My Feelings Can Wait
Chapter 108:
When Jing Xiu heard the question, his hand holding the steering wheel stiffened.She pretended not to hear the question clearly, and frowned with a nasal echo "Huh?", trying to avoid the topic.
"I mean, do you think things similar to the previous life are real?" Ji Yuyan stared at Jing Xun and asked persistently.
Jing Xiu was uncertain in his heart, but his face remained unmoved.She turned her head to look at Ji Yuyan, and asked instead: "Why are you asking this question suddenly?"
Ji Yuyan answered nonchalantly: "On a whim." She shook her phone and explained: "I just saw a post saying that there is an audio that can be hypnotized and can dream of my previous life. Then I suddenly thought of what I did before. Of your dreams."
"You said, the you I dreamed of were you from the previous life?" Ji Yoon tentatively asked like a joke.
Jing Xiu's red lips tightened for a moment.Ji Yooyan noticed her emotional fluctuations, and her heart hung up.
However, Jing Xiu quickly teased her faintly: "It's just a dream. Will your imagination be too rich?"
Her tone made Ji Yuyan suspect that what she had just captured was just an illusion.
"But I always have a dream, and this dream makes me feel very uneasy." Ji Youyan further confided in truth and falsehood.
"What dream?" Jing Xiu looked ahead without squinting.
Ji Yuyan bit his lip and hit a straight ball. "I always dream of you marrying a man. The scene is the same every time. It's as real as I saw it with my own eyes."
As soon as the voice fell, the speed of the car suddenly accelerated a lot.The speed on the expressway was already fast, Ji Youyan said nervously, "Axuan?"
Jing Xiu snorted and quickly slowed down.She couldn't figure out the intention of Ji Yuyan, clenched the steering wheel, and barely found her normal reaction: "Are you going to accuse me of cheating in your dream?"
She glanced at Ji Youyan with a deep gaze.
There were too many emotions in that look, like shock, shock, or sadness.
Ji Youyan couldn't distinguish for a while. Was Jing Xiu's eyes because of insight into something, or was it sad that he questioned her for such an unnecessary dream?
"I'm not..." Ji Yuyan squeezed his measure and suppressed the question, not daring to take the risk of asking the bottom line.She pretended to be natural and joked, "Nor in dreams, Axun, I just can't help being jealous."
Jing Xun's beating heart slowly calmed down.She wasn't sure if Ji Yuyan had really dreamed of something, and whether she would dream of more truth in the future.But in any case, that wedding was her eternal pain.It is her eternal regret to be unable to explain to Ji Yuyan in person.But these pains and regrets, she can bear it alone, she only hopes that Ji Youyan can be happy today.
She lowered her eyelids to cover up the pain in her heart, "Say..."
Ji Youyan showed a gesture of listening carefully.
Jing Xiu calmed her and said: "It's just a dream. Take a 10,000 step back, even if it is a real thing that happened as you joked, it is the last life. No matter which possibility it is, you will be jealous. It makes no sense."
She explained so generously, as if she was really ignorant, Ji Yuyan's doubts dispelled a little."It still makes a little sense." She relaxed a little and teased with interest: "Aren't you kidding me?"
Jing Xuan sneered disgustingly, but still placed his hands on Ji Youyan's legs and spread his five fingers upwards.
Ji Yuyan tacitly covered his hand.Jing Xiu passed through her fingers and clasped her fingers.
"Yanyan, if we still can't make it to the end..." Before she finished speaking, Ji Yuyan clasped her five fingers and interrupted in a deep voice: "We can."
Jing Xiu smiled: "I believe in you." Her voice was not loud, but she was firm: "The ability of human beings to recover from trauma is limited. If we continue to make the same mistakes, then I won't talk about feelings again." In the end, Ji Yuyan is her only one.It was in the previous life, and even more so in this life.
"If the person who walked into the wedding with me wasn't you, it couldn't be anyone else. Do you believe me?" It is difficult for her to say such blunt words on weekdays, but Ji Yuyan's anxiety also disturbed her.
Ji Youyan's heart trembled.In fact, Jing Xiu didn't need to promise her such a thing.After the relationship between the two people ended, Jing Xiu started a new life. It was her freedom to choose anyone, and she had no right to care at all.
Ji Yuyan was moved, and she raised the back of Jing Xuan's hand and kissed: "I believe you. Me too."
Jing Xiu suppressed the complicated emotions in his heart, pulled back his hands and turned around while holding the steering wheel, "So you don't need to worry about such dreams. Instead of caring about these illusory things, it's better to live well now, right?" She was talking to Ji Yuyan now, and also to Ji Yuyan who might know more in the future.
Ji Yuyan's heart settled.At this moment, Jing Xiu didn't know anything.Regardless of whether Rebirth has anything to do with Jing Xuan, all she can cherish is the present.Live this moment well, and live this life well, then you can live up to your own and Jingxuan in the previous life.
"Follow the chief's instructions." Ji Youyan was persuaded by Jing Xiu and exaggeratedly saluted.
Jing Xiu breathed a sigh of relief, glanced at her, and Zhuangruo casually probed: "In addition to the last dream, and the dream that I said today, what else do you have about me? How about a one-time liquidation?" She wondered. How much did Ji Yuyan dream about?
Hearing her cool tone, Ji Youyan was full of desire for survival, and coaxed her: "That's not the end. Axun, do you know an idiom?"
Jing Xiu raised his eyebrows to express puzzlement.
"Let's dream about it." Ji Yu said judgingly: "My dreams have always been you."
Jing Xiu felt that it was numb and useful, and the corners of her lips raised shallowly.She hummed softly: "Speaking better than singing."
Ji Yuyan pretended to be dissatisfied: "You are insulting Ji. How can you say that a singer speaks better than sings."
Jing Xiu's smile deepened.With Ji Yuyan's tongue blooming in her ears, she fired sugar-coated cannonballs one after another.
At sunset in the evening, Jing Xun and Ji Youyan arrived at the pier where the Pujia Yacht was anchored.Hand the car to the parking attendant, and Jing Xun called Pujia.
Pu Jia disembarked in person to meet them.She had a big, charming wave, and she was wearing a waist evening dress that stretched to the base of her legs. She was stepped on with stilettos and amorous feelings. Before anyone arrived, the voice came first: "Oh, our great hero is also here."
Ji Youyan and Pu Jia have met several times and have a little understanding of Pu Jia.She is a few years older than Jing Xiu, and is the child of Guangyu Media, where Jing Xiu works. Her mother has a good personal relationship with Jing Shurong.
Pu Jia and Jing Xun are completely two types of people. Ji Youyan was surprised and even upset at one time. Jing Cong can be good friends with Pu Jia—because Pu Jia is the most common kind of capitalist in the circle. The behavior of exchanging hues for resources is accustomed and enjoys it, and the male and female partners change more often than clothes.
I don’t know if it’s an illusion. When Ji Yuyan saw Pu Jia for the first time, she felt that Pu Jia’s eyes made her uncomfortable, as if in her eyes, to Jing Cong, she was like Pu Jia’s bed partner Yu Pu Jia. The relationship is the same.Ji Yooyan felt embarrassed and couldn't speak directly to Jing Xun, so Pu Jia could only stay away from him unhappy.
But today, Ji Yuyan took Jing Xun's hand, looked directly at Pu Jia, and calmly responded to her ridicule: "Where is the hero you mentioned, Sister Pu? There is no hero here. There is one who fell into a bear." She He shook his forearm, which was still in a cast.
Just as Ji Youyan felt that Pu Jia looked down on herself in the past, Pu Jia always felt that Ji Youyan was fake and noble, like a guardian.In addition, she later felt that Jing Xun was sincere in the wrong payment, and Pu Jia didn't have a good impression of Ji Youyan.Ji Youyan would take the initiative to answer her, and Pu Jia was obviously surprised.She asked Jing Xiu with her eyes: Did the sun come out from the west today?
Jing Xiu smiled but said nothing.
Pu Jia followed her usual poisonous tongue and replied lazily: "It's been a long time since I saw you, Xiao Ji, you are a lot more energetic, because you fell to your head?"
People who are familiar know her mouth is broken, those who are not familiar will only think that this is a spear and stick.Jing Xiu frowned to maintain, but Ji Youyan patted her hand to indicate that she was okay.
She didn't pay attention to Pu Jia's sarcasm and turned to the subject: "It's been a long time since I saw you, Pu sister, you seem to be more glamorous than in previous years." After she said what she saw, she flattered: "Sister Pu, yours. The bracelet looks so unique."
She had an impression of this bracelet because the relationship between Pujia and the newcomer Xiaohua in the circle was kicked out next year. When the media counted the couple items that two people had seen, the bracelet was listed in the front row.She heard Lin Yue gossiping with her, and everyone in the circle said that Pu Jia was really planted this time. Pu Jia always acted and turned her face ruthlessly. This time it was the other way round. Pu Jia chased her and died. Stalking, finally hugged the beauty.
It's always right to praise this.
Sure enough, when Pu Jia heard Ji Yu's words boasting about the bracelet, the corners of her eyebrows and eyes could not hide her joy."I have eyesight." She touched her bracelet and glanced at Ji Youyan approvingly, and her tone eased: "Listening to Xiongxiu that you are preparing an album, it just so happens that I will introduce you some new friends tonight."
Obviously, she was going to introduce resources to her.Ji Youyan didn't twitch, but responded with a surprised expression.Jing Xiu's heart felt sweet when he saw Ji Yuyan's appearance.As she boarded the ship, she thanked Pujia for Ji Youyan and said, "I will invite you to dinner another day."
"Eating is too cheap, right? When I go to France, take me to your wine cellar to pick a bar." Pu Jia quipped.Jing Xiu's father owns a world-renowned wine estate.
Is Jing Xiu's old behavior: "It's too expensive to pick wine?"
Pu Jia crossed her brows and said annoyed: "Listen, Xiao Ji, is this true?"
Ji Yuyan continued smoothly: "Sister Pu, don't worry, I'll help you blow the pillow breeze." Her play immediately came up, standing on the deck, stomping at Jing Xiong, pouting, and shaking Jing Xiong's arm. Jiao Didi said, "Axiu, is it expensive for someone else?"
"Hahahaha...", "Yo! What kind of drama is this?"... laughter came and went one after another.
Ji Youyan froze suddenly.She looked up and found people standing in a circle beside the fence on the stairs. Guan Yimei, Tao Xingruo and Ruan Ningwei were among them.
Rao Ji Yuyan blushed with thick skin.
Jing Xiu stood in front of Ji Yooyan and helped Ji Yooyan get out of the siege: "Eavesdropping in the corner is not a good habit."
However, as soon as she finished speaking, everyone "pushed" and laughed even louder.
Guan Yimei said with sorrow, "Xiuxiu, is your voice worthy of how you dressed up today?" Guan Yimei's girlfriend, Jingxuan's hair girl, Cui Ran, tacitly made up for the knife: "I still want to say that Xiuxiu wears today. It's like that. I feel a little bit relieved by the old mother, thinking that I'm a Chinese cabbage. Unexpectedly..." She said, she drew a handful of bitter tears.
The laughter broke out again, and even the unsmiling Tao Xingruo was amused.
Jing Xiu blushed to his neck, forced a calm face, and took a look at Cui Ran.The cold wind whizzed, Cui Ran persuaded, yelling the other person: "Walk, let's go in and play."
Everyone is a well-measured person, accepting as soon as they are good, and all sneaking into the cabin hall.
Jing Xiu let out a helpless laughter.She turned her head and stretched out her hand to hold Ji Yuyan, her expression did not see the coldness just now, and she said softly with some apologetics: "They are a bit noisy."
The afterglow of the setting sun shrouded Jing Xuan's tall and slim figure. Her seaweed-like long hair was flowing with the sea breeze, and her smile was softer and crimson than the sunset. The scenery and people complement each other, and she is as beautiful as a handed down picture by a famous painter. .
Ji Yuyan used to think these people were too noisy.Because she always feels that the excitement is theirs, she abruptly puts herself and Jing Xiu into two worlds at this time.
But at this moment, she shook her head relievedly, and said sincerely: "It's okay, the excitement is ours, I enjoy it." She stretched out her hand to hold Jing Xiu's hand, stepped up two steps, and stood shoulder to shoulder with Jing Xiu. Entering the painting, standing in the world of Jing Xun.
She used the word "we", Jing Xun's eyes waved, and there was a lot of tenderness.She flirted with Ji Yuyan's wind-blown hair, just about to say something.
"Otherwise, you let me go first?" Pu Jia couldn't bear it anymore.
Only then did Jing Xun and Ji Youyan realize Pu Jia's existence. Seeing Pu Jia's aggrieved face, Ji Youyan smiled and fell into Jing Xun's arms.The two gave up the passage and followed Pujia upstairs.
There were a dozen people sitting scattered in the lobby on the top floor. Most of them were friends introduced by Jing Xun, as well as a few new faces. Ji Youyan guessed that they should be the new friends Pujia said to introduce her.
As she expected, after a few words of greetings with her, Pu Jia began to introduce her.The blue-eyed beard is a French, a master arranger who has won a world award; the man with a ponytail is the founder of Mu and the gold medal music planner; there are also a few dressed in punk, buried in the corner Those who play games here are members of the Soul band, who has gained fame in recent years.
Pu Jia introduced them one by one, until there was only the last long-haired woman who had shaved half of her sideburns.
The woman didn't know anything, and concentrated on clearing the customs.The drummer next to her took away the game console from the woman's hand, and the woman raised her head displeasedly and looked back.
After seeing each other clearly, Ji Youyan and her were stunned for two seconds, and they said in unison:
"Small Yan?!"
"Zuo Lin?!"
The author has something to say: I have read a little cute sentence in the comments before, which is similar to the beginning of the rebirth article, and the story that really belongs to them is over.
From this point of view, will the double life be more complete?