My Feelings Can Wait

Jing Xiu looked sideways at Ji Yuyan, his eyes were obscure, and he stopped talking.

Disappointment is not without.But Buddhism pays attention to the method of causality, and it is not surprising that Dao Kong would say such things.Although she had hoped to find Dao Kong and asked Ming the cause of her body pain from time to time, if this was something that could not be forced, she did not expect Ji Yuyan to find Dao Kong.

Don't force it, there is a price to force, she knows better than anyone else.Now that Ji Yuyan is peacefully beside her, it is better than anything else.This was originally her original appeal. The Buddha satisfied her. If she had to take something from her, it was also her willingness.

However, she also knew what Ji Yoon was unhappy about these days.If she does not go this time, she is afraid that her heart will be difficult to understand and she will not be able to pass her own level.

Jing Xiu turned on the turn signal, turned a corner in the small alley ahead, and stopped.

"Master is still in Bhutan?" Jing Xuan asked with a calm expression.

Ji Youyan's eyebrows were gloomy, and he shook his head and said, "I don't know. The master seems to avoid him. Zhuo Lin's friends can't force him to stay. Before I can tell someone to keep tracking him, he has left silently.

The miss this time makes Ji Yuyan beating his chest.If it wasn't for the movie that couldn't go away, she would have waited to fly over with wings.

Jing Xiu thoughtfully: "Is there any news over there now?"

Ji Yuyan said in a low voice: "No. But according to the itinerary he disclosed at the debate before, he should be visiting large and small temples in Bhutan and Nepal in the past six months." She picked up a little confidence and said with confidence: "With this direction, be patient, you can definitely find him."

Jing Xiu was too rational, "Then how long are you going to follow?"

Ji Yuyan's nails fell into his palm.She bit her lip and looked at Jing Xun, but didn't answer immediately.

Jing Xiu's long eyelashes were drooping, and said in reality: "With words, finding a needle in a haystack is not something that can be done with sincerity and hard work. Sometimes it is a chance."

And chance is the most intractable thing.Ji Yuyan's time cannot be delayed.

She raised her eyes to stare at Ji Yooyan, and she had a decision in her heart, and discussed with Ji Yooyan: "You said he will be in Bhutan and Nepal in the next six months. When our film is finalized, there are about three or four months left before this six months. , We set this time, three months, you go to him, you find the best, it's okay if you can't find it, you come back, we live in peace and wait for the next chance, okay?

Seeing Ji Yooyan hesitate, she held Ji Yooyan's handbag in her palm and coaxed her: "It's just a little bit of pain, it's okay."

Where is it just a little bit of pain?Ji Yuyan's chest hurts with her pretending relaxed appearance.She held Jing Xun's hand back, and couldn't answer that good sentence.

Jing Xiu's voice became softer and softer: "Besides, I actually thought that maybe we were too anxious. When the year after, the time is almost up, we can go to the place where I found him in the previous life and find him."

They said that, but they all knew in their hearts: Rebirth brings the butterfly effect, and who can be sure that Dao Kong's footprint will be the same in the past.

Ji Yuyan is afraid that there will be more variables in the past two years. She is afraid that Jing Xuan will not be able to wait for these two years, and she is afraid that Jing Xuan will bear the pain and danger of the last time again.

But Jing Xiu sighed and said, "Speaking, isn't it the most important thing to leave no regrets? Rather than waste time on separation and searching, we should cherish time and stay together well, right?"

This sigh hit Ji Youyan's heart and made her nose sore.She knew that what Jing Xiu said was right.

She just, just can't be reconciled.

She lowered her head, her dark hair blocking her eyes.She lifted Jing Xiu's catkin and rubbed it affectionately under her lips."I promise you, three months."

As if comforting Jingxun, but also as comforting herself, she whispered: "We will definitely find him."

Jing Xun's eyes showed softness, stroked Ji Youyan's fine hair, and echoed her: "Well, it will definitely be."

But if it's a price for a price, then forget it.She pleaded secretly in her heart.

The atmosphere was a little dull, but Jing Xiu deliberately eased it.She seemed to have thought of something suddenly, and said in a low voice: "In this case, you won't be back for Christmas, are you?"

Ji Yuyan was stunned, raised his head to look at Jing Xiu's slightly wrinkled face, and tasted the loss she hid under her eyes, and there was a bit of sweet and sour taste in her heart.

She cheered up and teased Jingxun: "Maybe it's not just Christmas, but birthdays can't accompany you, and New Year's Eve will not work.

Jing Xiu raised his eyebrows displeasedly and said in a cool tone, "How do I think you seem to be quite proud?"

Ji Yuyan sensed the danger and quickly denied: "Illusion!" She raised Jing Xiu's hand and kissed him several times. The affection was sincere and tender: "When I come back, everything will be supplied to you. A Qiu, you I will give you whatever you want."

Jing Xiu was so pleased by her that she bit her lower lip and couldn't suppress the overflowing smile.She turned her face away and looked out the window. At the end of the road, on both sides of the T-junction, there was an endless stream of cars coming and going.

There are really many people in this world, and you can meet countless people as soon as you turn around.

But, "I only want you."

She couldn't help but confide in her heart.

The sun shines on her through the leaves, her profile is profound and sharp, but her expression is so soft.Ji Yuyan was not bathed in the light, but his whole body was warm.

She opened her mouth to respond to some emotional words, and Jing Xiu seemed to have returned to God, a little embarrassed.Her ears were red, she started the car, and changed the subject: "Jiang Chun and I are going to join XinHu Technology next year to invest in two online dramas as producers. Jiang Chun sent me a few books. You have more TV dramas here. Experience, can you refer to it for me at night?"

Ji Yooyan bent her eyebrows and answered her words: "Okay." After she finished speaking, she teased her again: "Are there any rewards for the gang?"

Jing Xuan sneered, and replied deliberately inexplicably: "Send you two bottles of eye drops?"

Ji Yoo said: "..."

The corners of Jing Xiu's lips were raised a little, and he said in a deep thought, "If you happen to see the role that you want to leave for the newcomer over there, tell me."

Ji Youyan Studio also signed, but it is mainly Wei Yi who has a wide network of contacts. Ji Youyan has gained a reputation in the TV series. There are many external resources that can be divided, which is a different direction from her studio.

Ji Youyan was stunned, and was not polite. He just teased: "They are lucky."

"Ok?"

Ji Yuyan slyly said: "You signed me, there is such a generous boss."

Jing Xiu gave her a look and let out a nice laughter.

The atmosphere was relaxed, Jing Xiu hesitated a little, but took the opportunity to ask: "Recently, the play was a bit depressing, and it just happened to be back. I want to make an appointment with a familiar counselor tomorrow to chat. Do you want to go with me?"

She speaks naturally, but the white fingertips on the steering wheel still reveal her tension.

Ji Yuyan's hair was soft and he was no longer aggressive, and promised: "Okay, I'll go with you. I also feel that I need to chat recently." The tone was brisk, without a trace of reluctance.

Jing Xiu was taken aback for a moment, and looked at Ji Youyan with a little surprise.Ji Youyan's eyes waved, and she looked at it generously.

If weakness can be understood, showing weakness will no longer be shameful.Jing Xiu made her uneasy and naked, turning her into a kind of reassuring happiness.

Many words don’t need to be stated bluntly and tacitly.

The corner of Jing Xiu's lips climbed up with an undisguised smile.

In mid-October, the sunflowers in the night were finished in Yingzhou.Jingxuan and Ji Youyan spent three days in Yingzhou after finishing their lives. In order to avoid extra branches, the two left directly at the airport.Jing Xiu returned to Beicheng to deal with work matters, and Ji Youyan returned to Yanzhou to visit his parents.

Two days later, Ji Yuyan departed from Yanzhou and flew to Bhutan via Nepal.

This is a very personal itinerary, but some media have unearthed it.Ji Yuyan was in retreat for the film for a long time. When all the media were waiting for it, she unexpectedly went to the Buddhist country of Bhutan and stayed there for more than two months.

This is very fascinating.

The media people who were moved by the wind and some Huadans who had conflicts of interest due to Ji Yoo's rising status over the past year were fished in troubled waters. It was an opportunity to discredit Ji Yoo and guess everything.The most insightful speculation is that Ji Youyan suffered a huge blow during the filming process, seeing through the red dust, and using the Buddha to heal his injuries.This speculation deliberately didn't say what the blow was. It spread through the trails, and the more it was spread, the more outrageous it was, and the more it was spread, the more dirty it was.

Jing Xiu sneered with anger, and swiftly tidied up everyone behind him.The Lin family is not as good as before, but Jingxun, Jiang Chun and Wei Yizhen have been in the circle for many years, and they also have their own contacts and channels.Some news cannot be suppressed or removed, so use other news to divert the focus and distract everyone.She acts more cautiously than before, but she is not afraid of offending people.

The people behind saw that Jing Xun was protecting Ji Youyan and acted fiercely, and they didn't dare to continue to bite Ji Yoon.Jing Xiu asked Jiang Chun and Wei Yizhen to guide the public opinion, stamping Ji Yuyan because the movie’s stamina was too strong and Ji Yuyan was too involved, so he needed time to play. He went to Bhutan to relax and seek a peaceful state.

After this statement appeared, fans spontaneously supported it, Ji Youyan's dedicated personality was consolidated, and the audience became more curious about "Sunflowers in the Night".The movie went viral before it was released, saving a lot of publicity expenses, and Gu Lingfeng felt the most delighted.

There are sometimes wind and rain outside, but the impact on the two of them is actually not great.Except for the news that Dao Kong appears from time to time, it always makes people go away with excitement and return after defeat.

Jing Xiu studied film post-production with Gu Lingfeng in Beicheng, while socializing with the studio on various matters.Ji Yooyan was looking for people in Bhutan and Nepal. After changing to an environment away from the hustle and bustle, his heart gradually calmed down. He had new inspirations and new insights about the album, about acting, and even about the script Jing Xun showed her.

The two of them contact each other every day, and sometimes they can talk about the phone when they are out of power when they are interested, and sometimes they will fall asleep even after they are tired of talking.Like returning to the time when they first debuted, the two of them are full of sincerity, and together are fighting for the cause they love and for a better future.

Although separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, my heart seems to sleep peacefully in each other's arms every day.

Until one evening in January, a call from Yanzhou broke the calm day.

Zhong Qingyu implicitly said helplessly: "Miss Jing, I am Yanyan's mother. Did you get in touch with Yanyan? Yanyan's father said that his heart was uncomfortable while eating, and his hands and lips were shaking. I immediately drove him to see him. When he went to the hospital, he fainted as soon as he entered the emergency department. The doctor said it was a sudden myocardial infarction, and the previously recommended heart stent operation could not be delayed. I wanted to discuss with Yanyan, but I couldn't get in touch with her. Where is it now?"

Jing Xiu's heart sighed, his hands and feet cold.