My Feelings Can Wait

Ruan Ningwei was caught off guard by being stuffed with dog food, her expression changed again and again.Originally, because Jing Xiu had been poking her sore spots, her heart was like a boulder pressed against her, she was panicked.But seeing Jing Xiu's gentle expression when she mentioned Ji Yuyan, she finally broke into a smile.

"Ms. Ji would be very happy if he heard it." She sighed with deep emotion.

It's impossible for her and Lu Zishan to be together anymore, their fans' CP can be together, I don't know if it's a dream come true.

Jing Xiu seemed to have thought of something, and smiled a little, and solemnly told Ruan Ningwei: "No whistleblowing is allowed."

Ruan Ningwei was seen through her mind, her eyes dodged.

"It is also not allowed to write in the same humanities." Jing Xiu's ears became a bit red.

Ruan Ningwei couldn't help laughing when she saw Jing Xiu, who was always still so arrogant, so proud.

Jing Xiu's expression softened again when she saw her open up.She faintly said, in a fair manner: "I told you my little secret, should you tell me too?"

Ruan Ningwei was startled, a little shaken, and a little hesitant.

"If you don't trust me, you can also talk to Tao. Give her a chance, and also give yourself a chance?" Jing Xiu followed the temptation.

After that, she was about to get up and tell Tao Xingruo to come in. Ruan Ningwei quickly grabbed the corner of her clothes and stopped saying, "Teacher Jing, I believe you."

Jing Xiu turned his head and looked down at her.

Ruan Ningwei looked tangled, and said softly: "If Mr. Tao doesn't like me, then I don't have to tell her; if Mr. Tao likes me, then I don't know how to tell her."

"She knows your past very well. She watched you and Lu Zishan go from falling in love to breaking up." Jing Xiu sat down again.

"She won't mind your past, she will only mind that you don't treat yourself well now and don't take life seriously."

"If your mother knows, she also hopes you can let yourself go and have a good time."

Ruan Ningwei's eye sockets were once again moistened like the last straw that crushed the camel.

During the time when she was broken in love, she was like a walking corpse and lost weight.Although it was well concealed, the mother found out.She urged that the work was too tired, so her mother advised her not to work too hard more than once, and even blamed herself for being useless, which made her burden so heavy.She felt like vomiting reflexively after eating. She cried out while holding the toilet. When she came out, her mother's eyes were always red.

When she dyed her mother's hair, she felt sorry for her mother's premature old age, but her mother said that she was very content in this life.She said that she could watch her grow up peacefully and live happily, without resentment.

But can she still be happy?Can she really believe in fickle feelings again?

Thinking of her mother's expectations, thinking of Tao Xingruo's secret love these years, and thinking of her efforts during this time, Ruan Ningwei's throat was a little sore.

After a long time, she spoke.

"Teacher Jing, I can't enter the scene when facing people."

Jing Xuan's eyes lit up suddenly.As if for fear of scaring her, she tried her best to soften her voice in response to Ruan Ningwei and said, "Well, I know."

"Teacher Jing, do you remember the first play I played? I played it with Lu Zishan. In the play, she and I acted as a couple. After the play, we became lovers because of the love of the play. "

Jing Xiu knew this, and Jing Xiu nodded.

"She is cheerful and optimistic, gentle and considerate, I am stuck wholeheartedly, and I hope that she and I can go on like this for a long time."

"But..." Ruan Ningwei was a little hard to say: "After I handed over my body and mind, she changed."

Jing Xiu suddenly understood why Ruan Ningwei felt that she didn't know how to tell Tao Xingruo.She raised her hand and patted the back of Ruan Ningwei's hand to show her comfort.

Ruan Ningwei smiled bitterly, "She became more and more indifferent to me, and more and more alienated. I endured it, thinking it was just a running-in period in love. But I still didn't wait for her to change her mind, so she pushed me away."

"She said that the relationship between me and her was fake. She didn't really like me, and I didn't really like her. Both me and her were just involved in the drama and couldn't distinguish between the drama and reality. Would make such a wrong decision."

"So, she was out of the play, and I was the only one left in the play. She even used money to humiliate me and told me to let her go and stop pestering her." She said calmly.In retrospect, it was really annoying to beg her not to be like when she broke up.

She suddenly discovered that it was not that difficult to say it originally.Those pains are like things in the previous life.

"For a long time, I was self-doubt. I wondered if I really did not love her at all as she said. I wonder if I really just haven't played for a long time. Later, I Do you even suspect that I am still myself? Will I still be just playing the role in that play."

"Since then, I have never dared to act in front of people anymore. I am afraid that I will enter the play again, and I will not be able to distinguish between the play and reality again, and I am afraid that I will fall in love with the person in the play again and I am afraid that I will be passionate again.

"I am even more afraid of entering more and more roles, and since then I have become a monster with four different appearances." Ruan Ningwei numbly said with her white neck hanging down.

Jing Xiu's heart sank.She wanted to scold Lu Zishan, but she thought of Lu Zishan's weak figure and grief-stricken appearance, and she had mixed feelings for a while.

"Ning Wei." Jing Xiu called her solemnly, "People will change with experience. Even if you changed yourself a little because you played a certain role, that's normal."

"The life you have experienced in acting is just an experience. It belongs to you-Ruan Ningwei's own experience, which has nothing to do with the role."

Ruan Ningwei opened her eyes wide, digesting her words.

"Besides, you have never failed to play. The role played by Lu Zishan in the play is delicate and sensitive, and Lu Zishan you love is cheerful and optimistic. Your love is true and has nothing to do with the play."

Jing Xiu pursed his lips and revealed: "Lu Zishan loves you, it's true."

She rarely felt a guilty conscience and glanced at the door to confirm that Tao Xingruo had not heard her helping Ruan Ningwei's predecessor to confess to Ruan Ningwei.

Ruan Ningwei's mind buzzed for a while, wondering what Jing Xuan's words meant.

Jing Xiu stood up and asked Ruan Ningwei, "Isn't it incredible?"

Ruan Ningwei could not speak.

"She's not doing well either. If you want to know the answer, go to her and tell her these knots. No matter what, the result will not be worse than it is now, will it?"

She guessed that the knot was related to Lu Zishan, but she didn't know the specific point.But now that the heart knot has been found, then the right medicine is needed.Even if Ruan Ningwei is afraid to find Lu Zishan, they can still find Lu Zishan and let the other party take the initiative to solve it.

Ruan Ningwei grasped the point in the chaos.She asked Jingxun, "Do you know her?" Why, dare to say so confidently.

There was an unnatural flash in Jing Xiu's eyes.She calmly answered Ruan Ningwei: "Because of you, I investigated her."

"..." Ruan Ningwei didn't know whether to be moved or embarrassed.

Jing Xiu asked Ruan Ningwei, "Do you want Tao to know about these things?" She said everything that should be said, and she should give Tao Xingruo the rest of the comforting work.

Ruan Ningwei's clothes were twisted into twists, and her heart was in a mess.After a long while, she took a deep breath and gave an almost inaudible "um".

Jingxun felt relieved and was sincerely happy for Tao Xingruo.

She succeeded and retreated: "Then I will ask her to come in, and you can discuss whether or not to continue this game."

Ruan Ningwei nodded gently.

Ji Youyan is in the studio.She heard Lin Yue whisper to her when she was still putting on makeup. She saw people in the work group discussing Lu Min's actions on Ruan Ningwei.

Ji Youyan was anxious.On the one hand, she consciously agreed to Tao Xingruo to help take care of Ruan Ningwei. Now that this kind of thing happened, she was not there yet, and Tao Xingruo trusted her; on the other hand, Ruan Ningwei had friendship with her and she felt sorry for her. Such censure, thinking of her suicide in her last life, I was afraid that she could not bear it.

Sure enough, she soon heard that Ruan Ningwei was going to retire, and even quit the entertainment industry.

But everyone was ready, and when she went into the studio to shoot, Ji Yuyan couldn't get out.She calmed down and hoped to finish her work soon.

After taking makeup photos and rest, Ji Youyan sent WeChat to Ruan Ningwei, and she fell silent.Estimating the end time, she ordered Lin Yue to change the ticket, and to go back and forth between the two places on the same day regardless of exhaustion.

As soon as the filming was over, and even before he could remove the heavy make-up on his face, Ji Yuyan rushed to the airport.

On the way, she called Chen Desheng.Chen Desheng said that he doesn't know what Ruan Ningwei is doing now, and it is Teacher Jing who is enlightening Ruan Ningwei.

Hearing that Jing Xiu was enlightening, Ji Youyan couldn't help but feel relieved.Even if Jing Xiu had been so harsh to Ruan Ningwei, she still believed that Jing Xiu could comfort Ruan Ningwei well.

After all, she knew that Jingxuan was such a gentle person in her bones.

She tentatively sent Jing Xiu WeChat and asked her: "How is Ning Wei?"

Jing Xiu quickly replied: "It's okay."

After a few seconds, Ji Youyan saw a dialog box showing Jing Xiu was typing.Jing Xiu asked her: "You want to come back?"

Ji Youyan had a slight smile in his eyes, and said back to her: "Well, I'm on the road."

Jing Xiu didn't react.Ji Yooyan wanted to see through, but the dialog box stopped moving at all.When the screen went dark, Ji Yuyan rubbed his forehead and scolded himself for looking at Shu.

She looked out the window and watched the car drive into the tunnel, her vision dimmed.

"Sister Ji." Lin Yue called her.

"Huh?" Ji Yuyan responded lazily.

"The notification light on your phone is flashing, is there news?" Lin Yue asked enthusiastically.Of course she saw that Ji Yuyan was just chatting with Jing Xiu on WeChat, and guessed that it might be Teacher Jing who replied.

Ji Yooyan's heart beat, and immediately turned his head back, and turned on the screen vigorously.

"It's okay here."

"It's starting to snow in Lingzhou," Jing Xiu said.

Ji Yuyan hadn't understood the meaning of Jingxiu's words, and the corners of his lips had already been raised high.

"Huh?" After thinking for a moment, she knowingly asked.

She guessed that Jing Xiu might make her wear thicker?Like... Yesterday she asked her to wear a thicker nightgown.

This time, she patiently prepared to wait until Jing Xiu returned to her, but Jing Xiu returned unexpectedly in seconds.

"Not safe." She said concisely.

Ji Youyan was stunned, and the next moment he softened his eyebrows and smiled.

Obviously it was such a cold tone, but Ji Youyan felt that these three words set off a turbulent flow of heat, followed her eyeballs, and warmed her limbs down.

Not only hot, but...sweet.

Want to go back to see her.

Ji Yuyan lowered his head and kissed Jing Xun's head, and changed his original intention without morals.

The author has something to say: Lin Yue didn't see: Ningxin has no water in the Yellow River, and he doesn't believe in excellence.

Jing Xiu looked at her.

Lin Yue changed her mouth in a panic: Two legs!Oh no, four legs.

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Ji Yuyan looked at her unconsciously crossed scissor hands: ………………