sama

09. White Spider and Girl Moving Forward

Nine.

"For your information, can you tell me how you feel so far?

"Really? In the meantime, I've tried the sword that the Lord's Palace also uses, but it's hard to fight while consciously trying to build a blade muscle. I can't, but I'd rather weaken it."

"The sword says it's impossible."

"I also tried the axe, but I don't know what it feels like. I'm trying the spear now. This is hopeless, too. I'm starting to feel like even the trees there should be hedged and spinning."

"For once, I'll tell you, when you leave this forest, there aren't trees growing anywhere, are there?

"Just carry it with you."

"... oh, already. I don't know where to start."

From this conversation, the choice of a concubine's weapon was resumed.

Lord Kato first got into the car with Kay.

"You have it. Yeah. I think I've seen them all in comics and stuff, somehow."

"Really? But I think there are a lot of things that aren't even weapons in Mr. Mennaka's world. For example, see. It's unfortunate that the hand sword used by NINJA to live in the darkness of the world more than it used to be in ancient times."

"... who told you that? Oh, no. You don't have to answer. 'Cause I understand."

"Eh?

"Well, I'm sure we talked funny and crazy about trying to entertain Kay.... but right. That could be one hand."

"What are you talking about?

"No. Nothing. For now, let's explore what we have here."

- Originally, Lord Kato, who was supposed to be watching Lord Rose train, came here because he predicted that this task would be difficult to navigate.

You should call it the same wisdom eye.

Nevertheless, in the fold of returning that way, I just couldn't seem to predict until I encountered the other transferees.

"It's a good time, it's a bad time, it's just"

"I think it was good."

Lord Kato returned it from the car that was beside him.

"For once, it's better for me to stick to the same position than for them to look downstairs at Mr. Gabella, because I still don't have to stand on the corner."

Along with Lord Kato's voice, I heard crouching and stiff things rubbing.

Apart from Kay, who handles what's in the car and puts it out depending, Lord Kato was just looking for a weapon. By the way, Siran is already back at the Lord's Palace.

"Besides, even if I can be obsessed, the spearhead will be me, not Senior Mashima."

"Is that a good thing?

"It's a good thing. There's not much I can do for my predecessors that I don't have the power to fight. If we don't do this, we don't know what we're here for."

The concubine looks back at the car, but Hate, from here, I couldn't see her.

Instead, Kay with a weapon appeared to come out of the car.

The concubine placed a weapon on the ground that did not come with either a spear or an axe in her hand.

Having recovered some weapons containing it, Kay leaves the next weapon instead.

"At least if you wake up to your power as a metastatic, it's not the same story."

"Cheat ability? Lord Lily said something similar."

"Yeah. Lily talked to me about that the other day. I wonder if I can't handle cheat abilities."

"In fact, does it seem impossible?

"... I wonder. I've been thinking a lot."

My thoughtful voice returned.

"Mr. Lily is only simulating to Senior Mizushima. It's not the metastasizers themselves. So you never wake up to your abilities. 'Cause Lily seems to think about it herself. I can't make it real because I'm a fake... and I can't help thinking she does."

"Isn't that impossible?

"Around here, it's Mr. Lily's complex. I think I've overcome my anxiety that I won't be able to be beside Senior Mashima sooner or later. Until you feel inferior, it won't go away."

"Mmm. Is that inferior?"

For one concubine, what Lord Kato was saying was not perfect.

For if I were a concubine, Lord Lily had a strong impression of being attentive to everyone as the sister of his family.

I can't imagine what's bothering me with my own problems.

But maybe that's just the way it is with constant effort.

"Mr. Lily's thoughts are also certain persuasive. Indeed, Mr. Lilly's pseudonyms inevitably result in a deterioration of his abilities. Besides, Senior Mizushima died before expressing her cheat ability, so she doesn't have the inherent ability to reproduce it in the first place."

"Is that true, too?"

"It's just..."

The squeaky and continuing noise broke off.

"It is normal for the degradation that comes with Mr. Lily's pseudo to be 'able but incomplete' rather than 'unable'. Besides, the very qualities that you can have cheats must have been in your metastasizer, Senior Mizushima."

"Uh... what Lord Kato is trying to say is, 'Lord Lily should be able to simulate the very qualities that express cheat ability'? If that's true, there's something else why Lord Lily can't express his abilities."

"I'm thinking maybe that's possible, too. Look, even if I'm not Mr. Lily, I'm not awake to my abilities, am I, the metastasizer?

"If you ask me... the boys just now, the situation is the same. I don't know if we all have the same reasons, but let's just say it's too soon to decide why Lord Lily can't express his abilities as a pseudo fault."

"That's the thing. It's not too late to give up until you've considered it enough…"

As the thought deepened, the words of Lord Kato gradually changed into solitary.

"The power of us transferees reflects what we want. So if you don't have the hope of springing up from the bottom of your mind in the first place, or even if you have the hope, if that thought is weak, then you don't express your ability."

The concubine thought of the Lord.

He also said he had a period of incapacity.

No one but Lord Lily knew about the time, but from what I've heard, the Lord Hall, who had just met her, seems to have been in pretty terrible condition.

That is why the Lord has awakened to his abilities.

Conversely, otherwise you wouldn't have woken up to the ability to lead a monster, etc.

Think about it that way, the concubine feels complicated.

Because his unhappiness, in a way, is connected to the happiness of his concubines.

Nevertheless, the Lord will not wish to think that way.

So concubines stop thinking. Past misfortunes are misfortunes. Happiness today is happiness. As a result, there is the Lord, and there is a concubine. That's all I need. I know the Lord thinks so, too.

"I don't have enough hope to lead to an awakening of abilities. Perhaps the vast majority of metastasized people will be in this case. But when it comes to fitting everyone, I don't think this is necessarily the case either."

One Lord Kato sinks into the swamp of thought.

The voice color is sincere and conveys that she is serious about her thoughts.

This matter is not the only one. She turns a blind eye to various things.

There's something in her that just makes her do it.

"If you think about it, there are parts of cheat ability itself that are hard to say I still understand properly. How can we metastasizers have something like this? No, I'm feeling a little off target, too."

"Hey, it's Lord Kato."

"- Oh, yes. Mr. Garbera. What is it?

When the concubine called, her voice returned to me in the way she had always returned.

I wonder what happened, the concubine lost her mind.

I had a few questions in my chest. But I didn't know if I could talk about it.

Well, I concluded that it was because they were Lord Kato.

It's ridiculous to let someone a few steps smarter than you go around this and thinking about it. Honestly, I decided to ask whatever I wanted.

"Lord, why are you pushing me down about the Lord?

There was a good noise while I was hanging out.

It sounds fancy. Apparently, Lord Kato repeated the weapon he was fishing for. "So, are you okay, Mr. Vegetables?!" I heard Kay panicking.

The concubine was also worried, but soon there was a groaning response from Lord Kato: "... I'm fine".

Hmm, and the concubine snorted.

"Beware of handling weapons, Lord Kato. You're gonna get hurt?

"You say it!

Lord Kato put his face out of the car. It is red to the neck.

"Mr. Gabella? What the hell are you saying..."

"Hmm? Did I say something weird?"

Ha ha, the concubine leaned her neck.

"The concubine wants to push the Lord down. Doesn't Lord Kato feel the same?

"I'm too naked!

"Your Lord is too eager. I've been thinking for a long time, Lord, is it too brittle only to involve the Lord?

"Ugh..."

Lord Kato was dull and stuck in words.

From those days, Kay, with her reddish cheeks pinched with both hands, had a face. "Oh, it's an adult conversation......" she says, snagging at it.

Again, Lord Kato and I poked each other in the face.

It is also quite unusual for a concubine to remain calm and a situation in which Lord Kato is upset.

With strange emotions, the concubine tilted her neck.

"But I don't think the Lord will see Lord Kato as such, as long as he doesn't push him down."

"... you seem stumped and say something surprisingly sharp, Mr. Gabella"

"At this point, sharpness doesn't matter. The Lord and I are connected by a path, so if you look at it properly, you will understand. And by the enthusiasm to gaze upon him, the concubine is not going to give way to the other sisters"

As far as I can tell, the Lord does not see Lord Kato as his opponent.

Whatever is dull with the Lord's Hall, it is not a wood stone. Thin, something seems strange to me.

But thank you. There's no way to get to the answer.

Why?

What I am reminded of there was the appearance of Lord Kato earlier, who made me feel ill by making contact with men.

"Naturally, naturally. You can't imagine a human being so weak just by exchanging words with a man that he doesn't want to push himself down, even if he's not the Lord."

"Excuse me, Mr. Garbera. Would you stop talking in your own language?"

"In polar terms, it would be 'that sort of thing'. At least, the concubine doesn't want to push down anything but the Lord. Only then will the Lord further turn away from the answer. If you're honest, let's get rid of the options that make a man's beastiality look shard. Seeing it as heterosexual in itself can also be contraindicated"

The concubine sighed.

"Even if the concubine didn't say so, the Lord would know better."

My concubine is still a little scared about this girl who beat up the white Arakune herself.

Because she's such a girlfriend, she also tries to figure out as much as the concubine knows.

"So I'm asking. Is that all your lord needs? concubines and feelings shall be the same"

Straight ahead, the concubine asks.

Lord Kato sighed as he perceived.

"… the same feeling, is it? I'll tell you what, Mr. Gabella, it's not like I want to push you down."

A bitter grin was on his mouth.

"But I didn't think Mr. Gabella was aware of my feelings,"

"I told you. By what I've stared at the Lord's Hall, he said the concubine is not going to lose to the other sisters. But the Lord was also quite something"

They're staring at the same thing. What's wrong with not noticing?

When I realized it, it was more unnatural not to question it.

"Why convey what is in its breasts to the Lord? For once, I meant the Lord who made me stand before this concubine. I didn't mean to cower."

"No way, Mr. Gabella."

"... oh my God"

The concubine frowned at the words of Lord Kato, who remained smiling bitterly.

That was the natural reaction. Because the image of her in the concubine was a 'monster' with nothing to fear.

But she in front of me, she says, is not.

Did the concubine missee it?

No, that's not true. When the concubine met, she was certainly a horrible monster.

Someone returned the monster, Lord Kato, to the original girl.

Lord Kato smiled at the concubine who was so sure.

"I gave up everything. I lost everything, I lost everything, and that's why I could do anything. I wasn't afraid of anything. That's what Mr. Garbera said when he was an enemy. That's me, so I helped the seniors.... Yet Mr. Rose says. He said we shouldn't give up."

Lord Kato exhaled.

Troublesome, then happy emotions seeped into its mouth.

"Then I got scared to do anything"

"For that matter, it seems like a lot of things are moving the same as before."

"Hehe. Right. That's a contradiction."

Nodding at the concubine's point, Lord Kato closed his eyes softly.

"But you don't have a choice. Thanks to Mr. Rose, I was able to say," Thank you. "If you'd be happy, wouldn't you? If you could trust me, wouldn't you be happy? I thought I'd do better."

With a thin smile, Lord Kato did his hand on his chest, as if to ascertain the feel of what was there.

"One's heart is really boring. You gave it all up, and once you decide not to, you get greedy. So..."

"I see."

That's what drives cowardly girls.

The concubine leaked a convincing exhale.

... Then I wish that was the only way I could just tell you how I feel, concubines, etc., but I'm sure that's impossible.

Because I'm scared.

Moving forward also makes me hesitant to take a step and need time to squeeze my courage because I'm afraid I'll lose what I've got in the corner.

Still, she won't stop walking right now.

The doll girl she once pulled her hand on now leads her, but slowly moves forward.

How fast would it be from a concubine, and still forward?

If so, the concubine is still afraid of Lord Kato.

My mind and body are so weak, yet strong.

The concubine doesn't understand.

I laughed all the time only if I thought it was preferable.

"Very well. That's your lord."

What do you call a being like her? Remember, the concubine nodded one.

"Only with regard to the Lord, are you coming?"

Lord Kato, who shook his eyebrows properly, looked at his concubine with a tight eye.

"... you knew very well, such an expression"

"Lord Kanahiko told me."

"That one..."

The weakened Lord Kato turns to a resentful look.

"I don't mind. Because it's me like that, and there must be some places that can help seniors....... so how about this?

"Hmm?"

"I just came out when I repeated it. If this is the case, I wonder if Mr. Gabella can handle it."

The concubine immediately received the weapon that Lord Kato, who had left the car, had brought with both hands, which looked heavy.

"What is this?

It's not a sword, it's not a spear.

A large piece of metal is attached to the tip of a stick as long as the length of the arm.

The metal mass was fitted with a protrusion that looked sturdy, creating, in a sense, a noisier atmosphere than a sword.

"This is mace, right?"

Kay, who came running over with it, gave me a commentary.

"It's a weapon that punches the target with a patterned head on it first. It is commonly used in Viscum, one of the three eastern countries, because there are many hard monsters that do not pass the blade."

"Mr. Rose has only ever made a weapon with a blade. Mr. Gabella didn't have the idea of a strike weapon, did she? What do you say? I think it would be better to break the tree that grows in it and turn it into an impromptu stick."

"Sure. At least you don't have to worry about the blade muscle."

While nodding to Lord Kato's inquiry, the concubine's heart had been halfway taken by the weapon in his hand.

If this is so, or...

When the concubine took a short distance from the Kato lords, she wielded a mace.

"Shaaaa!"

I put my strength into the gripping hand and shook it out without any help.

The battered air can bounce around in a fierce breeze.

The response that comes through.

Unexpectedly, the garlic and grin leaked.

This is good. Familiarize yourself with your hands.

The structure is simpler than anything else. It is interesting, however, to be creative, unlike just sticks.

By using the weight of the patterned head, nature and centrifugal force are becoming weapons. You can expect some power, even if you just wield it. Whatever it is, I guess it's something else to talk about.

"If you say the difficulty, it's about too light"

If it's for human use, maybe this is fine. A little short for concubines.

"This better be heavier. I also want the length. Let Lord Rose talk to you about it."

I can play pleasant feelings with my chest.

Naturally, the grin leaked.

"Damn. I'm starting to look forward to something."

"Um, Mr. Gabella?

"... what, Lord Kato. Because when one feels good"

When the concubine turned her dissatisfied face, there was Lord Kato, who frowned.

Point your finger, she said.

"That mace, it's not bent over the pattern?

"... ah"

A missing voice between them leaked out of my mouth.

He was a concubine wandering awkwardly, looking down at a crooked mace to accidentally get on with it and get serious.

After this, I caught scattered eyes that I was unnecessarily distorted because of the force I applied in my haste to try to fix it, or to report it to the Lord's Hall and apologize with him.

In the end, around the time I didn't decide on a weapon, I couldn't even see it.

Nevertheless, I think I could somehow just grasp the policy.

After that, will you consult Lord Rose? Apparently, Lord Kato had an idea, too, and something seems to be moving.

Dealing with one weapon is a tough one. The concubine sighed.

Later, when I asked him to "give me something sturdy and heavy anyway," it was another story that held my head by Lord Rose.