My Feelings Can Wait

"Yanyan... don't be afraid..." Ji Youyan woke up amid Jing Xun's gentle comfort.She opened her tearful eyes, and for a moment she couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a reality.

Jing Xun’s concerned face came into her eyes, and the heart-piercing pain swept through in an instant. Ji Youyan conditioned his arm around Jing Xun’s neck, acting in a rush and panic, as if he was afraid of this stretch of arm. It's just an illusion of nothingness.

Jing Xiu hurriedly lowered her body cooperatively, and carefully supported her shoulders, lest she moved too hard to the injured area.

"It's just a dream, I'm already awake." She only heard Ji Yooyan calling her name, yelling "No", guessing that Ji Yooyan should have a nightmare."Don't be afraid, I am here."

Ji Yooyan's breathing became heavier, tears wet Jing Xun's neck, "It's not a dream now, right?" She put her arms around Jing Xun's neck more and more.

Jing Xiu was a little uncomfortable being hooped, and she said softly, "Well, this is not a dream. I can feel pain if you hold it tightly."

Ji Yuyan reacted to what Jing Xuan said, and immediately released his hand and sat up with his arm."Axun, did I hurt you?" There were whirling tears in her eyes, shining brightly in the darkness.

Jing Xiu shook her head and helped her pick up the pillow to cushion her back and cover her shoulders.Sitting on her side, she wiped Ji Yuyan's tears with her fingertips, and whispered, "Did you have a nightmare?"

Ji Yuyan thought of the scene of the last woman falling down in his dream, and water vapor filled his eyes again.

She pulled down Jingxun's delicate hand, and looked at it from her fingertips to her wrist, as if to make sure that there were no bleeding wounds on her hands, or that terrible red.

Jing Xiu didn't know why, so let her look at it.

"I dreamed of a woman and couldn't see her appearance, but in the dream I seemed to know that it was you." She clenched Jingxun's hand tightly, and muttered.

"Yeah." Jing Xiu listened intently.

"I saw you on a mountain, and it didn't seem like a mountain, but a very dark place, walking all by yourself." She couldn't remember the specific scenes in the dream. She wanted to think about it, but her head was dull. pain.

Jingxun tied her whole body and mind to her, seeing that her expression was wrong, he said nervously: "Don't remember the uncomfortable."

Ji Yooyan shook his head and slowly came over: "No, I just don't remember a little bit suddenly." She thought for a while, and continued: "I see that you don't know where there seems to be a wound on your hand. I kept dripping with your hand, dripping all the way, I couldn’t stop it. In my dream, I seemed to call you all the time and wanted you to stop, but I couldn’t stop you or catch up with you. , I can only watch you walk until you are weak...fall down..."

At the end, her voice was trembling, and her heart lingered.

With the fall of her voice, Jing Xiu's soft expression became obscure for an instant, as if astonished, as shocked, and with a hint of scrutiny.

It is complex that Ji Yuyan can't see through.

"Axun? What's the matter?" Ji Youyan felt a strange feeling in his heart.

Why would Yanyan know this?

Jing Xiu watched Ji Yuyan's dazedness as if it was not fake, and calmly suppressed his surprise, and said slowly: "No, I just imagined the picture."

She paused and asked Ji Youyan tentatively, "Is there anything else in the dream?"

Ji Youyan shook his head and said, "No, I was scared to wake up."

Jing Xiu breathed a sigh of relief. If nothing happened, he poured a cup of hot water for her and said gently: "Drink a sip of water and pressure your shock. You should have not been relieved after being shocked." She stood in the moonlight and smiled, "I." It’s okay, if you’re okay, I’ll be okay."

Ji Yuyan was holding a cup of water and looking at Jing Xun's beautiful smile, but he felt a sense of gains and losses once again.

"Axiu." After she finished drinking the water, she handed the glass back to Jingxiu. "Auntie told me something today."

"Ok?"

"Auntie told me that since last year, you sometimes have unexplained severe pain at night." She stared at Jing Xun unblinkingly.

Jing Xun paused when he lifted the quilt, and then sat back on the bed without responding.

"The uncomfortable time in Lingzhou was because of severe pain, not dysmenorrhea, right?" Ji Youyan looked solemn.

Jing Xiu sorted out his emotions, looked at her sideways and replied: "I had pain before. But the dysmenorrhea was dysmenorrhea. Don't listen to my mother, it's okay." Compared to the frequency of last year, the frequency of attacks this year. It's much lower.

Ji Youyan pursed his lips and did not speak, but his eyes were clearly unbelieving.

"All those who have undergone a physical examination are normal." Jing Xiu said calmly.

"There can be no unprovoked pain." Such unknown reasons made Ji Yuyan feel like an untimely bomb was tied to Jing Xun's body.How could she not worry?

Jing Xiu was silent for two seconds, then suddenly responded, "There is a reason."

Ji Yuyan was stunned.Is there a reason why Jing Shurong doesn't know?

Jing Xiu lowered her eyes, and said with a seriousness: "It's a psychological reason." She whispered: "Yanyan, do you know autonomic disorders?"

Ji Yooyan responded arduously with "Yeah", and said, "But, does this cause severe pain?" In her previous life, she had lived with her own psychological problems for many years, and she had some autonomic disorders.I have inexplicable physical discomfort, but I have never experienced severe pain.

"There will be."

Ji Yoo will be skeptical, but Jing Xiu's expression is serious, Ji Yoo shakes.There is no reason for Axun to lie to her, right?

Moreover, if it is an autonomic disorder, you can understand why Jing Xiu didn't tell Jing Shurong the reason-it was she who caused Jing Xiu's emotional problems back then.

Ji Yooyan's eyes blushed, Jing Xiu guessed her thoughts, and before she apologized, he covered her mouth: "It's because of my poor psychological quality."

Ji Yuyan obviously didn't listen to it, and apologized.

Jing Xiu bit her lip and moved her hand to compromise and said, "Yes, even if it has something to do with you, that's a thing of the past. Since you've been around, I've hardly suffered anymore." This is half truth.She faintly felt that Ji Yuyan's presence by her side would be of great help in relieving the pain.

"Unless you leave me one day."

Ji Yuyan sniffed, and said, "Unless I..." Before she finished her words, Jing Xiu frowned and interrupted: "Don't talk nonsense."

Her nervousness made Ji Yooyan's heart warm.Ji Yoo changed his words and said, "There won't be this day."

Jing Xiu smiled and said, "So don't worry about this problem for me anymore."

Seeing Jing Xun's faithful appearance, Ji Yuyan was mostly relieved of his doubts.Jing Xiu flattened Ji Youyan's pillow, and ended the topic: "It's only after four o'clock, so stay with me to sleep for a while?"

Ji Yuyan was worried that it would affect Jing Xuan's rest, so he completely suppressed his worries and lay down obediently.

Jing Xiu lay on his side face to face with her, put his hand on Ji Yooyan's waist, opened his eyes after Ji Yooyan fell asleep again, staring at Ji Yooyan for a long time, full of affection.

She had doubted whether Ji Yoon was the same as her many times, but now it seems that Ji Yoon is not.That's good, she doesn't need any extra guilt or touch from Ji Yuyan.So if she can, she hopes Ji Youyan will never know.

Jing Xiu curled his lips in relief, approached Ji Youyan's neck, closed his eyes and brewed sleepiness.

On the second day, Jing Xiu deliberately staggered the time with Jing Shurong and went to the theater early.After ten o'clock, Jing Shurong went to the hospital to pick up Ji Youyan and leave the hospital.Ji Youyan posted a Weibo according to the plan. The attached picture shows Jing Shurong helping her organize her luggage and a selfie with her arms hanging.

The text is: "@, Auntie wants me to move in with a bag, can I?"

As soon as Weibo was posted, it caused a thousand waves.

Ji Youyan’s fans are not focused on the content, they are all "[][] heartfelt to my sister", "[]yanyan take care of yourself", "baby, get better soon", " My sister is really a kind silly girl"...Of course, there is also a discordant voice, "It is a bit selfish to say it, if I can, I really don't want you to be lying down now...Forget it, I don't comment on you if you are willing to be so stupid. It's just that. Those who are darker than my sister's heat holding thighs, please get out and apologize?"

Ji Youyan frowned and silently deleted the comment.

She called Wei Yizhen, and gave her full control over the matters of accusation and subsequent fermentation, especially instructing Wei Yizhen not to let any comments that are bad for Jingxiu be topped up.Holding Jing Shurong's hand, she generously boarded the car under the guns of all the reporters at the entrance of the hospital and headed to Jing Xiu's home.

Although he is a little bit worried about whether such a bold treatment can achieve satisfactory results as desired, such a feeling of uprightness still makes Ji Yuyan feel an unprecedented sense of joy.

On the way, she received a message from Ruan Ningwei that she would visit her with Tao Xingruo in two days.At the same time, Ruan Ningwei sent her many screenshots of Weibo chats.

Ji Youyan recognized two of the IDs and guessed that this group was Jingxuan's "poison" only group.

"I am autistic.", "[Hold a fist]", "Don't be lost, everyone, let's use friendship for a long time.", "Forget it, sister is really happy"...

"Sister Ji is happy to be discharged from the hospital." Ruan Ningwei grinned.

Ji Yuyan laughed low.She watched the Qiuqiu helplessly acknowledge her remarks, and felt that she had gained double happiness.

Jing Shurong glanced at her when he heard the sound, Ji Yuyan noticed it, and immediately converged.Although she was recognized by Jing Shurong, she actually felt a little restrained when she was alone with Jing Shurong.Jing Xiu had two days left to perform, and she was ready to perform well in front of Jing Shurong.

But unexpectedly, after Jing Shurong sent her home, he chopped up fruit for her and chatted for a few words. He said that he was going to prepare lunch for her and then turned to go outside.

"Auntie? Are you... going shopping?" Ji Youyan asked strangely.

Jing Shurong stooped and put on shoes while calmly saying, "I live upstairs." The house Jing Xiu lived in was originally bought by Jing Xiu, and the house upstairs was bought by Jing Xiu for them.What is meant is self-evident.

Ji Yuyan was dumbfounded.

Jing Shurong turned around and said with a smile, "Is the world of two people bad? Or do you want me to live with you?"

This is a multiple proposition.

Ji Yooyan was already happy in her heart, but she tried her best to restrain her smile, and said sincerely: "It's rare that you are in the country, aunt, if you want, I certainly hope you can live with us." After she finished she was a little nervous Shu Rong really changed his mind.

Jing Shurong didn't know that she was telling a lie, but it was still useful to hear, and he sneered, but did not expose her.She put on her shoes and opened the door and went out, "Just eat together. I'll be down at 12 o'clock. Are you okay to stay alone?"

"It's all right, Auntie, go ahead." Ji Yuyan secretly relieved.

As soon as Jing Shurong left, Ji Yuyan couldn't hide his laughter, and fell on the sofa happily.

Mother is relieved!

All mother-in-laws have approved it!

There is also an upright life of two people living together!

She felt that the injury was worth it.

The author has something to say: Teacher Jing: Protect my little vest.

Sister Ji: My little vest is strong enough to wear.

People who eat melons: Yes, yes, after all, you still wear unknowingly many layers of items such as clothes.

ps: Actually, there are a lot of foreshadowings buried in the front. From the first chapter, it is not a sudden change of mind.