My Feelings Can Wait

Ji Youyan knew that no matter who heard her plan, she would definitely think she was good at calculating.There is nothing wrong with Jing Xiu who doubted her.But this ridicule came from Jing Xun's mouth, and Ji Yuyan still felt heartbroken.

She choked her throat and couldn't help but ask Jingxun, "Do you think of me that way?" She knew that she was actually not qualified to ask.

Jing Xiu rubbed the mouth of the cup for a while, and asked faintly, "What do you think I should think?"

There was a lot of injury and disappointment in Ji Youyan's eyes, Jing Xun watched her, and the five fingers holding the water cup gradually tightened.After silence for two seconds, she spoke again: "I know, you were sincere when you helped me clarify. No matter what I said beforehand, you helped me, I still have to thank you."

Ji Youyan's sad eyes suddenly lit up.

Jing Xiu opened his eyes and said calmly: "But your calculations now are sincere." Her emotions clamored for her to believe in Ji Yu's words, but her reason shook her confidence again.Such a comprehensive plan, if not really calculated, can't be said casually, right?

Ji Yuyan's eyes darkened again.She looked at Jing Xiu with a look of emotionlessness. She clenched the earphones held in her palms, and suddenly approached Jing Xiu, and admitted in a low voice, "Yes, my current calculations are also true."

Jing Xuan trembles imperceptibly, and there is a surprise in his eyes when he looks at Ji Youyan.She really admitted, but Jing Xuan was a little at a loss.

Ji Youyan pulled the corners of her lips and smiled bitterly: "Even if there is no Gu Lingfeng movie, I would be willing to take the lead for you. But now I have selfishness." She bit her lip and said openly: "My. Selfishness is not Gu Lingfeng’s movie, it’s you. I want to play this movie with you."

Jing Xiu frowned and looked at her, as if a little puzzled and funny.

Ji Yuyan stared at Jing Xun deeply, and said in a low Judo: "A Xuan, I didn't agree to film "Dawn" with you four years ago. I have regretted it till today."

That year, the proposal that same-sex couples could apply for civil unions had just passed the preliminary review, waiting for a referendum one year later to decide whether it will be implemented. The whole society is paying attention to this matter.The voices of opposition are very high, and polls show that at most 30% of the people are in favor, and the probability of the proposal being passed is slim.At the cusp of such a storm, Jing Xun decided to play the role of the blind girl in the same-sex film "Dawn" in favor of Fang director Jiang Shupei, and encouraged Ji Youyan to play another heroine.If Ji Yuyan is willing to play, she can lobby Jiang Shupei.

Jing Xiu and Ji Yoon talked about her considerations.On the one hand, Jiang Shupei is a well-known director, well-known at home and abroad, and the quality of the script of "Daybreak" itself is also excellent. She is very optimistic about the film's award.The film industry attaches great importance to background. Ji Youyan has not participated in a movie. If the starting point can be directed by Jiang Shupei, she will come to play, even if there are no awards in the end, Ji Youyan's film road has been twice the result with half the effort.

On the other hand, Jing Xun feels that now is the critical period for canvassing for same-sex rights. As public figures with a certain right to speak, as a member of the same-sex group, they should stand up and assume certain social responsibilities for this group. Contribute your own strength.This movie is undoubtedly a very good carrier to speak for this group.

The last point is Jing Xiu's own selfishness.She and Ji Yooyan have been gathering little and more, covering up. She hopes to work with Ji Yooyan and spend more time together. She also hopes that this movie will have a good response, so that they can get a certain amount of money both in and out of the play. The CP fan will pave the way for the public to open the second half at a suitable time after the proposal is passed.

Of course, there are risks.This film may not be able to pass the trial in China.

Jing Xiu had great expectations for Ji Yooyan's participation in the performance, but Ji Yooyan hesitated for a long time, but she still persuaded or refused.

She couldn't forget how disappointed Jing Xiu looked at her at that time.Jing Xiu asked her, "Even if we keep hiding like this, it doesn't matter to you, is it?"

Perhaps it was from that time that Jing Xun began to be truly disappointed in her, and their two hearts went further and further.

Ji Yuyan mentioned "Dawn", and regretted after he said it, there was an unnoticeable water vapor in Jing Xiu's eyes.She lowered her neck, blinked away fragile, and deliberately stabbed Ji Yuyan and said, "Are you regretting that you missed multiple nominations?"

"Dawn" finally broke through all resistance and was released, and swept various awards. It was the newcomer that Jiang Shupei excavated to play with her and also won the best newcomer.

Ji Yuyan saw through Jingxun's sad but pretending indifferent appearance, with a slightly sour nose, and said in a low voice, "You know it's not like this."

"Axiu, I regret that I missed your expectation." The affection in her eyes was like a sea, which made Jingxuan almost fall.

Jing Xiu didn't dare to look more, her thin lips pressed into a stubborn line.A few seconds later, she reminded Ji You to say: "Don't waste your thoughts, Gu Lingfeng has already selected an actor, it is impossible to change."

Ji Youyan hesitated and explained: "I know, now Gu Lingfeng has selected Ji Yumi to play another heroine."

"How did you know?" Jing Xiu was puzzled.She was a little strange just now, how did Ji Yuyan know that she was participating.Gu Lingfeng probably hadn't spread this news yet.

Ji Youyan said unnaturally: "I heard what Sister Wei said to me."

Jing Xiu was skeptical.

Ji Yuyan continued: "Ji Yumi is now in a relationship with a wealthy businessman, and it has reached the stage of talking about marriage. The rich businessman hopes that Ji Yumi can retreat and become a rich wife with peace of mind after marriage. Ji Yumi agrees. At the latest. At Christmas, they should announce their wedding."

"Can Wei Yizhen know about such a private matter?" Jing Xiu was alert.

Ji Yuyan lowered his head and dared not look directly at Jing Xun, and replied in a weak tone: "Sister Wei seems to be very good with Ji Yumi's agent. Recently, it seems that her agent is quite worried, and she is complaining with Sister Wei."

Jing Xiu looked at Ji Youyan sharply, obviously doubting her words.Ji Yu Mi's agent is not like such a big-mouthed person, but if he hadn't got the news from Wei Yizhen, where would Ji Youyan know about it?

"Even if Ji Yu's mystery is gone, Gu Lingfeng still has many choices. For example... Fang Shan, isn't it?" Jing Xiu stared at Ji Youyan with complicated eyes, and asked tentatively.

Ji Yooyan's heart beat suddenly.She stared at Jing Xiu blankly, trying to confirm what she meant by asking this sentence.

"Sister Ji, Teacher Jing, you are all so early." A sweet female voice suddenly broke in, and it was Lin Yue who followed the dining car into the door.

Both Ji Yooyan and Jing Xun ended the conversation tacitly.Jing Xiu sat on the sofa with a water glass, and calmly answered Lin Yue, "Yeah."

Lin Yue looked at Jing Xiu who was sitting and Ji Youyan who was standing, and felt the atmosphere was weird.She glanced at Ji Youyan again, and suddenly cared: "Sister Ji, what's wrong with your hand?" The other four fingers of Ji Youyan's right hand were all curved, but the index finger was straightened, as if it was a little deliberate.

Ji Yuyan looked down at his hand, only then did he remember that there was still a thorn that hadn't been picked out.She glanced at her fingers and returned to Lin Yue and said, "I was pierced by the cactus just now, and there is a thorn that cannot be picked out. Do we have sewing needles? It should be picked out with a needle."

Jing Xiu frowned calmly, and Lin Yue leaned up nervously to check: "It seems that there is, Sister Ji, wait, I'll go to your room to find it."

She ran into Ji Yooyan's room like wind, and Ji Yooyan burst into laughter, and sat down on the single sofa next to Jing Xuan.

"When did you buy this small potted plant? Did I not notice it a few days ago?" Ji Youyan asked for words without words.

Jing Xiu responded to her and said, "Ning Wei gave it to her the day before yesterday." She said that she brought it to her. The dormitory was too messy and inconvenient to put in, and she felt like her, so she gave it to her.Is she like a cactus?Does it mean she is covered with thorns?Jing Xiu almost didn't have a black face at the time.

Ji Youyan looked at the cactus and then at Jing Xun, and couldn't help but sigh, "Ning Wei has a good eye."

Jing Xiu glanced at her and said, "What do you mean?"

Ji Youyan blinked her eyes, and her desire to survive made her decide to speak carefully.Just as Lin Yue found the needle, Ji Youyan quickly changed the subject and said: "Yueyue, you can pick it for me. I can't pick it with my left hand."

Lin Yue panicked: "Sister Ji, I dare not, in case I hurt you." The thorn can be seen now as a small black spot. If you want to pick it out, the needle will stick into the flesh, where is she? Dare to really start.

Jing Xiu stood up and went back to the room without saying a word.

Ji Youyan was disappointed, and continued to threaten and lure Lin Yue: "I won't blame you, just pick it."

Lin Yue took the needle and swallowed.

"Clear the poison." Jing Xiu came out again and handed Lin Yue the alcohol.Her face was cold, but Ji Yuyan's heart warmed up.

"Teacher Jing, otherwise you can help Sister Ji pick it. I really don't dare." Lin Yue's eyes rolled, and the job was pushed out quickly.She turned the needle horizontally at Jing Xiu, looking forward to Jing Xiu picking it up.

Jing Xiu pursed his lips, indifferent.

Ji Yuyan didn't want to force Jing Xuan, nor did he want to embarrass Lin Yue.She stretched out her hand to snatch Lin Yue's needle and sterilized it with alcohol, pretending to be relaxed: "Yueyue, your guts are really smaller than the eye of this needle."

She turned to the side, facing the light, pinched the fingernails of her right thumb, and holding a needle in her left hand, awkwardly stirred into the flesh beside the thorn in her hand.

After another, Ji Yuyan frowned slightly, but made no sound.Lin Yue looked more painful than Ji Yuyan on the side, inhaling from time to time.

Jing Xiu was heartbroken.She glared at Lin Yue, and stepped forward to pinch the needle between Ji Youyan's fingers, and said in a bad tone: "You don't need this hand."

Ji Youyan stared at Jing Xiu's face close at hand, and the corners of his lips gradually rose.She pinched her fingertips with Jing Xiu's somewhat cold fingers, and returned to Jing Xiu with bright eyes, "I still want it."

Jing Xiu raised her eyes and glanced at her, then dropped her long eyelashes expressionlessly, carefully helping her to pierce her.

Ji Yuyan stared at Jing Xun with a blink of an eye, watching her long eyelashes become more lustrous in the morning light, thick and curled, so cute that she softened her heart.

She suddenly said to Lin Yue: "Yueyue, you can go to the restaurant and help me heat up the soup. It may be cold."

Lin Yue said "Oh" and turned around to the kitchen graciously.She walked halfway, suddenly felt wrong, there was no soup in the morning.She stopped and turned around, and heard Ji Yuyan smile and said softly: "I was thinking suddenly, it would be fine if I just pierced a little bit more."

Jing Xiu stopped his movements and frowned at Ji Youyan, as if he wanted to be cruel, but finally couldn't bear it.She put the needle horizontally, eager to let go, and said coldly, "It seems that you don't hurt too much."

Ji Yuyan will accept it as soon as he sees it, and quickly said coquettishly, "It hurts..."

Jing Xiu was silent for two seconds, then lowered his head and continued to help her pick.

The author has something to say: Lin Yue didn't see it: No wonder Sister Ji is going to distract me.Sister Ji, don't deny it, you are a zero.

Sister Ji became angry from embarrassment: Are your eyes so bad?!I want to deduct your salary!

Teacher Jing is indifferent: I will make up for you twice.

………… Ji's mentality collapsed.

I think I am a little sweet today too ('V')