Munou To Yobareta Ore, Yottsu No Chikara Wo Eru

It must have been my life.

I wonder what that means to be born.

I wonder why you were so happy.

The reason is simple.

Because he was incompetent.

Enough is enough.

I'm tired.

I worked hard enough.

So I hang a rope around my neck.

In an old hut built in the woods, I was about to finish my life.

Fuji's past memories come back to life.

Three years ago... that memory...

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"Your magic is" manipulative magic. "It's a lovely magic that can manipulate something and move it as you wish. Take care of it."

"...... ha"

I wasn't happy, to be honest.

I would have preferred cuter magic, and there is too much manipulative magic.

Ahhh...... I was expecting a lot of things.

"Hey! It was Cheryl's magic!? I was mirror magic!

"I'm silver magic. I'm not sure yet... but my name might be good -!

That's what my two friends telling me we're getting along, and I got more and more depressed.

I would have liked that too......

"Mill is mirror magic, Lynn is silver magic...... good for both of us. I'm manipulative magic. It's boring."

"Fine, manipulative magic! Surely the SSS-ranked Beatrice is manipulative magic, isn't he? Cheryl's getting stronger too! I knew Cheryl was lucky!

"Yes, yes! You've been winning the sweepstakes the other day! Maybe you could be like Master Beatrice, huh?

"Master Beatrice is nice... but I'm not going to be an adventurer. I would have liked to have been cuter. This is the kind of time when it doesn't mean you're not lucky."

"Uh... Cheryl's house is rich!

"I envy you! Besides... Cheryl's dream is a beautiful flower..."

"Hey, hey! Don't be embarrassed! Well, neither Mille nor Lynn is much different!

The three of us were born into a rather wealthy family and got along with nature because we were close to home.

Because values and mindsets were similar, and jokes like now are easy to say to each other...... they are really my best friends.

I didn't say much because I was embarrassed. I also told the two of them that I wanted to be a beautiful bride.

So I wasn't even going to be an adventurer, and magic is a hobby or something...... I wish it was still cute......

We then rode a carriage from Greece to Armenia, killing time as we talked about it without a scratch.

By the time we get to Armenia, the sun is completely down and the town is starting to get bumpy and lit.

"Well, we're breaking up today. I have to tell my mom and dad."

"Ok! That's special training starting tomorrow!

"See you later, Cheryl!

"Yeah! See you later!

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"Hmm... is it manipulative magic? Isn't that good magic, Cheryl?"

"Right. It's not convenient magic."

"I would have liked more cute magic! Jewelry magic, fairy magic. Come on... there was as much else. No"

Eating dinner makes me stick around and spill my stupidity.

Then my dad said, smiling like he was going to teach me.

"Well, it's the magic God gave me because of it... I think we should take care of it, huh?

"That's right, Cheryl. It's hard to be incompetent... because you're not human."

Incompetence......

I'm sure there was an incompetent person who recently committed murder.

I heard rumors that incompetence was a woman's person, caught and subjected to tremendous torture.

"I know... welcome! The three of us are going to practice magic tomorrow, so we're going to bed. Good night."

"Oh, that's good. Let me see it when it gets better."

"Yes!"

I walked into my room upstairs and quickly decided to try my magic.

I have to practice a little for tomorrow or something.

Put the paper on your desk...... and.

"Okay...... whoa!

Floating the image of moving matter, I sent magic into the paper.

"Well..."

The paper moved picnically, but to the extent that it wobbled a little in the wind.

Hmm... Is this what it looks like at first?

Do some more and then go to sleep.

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"Oh no! What... Cheryl, what's wrong? There's a bear under my eyes..."

"It's okay...? Something looks wrong..."

"Hmm... haha... I stayed up a bit..."

After that, I ended up practicing all the way to midnight, but that piece of paper barely moved like flying just to blow.

I get scared step by step I stop practicing, turn off the lights and dive into bed.

But I couldn't sleep.

I guess it's because we talked about incompetence at dinner.

I was scared and scared... and I couldn't sleep more and more if I kept thinking about it.

When I realize it's morning and I see the paper I left on my desk.

I put a terrible hand on it, believed in myself and tried again.

But...

"Well... not if you can't, can you? Just do it from me!

"Mill was mirror magic...... looking forward to seeing what it would look like Cheryl!

"Ugh, yeah... right"

I really thought I'd stop coming here today.

But we have to be sure.

It's obvious I can't do it because it's the first one... Yeah, I'm sure I can.

So I'm sure the magic of the mill...

"Wow! That's amazing, Mill! It's tiny, but there's a mirror in the air. It's out!

"Heh heh! I practiced a little yesterday -! Amazing?"

My heart hurts.

It's a terrible pain.

But I don't know yet.

It's okay...... Lynn must be......

"Then it's me next! Look at your hands!

Stop...

Something's already... if you put it that way, come on...!

"Wow! My hands turned silver! Now, Lynn, you too......!

"Hehe! I practiced -!

I can see unpleasant sweat erupting from all over my body.

Why... the two of you could... why just me?

That's crazy. This... we've been together forever...

My heart hurts all the time.

Oh, but maybe that one.

Maybe I couldn't because it was a house.

That's right... I'm sure I can do it here.

It's okay, it's okay... because I can definitely do it.

"Then it's Cheryl's turn!

"Ugh, yeah......"

"Something's just fine... oh, can I have these tree branches?

"Yes, fine... that's about all I can afford..."

What's a tree branch... even though the paper didn't move?

Oh, no, no.

Because this is not the house.

That house must be a hard place to use magic.

Damn...... I wish my mom and dad would say it......

"Well, don't..."

I lay my hands on a branch of a tree and pour magic into it all at once.

Desperate.

Believe me.

"What's wrong, Cheryl... Oh, I'm just concentrating! Sorry, sorry!"

No, Mill... I'm already doing it.

I'm already... doing it...!

The tree branches... they didn't move after all.

My knees are clammy.

Disgusting......

"Oh, I'm sorry... I'm not feeling well... I'm leaving today..."

"Uh... oh, yeah... you looked pale... see you, Cheryl"

"See you later... be careful..."

"Thanks... see you later..."

After the occasion, I walk home dragging my heavy feet.

There were no wonders and no tears.

But my heart hurts anyway.

I hold that down desperately with both hands, but the pain didn't go away at all.

It's more and more painful.

Well, it's not decided yet... because it's one in every million people, is it?

That's... that's the odds that I...

No, no, absolutely not......

"Oh, welcome back. That was fast..."

"Huh...? Ah... I'm home..."

I was in the house when I realized.

I don't remember how I walked this far.

"What about my dad...?

"Hmm? I'm working today. He's got a dragon."

"Oh yeah... hey mom..."

"What?

Wait a minute......

What are you gonna do when you hear that?

If that's what I imagined...... no, I'm sure it's okay.

Besides, this is just because I ask you to try.

Because I'm not.

Yes... this is a tentative story.

"What if... what if? I'm not, but if incompetence is in the family... Mom, what do you think?

"What's the matter? Suddenly..."

"For example... I was just talking to the two of us like that. Well, what do you think?

"Er... hey... I would..."

"If you're a mom...?

"Hmmm...... I can't! I don't even want to think about it!

Ah......

".................. right"

"Ah, I'm just getting scared of imagining something -! Don't ask me weird questions... oh no..."

Oh......

"I'm gonna get some sleep in my room"

"Oh... are you feeling bad?

"Yeah...... I'm just sleepy"

As I walk up the stairs and into the room, I stare at the paper placed on my desk.

"Incompetence is not human..."

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"Here it is..."

The next day, I was at the Armenian Grand Library.

I practiced magic yesterday with very little sleep, but in the end the paper didn't even work with Pickle.

I really didn't want to admit it, but I thought it might be the wrong way to do it, and I wanted to make sure that there was one more thing that got me here.

I finally take that one book I found out of the shelf and sit on a one-person study desk in the corner of the room to hide.

It's not that reading this book is a pain in the ass, but I somehow didn't want anyone to see it.

Especially for Mill and Lynn.

"The Magic Dictionary" and its book, which is written in large part on the cover, contain fairly detailed information on the commonly known uses of magic today, as well as various other information about magic.

"Operation magic... operation magic... there was"

I found the page I was looking for from the table of contents and read a written statement about manipulative magic.

"I knew it was what I was taught...... I didn't do it the wrong way...... oh, no. Don't be weak. Don't be weak..."

How much is the average after...... after a while those two are special and I can also be considered normal.

Let's find out... uh, this... page 76.

"After the magic is given to him on his fifteenth birthday, the earliest will be able to use the magic within that day. Generally speaking, within a week, magic becomes familiar with the body and it is possible to use some abilities. It may also be rare, but magic is hard to tame the body and the expression of abilities can be quite slow. In some cases, after years of investigation, it took about a month for the slowest person. However, no matter how much time passes for an existence called" incompetence, "none of its abilities will be expressed.

"Yay, I did..."

I've only been two days since I got my magic......

I knew those two were just early.

Good......

I put the book back where it came from and left the library behind.

My body felt really light on the road to the house.

It seems silly that I was so worried.

Just take a week and practice slowly.

There's no reason why I'm incompetent in the first place, only that I'm normal and those guys are abnormal.

I didn't have to worry about anything.

Yes... so it's ok...

"Sounds silly... really..."

But for some reason, my heart... still hurt.