Munou To Yobareta Ore, Yottsu No Chikara Wo Eru
Episode 201: Wishes
"Ah... it was delicious" Yum "..."
There was a fair amount of it, but I ended up eating it all quickly.
Exactly God's diet......
"Looks like you're happy...... I'm happy"
That said, she still laughs nicotineously.
... cute.
"Thank you, Mr. Levy"
"... no. I'm your maid of honor."
With that said, Mr. Levy started cleaning up the finished dishes.
I think I'll look at her like that.
I wonder what kind of relationship this guy and I had.
Yesterday Levy told me that he was a "devotee of everything to you" …
I was pretty surprised because such a beautiful person suddenly told me that, but I don't know what...... hmmm...... I don't know.
I don't know, but since I first saw it yesterday... I've been feeling something for this guy.
Anyway, you can't just make this guy sad.
That's what I felt.
Still, are you sure I was always oh well fed?
So I just seem like a total asshole, but I wonder what the hell I was like before I lost my memory.
Oh, I'm afraid to ask......
No, but... I lost my memory. That means you're admired for doing this to me, right?
Please be normal...
"Thank you for waiting."
"Oh, yes!
Oh, have you finished cleaning up already?
That's amazing, this guy...
"Now let's start talking. Who you are and how you came to live."
"... Yes"
Now I don't have any memories of myself.
When I first woke up in this castle, I was surprised when suddenly a Celtic king arrived.
"You saved my life," he said... but I don't remember it at all.
Of course I know Celtic, and I know the names of everyday items around.
I mean, of the world... I remembered the so-called common sense thing.
But neither my parents' faces, nor the town where I was born, have any idea how I've lived.
On the contrary, I couldn't even remember my name.
Only thing about me is falling out of my head completely...... like that.
Honestly...... I was so scared.
When I woke up, my right arm was gone... no, maybe it wasn't from the beginning, but all around me, they call me Lord, Lord.
No, who's Lord?
Or my name...... what is it?
Who are you people?
Where am I?
Why am I here?
The question springs up later, and I don't know what it is.
From then on, I couldn't sleep with fear.
Because I don't know if I'll ever get my memory back, and I had no idea how to live from now on.
And most of all, I was scared... that I didn't know what kind of person I was.
If you believe what the people around you say, it seems I wasn't a bad person.
But there's no way to be sure that's true.
So I was desperately trying to remember.
Ever...... looking out the window.
That's when Mr. Levy showed up.
Of course I don't know who it is.
But when Mr. Levy gave me a sad look, I felt terribly bad.
It conveyed that she was suffering... and I couldn't wait to hate that anymore.
People have looked alike before, but to her... I just need her to look like that...
I had few words with Mr. Levy at that time, but that's all... kind of reassured me.
Maybe it's because they finally found us.
Before I lost my memory... part of me.
Mr. Levy will tell you about me now.
Of course I want to know...... there's a lot of anxiety.
If Mr. Levy finds out that I think differently than I do now, he says which is who I really am... because I've thought about that.
If that happens... what the hell am I...
"... Dear D... Dear Lord?
"Ha!?
"Are you okay......?
"Oh, oh... it's okay... I just thought about it..."
... Anyway, let's talk.
Nothing starts when you're scared.
And this guy... he's the only one I can believe, because I feel like something in me is saying that.
So I want to hear it. From this man. Right now.
No, I have to ask.
Because...
"If you're not feeling well, maybe another time..."
"No, I want you to let me listen. I want to hear from you... about me."
Maybe this guy is harder than me.
"... ok. I'll tell you everything. I know... everything about you."
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Let's talk about it properly.
Everything I can know... Lord Lord.
Lord stared quietly at me as I spoke.
I tell Lord the days I walked with Lord.
That he used to be called incompetent.
That he chose death at the end of despair and met me and Master Crown.
That he is a user of life magic and has fought with the legendary weapons.
That he helped Tia, who was called incompetent, and that he won the Kneeberg fighting tournament with me.
Forgiving and helping Asuna.
Sometimes I'm surprised, laughing, laying my eyes down... when I tell you about the first time I exchanged my mouth, I blush shyly...
Maybe my face is turning red too.
But I'll tell you everything.
Don't cover it up... but stay.
"After defeating the Demon King, Lord told me about me... that... Shh, I like him... that's what he said...!
is, embarrassing......
"Oh, well... maybe... you really like it... I'm Levy..."
"Wow, I... su, su... like..."
"Oh, thanks........."
"Ah... yes..."
Ugh... I can't see your face.
But still... only about half...!
"Th, you're going to the next story!
"Oh yeah! Let's go next!
It stinks, and I'll talk soon enough.
Thanks to Lord listening brightly, I was also able to speak without feeling so hard.
But every time I talk about one thing... my vision seeps at will.
I knew I couldn't stop hearing his reaction the first time.
As I delude myself not to spill it, I follow the trajectory I walked with Lord again.
Being able to meet Master Sieg and grow up with each other.
That he went to the dungeon with Jill and Graudi and defeated Fenrir.
Having met with the leader of Titanomachia.
And... about the day there was a raid by the Dragons.
"... Lord sheltered me and offered his right arm to the Dragon King. And... I did something terrible to you..."
No... I can't contain it...
To you I... because I haven't apologized yet...!
"Buh, I'm glad you're safe... you did such a terrible thing... guh... that's what Lord said... guh, you gave me...!
Hey, don't cry fool......!
What am I gonna do when I cry!
The hardest part right now is Lord...
"Ah..."
Lord Lord's hand comes into my sight as I was leaning over and tearing.
Those beautiful hands hesitated only a little before touching my hand holding my skirt...... gently.
That's very warm... very... very...
"You can cry... it's okay"
Ah......
"You should cry when you want to... so did I, right?
"Ugh... Ugh...!
Dear Lord......
"Maybe I... I'm really glad you're okay. So... isn't that okay?
"Ah... ugh... ugh...!
I couldn't stop crying anymore.
I grip Lord's left hand with both hands.
Warm and gentle...... those hands.
"It's okay... I'm... it's okay"
"... ugh!
Why are you...!
Why do you do that... always...!
"When we first met here..."
"... Huh?
"When I said," Who are you? "I made you so sad...? I didn't know why, but it was so... I hated it so much"
Well, that's...
"Other people looked alike, but for some reason I didn't want you to... just look like that... that's what I thought"
"Dear Lord..."
"I heard the story and found out why. I lost my memory, but my soul must have remembered... that I shouldn't forget... about Mr. Levy."
Oh......!
"Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...!
I wipe my tears desperately and look up at him.
There... I knew he was smiling gently... there was the usual Lord.
"I don't know what to do now... so if only Mr. Levy... the..."
Even if I lost my memory... Lord was Lord for me.
I always wanted to be with you... I like you more than anyone... no... I love you more than anyone -
"I don't remember... but I want you to stay with me"
As it was... Lord.
"…… only one… I have a favor to ask…"
"Huh?"
"About me... Levi... call me..."
I don't like sarcasm... after all.
"... ok. Nice to meet you...... Levi"
"Gu... Yikes! Dear Lord!
I knew it...... this way would be good.