My Feelings Can Wait

Jing Xiu's mother is somewhat similar to Jing Xiu, and even Tao Xingruo, especially when she is not smiling, she has the same aura.Seeing Ji Yuyan, Jingxuan's mother's door-door gesture paused slightly.

Obviously he didn't say anything, but Ji Youyan felt that he had seen dissatisfaction and suspicion from Jing Xun's mother's expression.Yes, in this matter, she was completely responsible for Jingxun.

Back then, Jingxun's mother's words made her feel ashamed.Today, the shadow has not dissipated.It was almost a conditioned reflex, and the feeling of shame made Ji Yuyan have the urge to disappear immediately.However, no.She froze in place, reluctant to lift her foot.

She was weak once and regretted once.

Ji Yooyan held his mind, looked directly at Jing Xuan's mother, and tried his best to calmly said: "Auntie, how is A Xuan?"

Jing Xiu's mother looked at her for a few seconds before she said unclearly, "Xiaoyan, I met again in this place."

Ji Yooyan didn't dare to speak, his face was at a loss similar to two years ago.

But it looks a little braver than before.Jing Shurong opened his eyes and replied to Ji Yoo: "I have just arrived, and I am about to go to the attending doctor for detailed questions."

Tao Xingruo immediately said warmly: "Auntie, let me take you there."

Jing Shurong nodded.

Ji Yooyan was worried, and wanted to go with Jing Shurong to hear what the attending doctor said. Tao Xingruo winked at Ji Yooyan and signaled her to go directly to Jingxiu.

On the huge aisle, only Ji Yuyan was left.She turned back and held the doorknob, her hands shaking unconsciously.

Over the years, she often dreamed of scenes like this: opening the door, Jing Xun lay down with bruises, and looked at her with lifelessness, as if to announce all the evil things she had done to her. .Now all this seems to be a repeat of the previous nightmare.But every time, she opened the door in her dream.Even if one can only take a look at Jing Xiu.

Like, at this moment, she still twisted the doorknob and pushed the door open.

At a glance, she saw the figure facing her on the side of the hospital bed.The pain and panic of the past rushed to Haiti in an instant, Ji Yuyan softened his legs, tears falling steadily.

Jing Xiu heard the sound, turned his head back slowly, and looked at the door.

This time, she did not notify Ji Yoo Yan, but Ji Yoo Yan came much faster than the last time.She has mixed feelings in her heart, but when she sees Ji Yuyan's tears, her heart is softened.

"Standing to be the door god?" she said hoarsely.

Not the same, this time, it was a real life, not a nightmare that trapped her.A Xiu is okay, A Xiu is still there, Ji Youyan burst into laughter.

She closed the door with her backhand, trot to Jingxuan's bed, squatted down, and buried one end on Jingxuan's quilt.

A person who has always been stable is ashamed as a child at the moment.

"Axun, Axun, Axun..." she whispered, crying.

For the rest of his life, Jing Xiu couldn't suppress the affection in his heart, so he seldom responded with a gentle voice: "I am."

Ji Youyan felt a little more at ease, and was willing to raise his head.She sat on the edge of the bed, looked at the gauze on Jing Xun's head and the anchor on her neck, stretched out her hand, but retracted it worriedly."Does it hurt? What the doctor said."

The distress in her eyes is clearly visible.

"It's okay, the stitches will be removed in a few days. It's all skin injuries." Jing Xiu stared at Ji Youyan's forehead and frowned, "What's wrong with your forehead?"

"I accidentally walked into the glass." Ji Youyan dialed his bangs, trying to cover it up.

"Where else is it hurt? Dizzy? Did you take the film? Did the doctor say anything? Next..." she asked like a bullet.

Jing Xiu made a zipper action to Ji Yooyan's mouth, and Ji Yooyan was dumbfounded.

"It's okay, don't worry."

Such a big person is reckless.Jing Xiu touched the phone, called Tao Xingruo, and asked her to call a doctor to check on Ji Youyan.

"It's a little bit red, just apply the medicine and knead it and it's okay, don't make such a fuss." Ji Youyan heard Tao Xingruo's spit.

"It's okay, no more." She said embarrassedly.

Jing Xiu didn't have any suggestions for admission, and asked her, "Have you eaten?"

Ji Yuyan was full of Jingxun on the plane and couldn't eat anything at all.She shook her head frankly.

So Jing Xiu ordered: "Tao, bring me a meal again."

She was so comprehensive to herself, as appropriate as before, Ji Yooyan felt sweet and ashamed.She thought of the grievances she had made Jingxuan in the past, and thought of Jingxun's mother's distrustful eyes, and her mood went down.

Jing Xiu hung up the phone and keenly sensed the change in Ji Yooyan's mood. Just when he wanted to ask something, Ji Yooyan subconsciously covered up and said, "A Xiu, have you eaten yet?"

"Ate."

"Then... eat oranges?" Ji Yuyan went to pick up the oranges in the fruit basket on the bedside table.

Jing Xiu's eyebrows were darkened and did not answer.

Ji Yuyan grabbed the orange, did not hear Jing Xiu's answer, looked at Jing Xiu questioningly.Only then discovered that Jing Xun's gentleness has faded a lot.

"What are you thinking?" Jing Xiu asked, staring at her.

Ji Youyan trembled and his long eyelashes were like a familiar dodging look for Jing Xun.

Jing Xiu's brain hurt for a while.But she looked at the real tenderness in Ji Youyan's eyes, and couldn't bear to say her cold words.

"I have a headache right now, I can't guess, and don't want to guess what you are thinking, can't you tell me?" Jing Xiu calmed down.

Ji Yuyan gritted his teeth and tentatively shook Jing Xiu's hand.Jing Xiu allowed her movement and let her buckle her fingers.

Ji Yuyan got the courage.She stared at Jing Xiu and said, "A Xiu, I was thinking, I'm hurting you again."

"I am very self-blame, guilty, and ashamed. Without my antecedent, there would be no consequences for you lying here now. Even before, without me, you would not be unhappy for so long. I can't help thinking, maybe what you said yesterday would be right. We are really not suitable for being together." The more she talked, the less confident she was.

When she saw Jingxun's mother, she remembered all the past, and all the hesitation and lack of self-confidence appeared again like crazy.

But this time, she chose to be honest with Jingxuan.She was afraid that her vacillation would make Jingxuan more sway, but she was even more afraid that her inconsistency would disappoint Jingxun.

She said that she would learn to confess and learn to communicate.

This answer was unexpected by Jing Xiu.Ji Yuyan was also shaken, and Jing Xun said it was false that he didn't shake a little bit.But the next moment, she felt more relieved.

At least, Ji Yuyan said it.If the problem is not said, it will always lie there.It's a pity that she always needs to force her a little bit, and Ji Youyan only said a little bit.

"You made a promise last night, did you retreat today?" Jing Xiu sighed lightly.

Although it was a questioning, but the tone was not harsh, and even with unclear gentleness, Ji Yooyan was very excited.

Axun, is this encouraging her?

"I didn't." Ji Youyan quickly denied, "I just feel sorry for you."

What else did she say, there was a knock on the door, "Is it convenient to come in?" It was Tao Xingruo.

Ji Youyan moved his five fingers.

"Come in." Jing Xiu said softly.There is no intention to withdraw the hand.

Ji Youyan smiled, sitting on the edge of the bed comfortably and continuing to hold Jing Xiu's hand.

However, not only Tao Xingruo came in, but Jing Xun's mother and a female doctor.

Jing Shurong stared at the hands of Jing Xiu and Ji Youyan for two seconds, frowning slightly.provocative?

Ji Yuyan was flustered, but still did not let go.

Jing Xiu glanced at his mother calmly, a little pleading.Jing Shurong reduced her aura.

Tao Xingruo calmed down the atmosphere and said, "I brought the doctor, and the meal will be delivered in a while. Yuyan, please come over and show the doctor first."

Ji Youyan asked Jing Xun with his eyes, Jing Xun withdrew his hand.

Ji Youyan shook his five fingers, trying to keep Jing Xuan's remaining warm.She got up reluctantly, nodded to Jing Shurong and Tao Xingruo before leaving.

After Ji Yuyan finished taking the medicine and returned to the ward again, only Jing Xuan was left in the ward.

"Let's eat." Jing Xiu said, looking at the lunch box on the coffee table.

Ji Yoo's words follow goodness.She smelled the scent of the food and realized that she was actually extremely hungry.But her consistent good tutor still made her eat slowly.

During the period, she asked Jingxun about the details of what happened in the morning, and Jingxun patiently asked and answered the questions, and the atmosphere was harmonious.

Unexpectedly, as soon as she finished her meal, Jing Xiu drove her mercilessly: "It's almost time, you should go back."

Ji Youyan was stunned, and cautiously said: "I... can I stay with you?"

"No need." Jing Xiu refused, "You can go back and rest. Will you still have work tomorrow?"

She didn't like Ji Yooyan staying in the hospital, and she didn't like Ji Yooyan lying alone in a pale and terrible hospital bed like a sick person.

"I can let Sister Wei coordinate." Ji Youyan struggled.

"My program team and I have asked for leave, and we will return to France tomorrow." Jing Xiu told.

Ji Yuyan can't do the shameless saying, I will go to France with you.

She opened her mouth, retreated and said, "Well, let me stay with you all night tonight?"

Jing Xiu hadn't answered yet, Ji Youyan's phone rang.

The call is from Wei Yizhen.

Ji Youyan could probably guess why Wei Yizhen called. He was afraid that not answering the phone would add fuel to the fire, so he answered.

As soon as he answered the phone, Wei Yi was really angry and burned down the speaker, "Ji Youyan! You are really lawless, right?"

Jing Xiu frowned.

Ji Youyan stood up awkwardly and went to the ward to make an external phone.

Wei Yi is really hot.This brand is a big international brand. How many people can't fight for it with all their efforts. She finally helped Ji Yooyan win it. As a result, at the first event, Ji Yooyan gave others an early retirement?When Ji Youyan becomes an uncle, she will give others a smile to be a grandson.After worrying about things one after another, Wei Yi's lungs are going to explode.

Ji Yooyan knew that he was wrong, and apologized in a low voice.Wei Yizhen asked her to go to her house to see her immediately and immediately. Ji Yuyan said something badly, but Wei Yizhen gave up and said that he would come to the hospital to pick her up at five o'clock tomorrow morning.

The news of Jing Xiu's hospitalization will surely spread tomorrow, and it would be too garish to leave the hospital later.

After answering the phone and coming in, Ji Yuyan hadn't spoken yet before Jing Xuan spoke.

"I told Sister Wei, I'll pick me up at five o'clock tomorrow morning." There is quite a posture of cutting first and playing later.

Jing Xiu: "..."

"Then you find a place to sleep by yourself." Jing Xiu was unwilling to compromise.

Ji Youyan tried to arm his face, blushing and shamelessly.She moved a small stool next to the coffee table, sat next to Jingxuan's bed, and lay on the edge of Jingxuan's bed, and whispered, "Just lend me this place."

Jing Xiu: "..."

The two stood in a stalemate for a while, and Ji Yuyan lay on his stomach, quietly acting as if he was going to fall asleep.

Axun was soft-hearted, she wondered.

Jing Xiu believed that it was true, so angry and funny, so he could only relax and say, "Come up and sleep."

Ji Yuyan was so happy that he almost showed off.She originally only wanted to coax Jingxiu into an extra bed, but didn't expect Jingxiu to put her in bed directly.

Surprise joy!

She rubbed her eyes and came over numbly. After going to the bathroom to wash, she wore leggings and thermal underwear and climbed into Jingxuan's bed.

The hospital bed was no bigger than the hotel bed, and the two of them inevitably stuck together.

But Ji Yuyan's eyes were very tired and bloodshot, Jing Xiu felt distressed and accidentally tossed her.She turned off the light and whispered: "Good night."

Afraid of being crushed by Jing Xun's injury, Ji Youyan placed his hands and feet neatly.She looked at Jing Xiu's side face close at hand, and said with satisfaction: "Good night."

After a few seconds, in the dark, Jing Xuan heard Ji Yu’s words: "A Xuan, I have many shortcomings and a lot of strange baggage, and I missed a lot of things. In the eyes of many people, even in my own eyes, I still Not the one who suits you best."

There are some words, as if she can speak better only through the moment when she can't see each other's faces.

"But I must be the one who wants you to be happy. If you are the screw with the most unique pattern in the world, then I am willing to polish myself into a nut that best matches you and can hug you tightly."

"The effect of force is mutual." Jing Xiu said abruptly.When the nut is put on the screw body to polish itself again and again, the screw is also worn by the nut.

Perfect match is a process of running in with each other.She doesn't need Ji Yooyan to accommodate her completely unilaterally.

Ji Youyan was startled for a moment, understood Jing Xun's meaning, and laughed low.

Jing Xiu curled her lips silently in the dark."Go to sleep."

"it is good."

I don't know how long it took, Ji Yoon heard the sound of breathing evenly.Jing Xiu listened quietly, her nose sour.

She stretched out her hand and gently dialed Ji Youyan's bangs.

Ji Yoon was asleep very soundly.

Jing Xiu stood up, pressed a kiss on the red and swollen part of her forehead, and muttered, "It won't hurt tomorrow."