My Feelings Can Wait
Chapter 129:
At six o'clock, the alarm clock urged Ji Youyan to wake up from her dream. She quickly turned off the alarm clock, and subconsciously went to see if Jing Xuan was also woken up, but she turned her head to find that she was empty around her and Jing Xuan was not there.
Ji Yuyan was panicked for a moment, sat up leaping forward, and yelled tightly from his throat: "Ayan?!"
The rest of her sleepiness disappeared, and she got out of the bed barefoot and ran out.
It was already dawn, but there was still silence all around, and her rapid footsteps seemed exceptionally abrupt in the house.
Jing Xiu frowned slightly, raised his head from the manuscript and looked out, and saw the entrance of the study, Ji Youyan with loose hair, looked at her deeply, without blinking, and then slowly smiled at her. .
"Why are you running in such a hurry, and you don't wear shoes?" Jing Xiu was inexplicable.
Ji Yuyan pinned her hair behind her ears, approached Jing Xun, stood by the chair and hugged Jing Xun’s head against his waist and abdomen, and then whispered: "I didn't see you when I woke up. It was a dream that woke up."
After knowing that it was Jingxun who paid the price and exchanged it back to the present, the uneasy feeling in her heart that had disappeared for a long time came back again, and if she didn't pay attention, it would sting her again.
Jing Xiu's heart trembled abruptly, and then softened her voice and annoyed her: "What silly thing to say."
She broke away from Ji Yooyan's embrace, put the slippers under her feet to Ji Yooyan's feet, crossed her legs and instructed Ji Yoo to say: "Put on your shoes, go and wash." Ji Yooyan has a strange disease, barefoot on the ground is prone to skin allergies. Blister, but she never takes it seriously.
Looking at Jing Xiu's rare inelegant sitting posture, Ji Yuyan laughed, kissed Jing Xiu's forehead, put on Jing Xiu's slippers, turned around and went out.
Soon after washing, she came back, holding Jing Xiu's slippers in one hand and turning the computer chair in the other, turning Jing Xiu into a face facing herself.She squatted down, naturally holding Jingxuan's ankles, and while putting her slippers on Jingxuan's jade feet, she asked Jingxun: "Why do you get up so early?"
Today is the first day, and there are not many shots to be taken, so the time requested on the notice is not early. She thought she had gotten up early enough.
Jing Xun curled up his toes without a trace, feeling the body temperature left by Ji Youyan, and explained in a low voice: "I want to study Director Gu's shots before shooting." This can better understand how the shots work during shooting. .
Ji Yooyan pulled the chair and sat down beside Jing Xuan. The probe and Jing Xuan looked at the artwork in her hand, and curiously asked: "Axuan, are you interested in the director?" The storyboard is not of much significance to the actors. The shooting scene Actors can meet the director's requirements for the screen, but for most directors, the storyboard is very important.
Jing Xiu didn't conceal: "Well, I have talked with Guangyu recently, and the studio is already in preparation. Sister Jiang has accepted a project, I'm very interested, and I'm considering directing it myself."
"Do you direct yourself?"
"No, only the director." Jing Xiu said without hesitation.
Ji Youyan's eyelashes trembled and tentatively said: "Then your focus of work in the future will be half behind the scenes?"
Jing Xiu's throat moved, and he denied a bit, "It should be the majority."
This is something she has been considering since preparing to build her own studio. It is a way for her to leave behind for herself and even for Ji Youyan.The marriage law can be passed on a rational basis, but there is still a long way to go to change the concept of the people. She must consider the worst situation that she and Ji Yuyan may have to face after they come out.
Besides...If glory no longer cares about her, she must also be responsible for the team that invites her to invite her and has high hopes for her.
Making this decision is not an easy task, but in fact it is not too difficult.Still in this circle, engaged in the film and television art work that I like, just another way.
Ji Yu said he wanted to say something but stopped, his expression was obviously stunned and regretful.
Jing Xun stretched out her hand and put it on her hand, soothing her and said: "But if a good and interested character finds me, I will still consider it."
For a moment, Ji Yuyan wanted to persuade Jingxun to think carefully, because she knew too well the artistic achievements Jingxuan would make in the next two to three years, even in the next 20 to 30 years.Everyone can see Jingxun's outstanding talents.
But Jing Xiu knows this too.Since she chose to make such a decision, she must have weighed it over and over again.Ji Youyan clasped her five fingers backhand, bit her lip and asked, "Is this something you want to do more and make you happier?"
Jing Xiu smiled slightly and said, "Well, yes. I planned it for a long time."
Seeing that she was serious, Ji Yuyan relaxed.Excellent conditions should allow people to have more freedom of choice, rather than becoming a burden and restricting people's freedom of choice.
She said relieved, "Then I support you, as long as you want to do, I will support you."
After that, she calmed down the atmosphere and teased half-truth: "Hey, just as your fan, I feel a little empty in my heart, it's not a taste."
Jing Xuan sneered, and said indifferently: "When did you become my fan?"
"I have always been." Ji Yuyan grabbed Jing Xun's hand and pressed it to her heart, Qiubo was loyal to the surface, "A Xuan, I can almost memorize all your movie lines..." She said, Begin to vividly interpret the classic lines of the roles that Jing Xuan has played.
Jing Xiu was so coaxed by her that her heart was rippling, but she still withdrew her hand, pretending to be indifferent: "So energetic, memorize the noon lines."
Ji Yuyan couldn't tell where she was acting.She didn't break through Jing Xiu, she scratched Jing Xiu's nose, and stretched the end sound, jokingly: "Okay, Teacher Jing taught you so."
"Sunflowers in the Night" is a female-led growth emotional film, from the perspective of female narrative, it deliberately and deeply explores the subtlety and sensitivity in the friendship between girls and the invisible shackles that exist between the relationships between people.
In the movie, Ji Yuyan's Shen Yu has a good family background. At the age of eight, he met Qiao Yue played by Jingxun when he moved to the north from the south to work with his parents.Qiao Yue’s father was a murderer who committed suicide after taking drugs. His mother left her behind after taking drugs. She was raised by her grandmother. She lived under the shadow of her father at a young age and was pointed by neighbors to grow up.All parents will severely warn their children not to play with Qiao Yue.
Soon after Shen Yu moved with his parents, it was New Year's Eve. After the New Year's Eve dinner, the children of the residents went to the yard to watch the fireworks and play with small fireworks.At that time, she was not familiar with those children, so I was embarrassed to join in and play together, and accidentally saw Qiao Yue who was alone like her in a corner not far away.
The girl stood in the dark, stroking matches one after another, igniting dots of fire. In the faint, Shen Yu saw that the girl was beautiful and well-dressed, and seemed to get along well.
She plucked up the courage, borrowed matches from her, approached Qiao Yue and greeted her.From then on, just like the gorgeous little fireworks driving away the darkness in the hands of the two, the gloom illuminates Qiao Yue's dark life.
Qiao Yue looked up to her, admired her, envied her, and regarded her as her own sun.
Shen Yu enjoys her admiration, bears her expectations, and tries to pretend to be her sun.
But if the sun is not the real sun, the light will dim one day; if the sunflower is not the real sunflower, the positive will disappear one day.The bond will be broken sooner or later.
Shen Yu was frightened and supported, and in the end he could only admit that he was powerless in front of the cruel reality-Qiao Yue, who had been following behind him, was actually a more talented person than himself.The self, who has always been pretentious and bound to her, is a drag on her existence in the eyes of discerning people.
She was secretly lost, inferior, and jealous.
Qiao Yue was unwilling to abandon Shen Yu's solo development. In order to get the opportunity for two people to come together, she accepted the pursuit of a middle-aged man with resources. Shen Yu seduced the man and was caught by Qiao Yue in bed.
The last bit of the sun's light finally dimmed.Qiao Yue was extremely disappointed and parted ways with Shen Yu.
Later, Qiao Yue developed very well, and Shen Yu disappeared after accepting the man's care for two years.
Many years later, Qiao Yue gave a concert on stage, and Shen Yu and his friends listened to it.After the concert, the two walked out of the venue together. A friend asked her how she felt when she was on stage with Qiao Yue.
Shen Yu smoked a cigarette, looked at the dark night ahead, threw the cigarette butt in the ground, slowly ran it with his toes, smiled and said, "More freedom."
The overall picture of the film is very Gu Lingfeng's style, clean tones, implicit and restrained, even the climax of the quarrel scene after catching the rape is calm and restrained.In terms of the structure of the shooting, the film was reversed when all the audience thought it was Qiao Yue and Shen Yu who had quarreled with Shen Yu, and when she was hurt to the heart and left Shen Yu-in fact, it was Shen Yu who made the choice.
She knew that Qiao Yue had an interest relationship with that man. She didn't need Qiao Yue's sacrifice, and she didn't want to continue to pretend.In fact, she was never a sun, she was just an arrogant sunflower, longing for Qiao Yue to shine her looking up like the sun.
She used her vanity and arrogance to restrain Qiao Yue for more than ten years, and forced her to gather her light and dare not show her true talent; why didn't Qiao Yue use her expectation and longing to restrain her for more than ten years and let her be Forced to wear a mask to become a model in her eyes.
With the opportunity ahead, Qiao Yue's patience was reaching its limit; self-torture and gloomy patience was reaching its limit.She handed Qiao Yue a knife in hand, cut off the fetters, and released each other.
The sunflower sun shines on the sunflower and binds the sunflower.Sunflowers that are not favored by the sun in the night may be able to grow truly freely.
He said, the after rhyme is long. When Ji Youyan watched this movie for the first time, he felt all kinds of feelings in his heart, and his throat was choking uncomfortably.She likes this movie so much, she has watched it no less than ten times, whether it is the gloomy words or Qiao Yue's words, she is very familiar with it.
Jing Xiu won another queen with this movie, but Fang Shan, who played the opponent's play, did not perform well. Jing Xiu was overwhelmed plainly.Ji Yuyan has simulated many times, how would she act if it were her and Jing Xun in this rivalry.
She is confident that she can perform well, such as Fang Shan satisfied Jing Xiu.
But she never expected that she really entered the set and started acting, but Jing Xiu frowned and called her to stop: "Mr. Ji, I don't think you seem to be in the state."
The author has something to say: at the last minute!I'm coming~
Sister Ji woo woo woo: A Xiu is fierce to me!I have booked!
Jing Miao Miao:???
after a long time
Sister Ji wants to give it or not, smirk: Teacher Jing, do you think I have entered the state today?
Jing Miao Miao:...
Two seconds later, Jie Ji was kicked out of bed.