My Feelings Can Wait
Chapter 48:
Maybe Jing Xiu's voice was too peaceful, or maybe her appearance full of fireworks was too moving, Ji Yuyan felt a little trance for a while.
It seemed that they had never experienced such a long separation, but now it was just like before. After she returned from the rush, Jing Xiu washed her hands and made soup as usual.
The warmth of the past made her yearn for promotion, and Jing Xun's several cares today also made her courageous gradually.Ji Yuyan licked his lips, his heart beating like a drum.
She walked towards Jing Xiu, nervously and even forgot to breathe.She wanted to hug Jingxuan gently from behind, thinking that her heart hurt a little.
Suddenly, Jing Xun turned his head to look at Ji Youyan.
Ji Youyan froze for a moment, and subconsciously squeezed out a pure smile.
There was a flash of amusement in Jing Xiu's eyes, but Ji Yuyan didn't catch it.
"As a gift you gave me the cake in the morning." She explained emotionally.
Ji Youyan blinked her long eyelashes twice, and the arrogant joy slowly dissipated from her eyes.Is it just in return?
"Eat it?" Jing Xiu turned his head to ignore her, his five fingers holding the spatula hard.
Ji Yuyan suppressed disappointment and comforted himself.It was already a great surprise that Jing Xiu was willing to cook for her. How could she always be so greedy?
"Eat." She replied in a lighter tone, "I don't know if it's too cold, it's easy to consume energy, and the food seems to be completely digested on the plane? When I just took a shower, I heard the gurgling in my stomach Up."
Jing Xiu's red lips opened slightly, as if he was holding back something he wanted to say.She quickened her movements a little, skillfully lifted the steak, poured the sauce on it, and covered it with a layer of aluminum foil and set it aside.
"Do you want pasta?" She asked Ji Yoon.
Ji Yuyan is very satisfied: "No need."
Jing Xiu didn't be polite with her either. He put the pot in the sink and took off his apron when she said it was unnecessary.
"Then eat like this." She washed her hands and turned to go out.
Is this gone?
Ji Yuyan looked at Jing Xun's leaving figure in amazement, his smile collapsed.The temperature in the restaurant seemed to have been taken away with Jing Xiu's departure.Ji Yuyan let out a sigh of relief, cold all over.
She consciously brought the steak to the dining table and lifted the aluminum foil, the aroma of the steak filled her nose.Obviously, the bitterness that should be satisfied, but the bitterness that shouldn't be there still emerges disobediently.
Ji Yuyan cheered up, grabbed his knife and fork and started eating steak.
The steak has a mellow and mellow taste in the mouth, soft and tender after bite, and the taste is sweet and delicious.Ji Youyan instantly moved his index finger, unintentionally sad for the spring and autumn.
In the light of the knife and fork, Ji Yuyan heard the sound of wheels rolling across the floor gradually approaching.She turned her head to look at the door strangely, and saw Jing Xun go and come back, pushing an electric heater in.
Ji Yooyan was stunned, and then stopped in the next second.
She stood up, couldn't hold back the rising tone, and said softly: "Axun, I'm not cold, it's too much trouble for you." She said that she graciously helped push the heater to the socket and connected it to the power source.
"I'm cold." Jing Xiu said indifferently.She pulled away the chair beside Ji Yuyan and sat down calmly.
Ji Yuyan's hand when turning on the electric heater shook suddenly, a little embarrassing.
She resisted the shame of being amorous, went back to the dining table, and changed the subject: "President Tao has gone back? Is Ning Wei okay? With her tonight?"
Jing Xiu replied one by one: "I didn't go back. Ning Wei is okay. I will be with Tao tonight, and I will go back tomorrow."
Ji Youyan frowned when she heard her calling Tao Xingruo "Tao".She suppressed the question, first focused on the key points: "Ning Wei will follow back tomorrow?"
"Well, she retired."
"Isn't it all right? How can I retire?" Ji Yuyan stopped cutting the steak.
Jing Xiu calmly said: "One is that her current situation is not suitable for the competition, and the other is that Tao asked her to participate in this competition mainly to find out why she could not enter the play. Now that she has found it, the result of the competition is not important. "
"Found the reason?" Ji Youyan frowned.
"Yeah. The specific reason is Ning Wei's privacy. It is not convenient for me to say more."
Ji You said that he didn't mean to dig into people's privacy.She breathed a sigh of relief and cut the steak with her head down and said: "It's okay." She seemed to have thought of something, and said with emotion: "It's a blessing in disguise."
But thinking about it, Ji Yooyan is still a little angry: "Lu Min is really lacklustre. I was very optimistic about him before and think he has a lot to do. If this temper, he..."
Jing Xiu got up and went to the refrigerator to get milk, and poured a glass into the glass.
"Lu Min deliberately." She whispered while taking a basin for hot water.
Ji Yuyan looked at Jing Xun, waiting for her to follow.
Jing Xiu put the glass in the basin to warm the milk, and explained: "Tao made a deal with Lu Min. After we were eliminated, Tao signed him into the company. He helped Tao stimulate Ning Wei so that Tao and I could be upset in Ning Wei. Time to ask her heart knot."
"..." Ji Youyan didn't know how to evaluate their method of putting them to death and resurrecting.Although the result was good,...for Ruan Ningwei, it was too cruel.
But this can be regarded as Ruan Ningwei and Tao Xingruo's own business, Ji Youyan declined to comment.She let go of her worries about Ruan Ningwei, and she couldn't help but shift her thoughts to Jingxuan's close pottery.
The heartbeat speeds up unconsciously.
She stared at Jing Xiu with scorching eyes, squeezed the knife and fork in her hand and asked, "A Xiu, are you...well familiar with Tao?"
Jing Xiu glanced at her, turned his back to take out the glass, and replaced the basin with hot water.The water was rustling, but Jing Xuan's heart slowly calmed down.
She put the glass in the basin again, and deep tooth marks were bitten by her on her lower lip.She turned around and said to Ji Youyan affirmatively: "Well. Tao Xingruo, it's my cousin."
With her thin lips pressed into a line, she stared at Ji Youyan for an instant, trying to capture all of Ji Youyan's reactions.
Ji Youyan's throat tightened, and he asked hard: "So... Mr. Tao signed me, does it have anything to do with you?"
Jing Xiu looked at her seemingly unacceptable, and felt bitter.She delivered the warm milk to Ji Youyan, and asked her desperately: "What if I say there is?"
Ji Youyan stared at the milk that Jing Xuan was pushing, and then looked up at Jing Xuan, opening his mouth as if he wanted to say something.
She wanted to ask Jing Xiu why she had to help someone like her with her heart and soul. She even wanted to ask Jing Xiu, it was because of her in the previous life that Tao Xingruo gave charcoal in the snow?
But she did not dare to ask, nor did she have the face to ask.Shame and distress choked her throat.
She could not forget how dark Jiang Chun's face was and how contemptuous her eyes were when she saw it at the door of Wang Jun'an.
At that time, Wang Junchan was signaled by the senior management, and several times tempted her to accept the unsuccessful rules, and completely tore her face.Wang Junchan poked her words on her bleeding wounds. She mocked her: "What kind of entertainment are you in such a high class? It was Jing Xun who protected you so well that made you have the illusion that you really are climbing by strength. Are you there? There are more capable people in this circle, and those who know the current affairs may not be able to get ahead. What do you think you are relying on?"
"Wake up, okay? If you want to get to where you are now, without Jingxun, you must have someone else. Sleeping with her is also sleeping, and sleeping with others is also sleeping. What can't you let go of?"
"I don't have that kind of relationship with her." Ji Youyan gritted his teeth tightly, and his voice seemed to be squeezed out of his throat.
"Huh? Isn't it what? She has nothing to do with you now, you should recognize the reality and find a good relationship. I am for your own good, do you understand?" Wang Junchan raised her hand and tried Put the card and bank card into her hand.
"I don't understand." Ji Yuyan clenched his fists."It doesn't matter, I'll be a little bit late, can't I?"
No matter how powerful and powerful Jing Xuan is, she and Jing Xun can only become a power-climbing possession.Why, they can look at her in this way?
"I was with her, never to cling to her power."
"Oh, it's so loud, what did you cling to before?" Wang Junchan asked sharply.
Ji Yu said that his eyes were about to split, but he was speechless.She never knew that Jing Xuan had been silently caring for herself behind her back.She always thought that she was relying on herself.If they rely on Jingxun, then what is the point of her self-righteous hard work?
no.Her head hummed.
For the sake of her career, she has lost even Jingxuan, and she has nothing.Because of Jingxuan's care, can all her efforts be obliterated?
"No! No!" She suddenly couldn't control her emotions and roared.There seemed to be a villain in her mind, who had been persuading her not to get angry, not to be impatient, and not to be like this.But she still couldn't stretch herself, her words and deeds were out of her control.
"Without Jingxuan, I can stand upright, just a little slower, a little slower..." She is not a vampire, nor is she a flattering villain, she has never coveted Jingxuan's resources.She has always had feelings with Jing Xiu, and has never involved interest.
She can rely on her own ability to walk upright to a place that is shoulder to shoulder with Jing Xiu.
She can.
She didn't know whether she was persuading Wang Junchan or herself.She was afraid of showing more ugliness and wanted to escape from this suffocating place.
But when she opened the door, she saw Jiang Chun leaning on the wall facing the door, frowning at herself.
Ji Yuyan's temple jumped suddenly.
Wang Junchan appeared behind her like a ghost, as if she didn’t know Jiang Chun was outside the door, and repeated it with added vigour: "You don’t believe that you can’t live without Jingxuan. Even without Jingxuan, Ji Youyan can have a good life. Isn't it?"
Ji Yuyan whispered, as if he was strangling his throat, unable to make a sound.
Jiang Chun looked at her with a face sinking like water.After a long while, she sneered contemptuously, turned and left with her bag.
A long time later, Ji Youyan knew what Jiang Chun was sneering at.What she was laughing at Jingxiu was not worth; Zai Jingxiu would actually like a white-eyed wolf like her; After Xiao Jingxiu was so broken, she was still thinking about helping her after the breakup.
——Help her, someone who doesn't know how to be grateful, can't see or even appreciate Jingxun's contribution.
She didn't know whether Jing Xuan knew about this, but she knew that Jing Xuan really didn't care about her since then.
From then on, she truly understood how whimsical it is to be in this circle, with no background, no contacts, and not willing to sacrifice anything if you want to have a chance.
She was still disobedient. The senior officials felt that she didn't know how to promote her, and wanted to see how long she could last, but Xue hid her.
If Tao Xing is Jingxuan's cousin and is entrusted by Jingxun to sign herself, then everything in the previous life will make sense.Why did Tao Xingruo help her terminate the contract regardless of the money, and why after signing the contract with her, he always has no good expressions on her.
How could Tao Xingruo like a scum girl who hurt her cousin like this.
Her face was too ugly, and she had been shaking her mind for so long that Jing Xun's expression gradually sank following her silence.
The hot milk should be cold again, right?
Jing Xiu's eyes fell on the cup, and his heart became cold.
"You don't have to think too much, she signed you, and only has a little relationship with me." She said unhappily.
"She opened the entertainment company for Ning Wei, but she also wants to grow, so she has to have talented artists. At the time she asked me to recommend candidates. I thought that you and Dingfeng just had a full appointment and recommended You. She recognized your abilities, so she chose you."
"That's it." Jing Xiu pulled the corners of his lips to cover up all the pain.