My Feelings Can Wait

In the chaos, the door to the venue was opened, and Jiang Chun and Wei Yizhen led people out to meet them.Together they covered Jing Xuan with clothes and protected her quickly moving into the door. The security guards and bodyguards stood on a defensive line not far away to block the restless media.

The heavy wooden door creaked shut, separating the inside and outside of the door into two worlds.The harsh noise outside the door can no longer be heard.

The mourning hall is very large and the lights are very white. Ji Youyan just moved here not long ago. Apart from the elegiac couplet and the photos on the table, there is only a lone ice coffin in the whole room.

Jing Xiu entered the door, but his eyes hit the ice coffin parked in the center.She shuddered all over, her legs tense tight, her back facing everyone, step by step, she walked towards the ice coffin covered with blankets very calmly.

No one spoke for a while, only the ice coffin connected to the power source was buzzing, together with the sound of Jing Xiu's footsteps, there was a sound, dull and depressing.

Jiang Chun, Wei Yizhen, and Yao Xiao stood by the door not daring to disturb Jing Xuan. Seeing Jing Xuan standing beside the ice coffin for a long time without moving, they exchanged glances with anxiety and prepared to move forward.

Jing Xiu suddenly moved away from his gaze at the ice coffin, looked around the mourning hall, and said softly and gently: "What about words?"

Next to the white cloth at the memorial ceremony, her face seemed whiter than the cloth, and her eyes were bloodshot red, but the corners of her lips had a soft smile, which was strange and oozing.Jiang Chun, Wei Yizhen and Yao Xiao froze in an instant, their hairs frightened.

No one dared to answer her, and did not know how to answer her.

Jing Xiu glanced over Jiang Chun, Wei Yizhen, Yao Xiao, and asked to herself again: "What about words?" She opened her eyes without blinking, but tears fell uncontrollably.

Still a terrible silence.

She didn't ask any more, standing stubbornly, as if waiting for Ji Yuyan to suddenly come out from a certain corner.

After a long time, the arc of her lips completely disappeared.She bit her lip, bent down slowly, and stretched out her hand as if she wanted to touch the blanket on the ice coffin and she didn't dare to shake her whole body.

Jiang Chun moved his throat, his eyes flushed suddenly.Had she ever seen Jingxun, who had always been calm and steady, looked like this.She just wanted to step forward to comfort Jing Xiu, when Jing Xiu suddenly straightened up, stretched out his hand to grab the metal candlestick on the table, and slammed it on his head.

Jiang Chun's pupils dilated, and she screamed in fear, "Xinxiu!"

Yao Xiao slidly rushed to Jing Xiu's side, grabbed the candlestick in Jing Xiu's hand, and circled Jing Xiu's arms to prevent her from moving, so scared to cry.

Jing Xiu was soft and her eyes were straight, as Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao touched her head.She kept thinking in her mind, why?

Is it not painful enough?Why is she so painful that she can't wake up from this nightmare.

The hair on Jingxun's temples was wet with blood."Go to the hospital!" Jiang Chunxin said anxiously, "Yizhen, would you please help me to contact me?" Ji Youyan's mother could not accept the blow and was still in the hospital. Wei Yizhen should have arranged the hospital.

Jing Xiu suddenly struggled violently, trying to reach out to grab another candlestick on the table.

Wei Yizhen quickly moved away the candlestick, sullen face and roared Jingxiu: "Stop making trouble! You..." What's the use of being so affectionate when someone is dead!She knew that her unprovoked anger was completely anger.Ji Yooyan's death was completely accidental, and even Ji Yooyan took the blame. As an ex-girlfriend who has clearly ended their relationship with Ji Yooyan, Jing Xuan has no responsibility.But she just couldn't help it.

Jing Xiu raised his eyes to look at her, his eyes filled with despair, making Wei Yizhen suddenly dumb.

She trembled her lips, and finally recovered a bit of gentle language, "Teacher Jing...Sorry. Yuyan will not be at ease when she sees you like this."

But her words ruthlessly exposed the reality, and the delayed realism carried a thousand swords to Jingxun.Jing Xiu was already at the end of the battle. Hearing that, it seemed as if all his strength had been taken away, and he fell completely soft on Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao.

Let her go with peace of mind, what about her?What will she do?

She closed her eyes, and finally broke down and cried."why……"

Why do you treat her this way?She wants freedom, she gives her freedom; she needs a career, she gives her a career.She gave everything she could, and she did everything she could. She didn't ask for anything, as long as she knew from a distance that she was alive and well.Are you even stingy with her?

Wei Yizhen heard her weeping question, thinking she was asking Ji Youyan's cause of death, and replied ardently: "According to the scene and forensic identification, homicide and suicide were excluded, obviously because of alcoholism and gastric bleeding."

There was obvious pain in her voice.She is too lighthearted; how can she let her alone; why she believes what Ji Yoo said is okay, she sincerely blessed Jing Xuan; she found out that it was too late...to be late and break into the house, Ji Yoo There is no rescue anymore.

Closing her eyes, Ji Youyan's voice and smile are still vivid, but in an instant, she turned into a cold corpse with blood on her face.When Wei Yizhen thought of that scene, her heart became a ball, and her guilt and regret made her breathless.

But Jingxuan still questioned her: "Why?" His voice was harsh.

"Why didn't you stop her from drinking? Knowing that she has a bad stomach, why didn't you stop her?" She accused her.

Why?Why does she blame her?Wei Yizhen's chest rose and fell violently.She endured and endured, biting and biting her posterior molars, and the irrational words rushed out: "How do I stop! You tell me how I stop!"

"Why? I tell you why! Jingxun, if you don't get married, she would drink so..."

Before she finished her words, Jiang Chun interrupted her anxiously and angrily: "Wei Yizhen, you fucking shut me up!" She glared at Wei Yizhen with red eyes, as if she wanted to kill.

What the fuck is his hat.Everyone feels very sad when things become like this.But it has been five years since Jingxun and Ji Youyan broke up, and there is no connection. It is five years, not five days.

Accuse Jingxun of getting married?Why?During those years together, did Jing Xiu feel sorry for Ji Yuyan at all?From the moment of breaking up, doesn't it mean giving up the qualifications of each other by default, knowing that one day the other party will hold hands with others?Isn't everything Ji Yoon's decision?Not contacting for five years, doesn't it mean that she has no intention of continuing the relationship with Jingxuan?According to Wei Yizhen’s logic, if Ji Youyan is not accidental, Jing Xiu deserves to be alone forever?Okay, step back ten thousand steps. If Jing Xiu really knew this would happen, she would definitely continue to live herself into a grave.Does Jingxuan know?Jing Xiu didn't know!

That is to say, Jing Xiu still loves Ji Yooyan, so she is still standing here for Ji Yooyan grief, desperate to die.But this is not the reason for Wei Yizheng to accuse Jingxun of course!

Wei Yizhen also realized that he had made a mistake, and took a deep breath for two seconds, holding his forehead and muttered: "I'm sorry...I...I can't help but talk. I'll call the hospital."

Jing Xiu still listened to her heart. She stopped crying and lowered her head. There was no sound for several seconds. Only the tears that kept falling on Jiang Chun's hand let Jiang Chun know that she was still awake.

Suddenly, Jing Xiu let out a few chuckles, stern and sad.Jiang Chun held her arms more and more nervously, but she bent her arms unconsciously and put them on the blanket of the ice coffin.

The knuckles slowly curled up, and Ji Youyan's dreamy face appeared little by little as the blanket tugged...

She closed her eyes, her eyelashes were long and curled, and her lips were rosy, as if she was just sleeping quietly.

As always, it was her heartbeat.

Jing Xiu earned his arms, Jiang Chun released his strength upon seeing this, and gave her freedom, but he still always guarded against her doing stupid things.

Jing Xun lowered his head, his eyes were affectionate, and through the glass, his fingertips slid fondly over Ji Youyan's forehead, nose, lips...

Never thought that meeting again would be like this.

It's like never thought that maybe she still loves her, she will know in this way.

So, it's better to never see again, it's better to never know.

Jing Xiu leaned down and kissed Ji Yuyan's lips through the glass, tears raining down.

Yanyan, tell me, what are you thinking?

Why did she never read Ji Yuyan.If she still loves her, why should she be like a beggar in love when together, begging humblely for her occasional favor and favor.After the breakup, she didn't give Ji Youyan another chance.In the second year of the breakup, she had a stupid seizure, because it was heard that Ji Youyan would participate in the "National Production" and took the variety show at her own expense, but Ji Yuyan chose to quit after she took it, avoiding it.She thought, breaking up is really the relief Ji Yuyan has been praying for for a long time?She couldn't understand Ji Yuyan's attitude anymore, and she would be really shameless if she continued to struggle.

But if she doesn't love her, why should she become what she is now?

But these are not important anymore.Whether she loves or doesn't love, she doesn't care.

She just wants her to live well.She just wanted her to sit up and smile at her as she did when she reunited at the age of twenty.Even if she forgets her again, Tianya Molu has nothing to do with her.

She as long as she lives.

"Get up." She choked against the glass.

"Get up, you get me up." Her crying voice became louder.Jiang Chun and Yao Xiaoxin have astringent hair.

"Ji Yooyan, get up for me!" She tried to open the ice coffin but couldn't find the switch, and finally patted the surface of the coffin again with her palm, sighing inside.

The ice coffin was photographed with a thunderous sound, and the electric light also flickered.Jiang Chun and Yao Xiao were frightened, afraid that she would be too aggressive again, and quickly wanted to restrain Jing Xuan again.

Jing Xiu didn't wait for them to reach out, tilted his body and fainted.

She lay motionless on the ice coffin, the blood on her hair and tears were dyed under Ji Youyan's eyes, like the blood and tears she shed.