My Feelings Can Wait

"So when you proposed to break up, I had no face to stay. I found that I seemed to have lost the ability to make you happy."

"I persuaded myself to let you go, you deserve a better person." Ji Youyan's voice was very calm, an objective examination of the calm he had let go of the past.

From the second half of the conversation, Jing Xiu's regretful tears could not stop falling.

She wrongly blamed Ji Yuyan for so long and made her wronged for so long.She always thought that Ji Yuyan's claim that she had lost her passport was just an excuse, just to avoid visiting her on the cusp of the storm.She always thought that her parents were peaceful and friendly to Ji Yooyan and accepted Ji Yooyan wholeheartedly.

The tears she dripped on the back of Ji Yooyan's hand burned Ji Yooyan's heart.Ji Yuyan coaxed her and said, "Don't cry, Axun, I'm telling you that this incident is not meant to make you sad." All these things passed, she didn't want to tell Jingxun, for fear of affecting Jingxuan and Jing Shurong's mother and daughter. relationship.

But Jing Xun's breathing became even deeper.When she thought of the despair Ji Yuyan left in those years, her heart felt as though a hole had broken through and she couldn't breathe.

Ji Yuyan saw the bloodshots between her lips and teeth, his heart was cut.She kissed Jingxun's lower lip that was bitten, "If you must cry, don't bear it, cry out, okay? Am I not someone you can cry with confidence?"

Jing Xiu loosened her lips, buried her on her shoulders, and finally sobbed softly.

Ji Youyan patted her back, comforting her with distress.

"Sorry, I don't know anything." Jing Xiu came back a little, his voice rustling.

Ji Yooyan rubbed her head lightly and said sincerely: "It is me who should say I am sorry. What you said before is right, I didn't tell you anything that made you lose the opportunity to comfort me. So I am very happy that you are braver than me. Choose to tell me."

"Axun, in fact, when you broke up back then, you hoped that I could stay, change, and become brave, right?"

Jing Xiu lowered his head and gave an inaudible "um".

Ji Yuyan was sad.In the last life, she understood too late.

"But I am so unbearable, what else is worthy of your nostalgia? Even an enlightened person like your mother doesn't like me. Have you ever thought that someone would be more suitable for you than me?"

Jing Xiu raised his head and stared at her, and said in a dumb voice, "Don't say that to yourself. I have never thought about it. What my mother thinks is not important, what matters is what I think. I introduce you to them, not I want you to get their approval, but I want to make you more love and happy."

Maybe it was because I couldn't meet someone who was too amazing when I was young. I met at the beginning of eight and reunited at the age of 21. The love between her and Ji Youyan spanned time and mountains and oceans, as if it was destined, only once in a lifetime.

Falling in love with Ji Yuyan, who else can re-enter her?

Ji Youyan smiled and said, "Look, you know it all, then why should you doubt yourself?"

Jing Xiu choked.

Ji Yooyan wiped away the tears from Jingxun’s eyelashes, and said warmly: "Axiu, after the breakup, I have been reflecting on it, and I understand more and more where I was wrong. I care too much about others' opinions and forget to listen to your voice. Wrong. Love is irrational, so it cannot be determined by suitability. But if you have to use this to compare, then you must be my best choice."

"Because it's inappropriate to not love. And I can't love anyone except you." She thought of her previous life and smiled sadly: "Axun, it's not good to say that you can die in your arms. Also happier than I am living alone."

Jing Xiu seemed to have thought of something, and for a moment, tears fell like rain, and the pain was uncontrollable.

She covered Ji Yuyan's mouth and pleaded with her intermittent voice: "Don't say such things... Sorry, Yan Yan, I'm sorry..."

Ji Yooyan didn't understand why she had to apologize, and repeatedly coaxed her: "Okay, I won't say it."

But Jing Xuan was so sad that he was trembling all over his body sobbing.

Ji Yuyan was worried that Jingxuan would hurt her body by crying, so she deliberately kissed her ear and teased her: "Will you not cry? If you cry again, your voice will be dumb tomorrow. Friends in the media should think we don't forget to do bad things in the hospital."

Jing Xiu was instinctively trembling when she was kissed, and when she heard what she said, she wanted to cry and laugh again.

"What nonsense." She burst into laughter at last, and patted Ji Youyan's thigh in shame.

Ji Yuyan laughed lowly, hugged Jing Xuan and shook it painfully, "The gate is closed, do you think you are the little crying bag?"

Jing Xiu was afraid that Ji Yooyan could not control her well and slammed back into the back of her head, so she only leaned in Ji Yooyan's arms carefully.Without the sentimental atmosphere, she was a little embarrassed and turned her head to sort out her emotions.

However, Ji Yooyan sat up on her knees and reluctantly reached out to Jing Xun to see her expression.Jing Xiu red stared at her, Ji Youyan stretched out his hand to support on the wall, leaned over and kissed Jing Xiu's forehead.

The displeasure that Jing Xiu pretended to fall apart instantly, and his heart was completely softened.

"Be careful with your shoulders." She put her hands on Ji Youyan's waist.

Ji Yooyan retreated obediently, facing Jing Xun diagonally and posing as a duck sitting.She stretched out Jingxuan's hand and put it in her arms, watching Jingxuan sincerely said, "Axiu, no one can protect another person without dripping water. I can't help you, you can't change anyone There is no way."

Jing Xiu's heart gradually settled in her low and soft voice.

"Perhaps in the eyes of our parents, we are always children who need to be protected. But in love, we are independent adults. Whether we are with you, speaking out, or even making public later, everything is actually It has nothing to do with you. It is the choice I made for the life I want to live, and I am the only one responsible for this."

"You are willing to love me and live the life I want to live with me. This is already an extra reward for me. So promise me and go on with me, unless one day you no longer love me and no longer want to be with me , Otherwise don’t be shaken by what others say."

Jing Xiu was moved.She stared at Ji Yoon, her eyes waved like water, and she knelt up and got close to Ji Yoon, and pressed a tender kiss on her talkative thin lips.

"I promise you." She promised Ji Yuyan: "You also promise me not to make the same mistake again."

"The way you love me, I only accept that you are with me."

Ji Yuyan's heart swayed, "Okay." She hooked Jingxuan's neckline, licking her lips and said, "Axiu, I haven't had time to tell you, how charming you were on stage just now, right?"

"How charming is it?" Jing Xiu raised the corners of her lips slightly.

Ji Yuyan touched the tip of her nose and said: "It is so charming that my mind is full of fantasy. I want to take off your costume layer by layer to prove that the goddess really belongs to me."

Jingxuan's ears are hot.She wanted to laugh at what Ji Yuyan the one-armed man wanted to do. Two women's coughs came from the door: "Yoryan, is it convenient to come in?"

It's Wei Yizhen.

Jing Xiu pulled up his clothes instantly and sat down.Ji Youyan burst into laughter, and leaned back and replied, "Sister Wei, come in."

Wei Yizhen has actually been here for a while.When she arrived, she saw the ambiguous figure of Jingxun and Ji Yoon on the bed through the small window on the door of the ward. She thought it was a coincidence that she had come, so she wisely waited outside for a while, but she didn’t expect to go to explore again. , The two people are getting more and more exaggerated.

She was afraid that she would not say anything and didn't know when to wait, so she had to bite the bullet and knock on the door.

Jing Xiu got out of bed and personally moved a stool from the bottom of the bed to sit on Wei Yizhen. Wei Yizhen was flattered.

She is here to discuss public relations plans with Ji Youyan.She talked with Jiang Chun, and the preliminary plan has been finalized.

"The entry on the hot search now obviously is that people who want to pour dirty water, want to guide the public to pay attention to the emotional life of Mr. Jing and you, and even fabricate the identity of the attacker. It is rumored that you have a triangular relationship. Mr. Jing's fans and ourselves Fans here have spontaneously started to protest and clarify the vague key points of the media. This incident has caused a sensation. People from many sides are asking us about the reasons for the incident. They learned that the reasons for the other party’s attack are very different. Indignant. So we are ready to take advantage of our efforts to set this incident as a benchmark event in support of diversity and opposition to prejudice, expand the battle, and let everyone’s focus shift to the issue of "prejudice will not be eliminated, harm will continue" and support for voting."

"Yes." Ji Youyan pondered: "I need to post on Weibo to report safety, and then explain the whole story and bring this topic out?"

This idea coincides with Wei Yizhen: "I think so too. I have already let someone write the manuscript. Send it to you on WeChat. Please check it out."

Ji Yuyan and Jing Xun looked down at the draft, and Wei Yi hesitated and said: "I need to confirm one thing with you."

Ji Yuyan and Jing Xun both raised their heads to look at Wei Yizhen.

"Where did Yooyan live after being discharged from the hospital two days later? Go back to his home or go to Teacher Jing's house?"

Obviously the media will be watching them closely these days, and there is no way to hide it when they go to Jingxun's house, but Ji Yuyan is reluctant to go back to his own house.

Jing Xiu has been listening quietly, not overwhelmingly participating in the conversation.Seeing Ji Yu's embarrassment, she said humblely, "Sister Wei, what do you think is better?"

Wei Yizhen frankly said: "Of course it is not troublesome to go back to Yuyan's own home." But she changed the conversation and said: "But if you want to be more convenient in the future, it is not impossible to take this opportunity to show it to the public. of."

Ji Yooyan's eyes lit up, "How do you say?"

"Rather than waiting to be photographed privately and intimately later, it is better to take the initiative in our own hands. You can use this identity as a victim that is easy to be pityed and trusted by the public, and generously post on Weibo to show that I stayed at Teacher Jing’s house temporarily. I used to excuse my mother like Teacher Jing to thank you for caring for you, and she had to take care of you personally."

"Then it's almost time for the official announcement of the film by Director Gu. At this moment, you can officially announce your starring in the movie, and at the same time lead a topic like'There is a friendship called Qiao Yue and Shen Yu'. You and the person who had the scandal with Teacher Jing is a reason to convince yourself. But in essence, we are cold processing of neither admitting nor denying the scandal."

It is difficult to define the relationship between the same sex itself. Unless it is photographed such as kissing, it is not a real hammer if the two parties do not admit it.

"Of course, there are risks, so in the eyes of some people, you are a transparent cabinet. As long as any link is not well controlled, it may become a real cabinet."

Being able to cover it relatively less strictly means relatively more free time to get along with, Ji Youyan's heart is moved.

She asked Jing Xiu silently with her eyes, Jing Xiu hesitated: "Is it okay with your parents?" She heard the quarrel in the bathroom that day, in case it really became public...

Ji Yooyan said with affection: "That is my homework and theirs, leave it to me to solve it, you don't think about it. You only need to think about yourself, would you like it?"

Jing Xiu's eyes filled with waves, and he bent his lips solemnly and said, "I am willing."

The author has something to say: Wei Yi really regrets not taking Jiang Chun with him: Is this the scene of the marriage proposal?[Lemon] [Lemon]

Sister Ji: No, how could a proposal be so unromantic?

Wei Yizhen: Teacher Jing, you heard it, you can't agree to it if it's not romantic.

Teacher Jing duplied: Okay, I remember.

Inner heart: It is romantic enough for her to propose to me.

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