Monster Paradise
Chapter 710: My Life [This Chapter Still First Person Name]
That's why I decided to make up for my regrets. I know I have a lot of unbearable Kang in my heart, and the death of my parents and grandmother is, and so is the breakup with Zhang Yeon. These cans are also the source of my inner insecurity.
I can only unwind the happy knot once I've crossed it completely.
So I proposed to Zhang Yeon in my own way.
Seeing Zhang Yen was unexpected.
When I was in love with Zhang Yeon, both my parents and grandmother were gone, and naturally they didn't have a chance to see her. In this parallel world, perhaps it was the Peeping Character that made up the plot that kept my memories. Zhang Yen had also not met my parents.
I told my parents that we had actually been in love for two years before, so they knew that my decision to marry was not a temporary impulse.
After both parties had met their parents, the date of the marriage was soon booked, the first seven - seven evenings of the lunar calendar.
There are two and a half months to prepare for the wedding, and the wedding is well prepared.
Time flies, and soon it will be wedding day.
Zhang Yen wore a white wedding dress. In the crowd, it looked like a noble white swan. Good thing I'm not a toad, I'm in a black suit, and I'm like a black swan.
We exchanged wedding rings in the presence of relatives and friends of both sides.
When I put the wedding ring on her slender, slender, unnamed finger, the great regret in my heart was finally remedied.
In the two years I spent with her, I thought more than once about spending the rest of my life with this woman, and this wish came true by the act of peeping.
My parents and grandmother were alive, and I married the woman I loved most, and I felt sorry for myself all my life.
But I've always been a little wary, and the plot was so smooth, it was even perfect, but I still don't know what the test was.
After three tours, I sent all my friends and relatives, and Zhang Yeon and I went back to the wedding room dedicated to our two worlds.
Turn off the lights and the clean moonlight shines through the balcony sliding doors onto the bedroom bed.
Looking at Zhang Yeon attacking the white dress, my clothes faded under the moon, and my heart almost stopped beating at that moment.
In soft moonlight, her skin was white as snow, and the whole person was like glowing.
At that moment, I finally sinked completely, and I completely forgot what the test of speculative characters was...
When I woke up the next morning, I felt like I'd forgotten something, but I couldn't remember, the headaches of hangovers in my head, and a hint of unrealistic truth.
“Forest, have some honey ginger soup.” Zhang Yen came over for a drink.
I took a sip of the cup and looked at her with a bad smile, "Should I change your name, honey? ”
Zhang Yen flashed a little shyness on his face, but he bent over and stared into my eyes and looked at me, “Okay, my husband! ”
“Come on, kiss my husband.” I'll flank my face and flirt.
“No, I didn't wash my face.” Zhang Yen whispered and looked disgusted.
“Oops, I have a headache.” My acting will come soon.
“Drink the honey water, relieve it.” Zhang Yen also knows that hangovers don't feel well.
“Give me a kiss and I'll drink.” I keep cheating.
Warm lips stuck to my cheek, but as soon as I touched the score, Zhang Yeon straightened up and hummed with his nose. He shouted down at me, “Drink up, don't leave a drop! ”
“Yes, ma'am.” I drank the honey in one breath, and after seeing the bottom, the last few drops were licked with my tongue.
“I'm going to sterilize this cup...” Zhang Yen looked disgusted, squeezing the cup with two fingers and turning to the kitchen.
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After we got married, we fell in love again. Two years together, let's get too familiar with each other, we just need one look at each other to understand each other's thoughts.
This tacit happiness has plunged me completely into it, and I have no idea whether this scene is true or false. I even forgot little black, forgot white, black charcoal, tyrant... forgot my life, forgot my knife skills, forgot my mind, forgot my witchcraft... forgot my parents and grandmother had all disappeared in my life...
Every morning I wake up feeling like something's missing in my head, but I can't remember what it really is.
Zhang Yen was detected pregnant after three months of marriage.
I've had time to think about what it's like to feel like to be a father, and the feeling of happiness completely takes over my heart, my brain, even my soul.
In more than nine months, the baby went live and was a son.
The crystallization of this love not only doubled my happiness with Zhang Yeon. Raising a child is a tough thing, but both Zhang Yeon and I are in pain and happy. To be precise, happiness is much more than pain.
When the son was almost a year old, his wife was pregnant again, and this time she was born with a daughter.
After my son and daughter grew up day after day and the two kids went to the nursery school, my wife and I finally got a lot easier.
I got a promotion, became a department manager, and my wife's job started to get back on track, and it was better every day.
The only bad news was that Grandma died, and on the day Grandma died, I had some strange images flashing in my head, but those images only appeared for a moment and disappeared, turning into a cloud smoke that no one could catch.
A year goes by, and the child grows up a year, from kindergarten to primary school, junior high school, high school, and then to college. My wife and I have finally completed our child-rearing mission.
In the meantime, Grandma died.
By the time both children were working independently, my wife and I stopped worrying. I just realized that when I was young, my wife and I were old and started to have white hair...
The year my son got married, my father died, and it seemed like another strange scene had flashed in my mind, but it was also a flash, and I never remembered what it was.
Later, when my daughter married, my wife and I had grandchildren and grandchildren, and my mother died...
My wife and I get old every year, even though our days get better. When she was 87 years old, I finally sent her away. Our marriage lasted 62 years, and our love was still no match for time...
The day she walked away, a lot of images started pouring into my mind, but I just assumed that the images were unknown hallucinations, completely immersed in the pain of losing her.
Lost a man who spent 62 years together in the morning and evening, that feeling was like people were suddenly sucked out of their souls and become helpless...
After my wife died, my body was less than a day, and every day when I closed my eyes, I could dream about the past and my wife. I don't know if it's because I'm in a bad mental state. I eat less and my body gets weaker.
Children, while helping to find ways to raise them, are also unable to stop the ageing brought about by time.
On the bed, I woke up from a coma with oxygen on my nose, and I knew I was running out of time.
“Dad...” My son's eyes were red, I know he had just cried.
My daughter kept shaking my hand, "Dad, are you trying to say something? ”
I nodded with a very small amount, but the small movements made me feel tired.
After removing the oxygen mask, both the son and daughter came together, "Dad, you say, let's listen. ”
I tried my best to make a sound, but it was still very small and weak, “I have no regrets in my life...”
After saying this, I seemed to lose all my strength, looking at the white ceiling of the hospital, and I felt my body sinking slowly, and it felt like I was going to fall into something.
“I seem to have forgotten something. What is it?” Suddenly, a strange thought came up again, and I thought carefully about what I had neglected.
I heard sons and daughters crying in hospital wards, and others crying, but that crying was getting farther and farther away, like being completely isolated by something.
In my head, a picture began to flash quickly. My father opened the door for me to enter the house, my mother chose the dishes in the kitchen, my grandmother watched TV in the room, and my wife was white and snowy in the moonlight...
Wait, why do all my memories start when I'm 25?
What about the memories before me?
I feel a little strange.
And that's when the other part of the scene began to appear.
When I was nine, on a rainy night, I wrote my homework in the house. A phone rang suddenly, and after his father answered the phone, he ran out of his mind and didn't even call his umbrella.
When he came back, the whole person lost his soul, and it wasn't until the next day that I learned from Grandma that Mother couldn't come back.
When I was thirteen years old, I was already in junior high school, studying at night at school, and suddenly the class director called me out of the classroom.
He told me, "Lin Huang, something happened to your father, I'll take you home. ”
When I got home, Grandma couldn't cry. I repeatedly questioned the class director to find out that my father had a sudden heart attack and it was too late to take him to the hospital.
Nineteen years ago, I was in class and suddenly received a call from the Second Aunt. She told me on the phone that Grandma had left...
When I was 24 years old, Zhang Yen called. “Let's break up”...
This scene makes me wonder about memories completely different from reality, "Where did these memories come from?! Why isn't it the right time? ”
My body is getting heavier and heavier, and the picture of that movie version in my head, from beginning to end, shows up in front of my eyes without a scratch, even in every detail.
Just as I felt my body was about to fall into an endless abyss, a somewhat familiar and strange name suddenly flashed through my head, "Little Black? ”
As this name emerged from my brain, one name after another began to emerge in my brain, “White, black charcoal, tyrant, Kelly...”
“By the way, my name is Lin Huang, I have life, ability and witchcraft in my body, I know knife skills, I know flying knives, and I can summon monsters... I am now in a virtual world created by Peeping Characters! ”
As this thought rose, my body's sinking sensations finally dissipated, my eyes suddenly lit up, and the world, which was already dark, began to collapse.
Just for a moment, my consciousness returned to my body, and I found myself standing in front of a blue-black tablet. On the tablet, a golden beam emitted and fell into my eyebrows.