My Feelings Can Wait
Chapter 90:
Maybe it was because I was too nervous when eating, and caught cold when I went out. Jing Xuan suffered from indigestion, and his stomach hurts so I couldn't sleep.After twelve o'clock, the body became colder and colder, and the pain seemed to be multiplied.
Jing Xiu was shaking with pain, took out the painkiller from her bag, twisted it several times before unscrewing the lid, poured out the medicine, and swallowed it with mineral water.
The painkillers were slow to work, and Jing Xun curled up under the icy bed, trying to relieve the pain of tumbling in his stomach.She closed her eyes, her mind was full of emotions, and the soft words of Ji Youyan, the sharp words of Ji Changsong, and the old monk's hypnotic wooden fish and chanting sounded in her ears.
Both mind and body miss Ji Yoon's warm embrace.It was a rare thing for them to be able to embrace each other intimately again, how could she be willing to let Ji Yuyan go.
However, she was a little shaken by Ji Changsong.The more she understands Ji Yooyan's family and past, the more she feels sorry for Ji Yooyan, and the more she understands why she values her career so much in the past and why she is so proud of herself.Once she hoped that Ji Yuyan could be as open and brave as herself, was it too selfish and too strong?
Jing Xiu likes Ji Yooyan's current spirited and gleaming appearance, but does Ji Yooyan's calm and confident confidence come from her current career smooth sailing, or because she can really face the gains and losses without being surprised?
Jing Xiu was not sure.
The effect of the medicine finally came up, the pain eased slightly, and Jing Xiu's consciousness gradually became dizzy.In the muddle, she has been thinking, for the sake of Ji Youyan, should their relationship be as cautious and low-key as before?
Back in Beicheng the next day, Jingxun received a message from Ji Youyan just after getting off the plane and getting on the bus, "I received a call from my mother early in the morning."
Jing Xiu's heart was raised.
"Weird and weird, thinking she was going to say something, but in the end it turned out to be asking me if I could go back to Qingming to sweep the tomb and worship the ancestors? Why do you think this little old lady is so arrogant."
Jing Xiu bit her lower lip lightly, and for a moment she didn't know how to answer.It seems that Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu really don't want Ji Youyan to know what they saw yesterday.Zhong Qingyu called Ji Yooyan early in the morning to test whether Ji Yooyan knew.
She did not answer Ji Yooyan. Ji Yooyan thought she was busy without looking at the phone, and continued to leave a message on her own: "Unfortunately, I have finalized the schedule for this year and it is difficult to adjust, so I won't go back."
She ridiculed: "I'm going to set a schedule for my baby, a busy man, for a year in advance, OK?"
Jing Xiu glanced at the words "My baby", his eyes softened.She saw that Ji Yooyan did not send any more messages, and asked Ji Yooyan: "What will you do?"
Ji Youyan was pleasantly surprised: "Ayu, you have a lunch break?"
"I've decided to take you to the tomb sweep. I haven't been to my grandma for many years. Shall we go together next year? I want to introduce you to my grandma. She will definitely like you very much."
Jing Xiu read Ji Youyan’s childhood diary and knew that Ji Youyan’s grandmother was the one who loved her the most since she was a child.The panda pendant that she has kept to this day was also made by Ji Youyan's grandmother.
Of course she is willing to go with Ji Yoon.However, this kind of tomb sweeping is usually a family. If Ji Changsong and Zhong Qingyu see her, they are afraid to sweep her out first if they don't sweep the grave?
But seeing Ji Yooyan's enthusiastic appearance, she couldn't bear to pour cold water on her, and returned her "already to play" expression.
Thinking more optimistically, Ji Changsong bypassed Ji Yooyan to find a breakthrough from his own, does it mean that they care about the relationship they have just repaired with Ji Yooyan, and are unwilling to be as completely dead as before.Is this an improvement compared to the previous decision?
Although he was so self-comforting, Jing Xiu listened to Ji Changsong's questioning, and his heart was overwhelmed.
During the text chat, Ji Yuyan couldn't understand Jing Xiu's subtle emotions in time.In the evening video, because you can see each other intuitively, and because Ji Yooyan's whole body and heart are tied to Jing Xuan's body, she instantly sees that Jing Xuan's mood is not right.
"Axun, did something happen to the rehearsal these past two days?" Ji Youyan asked.
"No, why do you ask that?" Jing Xiu asked strangely.
Ji Yuyan tentatively said: "You look different from the state of the previous few days, and you don't seem to be very happy."
Jing Xiu marveled at Ji Yoo's sharpness.She warmly said: "Are you Monkey King?"
Ji Yoon was puzzled.
Jing Xiu smiled sincerely: "Hot eyes and golden eyes."
She didn't want to say it straight, and didn't want to make excuses to prevaricate Ji Yu's words, and said vaguely: "It's been a little unhappy these two days, but it's not a serious matter."
Ji Yuyan got to the bottom: "Can't you tell me?"
Jing Xiu's long eyelashes lightly fan, hesitated and did not respond.
"It has something to do with me?" Ji Youyan's heart sank.
"Well, it's related." Jing Xiu said seriously.Seeing Ji Yuyan's face getting more and more serious, she suddenly burst into a bright smile, teasing: "You guessed yourself so consciously, did you do something bad recently?"
Ji Yoo made a mistake.Immediately, she felt relieved and flicked the camera with her finger, as if she could punish Jing Xun: "Little liar." Her tone was full of pampering.
"I almost took it seriously, I must start to reflect on myself." She thought Jing Xuan was teasing her.
Jing Xiu raised his eyebrows, half-truth and half-truth: "I didn't lie to you, you can really reflect on it."
Ji Youyan was bluffed by her to the bottom, "I have been working diligently recently, shooting down the ground, and I am very well-behaved. Well, I keep a good distance with all the actors, and there will never be any scandals."
Jing Xiu said, "What about the actress?"
"The actress has kept it well!" Ji You made a vow.After speaking, she suddenly widened her eyes, obviously thinking of something.
Is there really a situation?Jing Xiu frowned slightly, examining Ji Youyan quietly.
Ji Youyan laughed low, biting the bass and said ambiguously: "Ayu, I seem to smell a sour smell, did it come from the screen?"
She tentatively asked with bright eyes: "Is it because the La Niang match of the Yaohua biography made you unhappy these two days?" The plot of her and one of the female partners in the Yaohua biography of the past two days has reached a climax. very high.
Jing Xiu was startled slightly, turning aside his face to deny: "What do I care about the role's CP?"
Okay, Jing Xiu admitted that when she was watching edited videos and visiting Chaohua, she saw that some CP fans jumped from cute characters to cute real people, and enlarged the various details of Ji Youyan's interaction with each other. When YY, she had a slight heart. Unwell.But they are all in the circle, knowing that this is normal, and she is not so stingy that she even cares about this.
But the appearance of her dodge fell in Ji Yuyan's eyes, as if something was happening.Ji Yuyan thought he had guessed it correctly, and smiled.
Jing Xiu couldn't help his face, and said, "I really didn't care."
The more she emphasized this, the less Ji Yuyan believed it.She was half teasing and half coaxing Jing Xun, Jing Xun couldn't hold it, her heart was soft, and finally she recognized it with a half ashamed and half joy.
She didn't worry about it, thinking it would just pass.Unexpectedly, more than ten days later, Jiang Chun called in shock and gave Jing Xiu Ji Yooyan's apologetic gift. She told Jing Xiu that Ji Yooyan actually liked an edited video of excellent CP.
To be precise, it should be Ji Youyan who liked several CP videos.She evenly liked a video for the general trend CP of "The Story of Yaohua" in the rain and dew, and then, catching a fish in troubled waters, liked a video of La Niang, the role of her and Jing Xun.
However, a few light and handy likes caused violent fluctuations in the CP list. All related CP super talks screamed "Ahhhh, my CP is true", and the excellent CP super talk is even more so Go straight to the top three like riding a rocket.
The hot search about Ji Yuyan quickly went up.However, Ji Yooyan and Wei Yizhen made preparations in advance, coupled with Jiang Chun's control, so the hot search that went up did not deliberately magnify the existence of Jingxuan, but rather well related and promoted the "Yaohua Biography", giving Ji Yooyan and Yaohua Set up an interesting "big trotter" and "love liar" persona.
There was no sense of Jing Xun's presence on the hot search, but Jing Xuan found his full sense of presence in Ji Yuyan's heart.
She looked at the ecstatic comments of CP fans under the reposted video in the excellent CP super chat, and her heart was filled with unstoppable joy.
"Ah ah ah yxszd, I'm crazy", "Head, where's my head!", "Pick up my head, I can knock it again!", "Come on the ambulance, my heart disease and diabetes need "Fat", "Don't move, I'll move the Civil Affairs Bureau to you!", "Can this be included in the CP history, what kind of fairy CP is this, oh oh oh"...
The corners of Jing Xiu's lips rose hard to restrain himself.
She clicked on the video after reading all the comments.The video is a story about the reunion of the past and the present. Jing Xiu missed a beat in his heart.The video is an open ending, and it stops at the place where Ji Youyan knocks on the door to find Jing Xuan, Jing Xuan opens the door, and the two meet again.Suddenly stopped, Jing Xiu was still feeling proud.
When she quit, she suddenly found that the main name of the video was familiar. It was the account name of Ruan Ningwei that she had seen before. The video was released just today.
Is it a coincidence?
She shared the link with Ruan Ningwei and asked her: "Ning Wei, did you cut the video?"
Ruan Ningwei made several excited expressions, which fully expressed her loyal CP fan's mood at the moment.
"No, Sister Ji cut it herself, and sent it out after borrowing my account."
She worked so hard on the set and edited them herself just for her half-truth jokes.Jing Xiu looked at this line of words, her eyes soft as if dripping water.
She clicked on Ji Yuyan that was on top, as if she had a thousand words to say. In the end, she just asked, "Aren't you afraid?" Although the more open, the less likely it is to be reverie, but between them Ambiguous, poor control is still prone to accidents.
Ji Yuyan answered her almost in the next second: "Are you afraid?"
"I'm not afraid." Jing Xiu typed these three words with a trembling fingertip.
Ji Yoo said back to her, "Neither will I." She said, "Axun, I am not the coward I used to be. Even if I can't give you an upright identity now, I want everyone to know that you are not for me. Same. You are the only official in my life."
"To make you happy, this is the most important thing to me."
Her words were like the bright sun sticking out of the sky, pushing away the dark clouds that had hung in Jing Xun's heart for days.
Saying that she is not afraid.Jing Xiu's eyes reddened, and finally had the confidence to respond to Ji Changsong's questions.
"I'm very happy." She typed it word by word carefully.
Ji Yooyan was satisfied. She asked Jingxun, "Have you watched the video?"
"Look."
Ji Youyan slyly said: "That's just right, you can look at the special edition again." She sent over the account and password of the online storage for the video.
Is there a special edition?Jing Xiu's heartbeat quickened inexplicably.
The public version of the video is four minutes long, and the special version is more than ten seconds longer.
Jing Xiu saw from the beginning to the end, and found that the extra ten seconds were all after the end of the public version, which was a beautiful stream of consciousness.
Jing Xiu was still wondering where the picture was cut, when suddenly he heard the music diminishing, and a few sultry groans escaped from the speakers, followed by a few trembling "I love you" ".
It was clearly Ji Yoon's own voice.
Jing Xiu was caught off guard, his face flushed to the base of his ears for a moment.
The author has something to say: Teacher Jing decided to put Sister Ji in the cabinet.
Sister Ji: Ouuuu, I want to come out because of my hard work.
Teacher Jing: Pinru's wardrobe?You better go in.
ps. Thinking of the last chapter, the little cuties were asking about the printer, the prototype is the Cuckoo Chicken.