Moto Sekai Ichi’i no Sub-chara Ikusei Nikki
54 What is Madness?
I am crazy.
It is a frank impression.
When we first united, we touched the "abyss" a little bit.
We are one. My second doesn't seem to know how to do it, but in fact there's nothing to evoke each other's memories.
However. I was unable to comprehend with the evocation.
The darkness of a deep mind that no one else can understand is now driving the whole body of my second.
No, should I call my seven?
I have a premortal life in my second--for as long as I can't remember anymore, I have reigned as the King of Spirits and have glimpsed the lives of as many as stars. But I have never seen or heard of anyone who had a previous life. The honorable second, who first used me, came from a similar, unlikely world, and was extremely special. I don't know. I can't understand. I can't understand the darkness of that heart.
...... But I understand only this. At least only this.
My second is crazy. The way of mind is exquisitely shifted.
Something is wrong, perhaps because he has memories beyond the scope of my understanding.
My second headed happily. To the opponent who immediately decided that it would never win with the eyes of the Spirit Great King.
And now he is "overwhelming" the dark wolf.
He has never been attacked by his opponent, and he sees his wolves as if foretelling the future and applies his own attacks. It looks as if you are repeating a godly technique, like passing a thread through a needle hole from dozens of points, over and over again.
It is impossible. What are you thinking? I worried, I looked into my heart only once.
……regretted. It was far from understanding.
My second didn't think anything.
No, on the surface, I was thinking of the best response to the dark wolf's behavior pattern.
At the depths ... strong, crazy, "joy".
My second was pleased to live now. It is not a one-track act of such thinking, it was endlessly without gushing uncontrolled emotions precisely because living.
why? I wondered if I was enjoying the thrill, but it was different.
My second was finding the meaning of living in the fight against the dark wolf, even the significance of existence. At the same time, he considers this battle to be a game. No, it's not just guessing. Believing in such a way that we can no longer turn back, he is irreparably imprinted in his mind and body. Therefore, "I can only think of it as a game." Therefore, "the body and mind are pleased without permission."
-"World's No. 1"-I remember suddenly. My second wish. I know I'm not just aiming. Someday, "recover". That seat. There was no lie, and my second was betting on life without any doubt and returning to the top in the world.
…………
Perhaps my second "is betting on play"?
To play is to live, to remain in the top of the world is to exist, and ... not in this world in this world right now.
My second is standing here in order to regain my very existence.
Despite going crazy no longer.
Even if it's a battle where no one can win.
We are fighting alone, making use of strange and extraordinary tactics that we cannot imagine or understand as the Great Spirit King.
"(I'm the second ...!")
I felt something hot inside my heart.
What an obsession! What a tough! What a loneliness ...!
I wish I could be stronger than anyone, and I threw everything I could to fulfill it.
"(Oh my second !!!!)"
Yes. Rejoice, try to possess! My second, I know for sure. I am no longer alone. This Angolmore, bet your life, let's go along the way!
"(Huh ha ha ha!)" "No way!"
* * *
About an hour. Anko's HP has finally cut 20%.
It's easy to spot. When the HP drops below 2.5%, the dark wolf rushes black flame from the whole body and enters "Bersak mode". At the timing of entering, calculate the approximate damage back from the number of attacks so far, and calculate how many more attacks will cut 20%.
so. It's easy to do it, but it's easy too. If you use "Tame" in the place where you rush, you can use it. It was this time when I was able to name anko in my previous life.
“…… and a failure”
I knew well.
I take a sigh, six high-quality potions from my inventory, and throw them all at the dumplings with bite attacks.
The potion bottle cracked with a black flame in Versac mode, and the splattered liquid fell on the whole body. Then, as you look at it, this HP will be completely refreshed.
"(Are you good ?!)" "I told you. This is more efficient." "(Is that something ...?)"
The black flame that the whole bean was dressed in felt like a calm down, and the versak mode ended suddenly. It seems like Anko also has a face like "What? Why?"-But after all it is a monster. Sadly, the bite is the next thing you can't resist.
"Let's start."
The work to cut 80% starts.
One hour or so ... it took more than twice that time. Well, I have to do patiently.
I snapped my cheeks with both hands and headed back to Anko again.
"Now, Chikareta ..."
I killed nine and a half times from there and failed to play Tame, but I was tired of it and returned to my tent. The Dark Wolf cannot escape from the Isolois Underground Library, so there is no need to worry about following him.
"I continued to overwhelm that monster for ten hours. I shouldn't be tired."
Angolmore has been materialized for a long time. And pour sake into my cup as if I'm tired. Isn't it the only one who searches the world for a human being who makes a spirit great king? I feel really good when I think so.
"I'm going to be every day from now on." "... Um. If the battle like today continues, it seems that there will be no problem even every day." "No, I was lucky today. "I couldn't use the shadow at the timing of", "Who?" "Dark transformation into a humanoid leads to dark summoning or dark magic. During the transformation, prepare Ryuo swordsmanship, hit it and stun it. Take down with two rooks on your feet. So you can safely fight without worrying about dark summoning and dark magic. "" I see. When the wolf is in a shadow state when hitting Ryuo swordsmanship, I will take a stun. It increases the danger of eating a dark summon or dark magic without it. "" Yes. Dark magic is almost no problem. Regarding dark summon, it is okay from the shadow wand summon mode to the wand mode, but from the black flame spear summon If you switch to the strongest mode Is ...... "" If ...... is? "
"I might have to use my back hand ..."
* * *
This was boring.
Why am I trapped here? I do not understand even if I read all the books that are buried.
How many hundreds of years have passed since I took the ego?
When humans visit here, they will talk. Even so, this body doesn't hear me.
Intense murder overflows from the bottom of my heart, and my body takes immediate action.
Ah, I killed it again.
What an astounding life.
No one fills my heart.
Following what is. Following what is.
But they kill.
There is no help for it.
……gradually. I have become fun to kill.
All humans are weak. The flames of life that can be extinguished by blowing are very important, lovable, and most precious. Therefore, I really want to take it. I want to break it and I can't stand it. Yes, with this hand.
Look, stick more. Live strong and wise. Be proud of your life force. I will give you a point where the body bounces lively.
Yes it's over! …… It ’s a lonely thing.
When will the next come? What kind of life will come? How do you die? I can't wait, I can't wait ...
My fun. All of me. The only moment I can feel life.
And.
-It came. finally. You have come. My destiny person.
I felt a strong fate, as if I were a loving person who had survived in the past.
But the body starts to move. An order is given to kill. By the power of God that cannot be resisted.
Ah, ah, ah! I'll kill this one too! What a wonderful thing! There is no such pleasure-!
…………! ?
Suddenly, sweet numbness penetrates my body.
It was the first stimulus that I had lived for hundreds of years. why. why. I feel the crisis of life! This, I!
Kuh ...!
No hands or feet! This is me! This is me! Is it possible! ? no! Impossible! But it is possible!
Hmmm ...! Pain accumulates! Such, oh, this is the first time ...!
Kuh ... huh ...!
…… ku …… kufu, fufufu, ufufufufufufu!
alive! I'm alive! !
Really! I was trapped in this darkness for hundreds of years to reach this time, and I was born out of the darkness to meet him!
painful! painful! It feels good! !
More, more pain! Suffering! Bring pleasure to yourself! Oh, wonderful!
No, I'm going to die ...! It's over, it was a really good time. At the end I want to cum with your hands. My dream, which I had for the first time since I lived for hundreds of years, is likely to come true in less than an hour. Ah, happiness ...
………………eh?
what……! ? You, you ... recover me ...! ?
This, this is the reality! Is this a dream! ?
Lord You are exactly like my ideal! Your splendor is inextricable! My fate! my……!
Oh, oh oh oh! The best! Already, the highest ...
………….
...... fufu, fufufufufu.
From then on, I was crazy and almost conscious. The continuum of pleasures reminiscent of that eternity is definitely remembered by this abominable body.
Finally we met. My lord.
He shakes me over and over again. I will discipline me only for the ephemeral lives I have picked. It gives you pain, suffering, and a real feeling of life.
The Lord has returned. But I know. That gorgeous eye on leaving was definitely saying, "I won't let you go." The Lord is always here again. And I will take care of me again.
Ah, how wonderful! Hopefully or not, I want to live with the Lord. I want you to behead my head with the most beautiful and precious hands in this world after the blood-thirsty struggle. God, please grant these conflicting wishes.
Like a girl who knows love for the first time, her delusions overflow and she never stops. Lord, Lord, Lord ... I'd like to know your name someday. If you like, please give me a name. And with that hand, around this neck ...