Chapter 71: Girls Talk
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-GotĆ Hitori-
"U-um....i-is really necessary for us to be here...?" Bocchi asked anxiously while looking at the people inside the cafe.
"Well, it is since Iâd like our stomach to be filled as we talk, donât worry about paying though. Itâs my treat." Mitsuha smiled at her.
âB-but thatâs not the point!â Bocchi exclaimed inside her head, as a true introvert, naturally she isnât a people person.
Sheâs scared of people, more scared of talking to them. Just imagining herself to be part of a conversation makes her heart leap out from her chest. It is a natural instinct for her to feel uncomfortable when thereâs a crowd, as she prefers a place where there arenât a lot of people around.
Either way, she could only nod as she thought disagreeing would offend Mitsuha.
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Inside the cafe, Bocchi could only look at the floor, not bothering to look around the building, afraid of making eye contact with other people.
Because she focused on looking at the floor, it was inevitable that her head would hit something, and so her head hit one of the signs in the café.
"Ouch!" Quickly she held the part of her head that was hit by the sign to lessen the pain.
Mitsuha quickly helped her. "Are you alright?!"
"Y-yeah.." It wasnât really that painful, however the embarrassment she received from this blunder was much worse than the pain in her head.
Or at least thatâs what she thought.
âWe havenât even talked, yet here I am ruining things already!â Bocchi has an urge to crawl into the trash can outside the cafe at the very moment, to avoid this embarrassment sheâs feeling right now.
"Thank goodness, you should be really careful with your surroundings." Mitsuha half scolded and half concerned.
She knows that now, and would heed that advice to heart. "I-i will..."
Mitsuha nodded and replied. "As long as you understand..."
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It didnât take a few moments for them to arrive at the table of their choosing. It was in the very corner of the building where there werenât a lot of customers.
Bocchi could only sigh in relief knowing that she wouldnât have to deal with strangers around.
Now that theyâre seated, she doesnât know what to say, after all she doesnât know how to start a conversation, her mind went blank realizing that.
She has a dumb look on her face, thankfully Mitsuha didnât seem to notice her look.
After a few seconds, Mitsuha finally broke the ice and said. "Letâs order something first."
Bocchi couldnât agree more, after that Mitsuha called for the waitress, because itâs impossible for her to do the same thing, such a thing is simply hard for her who is an introvert to the core.
"Your orders maâam?" She looks at Mitsuha and Bocchi patiently waiting for their orders.
Mitsuha didnât even blink, and replied in perfection or at least thatâs what Bocchi saw in her eyes.
"Iâd like a vanilla milkshake and a strawberry shortcake please."
The waitress nodded and wrote down her orders in the note, then her gaze shifted to Bocchi making her feel nervous at the attention she was getting.
"What about yours maâam?"
"C-chocolate parfait a-and a blueberry m-muffin shortcake.. please." Bocchiâs heart was beating loudly as she finished speaking her orders.
Although confused by her stuttering, the waitress didnât say anything as the customerâs problem wasnât her business, after taking their orders she left to deliver it to the chef.
"You really arenât a people person, GotĆ-san?" Mitsuha said with a slight smile.
"W-well..." Bocchi didnât know how to answer that question.
"No need to answer it, I can understand your problem, at least the surface of it, sorry if I sound rude, because unlike you I donât really have a problem communicating with people in general as communication is pretty vital in our society." Mitsuha spoke as held both of her hands together.
"N-none taken..." Bocchi wasnât really offended as it is the truth.
"So...do you want to talk about it?" Mitsuha offered.
However, Bocchi was confused and replied. "A-about what...?â
"Your communication problems."
âO-oh, thatâs what she meant...â She thought as she listened to Mitsuhaâs words.
"A-are you sure t-that you want me to talk about it..? I-i donât think it would be a g-great topic for a conversation..." Bocchi muttered slowly.
Thankfully, Mitsuha heard her words clearly despite how low her voice was. "Probably, but Iâm quite interested to know how you end up like this, I can understand if you donât want to talk about it."
"N-no...Iâm fine with talking about my past, i-itâs not like itâs anything special anyway..." Bocchi then started talking about her childhood, while Mitsuha was listening with interest.
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"I see..." Mitsuha said as she finished listening to her story.
"I-i just found socialize hard, not until I was in middle s-school my condition got worse..." Bocchi said.
"You know, I was expecting worse but I suppose your main problem is confidence, if you can gather that much communicating would be a simple matter." Mitsuha pointed out.
Like an arrow, it stabbed directly into her fragile heart, as itâs the truth, she canât even refute that statement.
"Also, you shouldnât treat you lack of confidence as an illness because thatâs not healthy." Mitsuha noticed a particular moment that Bocchi treats her lack of confidence as a mental disorder.
It really isnât.
"R-right.." Bocchi was clearly skeptical, regardless she nodded.
Before they could resume their conversation, their orders finally arrived.
After their orders were placed at their table, Mitsuha decided to change the topic. "Anyway, itâs your turn to ask me a question."
Bocchi wasnât quite sure what to ask her, however she was thankful that Mitsuha wasnât urging her to rush, after a full minute of thinking, finally she asked. "W-whatâs your relationship with Alex..?"
"Eh? Whatâs with that question..h-heâs just a friend...I think.." Mitsuha paused and suddenly regretted adding the last part.
"Y-you think...?" Bocchi asked with a bit of suspicious on her tone.
Mitsuha stared at the table, then to Bocchi, she originally wasnât going to mention this to anyone, but it bothered her for a while now, with no one to talk about this sort of problem.
This was a perfect chance for her release this pent up emotions. "Well...itâs complicated...my relationship with Alex lately is...I honestly donât know how to describe it."
Mitsuha then stared at her directly into the eye and admitted. "I had sex with him."
Hearing that Bocchi heart stopped for a moment and after that depression followed. âD-did he cheat on me.. ?â
Bocchi was struggling not to cry until, Mitsuha continued. "It was 3 weeks ago when it happened...I tried to act like I normally do, but itâs getting harder not to while in his presence..."
Hearing that, the depression immediately disappeared from her heart, they did the deed 3 weeks ago, they werenât dating at that time, as she couldnât careless about what his actions before they started dating.
As they werenât in a relationship at that time, it simply wasnât her business to pry on his actions before.
"O-out of curiousity, h-how does it feel to have s-sex..?" Bocchi cheeks were red when she asked that particular question.
"W-whatâs with the bold question..?!" Mitsuha wasnât immune, she turned red as she remembered that particular moment.
Despite how direct that question may be, she answered. "I-it was painful at first, as he broke my hymen...I donât have a lot of experience with guys...h-heâs honestly the first boy that I have a sexual intercourse with.. anyway after that short moment of pain, even eventually it started to feel good..."
Her face was still red as she mentions it, while Bocchi was breathing a bit heavier than usual.
"T-then..?" She couldnât contain her anticipation.
"H-he was really good, like he knows what he was doing...Iâm pretty sure his dick reach my cervix...ahem* l-letâs stop talking about this, I canât, itâs so embarrassing not to mention inappropriate!"
It was too late, Bocchi was already getting an idea of what she should do next, talking about sex made her a bit horny, maybe sheâd ask Alex to do it with her later...
She wasnât sure if heâd accept her request, but, hoping he would because sheâd like to know what itâs like to have sexual intercourse with the opposite gender and wanted to confirm if having a dick inside her is really good as mentioned.
Thinking about having sex with her boyfriend made her panties a bit wet, she was glad that she wore pants today or else, her adult stain would have been revealed.
âS-sex with Alex...â Her face slowly turned red, her nipples became a bit hard as she thought about it, she could hardly wait for Alex to arrive.
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"Achoo~! Is there someone thinking about me? I hope itâs not D." As I dreaded imagining what kind of sinful acts she was thinking right now.
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A/N: Alright, the revelation is almost there, I wonder how Bocchi and Mitsuha would react.
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